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Transmuting- Njoy!

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Today we look for the goodness in rainy days;

the plants are nurtured

the animals can drink

the trees are nourished

the soil is nourished

cars get clean

flowers are watered

the pace slows down

we slow down

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Get back into who you are!

Who you were b4 you were conditioned

Who you were b4 you listened 2 other folks opinions

Get connected with yourself again

+ let everything that is not authentic

fall 2 the ground

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Sometimes it really is about respecting yourself.

Sometimes it really is about being open + accepting yourself for who you truly are.

Sometimes it really is about loving yourself.

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Find a way 2 self regulate

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At this point in my life, I am recognizing the importance of compartmentalizing feelings.

There is a place n a time for all of that + emotions cannot run your life.

Step outside of the emotional space + step into everything that awaits you on the other side!

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Moving on and advancing in life without You truly is the most challenging thing... it’s like I am constantly searching for validation, confirmation, affirmation in other because I cannot find it in You anymore...

I almost don’t want to do this life shit without You,,, but somebody has got to do it! And I do this here-

For You + everyone else on my team that cannot...

I love You and I miss You dearly

<3

-luv letter 2 my mum

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Waking up 2

Sun + pure

blue sky

will never get old

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Rest is productive.

Don’t let anyone convince you otherwise.

Rest allows your mind, body, + soul 2 replenish,

2 reset, 2 realign.

Allow yourself 2 rest-

Everything will still b there!

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You do not have to explain yourself to anyone

Let go of the oversharing

No one really gives a fuck anyway.

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Guidance

Love

Silence

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The waves r intense,

I get it.

but u know something

about waves?

they eventually

crash.

what goes up,

must come down-

so let the feelings

arise n collapse.

Every emotion is an invitation into

your heart

+ deeper inner knowing.

So, swim in the waves,

jump them bitches +

roll w em...

They’ll pass!

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It really just is what it is.

We complicate situations when we get

beside our logic.

See things outside of your emotions

+allow ya logic to set in

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There is everything without you and I am so glad you’re gone. Far too long was I caught in ya trance.

All Praise to The Most High

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I can see it all clear as day now

+ honestly,

I am overwhelmed with Gratitude

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It’s been quite a while since we last spoke

Yet you stay here on my mind + in my dreams.

Last time we spoke, I wanted 2 make sure

You were fine + well bc the last time b4 that,

You were beaten + bloodied + in the back of an ambulance + my heart was torn bc what did I do 2 you?

Somehow, someway I felt responsible for this nu version of you- you know, after all we went through.

I know it was quite the ride, and I do deeply apologize for my lack of clarity + strength to leave you sooner.

I just ponder.... why do you keep showing up?

What is the message here?

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Feeling so uncentered

Not grounded

Lost, confused + clouded,

I couldn’t remember a thing.

It all felt + still feels like a blur

Bc i couldn’t focus, couldn’t respire.

Feeling so unheard

By myself + you

I couldn’t remember a thing.

It saddens me bc what if

There r beautiful moments

I cannot remember?

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Next to him

I felt inadequate

Such passion

Such beauty-

Such drive

+ all I had

was a smile.