☆ p a r a d o x o s ☆

  Recognizing how even poison is a form of medicine when used the right way. 

[bpdone-with-humanity]

I'm already not good enough for you to love, why do you have to be so mean on top of it...

I'm so fucking done with this shit life. I want to quit.

[little-miss-melancholy]

it’s so heartbreaking to realize that i’m not getting better.. it’s just phases of good, then bad, then repeat.. no matter how good i think i’m doing, it always seems to get bad again..

[daddystinygirll]

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

[speakingspirals]

i need to crash out. i need to explode. i can't fucking do this.

[deadbeatfox]

Slowly mastering the skill to swallow down all my tears.

Because I am nothing but a burden.

I don't need to cry.

I'm just attention seeking if I do.

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[neglectedmutt]

i wish i was a “love me loudly or don’t love me at all” person but i was cursed with abandonment issues so im a “love me however terribly and abusively you want just don’t leave me” person

[tabathastan]

I think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination

[maladapt3d]

What doesn't kill you leaves you bleeding for the rest of your life wishing it did

[bpdone-with-humanity]

Honestly. Stop expecting me to open up to you. I can't. I did once, and learned the hard way it was a fucking stupid thing to do. I love you, but I can't let you that close. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.

[obsessedtillidie]

A bullet in my head would be less traumatic than me waking up everyday

[nettles-bpd]

“it gets better!!!”

yea for two weeks until i fall apart again and end up at the starting line. it’s just a vicious cycle

[riotd]

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything

[neglectedmutt]

neglecting my needs because that’s all anyone has ever showed me how to do

[mistermachoman]

"are you okay?" absolutely not but i'd rather kill everyone in the room than talk about it