Cadillac

I RECOVERED! all that down here is history. days still can be hard asf but I keep going! after over 6 years I finally am feeling free from my ed.

[gosh]

by maggie kirkpatrick

[moan-s]

[hype]

[tackled]

[cadi-has-a-lac]

Yea bitches you know what

I'm back at it again. Maybe I'm gonna post a little bit about how recovery went so far and feels like. Well... you can guess. All the you'll feel happier bullshit is true.

But the bad days won't stop too. You'll be able to still eat but on some days you just stand in front of the mirror and your head says:" yo chica remember body dismorphia? Yea you know I can just do that and *puff* huh cool right now you look like A GOD DAMN FUCKING WHALE SUDDENLY OUT OF NOTHING!!! Isn't that awesome?"

And you actually just wanna die.

But on the bright side, I've wanted to die every day for the past 6 and a half years and now I only wanna die like half of the time so that's an achivement.

[lcvelie]

For someone so obsessed with skinny girls, I’m doing a shit job at becoming one

[cadi-has-a-lac]

I'm drowning in my own negative thoughts and no one is able to pull me out.

[eatingdisorderconfession]

90766) Every time I see/read/hear about someone not eating/forgetting to eat/eating too little I'm jealous and feel so damn worthless because I eat enough and I hate it.

[tackled]

[recoversuggestions]

eating and weight gain aren’t the enemy. your eating disorder is.

[neckkiss]

[archbudzar]

[justforsmiles]

I hope that you, whoever you are reading this right now, achieve all that your beautiful soul wants to in 2018 (and the remainder of 2017). Whether it’s one gigantic goal, three medium goals, or five small ones. And I hope that you reach them by not neglecting your own health and happiness.

[jesus-so-pale]

i need a long long long long hug

[babyangel-jpg]

For my birthday I want my brain cells back

[citizenshipandsocialjustice]

[lonewillowitch]