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I kneel into a dream where I am good & loved. I am good. I am loved. My hands have made some good mistakes. They can always make better ones.

Natalie Wee, “Least of All,” Our Bodies & Other Fine Machines (Amazon / Goodreads)

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i'm literally the priest's favorite sacrificial lamb because i am so docile and sweet and i hold very still when they put the rope around my neck and i trot along so happily while they lead me to the altar and they do not even have to tie me down because i lie so very still and only bleat once or twice in my lovely lamb voice and when the knife comes down it cuts through me like butter and i offer no resistance and i bleed so prettily all over my new white wool and my guts all unspool like the most beautiful shining yarn and my eyes are animal and dumb and hold no accusation and every time i die i come right back as another little lamb because the priest loves me so so much and he always chooses me for the sacrifice every time and he always places one hand on my small and twitching nose to calm me while he lifts the knife and he doesn't do it for the other lambs only me because i'm his favorite

bluewithin

kate elizabeth russell, my dark vanessa.

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— Louise Glück, "The Burning Heart"

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dionyrtal

my recent musing on the unbearable weight of living in january // landscape with snow by vincent van gogh

charleskinbotekin

dreamstat x louis: wuthering heights, emily bronte // interview with the vampire // wuthering heights, emily bronte // antigonick, sophocles trans. anne carson // achilles searching for the shade of patroclus, johann heirich // crimson peak, guillermo del toro // interview with the vampire series // carmilla, sheridan le fanu // the night we met, lord huron

charleskinbotekin

iwtv // hannibal

you entered the foyer of my mind and stumbled down the hall of my beginnings.

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ALICENT HIGHTOWER; I WANT TO SEE MY SONS AGAIN, AND HELAENA, MY SWEET GIRL.

Mother Mother – Mamma Told Me / House of the Dragon / Lady Bird / Fatima Aamer Bilal – days where my whole world is my bed / Maia Baia – Mother / Ocean Vuong – Someday I'll Love / Ella Wilson – Take care: Mothers, daughters, and inheriting self-hatred / Fatima Aamer Bilal – days where my whole world is my bed / MGMT – Kids / George R. R. Martin – A Game of Thrones / Hieu Minh Nguyen – Buffet Etiquette

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All photos are of Georgia O'Keefe's hands photographed by Alfred Stieglitz. Quotes in order: Ocean Vuong, Jean Paul Sarte (No Exit), Natalie Diaz (The Hand Has Twenty-Seven Bones—: These Hands If Not Gods), Olivia Gatwood ("The Lover As A Cult), Richard Siken ("Boot Theory"), Sumita Chakraborty (Arrow)

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fandom-trash-goblin

i beg you to love me, say that i'm enough, but you tell me— why are you like this? i think there's something wrong with you.

for @shestrying

in image / desperation sits heavy on my tongue, tumblr user tullipsink / mary oliver, ‘north country’ / virginia woolf, letter to violet dickinson / in image / blythe baird, from if my body could speak / unknown / lynee rae perkins, criss cross / elena ferrante?? / rainer maria rilke, from rilke’s book of hours / in image/ in image

fandom-trash-goblin

i've got seven missed calls and eight apologies in drafts and the thought of anyone wanting me makes me so afraid that i ask them to leave even when i want them to stay. inside my mind i am begging; please don't go— please love me anyways

grit, a poetry collection/ in image/ mayakovsky by frank o'hara/ sue zhao/ unknown / Ruth Madievsky, All-Night Pharmacy / gone girl, gillian flyn/ Cotton Candy on a Rainy Day, Nikki Giovanni / supernatural season 12 ep 22 (thanks @count-woe-laf) / I Put The Coffin Out To Sea by Lisa Marie Basile/ Sorry by Halsey/ Sorry by Halsey / unknown