I'm trying to break perfect dimensions

Recovery sucks man But at least maybe I'll be happy

[theparacosmic]

show affection by literally just laying on me. you can’t crush me. my need for pressure stimming is too powerful

[autoimmuneamy]

“Do you want to talk about it or be distracted from it” is honestly the best thing you can say to me when I say im sad/in pain etc.

[luckytwodollarbill-deactivated2]

this is really good advice to say to anyone who is upset

[legalizeact]

[n-bpd]

#polyam #bpd life is a time sometimes lol

[dirtyhippiie]

[simeleons]

deleting your vent post 3 minutes after compulsively writing it

[heart-of-a-wildflower-deactivat]

Listen to me

You are allowed to eat.

You are allowed to drink.

You are allowed to rest.

You are allowed to take a break.

You are allowed to treat yourself.

You are allowed to say no.

You are allowed to put yourself first

[titie1-deactivated20151229]

comic about how I’ve been feeling recently

[andywarhoel]

Someone’s tone changes for even a split second and it’s like suddenly you can’t focus on anything but for the fact that you MUST have done something to upset them and you need to either fix it or just shut up

[uznmaki]

[layered-like-an-onion]

[baracknobama]

someone: i love you

me internally: prove it prove it prove it prove it prove it prove it

also me internally: please dont love me i dont want to hurt you this is terrifying please dont love me

yet also me internally: good, everyone should love me. get on your fucking knees and worship the fucking ground i walk on.

somehow also me internally: THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME THEY LOVE ME!!!!!

me externally: aww i love you too!!

[stepawayfromthecarrot]

Anyone: *takes a slightly negative tone with me*

Me: will you excuse me for a moment, I need to feel the weight of all my mistakes and everything I hate about myself and feel absolutely miserable for the rest of the day and maybe indulge in a little suicidal ideation

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

[toasthag]

[penicillium-pusher]

my counselor: how are you doing?

me: good, how are you?

my counselor: good, what brings you in today?

me: im doin real bad karen

[lightlybow]

When you deal with mental illness it becomes painfully obvious that “How are you” is a greeting rather than an actual inquiry into your well-being, so the first one is a canned response but the second one gets real

[brokenpd]

of course I’m upset, how could I not be. I finally let myself get my hopes up. I got excited. I believed it would happen so much I spent $32 on it. And then was prepared to spend 32 more just for transportation. I didn’t want to miss it. I was looking forward to it. I wanted to have fun.

Things are awful and I don’t have anything I need together to move in to college. I know for a fact I’m relapsing into my eating disorder and my depression is just getting worse and worse. I know I have to keep fighting but god I don’t want to. I don’t see a point. I’m still fighting but it sucks. I just wanted a chance to escape it be with friends.

I hate myself for being upset about it. I have no right. A friend is going through a hard time and I need to be able to support them, not be mad at them and guilt tripping them for canceling on me.

[stoleyourcarbon]