gill this is lowkey an insane thought but I’m thinking about cnc with toxic robby… reader wants to go out with her friends or something but robby being so controlling ofc doesn’t want her to go. they’re fighting about it or whatever so robby fucks her and gets her all soft and subby and pliant so she can’t leave or fight him🫣 omg sorry if this is too crazy
18+ mdni major cnc, major toxic!robby, controlling dynamics!! oh em gee.....this is crazy and toxic and i love it.....
hngggh it starts as hate sex while you guys are arguing... "I don't want you getting sloppy at a shitty club with a bunch of twenty-somethings." "I'm a twenty-something! I'm allowed to have fun!"
you expect it to stay rough and rushed, for him to be grabbing you and holding you still and taking what he wants with no regard for your pleasure.... but instead he fucks you just the way you like and has his hand between your thighs playing with your clit right away... he's still talking mean, his voice all angry and condescending as he grits out "You think you can just run around and do whatever you want?" "Are you starting to forget who's in charge around here? Huh?".. but at the same time he's very meticulously making you feel so good
you quickly cum on his cock but are still giving him pushback.... and then he really surprises you by pulling out, moving downwards, and licking a fat stripe up your wet slit. your hips jerk away since you're still so sensitive but he plants both arms across your middle and holds you down tight. you can't help but gape at him "What are you doing?"
and he just ignores you and eats your pussy like it's his job... grumbles occasionally against your mound "c'mon, where's my good girl" "don't fuckin' move. behave for me." while he does it.... he has you cumming in about 5 minutes
he sees the shift in you afterwards. He crawls back up your body as your chest is heaving on your come-down, and you're gazing up at him with blown pupils and heavy eyelids. He cups your cheek and strokes your balmy skin with his thumb, keeps his face stoic but his voice soft and asks "You wanna make daddy happy, honey?" n he finally lets himself smirk when you immediately nod. his thumb moves towards your mouth and pulls down your lower lip before slipping inside "Yeah. That's right. Gonna stay right here aren't you?" You give him another nod. "Attagirl. Love it when you fuckin' listen."
robby who likes to pin you down and have his way with you
he manhandles you on the bed so you’re spread out under him, kneeing your legs apart, one hand pinning your wrists above your head, the other holding your leg up to your shoulder so you’re completely at his mercy.
he’s pistoning into you at just the right angle to make you squeal with every thrust. slow, sharp strokes that knock the air out of your lungs, where he pulls back until just the tip is in only to slam into you deep, rolling his hips.
“that’s it, baby girl,” he coos almost condescendingly, “take every last inch. i know you can.”
or maybe he takes you from behind, one hand on the back of your head shoving your face into the pillow and forcing your spine to arch while the other restrains your hands behind your back. your muffled moans join the wet squelch of your pussy and the slap of his balls against your clit as he fucks into you desperately, no longer holding back.
“love having you like this,” he groans so low it almost sounds like a growl, sweat rolling down his forehead. “i could do anything i want to you, and you couldn’t stop me.”
and he can tell you like that by the way you get even tighter around him.
Every time Robby goes “ah ah ah” and redirects Whitaker like he’s personally in charge of him, I lose my mind a little bit. Anyway, I projected and made it worse. enjoy.
Warnings: hospital/ER setting, non-explicit touching, flirting in a workplace setting, power imbalance, teasing/light manipulation (affectionate, not harmful
This is a work of fanfiction based on The Pitt. I do not own The Pitt or any related characters or settings; all original material belongs to their respective creators.
By the third time Dr Robby redirected you with that infuriating little “ah-ah-ah,” you were forced to confront a deeply embarrassing truth.
You had a problem.
A very specific, very stupid, very inconvenient problem.
Because apparently, somewhere between starting your medical rotation and surviving the relentless chaos of the ER, your brain had decided that Dr Robby physically steering you around like an overworked, vaguely exasperated traffic controller was something to fixate on.
Not in a normal way, either.
No.
In a heart skipping, thoughts evaporating, face heating so fast you could probably be used as a warming device kind of way.
The first time it happened, you’d barely registered it.
A packed trauma bay, too many bodies moving at once, monitors beeping incessantly in the background.
You’d stepped exactly where you shouldn’t have, and suddenly there had been a warm hand on your shoulder and Dr. Robby’s calm voice at your side.
“Ah-ah. Not there.”
He’d turned you with easy efficiency, guiding you neatly out of a nurse’s path without even looking directly at you.
Entirely innocent.
Entirely professional.
And yet somehow your brain had taken that simple interaction, wrapped it in neon lights, and filed it away under important.
The second time had been worse.
“Other side.”
A brief touch between your shoulders.
Gone in seconds.
You had then proceeded to forget the medication you’d been specifically sent to retrieve.
By the third?
You knew this had become a serious personal issue.
“Doctor?”
You blinked.
A resident was staring at you.
Right.
Reality.
“Sorry.”
“Long shift?”
“Something like that.”
You avoided eye contact and kept moving.
What you failed to notice—initially—was that Dr Robby had started noticing too.
It happened during the busiest stretch of the shift.
The ER had descended into its usual controlled chaos; people moving quickly through corridors that suddenly felt too narrow, voices overlapping, overhead pages interrupting thoughts before they formed.
You were attempting to navigate around a crash cart while mentally reviewing patient notes when—
“Ah-ah-ah.”
Warm hands landed lightly on your shoulders.
Not rough. Not even firm.
Just enough pressure to turn you neatly out of someone’s path.
And your brain immediately blue-screened.
Again.
You froze for half a second too long.
Long enough that when you looked up, Dr Robby was already watching you.
Not confused.
Not concerned.
Interested.
And then you saw it.
That subtle shift in expression.
That tiny spark of amusement.
Oh no.
No, no, absolutely not.
He couldn’t possibly—
“Go assist with sutures in bay three,” he said smoothly.
Then, just before stepping away, his hand gave your shoulder the briefest squeeze.
“Try to stay with us.”
Oh, he knew.
You wanted the floor to open.
Instead, the universe chose cruelty.
Because once Dr Robby knew?
He became absolutely unbearable.
Suddenly, every correction involved touch.
Things that could have easily been communicated verbally somehow required physical intervention.
“Not that chart.”
A hand at your shoulder.
“You’re with me.”
A light guiding touch at your back.
“Other side.”
Fingers briefly curling around your upper arm.
Every single time, your thoughts dissolved into static.
It wasn’t fair.
He was a grown man. A doctor. A professional.
Surely he had better things to do than psychologically torture one medical student for sport.
