ana.

cautiously, i allowed myself to feel good at times — ‘let it unfold you’

[yaolmao]

sleepy gaang >>>> everyone else

[cafenoverao]

my life was actually never the same after i read that growing sometimes means leaving people behind

[allsadnshit]

Sometimes I randomly remember how the most important people of my life from like 6-7 years ago are not in my life at all anymore and that's sort of terrifying and also crazy to realize how you actually can survive loss beyond your comprehension and find happiness stronger and more suited for you if you keep going

[sparklingspirals]

all the roads lead back to the loneliness ive felt ever since i was a child

[stuckinapril]

Accepting that life is an endless cycle of clearing space for new people new things and new places

[rawjoy]

u know what makes me cry..... that one van gogh quote about life changing for the better..... “many people seem to think it foolish, even superstitious, to believe that the world could still change for the better. and it is true that in winter it is sometimes so bitingly cold that one is tempted to say, ‘what do i care if there is a summer; its warmth is no help to me now.’ yes, evil often seems to surpass good. but then, in spite of us, and without our permission, there comes at last an end to the bitter frosts. one morning the wind turns, and there is a thaw. and so i must still have hope.” yeah..... Crying....

[bakwaaas]

the person that you could’ve been or the life you could’ve lived isn’t real. it’s an illusion and a fantasy that only exists in your head. all you have is here and now

[ayliffe]

– R. Todd, 1925

[cafenoverao]

‘running away is easy, it’s the leaving that’s hard’ is actually one of the hardest lines i ever heard, and it still hits me how much i can relate to.

[cafenoverao]

girlhood 💌🐚🤍

[cafenoverao]

people often tell me they think i’m lonely because i go to the movies alone, i eat alone and i do things on my own. but when i’m doing all those things, i’m usually enjoying myself and allowing me to understand me better. when i feel the most lonely is when i look into the eyes of my favorite person in the whole world, and i still can’t tell her about all the things that are hunting my mind. that, for me, it’s where my loneliness goes.

[toiich]

Clarice Lispector, The Passion According to G.H.

[kafk-a]

every day i discover the meaning of life and then i lose it again and then again a new day and i discover the meaning of life and lose it by night time and then again and so on

[cafenoverao]

just called my grandmother and she told me all about her lunch, about her dad and the things that went wrong, but also the things that went right, and she told me how she misses me but that she never has the courage to call me because she always thinks i’ll be occupied and i said to her that she can call me whenever she feels like it, but we both know is still not the same. we talked about my childhood and how it was to grow up in her house, knowing nothing will ever be the same. and it just so sad, that realization: that we love each other so much, and time flew between us and we can never go back to the way that it was.

[b0nkcreat]

do you think it'll all be okay?

yeah. even if it won’t i’ve got people to love in the meantime

[cafenoverao]

actually hearing “life goes on” in real life can really change your entire perspective of life

[striatoncitytoilet]

(repeated like a mantra while rubbing my temples) i will stay silly and not allow the world to make me bitter and cruel. i will stay silly and not allow the world to make me bitter and cruel. i wi