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rini | i love to yearn and yearn to love | my ao3 | header gif by: @midtonesbrighter

[buckysgrindr]

Hi, this is Rini (she/her)! I used to be @tarnished-butsogrand. I am Indian, I am in my late twenties, and still here somehow.

Bold of you to assume I would be on Tumblr if I had anything figured out. Still, I'll try.

I love shipping as a concept, the crazier the better. The more improbable the better. And I like to talk about fashion. My expertise is limited to What Looks Good to My Eyes.

I post a lot about Heated Rivalry, Hudson and François. Marvel, especially the Captain America movies. Sometimes 1D when I am feeling nostalgic (miss you forever, Liam).

24/02/26: I am probably not online at the moment and all posts are queued. See you on the other side.

Hope you have fun looking around! :)

Rini

[satlun]

A GLIMPSE OF BUCKY BARNES’s NEW APARTMENT IN WASHINGTON DC.

for writers who want to explain more tiny details of Bucky's apartment and for readers who want to picture it in your heads while reading fanfics ♡.

[hollowboobtheory]

surprisingly difficult pill to swallow: most people are not playing 8 dimensional mind chess and can be taken at face value

[wickanderhalovar]

400 AD - Gupta Empire Eternals (2021)

[tineiya]

[genderoutlaws]

Never read Baldwin before?

Nonfiction

The Price of The Ticket (borrow from IA)

The Fire Next Time (pdf download)

Notes of A Native Son (pdf download)

Nothing Personal (read on IA - not great quality sorry)

The Last Interview (pdf download) (only 10 pages!)

Fiction

Giovanni's Room (pdf download)

If Beale Street Could Talk (pdf download)

BONUS

Little Man Little Man (read or pdf download on scribd) (Baldwin's only children's book)

Go Tell It On The Mountain (pdf download)

Another Country (pdf and epub download)

Sonny's Blues (pdf download)

Going to Meet the Man (pdf download)

[olemisekunst]

As a result of doing too much coke, Jonathan Pine actually hallucinated most of the events of S2.

He's still lying face down in Teddy's villa somewhere, soaking wet.

[bucky-barnez]

40’s james buchanan ‘bucky’ barnes in the marvel cinematic universe

[wherepetalsbecomeprayer]

Butterfly orchid incense holder

[flowerytale]

Mary Oliver, from “We Should Be Well Prepared”, Red Bird

[firstprinced]

henry & his full smile 🩵 (remake of my old set)

[mcufam]

Yahya Abdul-Mateen II as Simon Williams

Wonder Man (2026)

[ava-deb]

You want to get me pregnant too? I don't think I'm ready. I think I still have some good hockey left in me.

[billy-crudup]

DAVID JONSSON Wasteman interview (2025)

[lunarriviera]

Sam Wilson x @ ProBirdRights [insp.] [from the twitter genius of stuckyparty]

[oldbutchdanielmolloy]

top 5 tumblr blogs to simulate an abusive parent/child relationship with

[hearteyesilya]

jacob dylan, the first real hudson believer

[dailyhudsonwilliams]

gqitalia: can’t stop won’t stop