Freak Nikolas

I'm a Cartoonist who loves movies ( ˶°ㅁ°) !! if you recognize my art from other platforms plz say hi :3 ☆lvl 21, He/Him🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️🛹⚡👾 🔞 MDNI 🔞

[boydkisser404]

╭ @boydkisser404 aka Thrax ♡‧₊˚

┆❝ HeノHim ❞ ( black and transmasc)

INFP-T ︴Gray Asexual/Aromantic and Achillean 𑁥౿

┆⋆˚ 🎞️ ˖° 21 years DEAD (I'm so hardcore guys look)

╰ ➤ ᥫ᭡ fav things: Movies, music, Drawing, writing. I post mainly ravenous and the passenger here, and I fuckin love the main gay ships in both those movies. You might see me repost some other interests too, I have many...

❝I am pretty shameless here, I repost porn and might occasionally draw it myself; if you are a minor do NOT interact❞

Also I reclaim the n word idk if that's upsetting to some people but be warned of that.

Ion really do DNIS I just block people I think are weird or go against my personal values.

[drunklerobby]

benson would absolutely pull that shit where he'd be like

"cmonn randy, jus say you like it and i'll fuckin drop it"

randy won't. randy rarely defies orders but for some godforsaken reason, he just can't seem to get the words out. they're stuck in his throat, sticky and bitter. he stares forward, the burn of tears stinging the corners of his eyes.

benson huffs, decides to up the ante. he presses his foot down on the pedal, the shitbox of a car gaining speed slowly, but surely.

"cmon randy. just tell me. fuckin say it"

he presses harder

randy's heart ticks faster, faster

they have to be going at least 80 down this stretch of road, to randy's estimate by the shadowy trees ripping past his window

"don't make me do this, randy"

faster

through the bleary haze, through the stream of tears, through some sort of sheer, god given will, the ghost of the boy speaks

"i like it, i like you. i-i like you, benson, please-"

"sounds like a buncha bullshit, bradley. don't think i believe you."

mean, greedy

"benson- please! i do, i do, i swear! just stop- please iswearilikeyouilikethis!"

the older man slowly starts to remove his foot from the pedal. they start to tick down to a normal pace. randy still can't breathe. benson pulls off the road. he stares at the shuddering figure in his passenger seat. such a sad sight, he thought. he grabs randy by his jaw, forces him to look, to face the situation.

"you gonna say thank you?"

[boydkisser404]

This is some sick twisted shit. I love it!

[elokitties]

walking into the pissing me off factory then being surprised when I get pissed off

[sonoftheria]

✴︎ BETRAYED STRAYS ✴︎

[karhun-kallo]

I love Ravenous (1999) and I just realized up until now I have never made a full illustration for it before.

[trueamerican-rock1995]

Ahaghaha Randy jerking it while thinking about Benson after work. Send post

[boydkisser404]

I like how your brain works

[r0dentrhythm]

I love to think about how calm and seemingly *ready* Benson's mother was about having to call the police. Like she's been waiting for the day to come. So when she saw him come in with tge gun, in one of his moods, with a colleague covered in bloodstains, she knew she finally had to do something.

I wonder whether he reminded her of his father. I wonder whether the joy of watching him grow up was ever tainted by the recognition of his mannerisms or his temper. I wonder whether he started acting out after the incident with Elliot Sheppard and she mistakenly thought it was just his dad coming through in him and so never pushed too hard to find out what was wrong.

[thecoreofthepeach]

Now some Randy Bradley coded Y2K camera photos!!

(Credit me if you use!💕)

[boydkisser404]

I found another song I think it's Benson Coded

Sorry guys I have been posting elsewhere a bit more than here 😭

But anyway this song's lyrics are clearly about childhood trauma and I've always found it to be powerful. Definitely reminds me of Benson.

[gojibury]

sometimes i look at a character like benson from the passenger and i think "would i still be attracted to him if he was like. greasy and 65 years old?" and the answer is no but thats okay because i am a medicated and informed adult who can separate the fact that i think the actor playing benson makes a cute Blockbuster Flavored Psychopath and i am not attracted to actual people like that. this post has been brough to you by therapy. and kyle gallner in a fuzzy cardigan.

[thecoreofthepeach]

My bih pose NEASSTEYYY 💅🏼

[yhuckloop]

holy moly

[dad-dumpster]

slasher benson and final boy randy c:

[boydkisser404]

My favorite artist rn tbhhh

[dumb-puppyg1rl]

MY PHOTOGRAPHY LOOKIE!!!

[plaguedocboi]

I remember when I was younger, anytime I watched a movie where the characters have to kill a scary monster/alien, I always thought the act of killing it was intended to be part of the horror. Like there’s this amazing creature that we’ve never seen before, and maybe under different circumstances we could’ve coexisted with it, but it’s trying to attack you and you have to defend yourself, but by destroying it you also destroy the ability to ever understand it and that’s sad and is supposed to make you feel conflicted.

It was not until well into my adulthood that I realized most people do not have complicated feelings about movies where people have to kill a scary alien monster, nor is that necessarily meant to be part of the narrative (unless it very obviously is). They just want the scary thing to die because it’s scary. I don’t have a real conclusion to this I just started thinking about it for some reason.

[hppjmxrgosg]

"going out to get milk" is a common turn of phrase used to describe a man abandoning his family.

the "milkman" is a common figure in stories depicting a woman's infidelity and adulterous affair.

this implies that the ability to provide milk would both decrease the likelihood of a man abandoning his wife and children, as it would eliminate the need for leaving to get milk AND would secure that man's marriage, as his wife would have no need to seek milk from an extraneous source.

therefore, all men should produce milk, through various means such as:

- being a cow

- being an almond

- being a woman

- being a coconut

- being in the omegaverse

- being an oat

(list is exemplary and not finite)

in this essay, i will redefine the nuclear family and explain the seductive and inflammatory nature of the 1993 "Got Milk?" commercials.

[hppjmxrgosg]

you shut your mouth.

[mihych]

Reposting some of my favorite artworks from other platforms☆