in the middle of crying for no reason i was interrupted by the sounds of one of my neighbors blasting "shadow the hedgehog pissed on my fucking wife" so loud it echoed around the courtyard outside

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in the middle of crying for no reason i was interrupted by the sounds of one of my neighbors blasting "shadow the hedgehog pissed on my fucking wife" so loud it echoed around the courtyard outside
I just mowed my 88 year old papas lawn and when i came back inside he lifted my arm to reveal a bug that was attempting to hitchhike into the house. At which point he said "you will NEVER escape my garden." And flicked it back into the grass
“I felt very sad so I sat down. I felt so sad that I rested my head on my own knees and smoothed my own head. I felt so sad I couldn’t imagine feeling any other way again. I said, I don’t like this. I don’t want to do this anymore. And I went back to lying in bed, just before the doorbell rang.”
— Jamaica Kincaid, from “What Have I Been Doing Lately,” At the Bottom of the River (via lifeinpoetry)
Guess who is now the proud owner of their very own copy of Heated Rivalry?
Man, I thought the show moved quickly, these guys are fucking in the prologue!
"For the rest of his life, Shane Hollander would have to live with the fact that he ended his NHL draft day getting himself off to thoughts of Ilya Rozanov" - Rachel Reid, I apologise, I was not familiar with your game.
"I'm winning this game", Shane growled.
"There is not an 'I' in team, right?"
"There's an 'I' in 'suck my dick'"
You tell him Shane
Shane’s internal monologue during the first hook up is great
Ilya has fucked his brother's girlfriend(s)?!
"He loved sex, and he loved it more when it was dangerous - when it was someone he knew he shouldn't be with. Whether that was his coach's son, or his brother's girlfriend, or his teammate's sister, Ilya couldn't resist a bad idea."
Oh, Marlow is younger than Ilya??
I think maybe there is a misprint?
Oh he switched up so fast!
After the tuna melt scene Shane jogs down SIXTEEN flights of stairs?!
"Years," Ilya sighed. "Years I have wanted to have you in your real bed."
King of pining while fucking, honestly
"Shane let out most of a 'motherfucker' before his head submerged beneath the dark water."
Horseplay at the cottage!!
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
Final thoughts! It was good, I think the show actually stuck really quite closely to it tbh. I never usually watch a show/film first but I'm glad I did because it gave me a better idea of how the dialogue flowed.
I loved getting a little more too in the epilogue and pre epilogue vignette of Hayden and Jackie coming to dinner. Their on ice banter was fun too! I think book Shane gets to swear a bit more on ice.
Guess who is now the proud owner of their very own copy of Heated Rivalry?
Man, I thought the show moved quickly, these guys are fucking in the prologue!
"For the rest of his life, Shane Hollander would have to live with the fact that he ended his NHL draft day getting himself off to thoughts of Ilya Rozanov" - Rachel Reid, I apologise, I was not familiar with your game.
"I'm winning this game", Shane growled.
"There is not an 'I' in team, right?"
"There's an 'I' in 'suck my dick'"
You tell him Shane
Shane’s internal monologue during the first hook up is great
Ilya has fucked his brother's girlfriend(s)?!
"He loved sex, and he loved it more when it was dangerous - when it was someone he knew he shouldn't be with. Whether that was his coach's son, or his brother's girlfriend, or his teammate's sister, Ilya couldn't resist a bad idea."
Oh, Marlow is younger than Ilya??
I think maybe there is a misprint?
Oh he switched up so fast!
After the tuna melt scene Shane jogs down SIXTEEN flights of stairs?!
"Years," Ilya sighed. "Years I have wanted to have you in your real bed."
King of pining while fucking, honestly
"Shane let out most of a 'motherfucker' before his head submerged beneath the dark water."
Horseplay at the cottage!!
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
Guess who is now the proud owner of their very own copy of Heated Rivalry?
Man, I thought the show moved quickly, these guys are fucking in the prologue!