And yet.
Halfway through shift, while you were reaching for something entirely correctly, a familiar voice sounded beside you.
“Ah-ah.”
You closed your eyes.
“No.”
A warm hand landed on your shoulder.
“Actually—”
“No,” you repeated, opening your eyes to glare at him. “I reject this.”
One of his eyebrows lifted.
“Reject what?”
“This.”
You gestured vaguely between the two of you.
“The unnecessary redirecting. The touching. The—”
“The touching?”
His expression was criminally neutral.
“Yes.”
“I physically direct people all the time.”
“Not like this.”
“Like what?”
You hated how innocent he sounded.
“You know exactly what.”
“Do I?”
Oh, he was enjoying this.
That was the worst part.
You opened your mouth, immediately realised you had no dignified way to explain yourself, and shut it again.
The corner of his mouth twitched.
Then—because clearly humiliation was the theme of your day—he stepped closer.
Not enough to be inappropriate.
Just enough that you noticed.
Both hands settled lightly on your shoulders.
Entirely professional.
Entirely devastating.
Your thoughts ceased functioning.
“There,” he said quietly, watching your expression with far too much satisfaction. “That.”
Your mouth opened.
Nothing came out.
He tilted his head slightly.
“Use your words.”
You stared at him.
Then, because honesty had violently abandoned you, managed a weak:
“Oh my God.”
That did it.
He actually smiled.
Not a polite little amused expression.
A real smile.
Warm. Brief. Devastating.
“Thought so.”
And then—because apparently destroying your nervous system wasn’t enough—he stepped back like nothing had happened.
“Come find me when you’re ready to admit it.”
Then walked away.
Just left you standing there.
Non-functional.
While a passing nurse took one look at your face and said—
Jack Abbot knows he comes across as the worst kind of alpha. Imposing, overbearing, a tad aggressive at times. He’s got the mean mug and potent scent to match it too. Jack Abbot is the type of alpha that those right-wing podcasters talk about, the type of alpha that makes omegas go lightheaded and has betas' knees buckling.
And he despises it.
When Jack was younger, it wasn't too bad. It helped him in the army, even through a lot of med school. People like listening to alphas, it's wired into their biology. Sure, omegas never wanted to stick by him longer than they needed to, but he respected that. Jack may be a textbook alpha in a lot of ways, but he tries hard not to be an asshole.
At the age of twenty-six, and at the height of his raging pheromones, Jack found and married Claire, his wife. She was another alpha and could keep the man in check from the day she married him to beyond the grave.
But now she's gone, and Jack Abbot is fifty and alone without her to soften up his edges. Well, Claire never softened Jack. She was a headstrong alpha herself. It was more of Jack's love for her, its all-consuming nature, that made him somewhat of a functioning member of society.
Jack's okay with it for a bit, in a dark way likes to see how people avoid him, how afraid the med students are to greet him in the evenings. Then one day, Lena presents the new group of interns for the night shift. There's four– two alphas, a beta, and an omega. He's surprised to catch your scent, omegas aren't common on night shifts, but Jack supposes it's time for a positive change.
He shakes the alphas and beta's hands with a firm nod, but when he gets to the end of the line, you cross your arms over your chest.
"It's good to meet you, Dr. Abbot," you mutter, eyes anywhere but on Jack.
He tilts his head, leaning forward so you're forced to look at him. "You alright?"
Your shoulders abruptly hunch in. You nod, "Yes, sir. Just looking for... a patient."
Jack nods. Then, because he thinks you need it, he morphs his face into his best mimicry of a smile. Hopefully it goes better than the time Dana said he looked like a shark.
"There's plenty to go around," Jack says through pulled lips. "Have at 'em."
In the blink of an eye, you're gone. Jack drops the smile and returns to his far more natural frown. From the other side of the hub, Parker Ellis, who had been watching the entire exchange, scoffs. "Nice first impression," she snorts. "Next time, try not to make it look like you're gonna bite the poor kid's head off, okay?"
Jack furrows his brows, "What?"
"What do you mean 'what'? You're a scary alpha, Jack," Parker grabs a tablet, shrugging. "You're frightening the omega."
His frown deepens as Jack raises his head, scanning the ED for you. He finds you huddled with the other interns. While they chat animatedly, your mouth is shut. Most importantly, you're staring at Jack, eyes wide as you shake like a goddamn leaf.
Michael Robinavitch x Chronic Pain!Reader x Jack Abbot
synopsis: Your boyfriends are drowning in an understaffed ED while you drown in a pain flare
warnings/Notes: discussions of chronic pain and migraines as well as treatment. everyone's journey with chronic pain is their own. Flangst, my favorite. This is much longer than i intended.
wc: 5.4k
You hadn’t seen your boyfriend in three days, which was a feat really when you considered you had two of them and you all lived in the same house.
Flu season was a bitch for patients and doctors alike. You knew that. They were covering shifts for sick colleagues so you tried not to complain, tried not to add to their burden. But sometimes, just sometimes, you felt like you could disappear and they wouldn’t even notice. They hadn’t even sought you out to say hello or goodbye or thanks for the food. It was hard not to take it personally. Especially when you’d been in a pain flare for days and hadn’t felt like doing half of things you had been.
You sat on the edge of your bed and scrolled through the texts on your phone. You’d noticed their responses to your texts getting shorter if they weren’t being ignored completely. As you scrolled you realized you were always the one that initiated the conversation, always sent the first message. Maybe you were just annoying them.
All of you had your own rooms, but you were used to them climbing into bed with you or dragging you into their rooms to sleep with them. Jack hadn’t been getting home until midmorning and Robby was closer to midnight some nights. You were already at work in the home office by the time Jack arrived home but he hadn’t popped his head in to say hello once. Hadn’t found you to say goodbye. You’d tried to stay up for Robby one night and woke up on the couch shivering in the chill at the two in the morning, telling you he hadn’t even noticed. A quick glance in his room showed him passed out in his bed. You could have crawled in with him, with either of them, but you weren’t certain they wanted you to anymore.
The last time you’d seen them, Robby had just seemed irritated that you were in his space and Jack hadn’t listened to a word you said before saying “That’s nice, sweetheart. I’m gonna get some sleep.”
So, you decided to stop. Stop messaging them first, stop seeking them out at home, just stop. The days passed and they didn’t seem to notice. You continued taking care of them for a few days, leaving food to make sure they ate, washing their scrubs, etc. You knew these back to back shifts were hard on them but you were hurting mentally and physically and just so, so tired. You knew you should talk to them, make them see you, but you didn’t want to burden them with anything else.
