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For Raising A Tello clips: Years One Two Three Four Five
It's far from unexpected to open Donnie's door and find a screen hidden under the covers after bedtime. Especially after Karai went behind their backs and gave him a tablet during their last Mutation Day. When cornered about it, she dismissed him with a casual, "He's a techie, Leo. Let him have his tech.".
While that is a legitimate observation, it’s not a real reason to offer unlimited tech to a child. Anything Don had was built from his own intelligence and resourcefulness. He'd made a laptop all on his own from books and broken parts. He'd earned the right to use it, and Splinter couldn't very well dictate a device that he'd spent hours crafting by hand.
This is a different story. Leo knew she had Yoshi pretty darn spoiled, but he's trying to teach Donnie the importance of good habits and proper eyesight- which involves not getting him attached to a device that he sneaks to bed every other night to play with under his blanket.
And maybe he would make a device of his own someday, but for now...
"Oh, Dee." He hums ominously as he draws the blanket from over his head, readying himself for a light scolding before he removes the tablet from his possession until they can have a real conversation at breakfast.
When he finds a look that's drenched in guilt as the pillow is roughly dragged down to cover the screen, Leo's big brother senses go on high alert.
"Leo!" He yanks off the earbuds that he must have borrowed from Mikey before Leo swipes the tablet, flicking open the password-free device. "Leo, wait, I-!"
It's a long list of files that seemed vaguely familiar, each one a jumble of letters and numbers.
Leo disconnects the wire, pressing one with a tense frown. He pales as a familiar face pops onto the screen; a voice that had faded from memory ringing brightly through the speakers.
"This is it. Today's the day." A long breath of relief is released as a bright smile reveals a gap. "Project Roboturtle's blueprints are finished and I'm going to start on the body. Thanks to Mikey's creative genius, I have a wide range of new ideas to add to this baby."
He glances at something on the tablet in front of him. "I... Think I'm going to take Leo's advice. Stick with the old AI code..." There's a pause as brown eyes sadden before he looks up. "Maybe I'll be able to do it again. It won't be him, but it can't hurt to try."
Leo stops the video with a shaky hand. An intelligent gaze brimming with life and loss stares back with the renewed inspiration that Leo had helped influence. He'd always felt bad for being part of the reason that they'd lost Metalhead, and when Don had nervously brought the suggestion up years later, Leo had jumped on it.
He helped whenever he could, eager to show all the support that he neglected previously.
Roboturtle lays unfinished in the lab.
"Donnie." He makes sure his voice is steady as he addresses the turtle with a bowed head. "What is this?"
"SD card. It has a bunch of videos." He fiddles with his hands. "I- Found them in the lab."
Them. His heart rate picks up. "How many are there?"
Donnie stares at his hands.
"Donnie." An edge enters his voice. These had been here all this time and none of them knew it. How did they forget that? "I want you to tell me where you found these."
"They're mine." His voice rises a bit as his fingers entwine. "I just wanted to watch them."
"They're not. You know that. That's why you hid them from us." Leo turns off the screen, ignoring the ache deep in his chest. "I can't believe you'd do that."
"I didn't want you to take them." His younger brother pleads as he looks up. "Please, they're mine. I made them! That's me!"
"No." Leo feels along the edge and then presses down. The SD card comes out easily. "I can't let you keep this."
"But it's mine!" Fury and desperation mix in his expression. "You can't do that!"
"Watch me." Leo shoves it in a belt pocket and then holds up the tablet. "And you're losing this too until you show me where the rest of them are."
"That's not fair!"
"It's plenty fair." Leo narrows his eyes. "They don't belong to you."
"They don't belong to you either!"
"Maybe not." His hand tightens around the stupid tablet that he should never have allowed Donnie to have in the first place. "But that doesn't give you the right. I should have known you were too young for this responsibility."
"You're not listening-!"
"We trusted you!" Leo snaps. "We trusted you, Donnie! Don't act like I'm the villain!"
"This is why!" Donnie practically screams, fingers digging into the bed. "I didn't tell you because I knew you'd be mean and now you're being mean and it's not fair because it's mine!"
"They are not!"
"They are!"
"Would you stop-"
"That's me!"
"YOU’RE NOT HIM!"
Donnie flinches and the room light flicks on. "Leo?"
Leo faces the floor, grinding down on his teeth and taking a moment to collect himself. He breathes out and looks up. "Sorry, Mike. Didn't mean to get loud."
"No big." He steps in with a smile that doesn't reach his eyes. "What's going on?"
"Donnie..." Leo glances at him pensively and realizes that he isn't even bothering to face him anymore, body turned away and curled in on itself, facing the wall away from them. Leo's patience snaps. "Nothing. Something to deal with in the morning. Hamato Donnie, I better come back and find you asleep or you'll be permanently kissing this goodbye."
Without another word, Leo storms from the bedroom, refusing to acknowledge the other turtle that they must have woken up as he heads to the kitchen. He shoves the problematic tablet into the highest shelf.
He flings the curtains as he exits, planning to head to the dojo to blow off some steam, only to practically slam into a brother.
Leo steps back in exasperation. "What?"
Raph narrows his gaze. "What'd you do?"
"I didn't do anything," Leo growls as he shoves past. "How about you go interrogate the little liar?"
"Stop it." Raph grabs his arm. Leo refuses to look at him. "What'd he do?"
"Raph-"
"Let's not act like I won't hear the whole story in some big lecture tomorrow." Raph tightens his grip to keep the eldest in place. "When Donnie is red face and yelling, what do you always say?"
