indie , mutually exclusive , novelizations & canon compliant , with possible divergences + headcanon based portrayal of bbc doctor who's fifteenth regeneration of the doctor. carrd tracklist blogroll pinterest
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inspired themes: i bring life , the last of your kind , loneliness , running , your fears coming to life , the need for adventure , abandonment , loss , maybe i'm the bad luck , found family , laughing hard , moving on - onwards and upwards , not dealing with trauma
* due to various reasons, hectic work hours, depression (because of work lol), sudden onset of arthritis & impending grief, my activity will be a lot lower than usual. i of course want to write & will try to as much as possible, but please not if i dont send any memes or respond to any replies right away its not because of a lack of interest. 💛
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no drama, dont pressure for replies, no vague blogging. don't be a dick, don’t follow if you don’t plan on interacting with me. you can reblog from me but don't use me as a resource. activity may be somewhat low as i have a full-time job, life outside of rp & other blogs i want to try to be active on, this blog will be the one i plan on being the most active on however.
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racists, homophobes, transphobes, antisemites, islamophobes etc are not welcome here. i will block in those circumstances. dark themes may be present as they relate to my muse: death, war, depictions of ptsd, grief, please be advised.
i have no issues writing darker themes, however, i will not write or interact with those who write rape, incest, pedophilia.
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i would love to establish dynamics, whether it be romantic, antagonistic, platonic, etc. however i reserve the right to be selective. shipping or dynamics may require plotting or interaction beforehand.
the likeliness of writing smut is low but not completely impossible. i am open to fade-to black & plots with kissing. i have been in the mood to try writing it again but i am a little rusty.
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i will be wholeheartedly staying true to canon wrt the timeless child arc & won't budge on it (insp from both 13s & 15s runs with possible headcanons) it is an arc that i enjoyed from both different runs. that & it's hugely important to 15's arc this season, specifically with his connection to ruby. i don't think it really makes the doctor more overpowered or important than they already are to the story.
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on the doctor's sexuality / gender & more on shipping: i don't have a set sexuality for the doctor, i think the doctor is queer for sure, and this version is less asexual compared to some of the other doctors. that said, i don't think the doctor thinks about labels for themselves or considers them much outside of understanding they are important to other people (humans in particular). the doctor's interests wrt romantic and sexual also changes when their face changes in some ways, less so actual sexuality and just some things might be a bit different but still the same. the doctor goes by both they / them & he / him pronouns.
i will be very interested in shipping. however, despite this regeneration of the doctor being more flirty, more open, i do think it will still be difficult in a lot of the same ways with the other versions of the doctors. the doctor wants wants wants to fix himself to someone like 13 did with yaz but in a lot of ways he's still very hesitant because of how much it will hurt when he loses them. he's also still grieving river. so as flirty and more open as the doctor is, he may also be frustrating lol.
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i prefer at least one paragraph threads, but it's not necessary. the best way to write with me is by sending memes or plotting. i generally do not do starters and will rarely like starter calls. i personally don't use much formatting when it comes to replies, it's made it easier to write and feels better. at the most, i sometimes use icons and sometimes will use small text but that will be extremely rare. feel free to format however you like.
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ㅤ what are your plans for the next 20 years ? ... we all have to make sacrifices. if i have to be the world's whipping boy to secure our salvation , then that's my sacrifice to make
in general i'll be reworking my verses for that final, i have two verses in mind (one i've already been thinking about and another which would fit closer to canon (while being obviously divergent lol) the first one is where things get really bad, ppl die, the doctor saves the day but there's still consequences to what happened and the doctor isolated himself from humanity until eventually finding his way back. the other, the doctor defeats the rani, the memory of poppy hurts because she felt like she was his daughter but he doesn't change history to make belinda be her mother when time restarts. the doctor returns to eventually travel with ruby and belinda.
disclaimer: i will not be acknowledging that nostalgia bait regeneration at all.
the theory that "billie piper isnt really the 16th doctor its just a red herring. rose and the doctor just switched places or something" does not make it much better lmao. we dont need rose back, we need new companions. we dont need a stupid fakeout regen to generate clickbait headlines. we dont need to undermine ncuti gatwas exit with a bunch of bullshit.
i want to smoke the copium too but i have no idea how the writers can fix this mess and after that finale i dont trust them to
Wanna hear a story? Really short, really short! You know Hemingway. I saw some of his books back there. I met him. I wanted to see how good he was, so I challenged him. "Hemy, baby, write me the shortest story you can." He wrote it in six words. Short as hell! D'you wanna hear mine?
after the fiasco that has been the companions this era i never want to hear someone blindly praise rtd's female character writing to hate on moffat again
The first queer Black man to play the Doctor, a generational once in a lifetime casting, representing Black fans especially queer Black fans across the diaspora to be written out like that for his favourite blonde from 2005 is one of the foulest things Russell T Davies has done.
it’s actually really disrespectful to not give ncuti’s doctor the same level of final episode as the other white doctors and then replace him with a white woman for nostalgia motivations
it’s not a good look when you cast the first black doctor while claiming to be diverse & claiming to ignore the bigotry this doctor received & then to cut said doctor’s run short to only two seasons (which was clearly not originally planned) while leaving so much unresolved & not even giving said doctor the respect of have a well written showdown with the actual villains in the final, little to no goodbye scenes with his companions & then replace the only black doctor with a white woman clearly for the sake of nostalgia