So, you called your best friend and packed your things, biting back your tears as you walked out the door.
Jack was the first to notice that something was wrong.
He came home just after ten from an extended shift. The house was quiet but that wasn’t out of the norm as you shut yourself up in your office to work. He opened the microwave and frowned at finding it empty. You always left them something, worried they wouldn’t eat unless you fed them. He checked the fridge only to find it devoid of a meal as well. Maybe you were annoyed that he hadn’t eaten the meals the last couple of days, grabbing something at work to combat the hollow feeling in his stomach during his long shifts. He grabbed a protein shake, too tired to do anything else.
As he headed for his bedroom, he paused outside your office, hesitating, wanting to see you, wondering if perhaps you hadn’t been up to cooking today. When your condition flared, you didn’t feel like doing much of anything. But if that was the case, you were more likely to be curled up on the couch. He sighed and eventually moved on without knocking. He didn’t want to bother you just to say hello and goodnight. After a shower, he had just enough energy left to collapse into his bed and crash, far too exhausted to realize it was Saturday and you shouldn’t be working at all.
When he woke a few hours later, he went looking for you, wanting to apologize for not eating the meals you’d undoubtedly left him. Besides, he just missed you. These long shifts were killing him. You didn’t answer his gentle knock at your office or bedroom doors. A glance in the garage showed your car was gone. He looked in the kitchen to find no note. He frowned. None of this was like you. He glanced at the time and cursed under his breath. He couldn’t worry about it now. Half an hour later found him standing by the hub talking to Robby.
“I’m telling you man, something’s not right,” Jack said.
Robby huffed. “Why because she didn’t make you breakfast? Maybe she just forgot.”
“Okay, but she didn’t leave a note. She always leaves a note. She knows we worry.”
Dana looked between them as they talked wondering how two incredibly intelligent men could be so fucking stupid. You’d been in her guestroom for two days now and they were just noticing something was up? No wonder you left their asses. Idiots. She made a sound of disgust.
Both men’s heads snapped in her direction. “What?” they asked in unison.
She arched one brow and pursed her lips. “Nothing. Don’t mind me.”
Robby and Jack turned to look at one another and reassess. Dana was your best friend. If she was pissed off at them, that meant you were as well. Shit. “Okay, well what did she say the last time you talked to her?”
“I think she told me to have a good shift,” Jack said with a frown, pulling out his phone. That had been five days ago and he’d responded with a terse thanx. “Uh, Mike, when’s the last time she texted you?”
He pulled out his phone to find much the same scenario as Jack. You usually texted them multiple times a day just to let them know you were thinking of them. “Oh.”
Jack raked his hand through his hair. “Okay, okay. Did anything seem off when you saw her?”
Robby shook his head. “I’ve been too tired when I get home to do anything but shower and crawl in bed. My bed. Figured she’d come to my room if she wanted.”
Jack’s brain short circuited and he froze. “Michael, when is the last time you physically laid eyes on our girlfriend?”
Robby sighed and ran a hand down his face. “I don’t know. Earlier this week? I’ve just been so fried I haven’t been seeking her out. What about you? What’s she been like with you?”
“I haven’t seen her either.” His voice was quiet, worried.
Robby’s gaze sharpened. “Like since when?”
Jack bowed his head as he thought. “Jesus. It’s been a week. At least. She sat at the table with me while I ate but I was too tired to even process what she was saying. I didn’t stress about it because I figured she had you.”
“And I was the same way. Fuck.” Robby’s eyes went wide and he pressed the heels of his hands against his forehead. “Fuck!”
Dana hummed in acknowledgment of their idiocy.
Jack turned to her immediately. “She’s obviously said something to you. What did she say? How mad is she?”
She glanced over the top of her glasses, entirely unimpressed. “Since when has that ever worked with me, Jack Abbot? You want to know how mad she is, try talking to her. If she’ll listen. I’m going home. You two better get your shit together.”
Handoff with Lena complete, Dana grabbed her things and headed out the door without looking back, Robby and Jack’s eyes trailing her as she went.
“Oh, our girl must be furious,” Robby muttered.
“Yeah,” Jack agreed, swallowing the lump in his throat.
Robby left his shift when he was supposed to for the first time in two weeks. This matter with you was more pressing. Your car was still gone. He knocked at your office out of habit as he opened the door. Everything you needed for work was gone. Shit. His footsteps carried him quickly down the hall. He threw open the door to your bedroom to find a neatly made bed. Your suitcase and a large amount of your clothes were missing.
Robby pulled out his phone, nearly dropping it in his haste. He called Jack who answered immediately. “Is she home?”
“She’s gone, Jack.” Robby’s voice broke on the words. “Her office is empty. Half of her clothes are gone.”
“Shit,” Jack said. “Trauma’s coming in. See if you can reach her.”
Robby tried to call first. You sent the call to voicemail three times before he gave up.
Next, he sent you a text. Baby please pick up the phone. I want to talk to you. I need to make sure you’re alright.
I’m fine, came not even a minute later.
He heaved a sigh of relief. At least you responded. I don’t think you are. Please talk to me.
You haven’t cared if you talked to me in weeks. Why should now be any different?
God, you always knew exactly what to say to make your point in the sharpest way possible. Please. He didn’t know what else to say.
I moved out two days ago. You didn’t even notice.
Two days? That can’t be true surely. Jesus. He knew you well enough to know that he and Jack had been horribly wrong. You weren’t pissed. You were hurt. That was so much worse. They’d hurt you. They were going to lose you and they’d deserve it.
I don’t know what I can say to that. There’s no excuse for it. I’m sorry. I love you. I love you so much.
Okay. Goodnight Michael.
No, no, no. That couldn’t be your response. This couldn’t be the end of everything. What the fuck had they done?
Baby please. Just meet us at least. Let us sit down and talk about this. Please.
The two of you will never have the time for that. I can say yes but it will never happen so why bother. I’m done talking.
Please talk to me.
Please don’t leave us.
I love you.
Just give us a chance
All four messages were left on read.
Jack tried next.
Robby hadn’t told him how things had gone until handoff, not wanting Jack to dwell on it all night. While part of him understood Robby’s reasoning, the rest of him was pissed off. If he’d known, maybe he could have gotten you to respond. It wasn’t logical, you weren’t any more likely to talk to him than Robby but Jack couldn’t just give up.
He sent the first text as he walked to the truck.
Honey I am so sorry. Please talk to us.
