𓏏　　iris𓈒　　✿

❛ i won't let you get away. ❜ ♡ read pinned! ♡

[bpddress-updarling]

DISCLAIMER:⠀i, by no means, realistically support what i say on this blog.⠀this is a safe space for me to talk about obsessive feelings related to bpd in a healthy way that is not hurting anyone.⠀anything discussed on this blog is fantasy or otherwise fictional.

⊹‧˚₊‧꒷꒦︶︶︶︶︶꒷꒦꒷︶︶︶︶︶꒦꒷‧₊˚⊹ 【 𝅄 𝙞𝙧𝙞𝙨 or 𝘃𝗲𝗻𝘂𝘀 💄𝅄 】 【 𝅄 any pronouns 𝅄 】 【 𝅄 bisexual bigender 𝅄 】 【 𝅄 < O4 O3 21 3 𝅄 】 ⊹‧˚₊‧꒷꒦︶︶︶︶︶꒷꒦꒷︶︶︶︶︶꒦꒷‧₊˚⊹ 【 𝅄 bpd + audhd 𝅄 】 【 𝅄 bipolar + c-ptsd 𝅄 】 【 𝅄 ocd + depressive 𝅄 】 ⊹‧˚₊‧꒷꒦︶︶︶︶︶꒷꒦꒷︶︶︶︶︶꒦꒷‧₊˚⊹ ♡ i use the term "yandere" to cope with obsessive thoughts! i do not advocate for irl stalking or murder (obvi) ♡ this blog is used by a pc user! so most things will probably look better on pc rather than mobile ♡ i am a member of a system but that is not the main focus of this blog. ♡ this is not my main blog! i use this only for posting, not networking. i'm sorry! ♡ there will absolutely be dark topics mentioned on this blog. things that will be included are mentions of kidnapping, sh, sa, stalking, obsessive behavior, and other things that can trigger people. please be aware before viewing my other content ♡ this blog will not be strictly about obslove, as it will also be a blog for my more taboo or darker intrusive thoughts in general. ⊹‧˚₊‧꒷꒦︶︶︶︶︶꒷꒦꒷︶︶︶︶︶꒦꒷‧₊˚⊹ #💄 𓂃 text - this tag is for text posts or rambles #💄 𓂃 images - this tag is for images. i try to credit artists or original posters whenever possible #💄 𓂃 sweetheart - this tag is for posts specifically regarding my gf! #💄 𓂃 reblog - this tag is for reblogs, which there might be a lot of, mute if needed! #💄 𓂃 ranting - this tag is for my interests or things that aren't related to this blog's purpose #💄 𓂃 asks - this tag is for asks! please check my blog and feel free to ask anything :3

— 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨! i know this was super long, and i really appreciate you reading til the end <3

credit to nymphfrills for dividers used in posts!

[bpddress-updarling]

also! i feel like maybe its important to say that i am a straight boy lol, i just use any pronouns on here because i put on a persona

never trust people on the internet guys ;P parasociality is a disease

[bpddress-updarling]

i kind of wanna be your darling but i'm too scared to ask

ahhhh sorry /srs

aww youre very sweet, but im sorry that i must decline. youre welcome to be my platonic "darling" of course, i love making friends! but i am already very enraptured with someone i adore very much. ♡

i get asks like this every now and again and i feel important to remind visitors to this blog i made it in the first place to express unhealthy desires about my current partner. we are still together, in case anyone is curious!

again, i am flattered and you are very sweet so please dont be upset! i am just too fixated on my love to even consider anyone else

i understand i dont post much here anymore, but thank you for still coming to see me every now and then and listening and giving notes to my strange little rambles and memes!— ☆

[gottishttot-deactivated20250214]

i'd never hesitate to choose you. i'd put on you a pedestal, far above anyone else. above the sky itself, above god, above myself and everything i am, gods, it's always you. . . in a room full of people, it's you. in an empty room, it's you. in the sea of faces in a busy crowd, it's you. it'll always be you, just you.

[bpddress-updarling]

i both hate and adore when you're mean to me. my fucked-up form of masochism gives me a sick dopamine rush when you make me cry and grovel at your feet, but i think about it later and it makes me sick. do you love me or hate me? at this point, i would take both.

[gottishttot-deactivated20250214]

yansplain yanlight yanipulate

[bpddress-updarling]

[bpddress-updarling]

honestly i think about kidnapping her much more than a normal person probably should... of course i would ask her first, but i just want to pick her up and take her home with me, kiss her while i stuff her into my car... i sound crazy wuahg. i would give anything to save her and keep her safe.

[gottishttot-deactivated20250214]

i am normal. i can handle jealousy like a normal person. i will not have a meltdown. ( lie )

[bpddress-updarling]

welcome to 2025, my posts will be pretty-fied now ^v^

[bpddress-updarling]

[bpddress-updarling]

i know this post won't get as much attention as some of my other stuff, but i sincerely just wanted to say thank you. i've gotten two or three dms in this account's runtime of people just telling me they resonate with this blog and it makes them feel seen, and that kind of stuff makes my week. you all seriously don't know how much it means to me to have a space to share my thoughts and get them out so i don't have to bottle them up. i'm sorry this blog has been semi-dormant since late last year, i have begun to hold all these obsessions in and it is not good for me. it's really flattering all my picture posts often get 100+ likes and my text posts get 10+. it means more than i can put into words.

so from the bottom of my heart, after almost a year running this blog, i can say everyone who has liked or reblogged my content means so much to me. so much more than i can express.

tysm for listening to me ramble though. i will leave you all be now. have a good day/night wherever you are :)

[bpddress-updarling]

[postmortemlover-deactivated2025]

[moved-to-gottishttot-deactivate]

⠀⠀⠀「 あなたのストーカーです。」 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 ᭝ ᨳଓ ՟

⠀⠀𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒𝑑𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑤𝑒'𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟?

⊹　 ︶︶　 ୨୧　 ︶︶　 ⊹

८ (amia) !! ꔫა sheㅤ ♡ her !!

21 ഒ⠀ ⊹ ˚ . ⠀꒱ unlabeled & monogamous

yan types : RDML ♡ ODIAF ♡ OSWP ♡ DSVL

hi there ♡ ˎˊ˗ this is my little yandere blog ! yes, i am an irl yandere. yandere as in "'Yandere' 「ヤンデレ」 (Mentally Sick + Lovestruck) is a term for a character who at first is very sweet, loving, innocent, and overly affectionate like a normal deredere character, but over time begins exhibiting signs of being mentally sick as a result of having a too strong love." i'm not a character, but a real person with bpd who heavily identifies with the yandere trope and copes through it! i assure you I've heard everything you're thinking right now; I'm aware of how it might be deemed problematic, but I do not condone harmful actions in real life or codependent toxic relationships without consent.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀「愛してる! 愛してる! 愛してる!」 ♡

uuuwah. . . i'm currently single and looking for a partner...! the reason i'm on yanblr is because i do not wish to be in a relationship with someone who doesn't understand my obsessive tendencies... if you'd like to get to know me, my DMS and asks are always open. . . ♡

that being said, enjoy your stay ! if you'd like to know more about me, here is my rentry ! 𐙚˖˚

[bpddress-updarling]

[m3lat0nin]

Your laugh is so beautiful, it kills me inside when it's not because of me.