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[c-dogs-world]

I never thought I could get so empty…

I am so sorry little one, if I could have it any different I would but I can’t and I’m sorry. I hope someday u will be able to forgive me. I will always love u im sorry.

People will never understand how hard nd bad it gets. They say u r so strong, u did a good thing, it will all be ok but in reality it will never be ok.

I will never be ok anymore, I’m empty, I’m broken, I’m lost, I’m just gone. I don’t exist anymore I just disappeared.

Im just a blank space…

[c-dogs-world]

When I say I’m always there for people I mean I’m always there no matter what. I was hanging out with friends and my friend called me crying. She said she was rapped it was a 30 minute drive and I got there in 10. I don’t care what time it is if you need me call me. I know what it feels like to be rapped so you know damn sure imma be there. And when I find who ever did this to my friend you hope I don’t find you. So no matter what time it is or what the reason it is for I am always there for you. That’s one of the reasons why people wanna be around me is because no matter what I got you’re back. My friend does not need this she is the sweetest funniest person you will ever meet and for this to happen to her breaks me. I will get the people that did this and I will make sure my friend is safe. I’m always there for people always!!!

[c-dogs-world]

Letting someone go especially when you really cared for them hurts a lot. I really tried and wanted things to work but I guess they didn’t want the same. Even tho I know it hurts me so bad crying my eyes about it right now I have to do it. They are better off without me they don’t need me and they have shown that. So I have to let them go, even if it’s hard I have to. I can’t take that pain anymore I just can’t, goodbye was the last thing we said to each other. And I don’t know if I can do it but I have. I have to let you go…

[bonesandpoetss]

“I’m fine!!”

Literally her:

[c-dogs-world]

Honestly I don’t get it. Like I try so hard to be the best person I am, to fight my way through every time I get knocked down every single day and the second I get happy and actually feel free it gets taken away from me. I don’t know what I did to deserve this pain, people say things happen for a reason. So I’m supposed to go through this pain every day for a reason, what reason to be pushed over the edge and give up. Every time I feel good and life is great something happens and I just go back to being depressed. I thought I was out of this but the second I’m alone it gets bad. I have no friends no family to help me I’m in it alone like I always have been. Even tho I’m so tired mentally and physically of pushing and fighting I still got to do it even when I feel like I’m giving up. I just want a break is that too much to ask?! I got to keep going but at the same time is it worth to keep going I don’t know but one way to find out I guess. I’m alone in this and I will always be alone. Till next time hopefully I’ll be happy. Because this sucks and I’m tired of feeling like this and feeling alone. I’m alone…

[l0tt1ee]

[witxheszz]

whoops !

[tulsajesusfrk]

[c-dogs-world]

That was when I was a lot younger and stupid and I never said it was about you so I don’t know why you trippin and assuming things lmao

[c-dogs-world]

It’s funny when guys say they want love, the loyal, clingy, protective, caring, loving, etc. type of girl but once they get that girl they let them go and leave. Girls do the same thing too, but you can’t say you want all this love and mess around with many girls.

Yall had that one girl for you it may not have seemed like it but yall did and that irritates me ngl. But honestly I ain’t gonna let it bother me I’m doing great in life rn and I’m having the best time.

Love yall but yall be tripppn!!!!

[c-dogs-world]

Proud of me

When will I get the I’m proud of you? When will someone actually see how hard I work to get myself back, to prove that I’m worthy, to show I’m enough. When will someone actually see how hard I try.

Because if I’m being honest I’m not ok I wanna talk to him about it but I can’t, I just want the I’m proud of you, I see how hard you’re fighting and working, I see the effort. Keep pushing, keep going, you got this you’re strong.

I just want the I’m proud of you, is that to much to ask especially for me for someone that has been through hell and back over and over and over again. When will I get that?

[c-dogs-world]

The urge to text you

Ughhh this is driving me crazy wanting to text you but I can’t. I crave you, I need you, I want you, ughhhh you my dreams come true for what I wanted. Ugh I want that back I need that back.

I need you, I want you, I crave you, should I text you? If you see this like my post if I should text you, if you don’t want me to text you then don’t like my post.

Im addicted to you, you are my drug, you have me wrapped and wanting you. Like if you want me too don’t like if you don’t like me. Ughhhh the urge is bad I need to know.

[lunamonchtuna]

— Maria Casarés, to Albert Camus, Correspondence July 18, 1949 (via lunamonchtuna)

[thevioletjones]

My parents when I try to get them to take accountability for their failures in my teen years: "But you were so rebellious!"

Bitch, I was a child. You were the parent. Your excuses are garbage.

[monikamonik]

.・•.✦𓂃☆.・❥・.✭..•.

In life, everything becomes a memory: good things, bad things, moments full of emotions, sunrises and sunsets, meetings with friends, the road traveled with those who are no longer with us... even this moment when you are reading this will soon pass, so be someone's good memory, that person someone thinks about: I miss them.・❥・꙳•.♡꙳・•.

M.

[c-dogs-world]

New job miss working so glad I got on now

[c-dogs-world]

I saw you

I saw you the other night you looked good, did I talk to you no, do I wish I did yes. I knew something like that was gonna happen at sum point. Seeing you made me realize how much I miss you.

But there it goes you popping in my head when I’m trying forget. You can’t you just leave my head?! I want to tell you things that I’ve achieved but I can’t.

Seeing you made me miss you more made me miss us more. Just leave my head just let me let you go. Why is this so hard? Why do I think about you? Do you think about me too?

These questions popped up because I saw you and I didn’t k ow what to do. Will you reach out to me? Probably never, I hope you’re doing good just wanna talk to you but I know that would be never. All of this because I saw you…

[c-dogs-world]

What happened

What happened to guys wanting a wife these days?! What happened to guys like girls that like bikes, cars, adventures, just making memories. All guys want well most guys want girls that just want sex or smoking hot or whatever.

I’m girl that goes for ride or die, that will take care of you no matter what, that will be there for you no matter what, I love to go out and do things to make memories. I don’t party anymore I don’t do a lot of things I used to do.

What happened to the guys that want ride or dies or wife or something actually real. Why do yall just play games and mess with people? Girls do the same thing too. But how are you gonna sit there and say you want all this but not actually take action for it.

Girls love the attention from many guys and guys love the attention from many girls, I just want attention from one guy. Is it to hard to ask someone to pick me, to care for me, to be there for me, to see me?

I’m done with games we aren’t in high school anymore we just aren’t what happened to people growing up? What happened to guys wanting a ride or die? Because I’ve given up on trying to find that I gave up.