He tossed his phone on the passenger seat. When he pulled in the drive, he was disappointed to find no response.
I love you. I miss you.
He took a shower to scrub the day away. When he got out, he found that you had responded to his texts with a link. He clicked on it and was taken to a local housekeeping service that did cleaning and laundry. His brows snapped together and a muscle twitched in his jaw.
What’s that?
Figured that’s what you were missing. You can probably find someone to make meals for you too. Or doordash.
Jack scowled. What the fuck? I don’t give a shit about any of that. I miss you. I want you. Not some fucking maid service. Why would you think that?
Are you telling me that you didn’t notice stuff wasn’t getting done before you noticed you hadn’t seen me? It’s been days Jack. Days.
Look I know things haven’t been ideal lately. Mike and I have both been working more than we should have. We just have to get through this and then things will go back to normal.
I don’t want normal.
What?
When was the last time either of you texted me first? Took me on a date? It was a long time before the flu.
Jack frantically scrolled through his texts knowing you had to be wrong. The two of you talked all the time. Another message from you came through.
You just got off shift. You should get some sleep. Goodbye Jack.
Jesus fucking Christ. Now he understood what Robby had been talking about. You were talking like this was over. He wasn’t ready for this to be done. Didn’t think he would ever be.
I’m fine Honey. I’m worried about you and hating myself for fucking this up.
I can’t do this anymore Jack. Not right now.
He tried to text you two more times before switching to phone calls. The third time he called he went straight to voicemail. He raked a hand through his hair and tossed his phone on the bed before dropping back to lay flat. He pressed the heels of both hands against his eyes. How the fuck were they going to fix this?
Two days passed of them trying to call or text and getting no further response from you. They’d managed to learn from Dana that you were staying with her and were ‘doing just fine. Now fuck off’. Jack and Robby stood at the hub just before seven going over the schedule, trying to figure out who would be willing to shift around so they could head over to Dana’s together to beg for forgiveness.
Dana hurried through the bay doors and made her way straight to them. Both of them turned at her unusual behavior. “What’s up with you?” Robby asked.
“I need you both to behave like fucking adults or I’ll get Gloria down here,” she snapped.
Jack’s brows shot up. “Who pissed in your cornflakes?”
“Stow it, Abbot.” She glanced over her shoulder, eyes scanning the department. “Whitaker, grab a chair. Patient being dropped off in the bay.”
Both men straightened at that. “Dana,” Robby said drawing out the word.
She pursed her lips and sighed. “She’s been in a flare for days. Meds triggered an intractable migraine. Neuro told her to come here.”
“Is she okay?” Robby asked then immediately said, “Don’t answer that. Stupid question.”
“How long?” Jack asked already heading for the doors.
She huffed out a breath knowing they weren’t going to like the answer. “Three days.”
Jack stopped and turned back. “Three fucking days? And she’s just now coming in?”
“I can’t imagine why she would be hesitant.” Dana rolled her eyes as she moved past him to meet Whitaker at the door.
“What’s open, Lena?” she called over her shoulder.
“Five is all yours.”
Robby and Jack froze as you were wheeled inside. You had an icepack pressed over your eyes, the elbow of the hand holding it resting on the arm of the chair. You were curled in on yourself and had an empty bucket in your lap. Dana shot them a look as she pushed you past them and into your room.
As much as they wanted to invade the room, to check on you themselves, they waited. Dana emerged nearly twenty minutes later. “I’ve got her in a gown and got an IV started for fluids. She’s checked in and waiting for a doctor. She said you can come in.”
They stepped forward and she held up a hand. “Don’t upset her or I’ll kick your ass.”
Entering the room quietly, their eyes immediately fell on you. You were curled on your side, icepack still laying on your head. They split, each one taking a different side of the bed. Jack sat on a stool and wheeled it to your side, clasping your hand in his. You sucked in a breath at the contact and immediately started to sob.
Robby had pulled a chair up on your other side, placing a heavy hand on your back. “Shh, baby. It’s okay.”
Jack touched the icepack to find it warm. He moved it aside so he could see your eyes. He wiped away your tears with his thumb. “Why are you crying, honey?”
“It hurts.” You practically whimpered the words. “It hurts so bad. Nothing is helping.”
“I know. I’m sorry,” he said.
Before he could say anything else, Dana came back into the room hands full. She sat the tray full of medication aside and hung a bag of saline to run into your IV. “Doc Reynolds sent in the order for a cocktail.”
“What’s he giving her?” Robby asked as he put on his glasses and headed over to the computer.
Dana ignored him and started filling syringes with meds.
“Well?” Jack asked.
Robby glanced over with a frown. “Toradol, Reglan, Zomig, and Decadron.”
“Jesus.” Jack watched Dana inject the drugs into your IV. “Must be particularly stubborn, huh?”
Another tear ran down your face in answer.
Dana glanced at Robby. “You working or calling someone in?”
Robby ran a hand down his face. “Shit. Yeah. I’ll take care of it.”
She nodded and moved to the computer to make her notes.
Robby went back to your side and kissed your temple. “I’ll be back, sweetheart. Just let me get things settled out there.”
“I need to do handoff,” Jack said, looking between you and Robby.
You turned away from him, careful not to tangle your IV. “I’m fine. Just go.”
The pain in your voice pierced through him. “Honey—”
“Go!” you yelled then winced.
Dana’s gaze snapped over to Jack. “You heard her. Out.”
When he hesitated, she said, “Now.”
“We’ll be back,” he said at the door, turning back to look at you. Dana had her hand resting on the side of your face, talking to you in a low tone. He sighed and left the room, sliding the door shut behind him.
“I feel like we just failed a test,” Robby said, voice tired.
“Yeah.”
You didn’t want to be a bitch, to be unreasonable. You knew your temper was shorter because of your migraine, because of the pain that you had been drowning in for days. The truth was you’d been in a flare for two weeks at this point. You’d been careful with your meds but eventually they’d caused the headache you’d had since you left their house. Stress undoubtedly playing a large part in both the flare and the migraine. You’d only admitted to it three days ago. If Dana knew you were going on five days, she’d beat your ass.
But you’d told the neuro the truth. He’d told you if the cocktail didn’t work, they’d have to admit you for stronger meds. You knew that of course, this wasn’t your first trip to the hospital for a stubborn migraine, but you hated it. All you’d wanted from the beginning was to curl up with one of your men and let them take care of you.
You missed them and they always seemed to make everything better. Well, they used to. It’s why you’d told Dana they could come into the room. You’d hoped they’d choose you. Take care of you. Prioritize you. But once again the Pitt won.
