this star tour doc is such a beautiful and genuine gift from hollis. it's honestly so nice to get to hear him speak his mind, his feelings, and his perspective so thoughtfully, like he's such an amazing human being, i have the deepest admiration for him, and it only grows with time, so so so so proud and emotional rn
this star tour doc is such a beautiful and genuine gift from hollis. it's honestly so nice to get to hear him speak his mind, his feelings, and his perspective so thoughtfully, like he's such an amazing human being, i have the deepest admiration for him, and it only grows with time, so so so so proud and emotional rn
The key to writing good fanfiction is to harbor a deeply humiliating desire, and the trick there is that even pretty basic and societally-accepted desires like “being held” and “being wanted” CAN and WILL be humiliating if they’re intense enough. Become so estranged from human connection that the idea of someone playing with your hair fills you with yearning so deep you feel like you’re going to throw up and you will write some banger fanfiction. It might have some other consequences too but idrk about that.
Knowing Garrett and Charlie had what they called "camera battles" during filming opens the door for a rivals-to-lovers photography competition fic between Barkovitch and Stebbins.
୨୧ You loved being a distraction to Hollis in the studio.
tags: situationship/friends with benefits kinda, pwp, p in v, oral (m receiving)
w/c: 1.3k
a/n: so this fic was actually written last year and never posted and i cannot remember why but im posting it now ^_^ mainly bc ive been having some writers block and have been a little inactive n i feel bad so here's a small oneshot for u all <3 as usual no screenshotting/talking about this fic outside of tumblr thank u
Hollis made it very clear that you weren't his girlfriend. He told you that after one of the many times the two of you slept together. You were fine with it really, sometimes putting a label on a relationship complicates and ruins things. He didn’t have time for a relationship right now and wanted to focus on his music and you understood that.
Which is why you were confused that he always let you stay in the studio whenever he was working. You laid on the couch behind him, scrolling on your phone and listening to him attempt to find a perfectly good snare for the beat he was working on.
“Uh…how’s it going?” You asked.
Hollis sighed. “Can’t figure out what would sound good here.”
You closed your phone and got up from the couch, walking over to where he was sitting and looking at the screen. It looked like the cockpit of a plane to be honest, you don’t really know how this producing shit works. You slowly put your hands on his shoulders, sliding down to rest your head on his. “Just go with your gut, maybe.”
“You trying to distract me on purpose?”
“Yeah.” You smirked, playing with his necklace.
“Why?”
“‘Cause…” You boldly pulled his chair out more and sat on his lap.
“What’s up with you?” His eyebrows furrowed and he couldn’t help but smile at you. He took his hands off the computer and wrapped them around your waist. You bit your lip and went in for a kiss. He reciprocated immediately, humming into it.
You felt his hands travel down to your ass and smiled. Your mission of distracting him had been successful. He pulled off when he fully realized the situation. “You wanna do it here?” By doing this, he’d be eating up part of the studio time he had here. It was a public building, anybody could walk in. But he didn’t seem to care and neither did you.
You pulled your shirt off in front of him, your boobs falling out of the shirt. His eyes immediately trailed down to look at them. “You don’t seem too opposed to the idea. Maybe this’ll give you some inspiration.”
You felt Hollis’ big hands on your back. They were warm, they always were. His eyes darted from your breasts, to your lips, and to your face. Without a word, he leaned in to put his mouth on one of your nipples. You let out a soft moan and grasped the back of his head as his tongue circled the nub.
You felt him get hard under you. You could always immediately tell because of how big he was. You grinded slowly against the bulge on his pants. He hummed while sucking your other boob.
When he was done he asked you to go to the couch, wanting to do you there. You got up from his lap and took off your shorts in the process, leaving you in just your panties. Hollis sat down on the couch and you kneeled in front of him between his legs, palming his bulge.
“Such a fuckin’ tease.” He muttered above you.
“Sorry.” You giggled, unbuckling his belt and unzipping his pants. You pulled them down a bit and grabbed his hard cock out of his underwear. Words cannot express how obsessed you were with it. It was so big and perfectly hit every sweet spot inside of you. The stretch felt like heaven.
You put your mouth on the tip and began sucking lightly. You heard him let out a small moan of pleasure above you. It was like music to your ears. He rested his hand on your head as you began to sink down, sucking him properly.
You tried getting him all in your throat. He groaned loud when he was completely encased in your mouth. You gagged a bit and pulled off and smiled at him. He wiped the side of your mouth and you went back to it.
You felt so slutty like this. It was kind of fun. Giving him a blowjob in the studio where anybody could walk in at any second, being almost completely naked while he still had all his clothes on.
You gagged hard when he put his hand on your head and kept his entire cock in your throat. Your eyes teared up just a bit. In any other situation, you would want this to stop, but his face made it all worth it. He looked incredibly hot right now, trying not to cry out in pleasure and let the whole building hear him.
“Fuck.” He said breathlessly. A string of saliva was connected from your mouth to his cock as you pulled off and caught your breath with a few coughs.
“Get up here, babe.” He motioned for you to get on his lap.
You cheerfully climbed up. You slid your panties off, positioned his cock under you and sank down nice and slow. You both moaned in pleasure as you went down. You wrapped your arms around his neck and started bouncing on top of him. He was so deep in you, your legs shook whenever he reached the deepest part.
His big hands wrapped around your waist and guided you down on it. You shrieked a bit, it felt different when he was controlling how deep he was inside.
He suddenly pulled you off of him and motioned for you to get grab the couch and get on all fours. He stood up and got behind you, grabbing his cock and pushing it back in and continuing to fuck you. You gripped the couch and cried out, he was hitting your G spot with such a perfect amount of force. Your back arched.
“Don’t run.” He pushed you back onto his cock, thrusting the whole thing in. “Take all of me. You like that?”
“Nngh, yes.”
“That’s why you came here. Not interested in my music, just wanted this,” His hand traveled to touch your clit. “Is that it?”
“M-mmhm...” You whined as he began rubbing you through the thrusts.
“My lil’ nympho. Always so hungry for it, can never get enough.” He looked down at where you two were connected. “You’re squeezing me so much.”
Your eyes rolled back as your entire body felt nothing but pleasure. He was thrusting extra hard right at your sweet spot and rubbing your clit. You had no choice but stay there and to let him use your body.
“I’m gonna c-cum…” You breathed out, feeling the familiar feeling in your tummy. Your mouth hung opened as you came on his dick and he fucked you through it. It felt like it lasted forever because his pace didn’t falter.
It seemed like he wasn’t even close. You winced a bit from overstimulation, he stopped rubbing you down there and focused on chasing his orgasm. Your moans became rapid as he pounded you faster.
Suddenly, his hand wrapped around your throat and pulled you up so that you were right in front of him, back arched. His grip on your throat tightened just a bit and he continued fucking you. You already felt like you were going to cum again.
You felt him swell in you and you knew he was close. He groaned and pulled out quickly. You heard the lewd sound of him quickly jerking off and he let out a low groan when he finally came. You felt white spurts of cum splatter onto your back.
Completely exhausted, you fell onto the couch. He walked over to get some tissues and wipe you off. “You are such a distraction.” He sighed.
“You love it.”
You don’t know if you were in love with Hollis or in love with the sex. Whatever your relationship was, it made you happy. You nearly dozed off on the couch and he went back to producing, seemingly out of his funk with the beat he was working on.