"I'm not in the mood-"
"Didn't ask."
"Raphael, would you just-!"
"What do you say?!"
Leo sucks in a deep breath, holds it for a few beats, and then releases it. He continues steadying his breathing until his heart rate settles and the urge to maul something dissipates. The anger is still buzzing under his skin and pressing down on his chest, but it's a bit more manageable.
Raph seems to reach the same conclusion.
He releases his arm. "Great. Okay. Run down. Now."
Leo opens and closes his hands, letting out a final sigh. "Remember those records Don used to take?" Raph frowns in thought. "Talking about his inventions and blueprints and all kinds of other stuff he'd rather talk to a screen about than us?"
"Yeah, 'cause we couldn't understand half of it." Raph huffs with a tinge of amusement. Leo gives him a sharp look as it starts to dawn on him. "Wait, did- did Donnie find those?"
"He's been watching them behind our backs." Leo stops leaning his weight away when he realizes that Raph has every intention of having this conversation. "He won't tell me where the others are. Says they're his."
"They kinda are." Raph shrugs half-heartedly. "He just doesn't remember making them."
"They're not." Leo challenges fiercely. "Whatever happened to 'different turtle, different kid' and 'can't make him Don 'cause he's his own turtle'?"
"And I stand by that 'cause it's true." Raph scowls. "But treatin' him like this Donnie doesn't mean we ignore that he was also Don."
"I'm not ignoring that! It's just-" Leo cuts himself off, trying desperately to put the reality into words. "Don't you hear the way he talks sometimes? Like, when he talks about Don? It's constantly I made or I did or straight-up claiming Don's stuff as his! He didn't do those things! Any of them! He's not in those stories! This wasn't him."
"We know that, but he's five." Raph crosses his arms. "He's still figuring things out. It took us forever. Gonna take him some time too. Most kids don't grow up hearing stories about themselves."
"I know!" Leo throws up his hands. "Of course, I know that!"
"Then what is the big deal?"
"I don't know!"
"Not good enough!" Raph growls. "You can't wake up the entire lair screaming at our little brother for no reason!"
"I was not screaming and there was a good reason! He was going behind our backs!"
"You were! And he's a kid! He's gonna mess up!" Raph jabs a finger at his plastron. "But I've heard you lecture him enough time to know you know that. So what's. Your. Problem?"
"Why do I always have to be the bad guy?"
"You're not always the bad guy, but you are acting like a total jerk!" Raph shoves him. "Now man up and give me a good reason or I'm giving that tablet back!"
"We talked about undermining me-!"
"And we talked about not screaming at Donnie but here you are not taking your own advice!"
"He yelled first!"
"HE'S FIVE!"
"HE-!"
"-IS DON WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT!"
Leo snaps his mouth shut, heart pounding against his ribs and adrenaline coursing through his veins. He doesn't know why he's madly struggling against a flight-or-flight instinct, but he plants his feet, forcing himself to stay put.
Raph stares him down. "One day he's gonna look like Don. He's gonna talk like Don. He's gonna invent and ramble and even yell like Don. And you can't be mad at him for that."
"I wasn't-"
"Would you just let me be right for once?!"
Leo looks away.
The hothead scowls. "Look, I get it. Sometimes I can't look at the picture in the dojo 'cause he'll be meditating with you and- and he's right there, but it feels- it feels like- I dunno, like Splinter." Raph gestures uselessly at nothing and then heaves a heavy sigh. "I get it. I hate it. But I can't be mad at him. That's not fair. He's just as confused as me and you."
Leo blinks away the collecting moisture. "He went behind my back."
Raph raises an eye ridge. "You ever think he might have a reason for that? He figured out Splinter all on his own. And you know how we handled it?"
Leo's heart sinks. "Yelled."
"Yeah." Raph lowers his hands.
A beat of silence passes between them.
"...He's a smart kid. He'll figure this out."
"I know."
"Do you?"
Leo swallows a mixture of emotions. "I'm a bad brother."
"You messed up." Raph rebukes. "So fix it."
Leo looks towards the bedrooms and Raph shakes his head. "Tomorrow. You gotta shake yourself off. Let Mikey do damage control." He hesitates and admits. "Don't think the squirt will want to talk to you anyway."
Leo's shoulders slump and Raph lightly hits one, trying to offer some comfort. "Get some sleep."
"Night Raph."
He watches his younger brother head back to the bedrooms and lets out a long sigh, turning back for the kitchen. He swishes the curtain and plops on an island chair. After a long moment of staring blankly at the island, he gets out his t-phone and the SD card.
He flips it between his fingers, stomach churning in an emotion that he can't quite describe.
He puts it in, takes a deep breath, and presses play.
***
It's hard to avoid anyone in a home as small as theirs, so self-seclusion is the only way to successfully never interact with whoever is upsetting them. When Donnie doesn't show up for breakfast or lunch, Leo knows he has to do something before his younger brother's reluctance to conflict drives him to starve himself.
So he orders his younger brother's favorite pizza, swallows his pride, and heads to his bedroom.
"Dee? You hungry?"
His younger brother is curled around the teddy propped in his lap, duck-taped chest mostly covered by a comfy purple t-shirt with a science beaker bubbling over. He doesn't say anything in response to Leo's call, mutely staring through the words in the textbook in front of him.
Leo lets another minute tick by. "...I just want to talk, little brother."
Another beat of silence and then a timid, "No yelling?"
