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another vent blog !!!!!!!! he/it

[olive-sage-deactivated20230327]

do you ever just see somethint and go ... oh ... and then ur tummy does the whole sinking thing and then you start getting anxiety and crying? me too

[stimmy999]

My Melody

x/x/x x/x/x x/x/x

[holy2003moved]

[bunbunsbff]

Please don't feel ashamed of what you did when you were younger--i did the same thing when I was 9 I think, it isn't your fault. You are not to blame. I hope you have a good day. You deserve to have a good day.

thabk you ! i appreciate that i wasn't the only kid like this 🥺🥺 !!!! i hope ur doign. Bettrr !

[emsick-deactivated20190915]

[bunbunsbff]

???? doesn't feel right.. ....

[festering-angel]

[bunbunsbff]

i just ate ! i feel sick qwq

[bunbunsbff]

hi i got emotional and have decided to share my deepest and darkest secret to the internet because im anonymous. major MAJOR trigger warning for what im boutta day damn

when i was 11 the memories i had repressed from my trauma (long term cocsa) started coming back me and the way i dealt wtih this was sending naked pictures of myself to adult men when i was still underage. i would go on omegle and give these p*dos my snapchat so i could send them pictures and videos in return for their praise and well, videos back. it was a way of validation for me at the time as i didnt know how else to.cope. looking back now im genuinely scared and incredibly upset at the kniwledge that out there some fucking creep has.seen (and potentially even saved) pictures of my underage naked body. i had distributrd c**** p***. i looked about 13 and had the mental age of about 15. that doesnt.make it ok and i currently feel physically sick writing all this.kut.

sorry for triggering or bothering anyone with this, i just really really needed to tell someone.

[corpsebunny]

Merry Christmas

[angelicdazed]

[blelelemoved]

[butterflyneedles]

[bunbunsbff]

nobody could ever want me again

[fever-breath]

Insta: _church_wine

[rosetintedshame]

[porcelainapparition]

Matawan, New Jersey

circa 1908

[larvaira2-deactivated20200303]

[meathook-girl]

How i feel when i wash my hands or bathe. Unclean.

[confusedchildinside]

important!

if you run a trauma based blog remember to occasionally take breaks from it! spending too much time with this subject can lead to being fixated on it and can retraumatize you

keep healing, i believe in you ♡