It wasn’t rational. They needed to do their jobs. They were attending physicians. Lives literally hung in the balance. But you didn’t want to be rational. You were tired of always being understanding. Of always letting yourself take a back seat. You were tired of always being the second choice.
Your heart ached when you thought about how long it took for them to even notice you were gone. They didn’t need you. Didn’t want you. Not really. You’d been crippled with pain for days and they hadn’t known, hadn’t cared. Had never once asked how you were doing. Dana had told you that you could stay as long as you wanted but you knew you were wearing out your welcome. No one wants a permanent houseguest.
You wondered how much money was in your savings. You didn’t check the balance often as you were afraid you’d spend it, so you left it and just added to it when you could. You’d need enough for a deposit and first and last month’s rent. Jesus, you hated apartment hunting. Hated apartments. You’d gotten used to the quiet neighborhood where you lived now. You didn’t want to think about it right now, it certainly wasn’t helping your headache.
Your head had that floaty feeling that told you the meds were working. Your thoughts were a little slow and time passed in weird increments but you were still aware.
Dana popped back in after almost an hour had passed. “How you doing, doll?”
“It’s definitely better, but it still hurts.”
She pulled you up on the computer. “Instructions here for another round. After that…”
“Yeah, I know.”
She patted your leg. “I’m going to get you some more fluids and something to drink. Need anything else?”
“Another icepack?”
“Sure. I can do that.” Her gaze ran over you as she crossed her arms over her chest. “They’ve stationed themselves in the hallway, you know.”
You frowned at her. You’d assumed they were working. Hell, Jack might have gone home for all you knew. “What?”
“I told them they couldn’t come back in, not after they made you cry.”
“They didn’t. I was crying because it hurt.”
She hummed in agreement. “And then you were crying because they told you they had to go back to work.”
“That’s not their fault.”
“It is. If they didn’t keep picking this place over you, you would be more understanding when they didn’t have a choice. And that’s okay. You’re allowed to be upset. They fucked up.” She sighed. “But they love you. And you miss them. That’s okay too.”
Another tear ran down your cheek.
“Do you want me to send them in?” Her voice had taken on that mom tone of hers that always made you feel comforted.
“Yes, please.”
She nodded once and patted your leg again. She stepped past the curtain and out the door. You heard her say, “I’m getting another bag of fluids. She needs water and an icepack. I’ll let you deliver them. Don’t upset her.” Then she shut the door.
Jack appeared first, cup of water with a straw in hand. “Just chilled. Don’t want to shock your system.”
“Thanks.” You licked your lips before leaning forward to take a sip. You hadn’t realized how dry your mouth was until then.
He sat it on the table when you finished, his hazel eyes running over you. His hands gripped the railing. “How are you feeling? You look better.”
“Still hurts but it’s better. Dana’s bringing me more drugs in a bit.”
Before he could respond, Robby came into the room. “Hey, sweetheart. One icepack as requested.” He snapped it to activate it and kneaded it before handing it over. You pressed it to the back of your neck with a sigh.
“Here,” he said and folded your pillow so it would keep the icepack pressed where you wanted without you having to hold it. Your eyes closed in relief.
“Where are you at on the pain scale?” Robby asked as his fingers found your pulse on your wrist.
You huffed out a breath without opening your eyes. “Already have a doctor, Robinavitch. If you’re going to stay, you can’t doctor me.”
You could feel him wanting to argue without looking at him. Could practically feel it vibrating under his skin.
“Okay,” he said instead, hand shifting to lay on yours instead.
You opened one eye to look at him in disbelief.
A small laugh fell from his lips and he rubbed a hand over the back of his neck. “Honey, I would do about anything you asked to keep you talking to me.”
You hummed and closed your eye. They settled to either side of you, each of them holding one of your hands. Jack kissed the back of the one he held, then Robby kissed the inside of your wrist on the other. Your lips twitched in amusement.
“You can talk. I meant it when I said I was feeling better. Another dose should kill it completely.”
“I’m going to lecture about one thing, then I’ll shut up,” Jack said.
You cracked your eyes to look at him.
“I don’t care how upset you are with us, you don’t wait three days to come to the hospital when you’re hurting like this.”
Your nose wrinkled before you could stop it. Damn it.
Robby’s gaze immediately narrowed. “How long?”
“It started before I even left the house.”
“What?” Jack snapped, the sharpness in his tone making you wince. “Sorry, sorry,” he immediately apologized, rubbing your hand with his thumb.
“Your doctor know that?” Robby asked.
“Yes.”
You could tell there was so much he wanted to say but he simply nodded once and said, “Okay.”
“I kinda like the you that’s trying to stay in my good graces,” you said. Guilt flashed through his eyes but you couldn’t bring yourself to feel bad for your words. They’d earned them.
Dana came in and hung another bag of saline. Jack slid out of the way so she could give you the next dose of meds. She looked between the men when neither of them said anything before looking to you in question.
You grinned. “I told them they couldn’t doctor if they wanted to stay.”
She laughed. “Good for you,” she said before putting them out of their misery. “Same meds as last time. If it works, she can go home under supervision. If not, she’s heading upstairs.”
“Thanks, Dana,” Jack said, voice rough with worry.
She gave you a nod and left.
“Don’t you guys need to go back to work?” you asked, trying to keep your voice even.
“Nope.” Robby leaned back in his chair, hand still on yours. “We put in for some of our PTO.”
“And Gloria’s just going to let you do that?”
“She doesn’t have a choice. Told her to get some temps in if she needed,” Robby said. “Neither one of us uses our time. Plus, we’re way over the hours we were supposed to be working the last two weeks.”
Your eyelids began to feel heavy as the new meds swamped your system.
“Hey, open your eyes, baby,” Jack said.
You blinked at him.
“This round working? Can we take you home?”
“Yeah, Jack. Take me home.”
You weren’t certain how much time passed before you became aware of your surroundings again. As you blinked away the slumber, you realized you were in Robby’s bed. Huh. At least you weren’t in the hospital. Seeing a glass of water waiting for you on the nightstand, you pushed yourself up on your elbow. You were halfway done downing it when the door opened slightly, Robby’s head popping into the gap. His concerned expression melted into a relieved smile. “Hey, you’re awake.”
You didn’t answer as you finished your water. You felt so dehydrated which was stupid considering how much fluid they’d given you at the hospital. Robby stepped into the room tapping on his phone which he slid back into his pocket when he saw you’d finished the water. He took the cup from you and set it aside. His fingers instantly found your wrist but he paused, “Can I doctor you for a second?”