"For the rest of his life, Shane Hollander would have to live with the fact that he ended his NHL draft day getting himself off to thoughts of Ilya Rozanov" - Rachel Reid, I apologise, I was not familiar with your game.
"I'm winning this game", Shane growled.
"There is not an 'I' in team, right?"
"There's an 'I' in 'suck my dick'"
You tell him Shane
Shane’s internal monologue during the first hook up is great
Ilya has fucked his brother's girlfriend(s)?!
"He loved sex, and he loved it more when it was dangerous - when it was someone he knew he shouldn't be with. Whether that was his coach's son, or his brother's girlfriend, or his teammate's sister, Ilya couldn't resist a bad idea."
Oh, Marlow is younger than Ilya??
I think maybe there is a misprint?
Oh he switched up so fast!
After the tuna melt scene Shane jogs down SIXTEEN flights of stairs?!
"Years," Ilya sighed. "Years I have wanted to have you in your real bed."
King of pining while fucking, honestly
"Shane let out most of a 'motherfucker' before his head submerged beneath the dark water."
Horseplay at the cottage!!
Guess who is now the proud owner of their very own copy of Heated Rivalry?
Man, I thought the show moved quickly, these guys are fucking in the prologue!
"For the rest of his life, Shane Hollander would have to live with the fact that he ended his NHL draft day getting himself off to thoughts of Ilya Rozanov" - Rachel Reid, I apologise, I was not familiar with your game.
"I'm winning this game", Shane growled.
"There is not an 'I' in team, right?"
"There's an 'I' in 'suck my dick'"
You tell him Shane
Shane’s internal monologue during the first hook up is great
Ilya has fucked his brother's girlfriend(s)?!
"He loved sex, and he loved it more when it was dangerous - when it was someone he knew he shouldn't be with. Whether that was his coach's son, or his brother's girlfriend, or his teammate's sister, Ilya couldn't resist a bad idea."
Oh, Marlow is younger than Ilya??
I think maybe there is a misprint?
Oh he switched up so fast!
After the tuna melt scene Shane jogs down SIXTEEN flights of stairs?!
"Years," Ilya sighed. "Years I have wanted to have you in your real bed."
King of pining while fucking, honestly
Guess who is now the proud owner of their very own copy of Heated Rivalry?
Man, I thought the show moved quickly, these guys are fucking in the prologue!
"For the rest of his life, Shane Hollander would have to live with the fact that he ended his NHL draft day getting himself off to thoughts of Ilya Rozanov" - Rachel Reid, I apologise, I was not familiar with your game.
"I'm winning this game", Shane growled.
"There is not an 'I' in team, right?"
"There's an 'I' in 'suck my dick'"
You tell him Shane
Shane’s internal monologue during the first hook up is great
Ilya has fucked his brother's girlfriend(s)?!
"He loved sex, and he loved it more when it was dangerous - when it was someone he knew he shouldn't be with. Whether that was his coach's son, or his brother's girlfriend, or his teammate's sister, Ilya couldn't resist a bad idea."
Oh, Marlow is younger than Ilya??
I think maybe there is a misprint?
Oh he switched up so fast!
After the tuna melt scene Shane jogs down SIXTEEN flights of stairs?!
Guess who is now the proud owner of their very own copy of Heated Rivalry?
Man, I thought the show moved quickly, these guys are fucking in the prologue!
"For the rest of his life, Shane Hollander would have to live with the fact that he ended his NHL draft day getting himself off to thoughts of Ilya Rozanov" - Rachel Reid, I apologise, I was not familiar with your game.
"I'm winning this game", Shane growled.
"There is not an 'I' in team, right?"
"There's an 'I' in 'suck my dick'"
You tell him Shane
Shane’s internal monologue during the first hook up is great
Ilya has fucked his brother's girlfriend(s)?!
"He loved sex, and he loved it more when it was dangerous - when it was someone he knew he shouldn't be with. Whether that was his coach's son, or his brother's girlfriend, or his teammate's sister, Ilya couldn't resist a bad idea."
Oh, Marlow is younger than Ilya??