"No yelling." He swears as he enters the premises, sitting down on the bed next to him. He closes the textbook that Donnie clearly isn't reading anyway, and sets the pizza down in its place. Donnie lets the bear sag in order to grab an offered slice.
Leo sighs when he refuses to look up. "Look, Donnie, I shouldn't have... Reacted the way I did last night. It wasn't fair and... Maybe a little mean."
Donnie swallows. "Yeah."
"But- you know I wasn't trying to be mean, right?"
"Yeah."
"You just- you can't take things that aren't yours, especially when you know you might get in trouble for it. It's dishonest and I expect better. You can't be going behind my back like that."
"Okay." Donnie takes another bite.
One-word answers. Leo can tell he's not really listening. Frustration spikes and he feels his fingers tighten on his lap, nails digging into skin, but he allows himself a moment to think before speaking. He breathes in slowly, manually loosening his fingers until they're flat against his thigh, and then lets it out.
He looks back to his younger brother, voice even, "Can you tell me what's on your mind?"
More silence stretches. Leo waits it out.
"I'm mad at you." There's a defeated finality to the bitterness. He bites into the cheesy crust and stares down at his plate. "You won't listen."
Leo hesitates on an answer. He knows that Donnie doesn't have much of a right to be mad. He's the entire reason this situation came to be.
Yeah, Leo scolded him, but only because he disobeyed. And maybe he raised his voice, but it wasn't like Donnie was being receptive! He heard all of his excuses, but that doesn't mean this is excusable. He should know better than this kind of dishonesty. It's unacceptable! What's so hard to understand?
And yet, if he comes down on him for admitting his perspective and feelings, Donnie will only duck further out of this and future hard discussions. How does one get through to a five-year-old that his judgment sucks?
Leo sighs. "I'm sorry."
The statement leaves an off taste on his tongue, but he knows that the best way to reach a disgruntled brother is a bit of humility. "I did more talking over you than I did listening to you last night, didn't I?"
Donnie nods, peeking sideways at him. Leo offers a small smile, "We can try the conversation again, if you want. Different this time. With us both listening."
His younger brother frowns, swallowing down the last of the slice. "I was listening."
"Were you?" Leo tries to hold back the bite. "Kinda seems like you were doing a good amount of talking over me too."
"You were angry 'cause I lied." Donnie states, voice stronger, the plate forgotten. "And it squished your corazon and that hurt."
These are obviously Mikey's words, but Leo lets it slide. Donnie wasn't the only brother who needed an outside perspective. "Donnie, I was upset because those weren't yours."
"They were!" Leo opens and shuts his mouth before he can give in to the knee-jerk reaction to correct him. "That's me. I'm not that big yet; I know- but I'll look like him and talk like him- he's me, just when I get bigger! That's the me I'm gonna be, Leo! I just wanna get him right!"
Leo's eyes widen. "No- no, Donnie, that's not-"
He knew it- he knew this would happen- he knew-
He struggles with the new panic until he can get it settled, trying not to look at the earnest eyes of his younger brother who can't possibly understand how impossible that is.
He tries again, "Donnie, you can't-"
His voice falters and he gives up, pushing the pizza to the side and holding out his arms. His younger brother's brows furrow, but he releases the bear to crawl forward, allowing Leo to scoop him into his lap.
Leo takes a calculated breath to calm his nerves. He feels the shifting of his brother as he gets himself comfortable- the present brother- his baby brother- the brother who might spend his entire life tearing himself apart trying to be someone who can't exist again- and blames the stinging of his eyes on the lack of sleep from the late night.
He waits till Donnie relaxes to mutter, "I don't want you to be him."
"What?" Donnie scans his expression with wide eyes. "But Don-"
"He's gone. And we're okay with that." Leo ignores the way his voice shakes. "He was someone else. He's Donatello, Don, and we loved him. And you're Donnie, our little Dee, and we love you too. We love you for different reasons, because of different things."
Donnie frowns skeptically. Leo hesitates, "Don never liked Space Heroes, you know that?"
"Really?" He gawks. "Not even Dr. Mindstrong?"
"Not even him." Leo vaguely recalls his irritation and disappointment, but it overlaps with clearer memories of laughter and fondness. "But we never miss an episode. And I've loved sharing it with you."
He gives that a moment to sink in, releasing his grip. "Do you think you're going to hate it tomorrow? Or in a year? Wake up and never want to watch it again?"
"No." He sounds almost offended. Leo tilts his head, "Then how can you be the same?"
Donnie stares at his plastron in deep thought. "But... But, he's- we're-"
"You look the same. Maybe you have the same interests. But that doesn't make you the same." Leo urges carefully, trying to make sure the message sticks. "And you don't have to be the same. Never. We love you how you are now. As Donnie."
Donnie leans against him. "Yeah?"
"Yeah." Leo squeezes gently.
"Even if Donnie is a liar?"
He huffs a laugh at the serious tone. "Yeah, well, then we might have a couple lectures lined up in our future, but I'd hope that this will be the last time you feel the need to lie." Leo studies the guilty face. "I don't like lies among family, Dee. You should be able to trust me."
"I didn't want to make you mad," Donnie admits. "I was only gonna watch one, but then- then Don was really interesting and-and smart an- and I just wanted to see more."
"I get that." Leo concedes, because he does, in a way. It had been hard for him to detach from the memories that came with every word of a past brother. "And I know this subject is delicate. And that you're used to it having... Bad results, when brought up... But when I say no, you have to trust that there's a good reason. Even if I seem mean."