“Sure,” you said, a smile teasing your lips.
He’d just finished checking your pulse when Jack stepped into the room. His gaze ran over you, assessing before giving you a bright smile. “Hey, baby. How you feeling?”
“Better. Much better.”
“Good.” He held a fresh glass of water out to you. “Mike said you were thirsty.”
“Thank you.” You took a drink then set the glass on the table. Your attention shifted to Robby who sat on the edge of the bed, fingers still on your wrist. “Will I live, doc?”
He nodded his head but didn’t look at you.
You tilted your head with a frown. “Michael, are you okay?”
“I’m sorry.” The words were quiet, broken. “I’m so fucking sorry.”
Your brow furrowed as Jack sighed. “I thought we were going to give her a chance to get her bearings before we got into this.”
Robby sniffed, finally releasing his hold on you only to wipe the moisture from his eyes. “Sorry.”
“Let me go to the bathroom,” you said and Robby hopped up, offering you a hand to help you out. “We’ll talk when I get back.”
You took your time in the other room, taking the chance to wash your face and feel a bit more human. Despite the obvious pain fatigue, you looked better than you had in days. Finally, you took a breath and stepped back into the bedroom. Both men stopped talking as you opened the door and stood from where they’d been sitting on the edge of the bed.
Robby cleared his throat after Jack nudged him. “I’m, uh, sorry about before. I shouldn’t have—”
“It’s fine,” you said, cutting him off. “I’d rather get the conversation out of the way if it’s all the same to you.”
“Oh, thank god,” Jack said, shoulders dropping as tension flowed from him.
You pressed your lips together to keep from snorting a laugh at the incredulous look Robby gave him. He muttered under his breath while he shook his head. He took your hand and led you over to the chair that sat in the corner of the room. “Sit. We have a couple of questions and then several things to say.”
Your gaze moved between the two of them. “Did you practice this or something?”
“Well, you were asleep for almost twenty-two hours,” Jack said.
You were only slightly surprised by that information. The meds always knocked you out. Usually not quite that long but you’d expected it. Jack sat on the edge of the bed in front of you while Robby stayed standing.
“First, Dana said you were in a flare before the headache. How long?” Jack asked.
You sighed, knowing they weren’t going to like the answer. “A couple of weeks.”
“Jesus, sweetheart. Why didn’t you say anything?” Robby said.
“What was I supposed to say? Hey, I know you’re incredibly busy at the hospital right now and barely have time to sleep but could you take care of me?”
“Yes,” Jack said without hesitation. He slid forward on the bed a bit. “That’s exactly what you should have done.”
You rolled your eyes. “Be serious, Jack.”
“I am.”
His tone was so sincere you could do nothing but look at him.
“I don’t know when you started believing that you were less important than us or our jobs, but you are not. And we’re so incredibly sorry for anything we’ve done that made you feel that way,” Robby said.
Hot tears rolled down your face before you could stop them. He swooped in immediately making hushing sounds as he wiped the tears from your cheeks. “Don’t cry, baby. You’ll get another headache.”
You sucked in a breath and tried to regulate your emotions. “I know.”
“Listen,” Jack said. “Mike and I have talked about this. We don’t want to start over. We all have to much history for that. But we do want to prove to you that you’re still our priority if you’ll let us.”
You thought about it for a moment. You loved these men. Yes, they’d hurt you, but there was reason you’d fallen in love with them in the first place. Maybe you all just needed a reminder of what that was. Finally, you nodded. “I’d like that very much.”
And prove themselves they did. They cut their hours, focused on making your relationship a priority. As Robby said, the three of you were hopefully going to be together long after they retired. It wasn’t long before your relationship was stronger than it ever had been. To the point that, though you maintained your own rooms on the off chance you needed the space, you all slept in Robby’s king-sized bed most of the time, whether he was home or not.
And the next time you had a flare that lasted for longer than a couple of days, they took turns taking care of you the way you always did for them. They loved you, and they never let you doubt that again.
that ask put chubby!robby on my mind again (gn!reader)
Robby who is aware that he's a big guy, and while he tries not to beat himself up about it too much, he can't help it. He's in his fifties now, and with his age comes the knowledge that he just won't ever drop this stubborn belly of his.
Which is fine. He's fine about it. He doesn't get insecure or a little envious when a patient asks Jack about his workout routine. And he definitely doesn't blame his singleness on the softness that clings to his figure at every angle. Robby does none of those things because he's fine being a little fat.
So, maybe he's a little surprised when you, his sweet neighbor from two doors down, come knocking on his door one evening with an empty measuring cup and a nervous smile.
Flour, you claimed to have needed, but when Robby invites you inside, the measuring cup is quickly abandoned in favor of talking his ear off. Even when Robby's provided your fill of flour, you stay, leaning against the counter as you ask questions and then questions about his answers.
Finally, though, when you ask his opinion on thermonuclear reactors, Robby puts his foot down. As politely as he can, Robby explains that he has work in the morning and really must insist that you return home.
It's then that you blurt out, "Would you be interested in dinner with me? A date?"
A stunned silence falls between you two. Robby is only to shake himself out of pure shock to answer when he sees your eyes widen in panic.
"Yes," Robby says, because any other answer would be stupid. You're kind, interesting, and attractive. Apparently, you're also enough of a sucker to think that Robby of all people is a catch.
But, surprisingly, Robby isn't thinking too much about that as he watches your short walk home. Rather, his mind is kind to him, floundering on only one thought.
I would like to thank you and every anon, everyone, who worked together to create rabbotcest because i think im ascending right now with all of these
It’s so good I can’t believe it wasn’t a thing already 🫶 I have a few asks about it that I still have to get through… trust that everyone will be fed because they are YUMMY
summary: robby tells you he wants to keep things casual after you catch him flirting with noelle. he's less enthusiastic when he finds out you've been seeing his best friend. (5k)
characters: michael robinavitch / fem!reader, jack abbot / fem!reader, trinity santos, dennis whitaker, mel king
contents: established relationship, friends with benefits, jealousy, mutual pining, angst, possessive!robby, allusions to smut
FIC #5 / 20 FOR 20
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You and Robby were not together. Not officially, and definitely not publicly. You were hardly together privately, if you were being real honest with yourself — aside from a few stolen nights after particularly draining shifts, where he’d show up at your place with takeout and exhaustion sitting heavy in his eyes and promises of distracting you from the hard day; where he’d then wake up before sunrise and leave before you had the chance to miss him.
