I am a scatter brain, I believe it is because I am creative but seem to always be crossing from one thought to the next. My mind is always on the go and sometimes I just want to be everywhere and do everything all at the one time. I make connections with people and become attached easily, but because I travel and meet people that I love everywhere I go, I feel as though I am always missing someone. I believe I am grateful everyday to have someone to miss.
When I made my first blog post, I mentioned some personal bits and pieces about my life, where I have come from and the stories in my life which has shaped who I am.
I am an old soul, and I believe that everything happens for a reason. I believe the people that walk in and out of our lives are meant to be present for a purpose. I have learned in time that it sometimes that isn't positive.
Thinking about love, it is amazing how many times we think we are “in love” or have “found the one” and then go through heartache after heartache. Having to walk away, or for some be walked away from. I have morals where I have to give something 100% before walking away or giving up. I believe that in most cases, I have given a little too much, people tend to take advantage of my kind heart. I became disheartened that I would ever find love, that I would always be alone.
Does anyone else believe that if you think bad thoughts, you shall attract bad things? I kept thinking bad of myself, bad of my surroundings, always finding something wrong with me or my life, and not being truly at peace with myself. I actually thought I was some kind of crazy. The more and more I shifted my thought process, the more kindness I started to attract.
Well actually, I already knew him. We had been friends for a long time, but I found myself in a position where I could spend the time to really get to know him, and not him but his soul.
When you meet someone with the same soul as you, when two old souls become one, there is security, there is love, there is contentment, happiness, but most of all and which I had never experienced before, there is respect.
What I am actually trying to help anyone that may see this to realize, is that there is so much good in the world. You just have to believe, and it will come <3