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Alan, | THEY/she | Schizoaffective, (c)ptsd, cluster b vents & occasional memes

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Imagine being sober for almost an entire week then you cave and buy a liter of chocolate flavored alcohol and chug a third of it in one go haha if they die they die

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A question I must ask my boss but I don’t have the courage to mention. He believes in literal demonic possession and angels. I just want to ask him why people believing these things back then was real but mine are called mental illness. Idk lol!

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I wanna ask him if he’s ever been exorcised. I know he will most likely say no. I just want to tell him what it feels like to be treated as though you’re possessed by demons. I just want to find a way to relay the terror of being exorcised. The fear, doubt, etc you feel when your loved ones are screaming at you and you don’t know why. They treat you like not only a stranger but an enemy. Then they yell and cry at you and hit you with cold water and books and statues and you don’t know why. It’s so scary. I just wanted Jesus to take the demon away but now that I’ve grown and gotten help I know there was no demon. I just want to express this memory. I want him to understand what this feels like. But I don’t know how to express it without outing myself as an atheist, anti theist even. How can I bring up my false exorcism without offending him? Idk. I enjoy his conversation, I want to dig further. But I’m stuck it seems.

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I just want to know why things happen. I want to know why people believe so many different things in so many different aspects. Why do people have differing religions, diets, traditions, and world views. How are people of the past “prophets”, but if I relay messages from god I’m “having an episode”

Make it make sense

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A question I must ask my boss but I don’t have the courage to mention. He believes in literal demonic possession and angels. I just want to ask him why people believing these things back then was real but mine are called mental illness. Idk lol!

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I’ve been drunk since 11am and I’ve drank every night for the past few weeks and my husband says I might be an alcoholic and that makes me kinda sad. I’m sad. Alcohol just makes life not hurt so bad. Why’s that a problem. Just makes life not so hard. Idk. Feelin weird.

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Anyways biopsy results came back, it’s terminal. Stage 4 lung cancer, metastasized to the brain. She’s got like a year we think. So yeah my mom is gonna die before I get the chance to make her a grandma and that fucks me up. Don’t do drugs kids.

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It’ll be 2 years since she died 4 days from now. I feel kinda sick to my stomach haha. Anyways here’s us during Christmas visits when I was little. I took them for granted so much. I’d give anything and anyone for just one of these visits one more time. Everything hurts and I’m dying lmao.

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Life update: my bio mom has lung cancer. Dunno what stage yet, finding out Monday or Tuesday, visiting her and my bio siblings sunday. Visiting my bio dad in prison tomorrow to break the news. Don’t do hard drugs, you’re robbing your future kids of normalcy and parents and a proper childhood without constant fucking abuse. Goodnight.

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Damn

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12 / 30 / 2020

DONT REPOST / only okay to reblog if you were a victim of CSA as well

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Repost from my meme page but yeah my body isn’t a happy camper

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This ball? Also mine! Mine mine MINE!

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Some serotonin for you, via my rabbit. Check out her blog if u wanna :’3c

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DONT REPOST / okay to rb if you are a csa victim/lost a child/struggle with an ED as well

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It’ll be 2 years tomorrow

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Hey idk who’s vent this was but it looks familiar and I’m 99.9% sure it’s about abuse or CSA. This is just a not so friendly reminder to not use people’s vents as memes?? What’s wrong with you holy shit. Someone posted this as a response to a “rice purity test” score thing and when questioned didn’t say it was their art SO I’m assuming someone made this out of a vent from here. My blood is boiling haha. Adding lots of tags to this so hopefully the artist sees it or is made aware, if you are the artist and want the user of the person who posted this please message me.

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Sorry for disappearing, I haven’t really felt safe here since that person reposted a csa vent piece of mine to Facebook. Felt violated and weird and now I’m scared of it happening again. I miss when this was my safe space to scream into the void and interact with people who have been through what I have. Now it just feels like people only follow for some aesthetic, so they can repost my vents as “relatable” and show the whole world how broken bunnycope is or how broken they wish they were. I’ll never understand people wanting to relate to my vents despite not having been through the topics they relate to. I’m tired. I’m coming back to this blog eventually it just feels unsafe right now.

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Hi this is my vent character Angel. She’s a plush angel bunny. She also has a regular adult anthro version. I don’t feel comfortable posting regular art here (I post mostly vent scribbles here) so I’m making an instagram acc for my vent art involving her and other non scribbly vents. There will be art w triggering subjects suck as censored SH, Potential gore, bugs, eating disorder topics, csa/sa related vents, psychosis vents, ptsd vents, and potentially stuff discussing coping thru fringe kinks. That is why I am posting this art elsewhere, I don’t want to trigger anyone here or make them see furry related content if they don’t want to. If you are interested in following the account it is “angelbunnybarf” on Instagram.

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Please stop crosstagging sanriocore and traumacore I don’t like having unexpected panic attacks scrolling through sanriocore because you wanted more notes. Tagging traumacore as sanriocore could be extremely triggering to those of us w ptsd scrolling through for cute pics of our favorite characters. I understand that your traumacore posts may have Sanrio characters but they don’t belong in the sanriocore hashtag. Additionally, don’t just post traumacore under sanriocore without the traumacore hashtag to avoid having your post hidden to people who have the traumacore tag hidden. (Crosstagging this so both communities see, my apologies for the small rant but one of y’all royally fucked up my day)

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