I think maybe there is a misprint?
Oh he switched up so fast!
Something neuroscience-y that helps with prose: attention is selective. A character will not notice everything in a room. They will notice what matters to their goal, fear, desire, training, wound, or obsession. A jealous character notices hands. a hungry character notices food. A soldier notices exits. A lonely character notices pairs. Description becomes character when attention has a bias.
sometimes i feel ive got to
run away
fresh air.
Guess who is now the proud owner of their very own copy of Heated Rivalry?
Man, I thought the show moved quickly, these guys are fucking in the prologue!
"For the rest of his life, Shane Hollander would have to live with the fact that he ended his NHL draft day getting himself off to thoughts of Ilya Rozanov" - Rachel Reid, I apologise, I was not familiar with your game.
"I'm winning this game", Shane growled.
"There is not an 'I' in team, right?"
"There's an 'I' in 'suck my dick'"
You tell him Shane
Shane’s internal monologue during the first hook up is great
Ilya has fucked his brother's girlfriend(s)?!
"He loved sex, and he loved it more when it was dangerous - when it was someone he knew he shouldn't be with. Whether that was his coach's son, or his brother's girlfriend, or his teammate's sister, Ilya couldn't resist a bad idea."
Oh, Marlow is younger than Ilya??
I think maybe there is a misprint?
Guess who is now the proud owner of their very own copy of Heated Rivalry?
Man, I thought the show moved quickly, these guys are fucking in the prologue!
"For the rest of his life, Shane Hollander would have to live with the fact that he ended his NHL draft day getting himself off to thoughts of Ilya Rozanov" - Rachel Reid, I apologise, I was not familiar with your game.
"I'm winning this game", Shane growled.
"There is not an 'I' in team, right?"
"There's an 'I' in 'suck my dick'"
You tell him Shane
Shane’s internal monologue during the first hook up is great
Ilya has fucked his brother's girlfriend(s)?!
"He loved sex, and he loved it more when it was dangerous - when it was someone he knew he shouldn't be with. Whether that was his coach's son, or his brother's girlfriend, or his teammate's sister, Ilya couldn't resist a bad idea."
Oh, Marlow is younger than Ilya??
Guess who is now the proud owner of their very own copy of Heated Rivalry?
Man, I thought the show moved quickly, these guys are fucking in the prologue!
"For the rest of his life, Shane Hollander would have to live with the fact that he ended his NHL draft day getting himself off to thoughts of Ilya Rozanov" - Rachel Reid, I apologise, I was not familiar with your game.
"I'm winning this game", Shane growled.
"There is not an 'I' in team, right?"
"There's an 'I' in 'suck my dick'"
You tell him Shane
Shane’s internal monologue during the first hook up is great
Ilya has fucked his brother's girlfriend(s)?!
"He loved sex, and he loved it more when it was dangerous - when it was someone he knew he shouldn't be with. Whether that was his coach's son, or his brother's girlfriend, or his teammate's sister, Ilya couldn't resist a bad idea."
Guess who is now the proud owner of their very own copy of Heated Rivalry?
Man, I thought the show moved quickly, these guys are fucking in the prologue!
"For the rest of his life, Shane Hollander would have to live with the fact that he ended his NHL draft day getting himself off to thoughts of Ilya Rozanov" - Rachel Reid, I apologise, I was not familiar with your game.
"I'm winning this game", Shane growled.
"There is not an 'I' in team, right?"
"There's an 'I' in 'suck my dick'"
You tell him Shane
Shane’s internal monologue during the first hook up is great
Guess who is now the proud owner of their very own copy of Heated Rivalry?
Man, I thought the show moved quickly, these guys are fucking in the prologue!
"For the rest of his life, Shane Hollander would have to live with the fact that he ended his NHL draft day getting himself off to thoughts of Ilya Rozanov" - Rachel Reid, I apologise, I was not familiar with your game.
"I'm winning this game", Shane growled.
"There is not an 'I' in team, right?"
"There's an 'I' in 'suck my dick'"
You tell him Shane