His face scrunches. "I don't like when you're mean."
Leo scoffs and sets him back on the bed. "I gathered. Trust me, I'll work on it."
"And I'll work on it for not lying." Donnie decides as he gets to his feet. "And then no one ever has to be not listened to or mad."
"Sounds like a plan." Leo smiles and holds out his fist. Donnie bops it and they both vocalize explosions. His younger brother goes for the plate and Leo gets to his feet. "How about we head to the kitchen? There's more box to finish... If Mikey hasn't already gotten to it."
His youngest brother gasps. "Noooo- my pizza!"
He darts for the door and Leo watches him go, deciding to continue the conversations about the tablet and the rest of the missing cards later. He needs practice with this whole listening thing, but he'll work on it.
"MIKEY NO!"
"IT WASN'T ME!"
"IT'S IN YOUR MOU- RAPH THOSE ARE MINE-"
"I don't see your name!"
"LEOOO! LEO, THEY'RE EATING MY-!"
A loud squeal and laughter cut off the cry for help. Leo rolls his eyes and smiles fondly, switching off the light to head for the kitchen.
Looks like they're going to need another pizza order...
[text transcript: “Hey! My brothers and I aren’t in the competition, but we brought some (totally-not-enchanted) donuts, if you guys wanted any..?”]
The I Hate Fairytales boys weren’t made early enough to have been submitted, but Raph is here to hand out some snacks!
(Don’t worry about the donuts, they’ll just give you some weird freaking dreams ;p )
[@tmntausummit]
“So those are totally cursed.” Raph stated simply once their visitor had walked away. The three of them had politely refused- or in Raph’s case, stared him down until he gave up trying to hand him one- the offerings, but Mikey did not get the memo, hugging the donut to his chest protectively. “Oh, come on! They’re not even running! They’re just some nice dudes with some delish looking donuts! Look at this!”
Mikey brandished the donut as Leo slipped a jean jacket over Donnie’s shoulders. The five-year-old gave Mikey the same deadpan that Raph wore and decided, “When Mikey dies, I get his phone.”
“Still not old enough for phones.”
“Aw.”
Leo lowered his hands. “How’s this?”
Donnie adjusted the fabric uncomfortably. “Scratchy.”
“That’s how it’s supposed to feel.” Leo assured. “Come on, Dee. Don’t you wanna match Raph?”
Raph slipped a thumb into the pocket on his baggy pants, bright red singlet complimented by a large jean jacket and pair of shades in its pocket. He winked and shot a finger gun at his younger brother, clicking out the side of his mouth, before turning his attention to the brother dressed in a striped orange-and-white sweatshirt and jeans, orange sneakers plastered to the floor as he resisted the urge to feast on the likely high enchanted snack.
Donnie considered it. “No.”
“Do you want a shirt underneath?” Leo tried half-heartedly.
“Too many layers.” Donnie shrugged the jacket off and Leo sighed, “You’re not giving us much to work with here.”
“Layers feels weird. And that’s just two things.” Donnie argued with a pout. Leo raised an eye ridge. “No tight pants, no baggy pants, no shorts, no jeans, no jeans jackets, no long sleeve shirts, no polos, no skirts, no ties, no sweaters, no suits- you’ll do t-shirts, but nothing with pictures or memes you don’t understand, or bright colors unless it’s purple, and we have a basically one chance to wear shoes in our size, but all of those are weird or tight.”
“Cut the kid a break, Leo.” Raph chided as he held Mikey’s hand behind his back, earning a pained squawk. “He’s never worn clothes before. You know how he is with different stuff.”
“Routine is fine, but it’s a fashion show.” Leo stood up to the toss the jacket in the large no pile.
Raph released Mikey. “All I’m saying is, he has one of his fits and you can explain to everyone why he’s whining to the high heavens.”
“I don’t get that loud!” Donnie sputtered, his face bright red. “I just get stressed a bit.”
Raph was about to respond when he realized Mikey had swiped the donut back and was shoving it into his mouth. His eyes widened in horror, which was quickly replaced with murderous fury. “I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU ATE THAT!”
With a scream muffled by donut, Mikey took off in a sprint. Raph was not long behind, screaming insults and for him to spit it out.
Leo sat on the floor, looking through their limited options. After a awkward moment of fiddling with his hands, Donnie sat down next to him, bowing his head guiltily. “Sorry I’m difficult.”
“Sorry enough to change your mind?”
Donnie’s face crinkled and Leo chuckled lightly, scooping an arm around his shoulders. “That’s alright. I’m sure we’ll find something you like.”
Donnie smiled and reached for a fedora. “I like hats.”
“And while I’m sure you can pull it off, you can’t exactly expect to beat the competition with just a fedora.”
Donnie adjusted the fedora over his head, throwing his head to the side and running to fingers over the brim. “Watch me.”
Leo laughed and knocked the fedora over his eyes, earning bubbling giggles from his younger brother. Pulling the fedora from his head and into his lap, he suddenly asked, “Hey, what are you gonna wear?”
“Me?” Leo teased in mock thought. “Oh, I dunno. Think there’s a space heroes cosplay around here?”
“I can find one!” Donnie scrambled upright and took off like a shot.
Leo hopped to his feet and considered calling him back, taking in the new excitement in his stance and shaking his head. With a fond smile, he trailed after him, absently hoping that their brothers would be able to find their way back.