Casual. That was the point. Because he was an attending, and you were his resident, and Robby had already made the mistake of blurring those lines once before. “It gets messy, sweetheart,” he murmured against your bare shoulder one night, voice heavy with sex and sleep alike. “And when it ends, it… It really fuckin’ ends, you know?”
You didn’t know what he meant by that, actually. You figured he was saying that dating within the hierarchy tends to crash and burn in some way or another, but you didn’t press him on the issue then. Though now you think that maybe you should’ve.
You should’ve told him to give this a name back then — whatever this thing was between you — because at least then you’d have a name for the feeling searing in your chest just now, as you’re forced to watch Robby flirt with Noelle on the other side of the workstation.
You’re examining the chart glowing from the iPad in your hands, trying hard to ignore the ache in your lower back and the fact that you haven’t eaten since six that morning, when the sound of Robby’s sudden laughter graces your ears — finding you despite the buzzing chatter of the crowded E.R.
You glance up automatically and find him leaning against the counter, with the sleeves of his undershirt pushed up to his elbows and his stethoscope looped lazily around his neck, towering several inches over Noelle.
“You’re getting less grumpy in your old age, Robinavitch,” the older woman quips beneath a quiet smile and the faint flush coating her caramel-colored cheeks. She arches a manicured brow in his direction, dark eyes glimmering beneath long lashes. “Something been improving your mood lately? Or some-one?”
Your palms go clammy around the tablet in your hand. You never wanted anyone to find out that you were dating your attending, but god, your heart stops beating just to hear your name fall from his lips.
Robby laughs instead, a sharp exhale from his nose.
“You always think you know everything,” he says with a shake of his head, though you can still hear the smile in his voice when he tells her, “I’m not sure your new boyfriend up in ortho would like you asking about my love life, Hastings…”
“Oh, I stopped seeing him ages ago,” Noelle scoffs. “He kept calling himself an alpha male unironically, and I— couldn’t take it anymore.”
Robby physically recoils. “Jeez… And here I thought your taste in men improved after me.”
Their laughter entwines and lingers in the air for several lingering moments. It’s more familiar than flirtatious, but your stomach twists with a sick feeling anyway. Because Noelle was, to put it simply, everything you weren’t. She was effortlessly gorgeous and carried all that confidence in her matching pant suits and pulled-back curls. She was much closer to Robby’s age, too, and their lengthy history is one you know you couldn’t compete with if you tried.
You feel a little like a child as you watch them talk in hushed voices. You flare with all the embarrassment of one, too, when Robby’s eyes lock suddenly with yours.
You turn away a beat too late, just in time to catch the look that flashes suddenly across his weathered features — as if he’d somehow been caught. You pretend not to notice, or otherwise care, when he dismisses himself from Noelle and closes the distance between you. He towers over you the same way he had with her, smelling like a mixture of his cologne and your bed sheets.
“Hey…” he says, all casual, stuffing his hands into his scrub pockets and nodding to the tablet in your hands. “You get that CBC back on Central Eight?”
“Yep,” you deadpan, still without looking at him.
He flinches slightly when you shove the chart suddenly at his chest with a less-than-gentle hand. His brows lower in confusion when you turn on your heel and walk away a second later, with considerably more ire than you had that morning. (‘Cause you’d been complaining about some mild insomnia for a while now, so Robby fucked you to sleep the night before. He figured you’d be in a better mood today accordingly. But alas.)
“So I take it you’re not helping with this endoscopy?” he calls after you, pulling his glasses from his shirt pocket for a better view of the screen in his hand.
“Nope,” you call back, already halfway down the hall — not as his resident, but as a woman halfway scorned.
Whitaker’s eyes dart back and forth like he’s watching a tennis match — between you, Robby, and the bloodied head wound he’s watching you stitch up with practiced hands. There’s a heavy tension he can feel simmering in the air, snatching all the remaining oxygen out of the room. Even from where he stands behind you, peering over Trinity’s shoulder, he feels hardly shielded from the building stress.
“Call ortho for a consult for me, will ya?” Robby asks you, or rather politely commands, without looking away from the chart in his hands.
You, similarly, don’t glance up from your sutures as you tell him, “You have a pair of free hands, don’t you, Dr. Robby?”
The man’s eyes dart to you in an instant, peering at you over the top of the glasses sitting low on his broad nose. His dark brown gaze glimmers with a mixture of amusement and shock as a faint smile flickers beneath his beard.
“Excuse me?”
“I’ll do it!” Whitaker blurts, half-strangled by the tension, as he rushes for the red phone across the room. It’s quite telling, the younger boy finds, that he’d rather suffer a call with Park the Shark than watch this lover’s quarrel unfold.
Robby squints as he takes a slow step towards you. His eyes flit from your deadpan face, to your gloved hands, to the balding head of the unconscious patient you stitch up.
“Have you eaten today?” he wonders aloud.
“Are you gonna ask if I need a nap next to?” you scoff. “I’m not a child.”
“Well, you’re kinda acting like one,” Robby says within a breathless chuckle. “So do you wanna maybe dial the attitude back a notch?”
“Sorry, Dr. Robby,” you say flatly, tying off the final stitch with sharp, methodical movements. “I’ll remember to stroke your ego next time— Maybe then you won’t accuse me of being a bitch.”
“I wasn’t—”
A laugh sputters suddenly from Santos’ mouth before she can help it. She hides it behind her fist when Robby glares at her and pretends to cough instead.
The tension between the two of you doesn’t snap until around the tenth hour of the shift, when you’re hiding from the chaos of the E.D. with the excuse of fetching more supplies from the walk-in closet. Robby enters like a dark cloud, mixing with your own storm, and threatening to create a most fatal concoction when he corners you against the shelf. (You hadn’t stopped moving for about four straight hours, to be fair — this was his only real chance of getting you alone.)
“What the hell is your problem today?” the older man says in lieu of a greeting.
You huff and roll your eyes, shoving at a pack of saline flushes a little harder than necessary when they threaten to fall from the shelf and on top of you. Robby watches with narrowed eyes and a pair of weathered hands splayed on his hip.
“Did I do something to you? ‘Cause you’ve been acting crazy all day—”
You slam the cabinet door shut with a resounding clang, so hard it refuses to latch,before spinning on your heels to face the man behind you. The glare you give him almost makes him flinch before he swallows down the instinct to.
“Crazy?” you echo through a tense jaw. “You flirt with Noelle all day, right in front of me, and now you’re calling me crazy?”
