i'm back on my bullshit!

lulu, 18, infp, bpd hell // sideblog

[dumbbbunnnyy-deactivated2021021]

that mental illness feel where you’re tired as shit but you wanna stay awake as long as possible for some ungodly reason

[asoftwrongness]

It’s okay that you’re not who you thought you would be

[fala7ablues-blog]

wow this is one of the softest things I have read on here.

[madelinebpd]

That BPD moment when you watch a movie and then for the next few days after catch yourself taking on the persona of the main character.

[nikaido]

this signature depression meal thing really came for me i’m “coffee” and “wine” let’s be real

[socialistakira-deactivated20180]

me: i don’t need to compare myself to neurotypicals i can do things my way and at my own pace :)  also me, five minutes later: i have to be the best at everything what’s the point in doing anything if i’m not Winning™ don’t test me i’ll do anything to proof my worth, 

[g00]

WHY do I look like that

[bpdhellsite-blog]

ugh

i relapsed. my ednos is back

[itsbpdmydarlings]

nothin makes me wanna die more than seeing my favourite person find someone else funny or interesting

[basicsilkscreenprintmaking-deac]

[chuckle-voodooz-deactivated2020]

Someone: Talks/Texts me in a tone i perceive as angry or sharp

Waterworks: Activated 

[neurodivergentaf]

someone: *raises their voice*

me: death is so close i can practically taste it

[moomwdwmfqn-deactivated20171118]

we all out here being gay and loving rice

[cherryangel-bpd-blog]

i wish i had healthy coping mechanisms

[bpdhellsite-blog]

i’m seeing a new therapist in an hour! wish me luck!

[ccstcrptc]

WTFIGOIHOTD

What The Fuck Is Goin On In Here On This Day

[blumarvel-deactivated20171228]

me at all times

[bpdhellsite-blog]

my parents just found out about my eating disorder and they are really fucking mad at me. my mom said that she doesn’t think it’s fair to her that she has to deal with my shit and my dad thinks i just like to find ways to harm myself. oh and my mom called my eating disorder a “little girls” problem and that i need to grow up and get over myself. i want to fucking die.