(“These” sounds like more than one cup, so- box of them)
He’s a little shy, but very grateful!
Despite barely being able to voice a stammered “Th-thank you” and dashing back to their sides at the first opportunity that presented itself, they couldn’t get Donnie to shut up after he returned.
“She’s the nicest turtle girl I’ve ever met!”
“She’s the only turtle girl you’ve ever met.” Raph chided as he took the box, letting Mikey rummage through it. Donnie was not to be deterred. “Which makes her the nicest!”
“Do we drink it?” Mikey asked eagerly. Raph rolled his eyes. “It’s some kind of competition. Do you wanna get poisoned?”
“Awe.” Mikey set it back down as Donnie argued, “No, she’s too nice for that! She would never ever poison anyone! Wasn’t she nice, Leo?”
“Yeah. Nice.” Leo muttered absently as he searched the crowd for the missing child, his mind on the devices on her neck and ankle. He wondered if the person responsible for putting them there is nearby.
He slowly collected his younger brother into his arms, tearing his gaze from the crowd. “Let’s… Let’s just focus on the fashion show.”
“Alright.” Donnie consented with a subtle disappointment as Mikey chimed in, “Oh, I found the perfect thing!”
Leo and Raph exchanged a silent look, sharing in a mutual agreement to keep a closer eye on their youngest brother. They didn’t know who was out there and they didn’t want to find out.
“Come on.” Leo brought a smile to his face. “Let’s go see what getup Mikey dug up this time.”
It's not every day that they find themselves plucked from one reality to be literally dropped into another, but if Leo had a nickle for every time that he's appeared in the air of unfamiliar territory while mid-kata, he'd have two nickles.
Which isn't a lot. But if it were anyone else, it would be weird that this happened twice.
He has a pamphlet in his hand for a reason that he can only guess, bold letters of TMNT AU SUMMIT with (2.0) in smaller font underneath. He stands from the crouch he'd landed in, a bit unsteady, and then checks on his brothers. "Everyone here?"
"Yep." Raph is right across from him, lying on his plastron and looking slightly green. The last time that the eldest had seen him, their hothead was using the punching bag, so the fact he seems to have thrown himself forward brings an amused smirk to his face. He always did put too much force on that poor bag…
Donnie's bracing himself on his carapace, peeking behind Leo with wide-eyed stare. He doesn't say anything, but the five-year-old is the only one not used to interdimensional travel, so he gives him a moment to process the tingles still lingering in their bones.
That will never not be weird.
"Here." Mikey groans as he rubs his head.
Leo worries for a moment, but then he opens his mouth, and the leader understands that his misery is not from a head wound. "I got pizzas in the oven, dudes. They're gonna buuuurn."
"Not much we can do." Leo admits sympathetically.
"Where are we?" Raph grumbles as he sits up. Donnie scrambles to allow him room, but Raph latches onto him, pulling him under his arm and looking around blearily.
Their youngest brother leans into his side, relaxing enough to whisper, "Leo?"
"Everything's okay, Dee." He reassures instinctively, opening the paper and looking inside curiously. All he finds are bold words proclaiming, Round One: Fashion Show!
Huh?
"Leo." Raph's voice takes on a hard edge.
He looks up. Donnie points behind him.
Leo looks over his shoulder and realizes what's spiked their anxiety, stepping closer to his brothers when he spots the large crowd of-
Holy Chaulpa…
When the other-dimension Donatello said that there were multiple dimensions of hundreds of different versions of them, he never actually assumed that they’d be this many.
There some chatting or holding up outfits, and others standing or sitting in their groups, looking as uncertain as Leo feels. All around, there are racks upon racks of clothing, and a massive banner in every corner of the room, written with the same words on his pamphlet.
Fashion show…?
He steps back, suspicious and tense, trying to figure out whose crazy idea of a joke this is. Donnie continues scanning the crowd. Raph tightens his grip. Mikey opens his eyes and sits up at the sudden silence, surveying the room.
His eyes shine with interest, pizzas all but forgotten. "Woah! Where are we?”
Leo glances at the pamphlet and then back to the room warily. "That's... An excellent question."
There’s just something about babies and Leo’s mask tails…
It’s colder down in the sewers than on the surface and Donnie’s body is no longer understands how to manage its cold blooded/hot blooded mutant temperatures anymore.
With his inability to stop sticking things in his mouth and a distinct lack of human clothing that fits properly over a shell in mind, they keep him wrapped in a fluffy blanket whenever he gets too cool, hoping to prevent his small self from getting sick.
Raph hated a lot of things about the world they lived in, but that's definitely one of his top ten. Somewhere under they aren't supposed to exist and he doesn't even remember how awesome the guy they're mourning was.
Donnie still didn’t know him, but to a point, he seemed to understand why Splinter hadn’t come home. Mind filled with stories and pictures, he’d studied the grave like it was a puzzle that he had yet to solve. Emotions had gotten hard to swallow for all of them when he’d patted the ground in front of it and whispered a genuine, “Hi, daddy.”
Donnie didn’t spend much time around the grave as he did with them. It was grounding to have him there, fiddling with something by their side as they tell Splinter about how things are going back in New York. At least, that’s what Raph did.
He didn’t really know what Mikey and Leo did during their mostly private moments.
Donnie was a good listener, but he was also four, and it was far past his bedtime.
