✨ This needs a better name ✨

19 yo tfem thing | Any/all pronouns | Artist and writer creature | Beware, I post random inconsistent things :3 | mdni, can post nsfw

[lateleviathan]

reblog if youre a perv bottom freak

[eepygoaxx]

This is 100% me

[bravalt]

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

Dumb TTRPG concept:

Lesbian zombies of various “strains” (representing different types of movie zombies) hunting, fighting, and eating human boys in the apocalypse.

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

The stats are:

Guts: Strength and passion.

Rot: Durability and empathy.

Brains: Memory and curiosity.

Skin: Appearance and charm.

Blood: Agility and instinct.

[catboybiologist]

It's really not the biggest issue right now but fucking hell I hate how much "hey guys look at this trans woman *art of a whole-ass man*" has been "wokified"

[catboybiologist]

I love clocky trans women as much as the next gal but even the clockiest trans women don't look like men in dresses day to day. Even if they're not on HRT, to be frank, but doubly so if they are. And if you think that a "clocky trans woman not adhering to traditional cis beauty standards" looks suspiciously exactly like a Buffalo Bill esque caricature but it's good this time you swear, you're just kind of telling on yourself that you don't know very many trans women in real life and are getting your entire perception of trans women from media. Oftentimes transmisogynist media.

[catboybiologist]

This is the extremely petty version of it, but the actual terrifying part of it is that it seems like advocating for "breaking the toxic standards of medicalization" has often eclipsed securing a right to healthcare in a lot of advocacy and political discussion online.

In person it's MUCH different, although I will say that people still have NASTY attitudes about surgeries.

There's a prevailing attitude that the worst sin the trans community has committed is some kind of appearance standard, and some people seem to think that breaking this is the point of trans advocacy. All the while abandoning a lot else.

Meanwhile cis society is SCREAMING in your ear that you look exactly like your AGAB, and should always broadcast your AGAB through intentional fashion and medical choices.

[catboybiologist]

And the depiction of trans women by drawing literal men is an extension of this.

The "toxic standard of passing" doesn't fucking exist. Society hates "passing" trans women as much, if not more, than ones they can clock. Part of transphobia is convincing you that transition doesn't work. It's convincing you that the few features you call "clocky" make you look like a man when they actually make you look like a kinda-tall woman with some sharp features that have a unique elegance, that to a trained eye *might* make someone suspect that you're trans.

There are more media depictions of trans women that are cis men wearing shitty fitting women's clothes than there are media depictions of trans women that look like women living their lives.

If you want to break a standard, depicting a passing trans woman who is confident, open, and unashamed about being trans is more subversive than your tepid, timid, submissive literally-just-a-man depiction of a trans woman ever will be.

[catboybiologist]

"I'm just trying to fight the rhetoric forcing trans women to be more feminine" look someone on a waiting list for HRT in the eye and say that shit again. Say that there is mass social pressure to distribute and get people to use HRT again, while looking a dysphoric trans woman in the eyes.

You are regurgitating social contagion rhetoric. Fucking stop it.

[catboybiologist]

And btw, if you're a trans woman who's gonna jump to my notes saying something like "oh but I literally do look like a man"

You're a victim of this. You've internalized this. You've been beat down by this, and I have so much compassion for you.

[catboybiologist]

Like yes it's nice to have representation of women who don't adhere to that standard of womanhood. But you need to realize that it's not "subversive" to depict us that way. There's nothing wrong with it in a vacuum, but you have to be a LITTLE cognizant of the cultural environment that those decisions exist in.

Again. What I want to see more of is trans women who "pass", but their transness isn't a dirty little secret. They have a choice of whether to let people know, and they actively choose to be open and broadcast their transness.

Absolute tired of every trans woman being depicted as a literal man or as a woman with a deep dark secret. Fuck you

[catboybiologist]

Would you still draw a thirst trap of her if she were post op

[nyanbinary-perineum]

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Tried doing a playful "present a gift with a hole in the box for my pepis" prank on my friend but she was so excited she yanked it out of my hands, pepis and all

#hopital

[bravalt]

Girllotine,,,

[skelotan]

When I can’t shut my brain off work mode and I begin to fall asleep, I start to imagine customers coming into my bedroom ready to check out. I call them “ghost customers”.

[bravalt]

[psychrodraws]

Ralsei is so "internet-friend" coded it kinda makes me wanna explode in grief

Telling Susie to “forget about him” and to make some “real friends” who, unlike him, can actually be there for her in important moments and not solely during moments of escapism. Completely disregarding his own isolation in favor of allowing someone else to be happy. His impermanence and conditionality in his friend’s lives, only interacting with them when they need to have an escape from their problems, thus never wanting to divulge his own problems lest he spoil the only reason he could possibly perceive anyone wanting to be with him. To relish in that, loving his "role" as nothing but a prop and a servant for their escapism, because that's the only way he gets any connection. Any thought given to him while "offline" and "touching grass" is pointless, and it's selfish for him to ever want that, ever want The Lightners to take a moment out of their awesome real lives to care about him.

This is just one elaborate metaphor for a friend on discord. by god she's even a trans woman.

[terraswallows]

That feeling when...

Neck not collared...

Belly not rubbed...

Head not patted...

Life is tough 😪

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

Don’t get me wrong, I love some desperate long distance pining as much as the next polyamorous sapphic.

But fuck if I don’t also just wanna be someone’s irl girlfriend as well.

I’m good at being a girlfriend I swear!

Put me in coach!

[bravalt]

(help im drawing too many ouppies UTwTU)

[bravalt]

Kinda feeling insane noticing the smallest weird changes hrt makes. Decided to paint my nails again after a while since last time and I swear my fingers are all different (Possibly dysphoria inducing things further :p) The webs between my fingers are now higher, making my fingers look shorter (if they actually didn't get somehow, tho i don't think bones can do that), the nails themselves are different, actually looking more like pictures of painted nails online (while before I felt like they look "elephantine", too wide) even if I cant quite put a name on it, skin everywhere is obviously different (actually kinda helps with dry cold air making it crack on my hands :p)

I love it and im only a month and a bit in UowoU

[bravalt]

I noticed you followed all my accounts and liked my art.

Well I think your art is really cool and your profile picture is cute!

Aww thanks^^ (yeah I try to follow back artists who follow me, but u had many accounts so...)

[chateau-bluerose]

the maid will grow restless and frazzled if you don't provide her opportunities to use her skills. Make sure to periodically create messes so she can pull double duty cleaning up after you and spanking you until you're sufficiently punished to help maintain her mental health

[nekomimidusteon]

the circle of castle life.,..,.,.,.

[cookiethebirddoll]

girls are literally out here saying awawa