The dearness of a normal day
2011年3月22日 17:14
This was written by high school student in Fukushima on 18th of March 2011.
There's so much information coming in everyday….I don't know if they are telling the truth or not…its overflowing and I don't know what to do with it.
There's probably nothing I can do even if I knew what to do with it.
But I just can't give up that easy by telling myself the mere words of "there's nothing you can do."
or by the one word, "destiny"
Living a restless tough time, the environment, the atmosphere, the horrifying something I can't see…..All of these confine me and I am left to just wander around.
unable to move forward or backwards.
I can't see anything in front of me. turning around and walking back is like hell to me….there's nowhere to go. I'm stuck.
information….a place to sleep….food to eat….
I am not capable of saying irresponsible words to everyone like, "stay alive, live strong, or we're going to live through."
I don't want to say them…
What about Minamisoma city?
Is it going to be gone? crushed down by the reasoning and justice of the country?
I don't know how many days have passed since the earthquake. I don't even want to know…
I know that it doesn't work like a dream, where you wake up and everything is fine….no one has the capacity to even think about things like that…
The internet made me realize that there was an idea to think that way.
Tsunamis are terrifying. Earthquakes are terrifying. But humans are the most terrifying.
They make nuclear plants, they laugh and accept it, they don't release information that will harm them because they are the most precious to themselves.
Humans can cut off others just like that.
If that's the reason humans continued to evolve, then maybe we should disappear now.
Japan should have know the horrors of a nuclear power plant.
It is over the capacity of humans…This is all I feel right now…
Please, other countries need to give more pressure to Japan !! The government's will and decision is not the will of all citizens in Japan !!
Me, I am so powerless and can't influence others at all…
I accept the death of many people, and I accept my own death.
What to do if I live through? …..I guess there are things to do….
The country Japan is worthless, but being born in Japan, my life was at its best !!
I want to sleep….I want to sleep forever…..Without having to look at my sister's tears, my mother's thin and weak body from exhaustion, and without having to worry about the whereabouts of my family and friends….
I want the ability and strength to tell Japan and the world.
The dearness of a normal day, everyday.
If I had the special ability to walk around to everyone and tell them I love each person, I would want to….
maybe that’s a little bit embarrassing….maybe I won't do it…..
Is it only me that cherishes the time I evacuated to the school field?
Only thinking it would be just another normal day…thinking in the morning only about how to skip classes.
I'm fine because I made it through the earthquake. On the weekends I'll be good and stay home with my family and clean the house together. Then on Monday, I'll tell the teacher I was too busy with cleaning the house from the earthquake that I couldn't finish my homework, after that I'll go back to chatting with my friends.
It was supposed to be like that….
Nobody is coming….Nobody is here….
I miss you….I miss my normal life….
but everyone will forget with time, humans, humans, humans, humans, humanshumanshumanshumanshumanshumanshumanshumanshumanshumanshumanshumans
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