So here they were. He'd curled up in Raph's lap with his cheek pressed against the larger plastron, body slumped into a steady hold that wouldn't let him go, even if another Creep burst out of the forest and tried to rip them apart. Donnie was sound asleep, paying the price for forgoing today's nap and bedtime because schedules and plans didn't work well during the week up here, and no one thought to tuck him in.
Raph couldn't remember when Donnie ended up outside, resting peacefully in his lap as they sit next to the grave of the father that raised them both at a time that felt like eons ago.
One moment Raph was alone, and the next he had a small body seeking his heat.
He brushed a hand over scutes only scratched by minor accidents and silly child-genius mistakes, and the tension in his muscles relaxed, unseen tears trekking their way down. He bowed his head to lean his chin against the side of Donnie's skull, wondering why it was fair that Donnie would never get a chance to know him.
Nothing in their lives ever truly played fair, but this was the least fair of all.
They'd made a mistake, not telling him nearly enough about their father because of his age and how much it hurt. It was selfish, but they felt like they had time, and the questions came up too fast, much faster than they were prepared for.
He and Leo had gone to take a breather without double-checking that the other was going to stay with Donnie, and the little tike was left alone to assume that he'd upset them to the point of sudden abandonment.
It wasn't fair, but they were fixing that. They were fixing their mistakes.
"Maybe..." Raph looked up, the moon beaming gentle rays through the tree leaves and onto the tombstone. "Maybe he can't meet you, Master Splinter, but he'll know you. I promise; we'll make sure he knows you."
The tree leaves rustle, even though the cool night held no wind.
Emerald eyes harden beneath the heartbroken sheen.
There was a time when Mikey never knew what it was like to have someone who listened eagerly to his every story, or trusted his word like it was law.
And yet, when Donnie was cuddled in his lap requesting a 'night-night 'venture' or bursting into tears when he thought Mikey was upset with him, he found it hard to remember the time before he was the big brother.
Donnie learned to walk before he found really found his voice, and even now that it was found and his speech was immaculate, he was always more than happy to let Mikey do all the talking. Raph insisted that once Donnie felt he knew everything, then they'd have a hard time shutting him up.
None of them doubted it.
Mikey can’t name the exact moment that he became the smart brother, but he guessed it was the moment Donnie forgot everything he knew. Leo was smart in ninja ways and Raph had his street smarts, but Mikey was smart in only the way that the previously youngest brother could be.
He knew what it felt like to be confused by the smallest curiosities, to feel left out, or like there couldn't be as much bad in the world as everyone said. He knew what it was like to be pushed to the side, or looked down on for childish interests that others had outgrown.
He never wanted Donnie to know what that was like.
So every question and and request was answered to the very best of his ability. Every fairytale book was read, every block-town civilization was built, and every imagination world was explored, complete with costumes, superpowers, giggles, and funny looks from their brothers.
The brothers knew exactly how to handle Donnie because they’d grown up together. They had rough estimates of how things happened, but if they followed them, then Donnie would grow up like before. It was so simple.
Then something flipped.
Donnie no longer wanted the blocks that he adored until he was almost five; he wanted to decorate his walls with messy sketches of impossible creations. He didn’t want to be read storybooks about heros and villains like he gushed over until he was twelve; he wanted to know how subways and cars worked. He didn’t want to create somewhere fake like they all did for their entire childhood; he wanted to study what was real.
He wasn’t much for watching their kiddie shows, but he was always happy to take advantage of his pitiful brown eyes and talk his way into one of their laps, cuddling close to a lucky brother and studying the less kid-friendly, but still very child-safe show that they strategically put in when he was around.
He requested books about hockey. He carried his teddy the way that Karai and April held Yoshi. He mimicked Leo in the dojo. He memorized tool names so Raph would let him ‘help’ with repairs. He mixed batter and decorated pizzas with Mikey the kitchen.
Donnie was still Donnie, but also not. Donnie was so small, but he wanted to do everything they could. It was like some part of Donnie knew that he wasn’t supposed to be that little, like he knew he should be grown up right along with the three.
Leo and Raph gave Mikey tired looks when he said as much. So maybe not.
They all knew Donnie got confused sometimes, about his place and his origin, and they always did their best to explain, but telling a three-year-old that he used to be an adult and evil alien’s science goo turned him into a kid isn't exactly the easiest thing for even a genius toddler to wrap his head around.
The only thing that never seemed to change was the stories.
Telling of their adventures was the perfect mix. Unbelievable enough to capture his attention, and every word was a piece of their history, so Donnie absorbed the information like sponge.
They wanted to keep him innocent, not naive, so Mikey was free to tell him stories of their adventures on Earth and in space, explaining that the great galaxy is exactly where Mona came from. He got to watch his eyes light up when he told Donnie about how they traveled through time and dimensions and hold him close when he told lighter versions of events with The Triceratons and Shredder.
Still, there were many stories that hadn't been explained to the young mind starving for knowledge. Stories that Mikey preferred to keep in the back of his mind, hoping to never have to tell, because to tell is to relive, and reliving certain events is hard.
So maybe it was his fault that he came home from a kinda-date with Renet to find Donnie sobbing quietly in his room, tucked away in a corner. Mikey wasted no time in collecting his baby brother in his arms, not even bothering to seek out the root of the problem as he pulled him to his chest, rocking and shushing him so he’d know he wasn’t alone.
Donnie hid away in his embrace the way he always did, but the sobs didn’t stop. So Mikey rocked and hummed and reassured in the room filled with trinkets and toys, a mix of the old Donnie and the new Donnie that they couldn't bear to erase.
