head vs. heart

See what you get when you let your heart win.

[thoughtkick]

“Getting over it doesn’t mean forgetting it. It just means reducing the pain to a tolerable level, a level that doesn’t destroy you.”

— Kevin Brooks

[sunbathe]

[aaaangel444]

[iiumz]

[whendidmythoughtsgocrazy]

I would have kept choosing you forever but you made me choose myself.

k.b. // by @/brennenbeckwith - tiktok

[bookswithdenise]

"There is only one person in your life who will always have to be okay with the things you do and say, and that's you. Everybody else is temporary."

“When Death Gives You Lemons” by Alice G. Brooks

[remanence-of-love]

[brightestttt]

sis - 100%

bro, braskisis/ i dont care what you say about me

i will DRINK, EAT, SLICE, SLIVER, DANCE, TORNADO,

WHERE I FUGGIN WANT TO

I DONT EVEN HAVE TO SAY WHERE IM GOIN TO

THIS IS THE MOMENT WE ALL NEED - THE SIGN WE ALL FUCKGIN DESERVE

YES - THAT IS YOU IM SPEAKING TO KID IN HOBBY LOBBY

[brightestttt]

so, sometimes i like to write and sometimes i dont have anyone or anywhere to fuckin put it because frankly no one is trustable and i just thoguht of crustables and i think that everyone is crustable but not trustable (would you think of that!) and i think that truthfullly this is not any trustworthy but tbf i think most people dont give a fuckin damn about this app much more than they do about pinterest for the art and or random porn that pops up or the ads for anime and whatever else that might strike their fancy, let alone the ongoing paragraphs some no name is writing out there so i feel it may be a safe bet to write whatever the fuck i want out here and just fuckin do it because quite frankly - it is the fuckin void. i have nothing hardly dirty to hide anyways except that i am full of emotions that are bursting at the seems of my fingertips and i am just itching to get my wpm back on the keyboard just to spite some people who think i am a halfwit somedays

who knows, maybe i would just about win something worth bragging rights with this little talent of mine (amongst many others). though they might not be worth bragging rights on the planes that are worth mentioning in the crowds that are really worth a damn these days (to those who seek the monetary sponsorships that i feel are mostly coveted bythe online moguls and such) but boring really - i think the highlighter they all use is secretly full of insect droppings anyways

OF COURSE I AM NEEDING A CHARGE NOW

jfc

well i had not much else to say except that i have FUCK TONS OF ART TO MAKE AND NOT SURE WHERE TO START AND I AM PECKISH AFFF AND I DONT WANT TO EAT BUT I KNOW I SHOULD BUT I THINK I AM JUST TOO LAZY TO MAKE DECISIONS AND WELL

i am fucking lonely

as fuck

YEAH CURSING DOESNT MAKE ME COOL. I KNOW BECAUSE I HEARD SOME KID SAY IT INSIDE OF HOBBY LOBBY AND I THOGUHT

god they're so fuckin right

and here i am

just doin it

but its so second nature at a time like this

i have so much to be angsty about

how old am i? idk about 13???

15? wow why did it get all big and then shrink down

welp my watch doesnt want to pair with my "new" phone and the "new" logic board is WORSE than it was before

and i am STILL PISSED i got talked into an apple y

yup. my two cents. goodnight and goodbye internet

[vexheart]

[bxbs]

​

[cyberxbattalion]

[cansu-m]

[brightestttt]

When I think of the nights in New Mexico with my lover by my side, I dream of another universe and this song comes to mind

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— nizariat

[inkskinned]

actually sometimes being neurodivergent is great bc you have a particular kind of Silly Mode that just . manifests glory. harmless fun is my precious side quest & i have a high score in whimsy. like okay if i gotta be the first dork in the dance pit it's gonna be me and this random toddler and we're gonna avril-style rock ouuuuttt

[purr-in-ink]

Purrints&Purrtreon&Book😽

[brightestttt]

pain threshold

I think I am slowly getting better at my allergy threshold.

for the things i never got to have closure with:

you were everything i wanted and more

i could never have done it without you

my light could only exist with and without you i

can't be more grateful for what you left behind

i wish you nothing but the most and best of everything

i hope you find the magic within yourself

[thoughts-memories]

[brightestttt]

Jeje

[attainablerecovery]

Free Trauma and Dissociation Books

This is the link to Google Drive folder containing these books. There is a list below of what is in the folder. Please consider reblogging so these resources are available.

Disclaimer: I have not read all of these to completion. I have not researched all the authors. Please do your own research if you have concerns.

Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents: How to Heal from Distant, Rejecting, or Self-Involved Parents by Lindsay C. Gibson

The Body Keeps the Score by Bessel van der Kolk MD

Complex PTSD: From Surviving to Thriving by Pete Walker (edit: ableist views expressed about cluster Bs)

Complex PTSD Recovery Workbook by Kimberly Callis

Complex PTSD Workbook by Arielle Schwartz

Coping with Trauma-Related Dissociation by Suzette Boon, Kathy Steele, Onno van der Hart

EMDR Toolbox: Theory and Treatment of Complex PTSD and Dissociation by James Knipe

Emotional Incest Syndrome: What to Do When a Parent’s Love Rules Your Life by Patricia Love, Jo Robinson

Got Parts? An Insider’s Guide to Managing Life Successfully with Dissociative Identity Disorder by ATW

The Haunted Self by Onno Hart

Healing the Fragmented Selves of Trauma Survivors: Overcoming Internal Self Alienation by Janina Fisher

In an Unspoken Voice How the Body Releases Trauma and Restores Goodness by Peter A. Levine

Life After Trauma: A Workbook for Healing by Dena Rosenbloom, Mary Beth Williams, Barbara E. Watkins

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder Sourcebook: A Guide to Healing, Recovery, and Growth by Glenn R. Schiraldi

The PTSD Workbook: Simple, Effective Techniques for Overcoming Traumatic Stress Symptoms by Mary Beth Williams, Soili Poijula

Rebuilding Shattered Lives: Treating Complex PTSD and Dissociative Disorders by James A. Chu

Running on Empty: Overcome Your Childhood Emotional Neglect by Jonice Webb, Christine Musello

Stoning Demons Book 1: Childhood Trauma is a Primer for Complex PTSD by Kimberly Callis

Stoning Demons Book 3: Physical Health and Complex PTSD by Kimberly Callis

The Stranger in the Mirror by Marlene Steinberg

Toxic Parents by Susan Forward, Craig Buck

Trauma and Recovery by Judith L. Herman

Trauma and the Body: A Sensorimotor Approach to Psychotherapy by Pat Ogden

Waking the Tiger Healing Trauma by Peter A. Levine

[brightestttt]

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