It was only when Donnie began to calm down that Mikey allowed his gaze to stray from the distraught form, and he spotted the picture frame lying facedown on the floor. With a worried frown, he steadied an arm around the small shell as he reached for it, feeling Donnie smush himself into his hold as he turned the picture over and glanced at the photo.
A lump formed in his throat, and he looked away.
"Dee?" He whispered as he set it to the side. "Where did you get this?”
“Dojo.” Donnie sniffled. “Off the shelf.”
Mikey guessed he’d find a chair dragged through later. “Why?”
“No.” Donnie squeezed his eyes shut. “No, no, no, no.”
“I’m not mad.” Mikey soothed as he ran fingers over his carapace. “But I do need to know what happened, lil’ bro. Lay it out for me.”
“I-I- just-!” Donnie pushed his fist in the way of his mouth to stop the words and Mikey nuzzled the top of his head, letting him know that whatever it is, he won't be upset. Donnie whimpered.
Mikey kept his voice light. "Safe zone. Not mad."
Donnie lowered the fist. “Sorry.”
“Thank you.” Mikey acknowledged. “But it doesn’t really work until I know what to forgive you for. Help me out, will you?”
“I-I made Momma and Raphie mad. They’re gone."
Donnie only ever used the nicknames when he was really upset or scared, and a million emotions cycle through at once. Variations of confusion and sympathy and worry hit him first.
Then Mikey's eyes widened in shock and understanding because they basically made a silent pact to never leave Donnie alone under any circumstances.
Finally, a surge of fury was kept under wraps as he carefully asked, "Oh, yeah? What'd you do?"
Teary eyes shied away. "He keeps making you sad. Wanted- wanted to know why."
Mikey closed his eyes for a brief moment.
"You asked, huh?"
"Yeah." Donnie trembled. "Raphie was quiet. M-Mama said no. I-I just wanted ' know but-but then Mama got m-mad and Raphie got sad-angry a-and g-ot loud-"
Another guilty sob broke him off and Mikey pulled him back into the tight hug, shushing him and listening as he let the fear and guilt loose. He knows that Donnie isn't to blame, not with the anniversary being so close and him being too young to remember or understand those visits to the farmhouse. They hadn't even tried to explain it before.
But maybe it's time they did.
"We're sad because he's gone, Dee."
"So tell him to come back!" A bitter remark stirred, but he buried it quickly, holding his tongue to keep from saying anything that he might regret. "Make him come back so you don't have to be sad!"
"Donnie..." The little brother stared back, round eyes scanning his face for answers that he was not ready to give, and Mikey exhaled shakily, forcing a watery smile.
April used to be annoyed with being put on toddler assignment, as if being the only female of the group made her the first pick to watch Donnie when danger emerged and ninja duty called. She was the go-to babysitter every time- not that she minded the show of trust that Leo portrayed by looking to her when there were limited options, but something about it still rubbed her wrong.
Then she had what some might call a revelation.
April had years of ninja skills under her belt, but even the brothers couldn't have dodged this avalanche of metal and concrete. And now, her hands outstretched and a terrified tot hugging her crouched form, her power alone being the only thing keeping the area of apartment from crashing down on them- she was beginning to wonder if there was more to it than just being female.
Maybe Leo was right when he said she was the best for the job.
A scrape of metal from the outside, and a whimper from the small form under her protection, obediently keeping his head down and eyes shut like as she asked- and she couldn't even comfort him, hoping to preserve the air that they had left in this bubble of pure energy.
And then there was an opening, and she let a small door flicker out, encouraging Donnie to rush through it and into the arms of his brother. Casey shouted her name afterward, and she took a deep inhale, letting her power slip through her fingers and charging to the safety of his arms.
Everything crashed down behind her, clouds of who-knew-what spreading in their wake, and Casey dragged her back further, clutching her like a lifeline. And maybe she's clutching him back just as tightly, unable to get out the terror clogging her lungs.
"I've got you, Red."
She wanted to make a remark, a "You better" on the tip of her tongue, but April didn't realize how exhausted she was until the weight of everything wasn't all on her anymore, and she couldn't even stand. Casey led her to the ground as she panted and shook, looking up at what was left of the crappy college apartment, and to the side as all three brothers closed themselves around the crying but untouched Donatello, beaten and bruised but still standing.
Another crisis and everyone was still alive and accounted for.
Once the brothers were done squeezing the living daylights out of the possibly traumatized toddler, brown eyes darted about in search of something, and then they landed on her. They watered and he trembled, so April held out a hand and beckoned, encouraging the little one back into her arms.
"'Pril!"
Donnie didn't hesitate to comply- he rarely did- and she hugged him properly this time, pressing a kiss to his forehead. "You did so good, Dee."
He only clutched her tighter, small hands curling into her jacket like before, and she looked up with watery eyes, smiling at the relief in those that looked back.
Mikey helped Raph to his feet, a nasty cut along the hothead's leg, and Leo knelt, setting a hand on her shoulder and squeezing. "Thanks, April."
"No problem." She muttered. "I was just the best for the job."
Another squeal from the main room and Leo slammed down the stirring spoon. Striding to the curtain and peeking out, he snapped, "Raph! What did I just say?!"
"Something bossy?" Raph questioned as he caught the falling turtle.
Without missing a beat, he tossed him back into the air. Face flush with laughter, Donnie squealed and flailed in the air, and Leo felt his heart attempt to jump from his plastron as Donnie fell upside down, only for the hothead to catch him.
Becoming nineteen had done nothing to remove the shrill note of fear from his voice. "You're going to drop him!"
"I am not." Raph scoffed as he turned Donnie over. "And he loves it, don't you, Donnie?"
Not yet having pronounced any intelligible words, Donnie only giggled, looking up at his older brother with shining eyes. Leo wished that the two could find ways to bond that didn't involve potential injury. "Can't you just watch tv or something?"
"Nah." Looking the leader dead in the eyes, Raph tossed Donnie in the air. Leo hurried forward when Donnie tilted off course, but the hothead moved to catch him without tearing his gaze from the leader.
Leo lowered his hands anxiously, inwardly swearing that watching them was more terrifying than Shredder used to be. "Be careful!"
"Awe, would you look at that? Momma Leo doesn't trust me." Raph mocked with a smug grin as he relaxed the one-year-old into a cradled hold. "Haven't killed him yet, have I?"
"Yet being the concerning factor here!" Leo snapped before adding, "And I told you to stop calling me that!"
Raph's grin widened. "What? Momma Leo?"
"Yes!"
"Why? Would Sensei Momma Leo be better?"
"No!"
"So I shouldn't call you Sensei."
"Ye- No!" Leo pinched between his eyes. "I am his brother! You keep calling me momma and he's going to get the wrong idea!"
"He's a baby." Raph deadpanned. "I doubt he even knows what a mom IS."
"I am trying to make soup." Leo expressed almost pleadingly, "I cannot do this with you right now."
"Great." Raph acknowledged. "So don't."
He proceeded to turn away, and the moment that Donnie left his hands, Leo bolted from his spot, using the couch for momentum as he snatched the small turt from the air. He landed smoothly, fragile form safely tucked away in his arms, and turned to glare at his immediate younger brother.
Raph's grin had returned. "Momma Leo."
"I am not-!"
"Dudes. What's with all the yelling?" Mikey questioned as he came out into the bedroom hallway, an earbud still in.
Leo had an entire rant and lecture planned, hoping to get their second youngest on his side to put a stop to the recklessness when he was interrupted. But not by either adult brothers.
"Momma!"
Leo looked down at beaming turt, mouth agape. "Did you just-"
"Momma!"
Raph burst into a fit of laughter that sent him keeling over on the floor and Mikey followed his lead the minute that the word sunk in. Leo looked between the two of them, the joy at Donnie's first word and the horror of what it was fighting an intense war that left him stuck.
"Momma?"
Leo's eyes twitched as his hysterical brothers paused to stare at him eagerly.
"...Momma?"
The already timid voice quieted and Leo looked down helplessly, "Yeah, Dee?"
Donnie made grabby hands at him, the sigh for getting picked up, and considering he was already in his arms, it wasn't hard to guess what he was hoping for.
Raph and Mikey completely broke. Leo stomped over to Raph, dropping the turt on his plastron and leaving the main room with the frustrated proclamation of, "I AM NOT ANYONE'S MOM!"
After the events of “A Big Blowout”, the turtles agree to assist Bishop in cleansing the city of what’s left of Kraang chemicals and tech before any unsuspecting humans can stumble upon it. Along the way, they come upon a hidden base that isn’t as empty as it should have been, and obviously, battle ensues.
Other than Donnie getting knocked into a table of the Kraangs’ latest experiment, it goes without incident, and the brothers return to the lair, mission successful! Eager to examine his alien prizes before handing them over to the Utrom, Donnie disappears into his lab, and his brothers head to bed. Everything is normal…
…Until it isn’t.
Screams awaken the lair, and frantic brothers follow them, horrified to find an infant Donatello sobbing his heart out on the lab floor.
Several hours later, Bishop reports that they might be able to reverse the change, but there will be no way to return the lost memories. And so, the brothers are faced with a tough choice.
Time for some experimenting with MW drawings!! Trying to bring these boys some life! This photo is from M7Craft’s POV of BB.
Disclaimer:
MW AU belongs to ImagionationStation
The Drawing is by M7Craft
The Story Clip is by ImagionationStation
He never gets tired of the crisp New York air.
The mix of scents that belong equally to the mutants and the wind are refreshing, freeing in their own way, especially when compared to the stale apartment current. That’s stifling in ways that he can’t describe, and he constantly feels trapped, despite the Hamatos insistence that he is free to leave at any time.
He’s trapped, because Little Brother has grown fond of the safety of the apartment and the company the mutants provide. With every passing minute, Little Brother steps a little further out of his reach, and into the cunning grasp of their hosts. He’s always trusted his gut, and the very thought has it churning, volcanic with the familiar urge to hide and protect what was his.
Big Brother knows mutants. He’s seen what they’re capable of. He knows how they lie and cheat, using one another for personal gain.
Little Brother is not at fault. Big Brother had begun to fall into their ploy as well, lowering inner walls simply because of kind words and earnest actions. The Hamatos might act different then most mutants, but they’re still mutant.
He can’t trust them, not while they’re stealing away his brother, denying them the protection of the underground, and keeping them on the surface. Anything could happen up here.
It’s dangerous, but Little Brother listens to his urgings less and less, hesitating under the influence of the mutants. Raphael is all about defiance. Michael is too eager to make trouble.
Little Brother has never questioned his word; not as he does now.
He can’t let this stand. Big Brother has to get him out of there before they corrupt his Little Brother any further. Before they take what isn’t theirs and severe a connection that Big Brother can’t live without. He can’t lose him. He won’t lose him.