Robby blinks owlishly back at you for several long moments.
You almost think you see a smile twitching at the corner of his mouth beneath his mustache, before a chuckle sputters suddenly from his lips. You flinch at the intensity of his laughter, and at the distant mania glimmering in his dark eyes.
“Oh, my god—”
“Don’t laugh!” you exclaim, face burning under the weight of your embarrassment.
“—That’s what this is about?”
“Yes! It is. Because I thought I was enough for you.”
His weathered features soften with a heavy sigh, though traces of his amusement still remain — equal parts fond and exhausted.
“Oh, c’mon… You know this wasn’t supposed to be anything serious,” Robby croons gently, taking slow steps towards you. “That was the agreement, right? Casual. So we could avoid all… This.”
You peer up at the man from beneath your lashes when he plants himself in front of you. You try not to melt when you catch a whiff of his dizzying cologne. “This?” you echo.
“Yeah… You know, all the… jealousy and the— arguments,” he huffs with a lazy shrug and crosses his pale arms over his chest. “I’ve been through this before, kid. Trust me. This is… This is what’s best.”
Your chest sears with a mixture of red-hot anger and ice-cold jealousy. Your jaw tightens at how detached he sounds, how rational, as if he were discussing policies instead of real actual feelings. (If he was even capable of those). You want him to feel this, too — this awful, wretched jealousy clawing at your ribs from the inside out.
You fold your arms tightly across your chest, forcing your voice into a deadpan as hurt simmers somewhere beneath the words. “So I can see whoever I want?” you ask him.
Robby’s expression flickers slightly, almost imperceptibly. His adam’s apple bobs in his throat as he swallows, but his dark gaze never once wavers from yours.
“Of course, you can,” he tells you, though his taut voice threatens to betray him. “We’re casual. That was the deal.”
“Okay,” you nod once and turn away from him again, giving him very little to play off of as he tries and fails to call your bluff.
Robby’s forced to stare at the back of you while you pull a large pack of lap pads from the shelf. His brows knit in confusion when you spin back around to face him, mostly back to normal again, with a ghost of a polite smile dancing the edges of your mouth.
“Run these to Trauma 1 for me, will ya? Dr. Al-Hashimi needs ‘em for a trauma patient coming in.”
You press the package to Robby’s chest before he can answer and walk past him for the exit before he can blink.
Three days after the fact, you’re sitting in a crowded bar a block away from the PTMC, drowning your post-shift sorrows in half-priced beers.
In those three days, you haven’t seen Robby once outside of work. There were no more stolen kisses in empty elevators, no more lingering touches in stairwells, no more “come over” texts sent in the dead of night. And Robby thought it was strange, because the two of you weren’t even fighting anymore — not technically, anyway — and yet you were more distant now than ever.
“Question,” the man murmured casually from the other side of the desk while you finished up your charting at the monitor. “Is it me you’re avoiding or just my apartment?”
“What?” you scoffed, still typing. “I’ve just been— busy, Robby.”
“Hm…” he sighed, less than convinced.
You didn’t spare him a second glance — not then and not when you took Santos’ offer of happy hour and Friday night karaoke. The girl herself returns now to the cracked pleather booth in the corner of the dingy bar, where you sit with Mel and Whitaker, after butchering another Alanis Morrissette song.
Her chest heaves with panted breaths under her black tank top, pale skin sticky with a thin layer of alcohol-induced sweat.
“Okay, what’s with the long faces over here?” Trinity jokes as she steals a room-temperature fry off your plate, talking through the mouthful. “I know you and Robby are fighting or whatever, but I just gave the performance of a lifetime up there.”
You slurp nosily at the remnants of your fruity drink and nearly choke on it at the accusation. “What?” you cough with the thin straw still in your mouth. “We aren’t— fighting. What are you talking about?”
“Oh, please,” Trinity scoffs and reaches for her beer. “You’re both been acting like a couple of… divorced parents at soccer practice.”
“Okay, I don’t even know what that means—”
“Playing nice in front of everyone as not to evoke suspicion, which inevitably turns the obvious tension between you from angry to sexually charged,” Mel rambles matter-of-factly. Her blonde hair sways around her jaw as she nods, left slightly crimped from her undone braid.
Your eyes flit to Whitaker then, who nods much more solemnly in agreement.
Your face burns red-hot in response. “Well— we’re not even, like, together or anything, so…”
“Mhm…” Santos hums with a knowing look that makes you shift uncomfortably in the booth. She takes another quick swig from the amber bottle in her hand before her gaze zeroes in on an unfortunate Whitaker. “C’mon, Huckleberry. You’re up.”
His light eyes widen, glassy with exhaustion and alcohol alike. “I’m… Up?”
“Yeah. You’re doing karaoke with me. Let’s go,” Trinity says as she slides once more off the weathered vinyl. She frowns when she rises and finds the boy still sitting in place. “Let’s go, I said! We gotta get back in line before the spots fill up—”
Whitaker scrambles to follow the girl towards the stage despite his better judgment. You use that as an excuse to get another drink, tugging the skirt of your dress further down your thighs as you go. You weave through the crowd of strangers and coworkers alike until you reach the sticky wooden counter.
You lean your elbows against it and flash the bartender a kinda smile. “Can I get another aperol spritz, please?”
“Put that on my tab,” a familiar voice says from beside you.
Your head whips to find Jack sitting there, one chair down and nursing a sweaty amber bottle of cheap beer in his pale hand. He looks more relaxed now than you think you’ve ever seen him — camo pants baggy around his legs, black t-shirt untucked from the belt, warm around the edges from the alcohol.
You feel very suddenly overdressed in your form-fitting velveteen number and cross your arms over your chest to hide beneath the loose cardigan you wear over top of it. “Oh, you don’t have to do that—”
“I insist,” the older man smiles. “You deserve it after that canthotomy you did today. You were a real trooper.”
The bartender slides a cocktail glass across the wooden surface over to you. The orange liquid threatens to slosh over the thin rim. You give him a polite grin in return. “Thank you,” you tell the man, then grow considerably shier when you turn back to the attending sitting a stool down from you. “Thanks, Dr. Abbot.”
“Jack,” the older man corrects before bringing the lip of his bottle back up to his mouth.
“Jack,” you echo softly.
The man shifts on the hard stool, keeping his prosthetic limb stretched slightly ahead of him beneath the bar. A not quite silence settles between you then, filled by the buzzing bar all around you. Your eyes cut to the stage on the far side of the room, where Santos belts the lyrics to “You Oughta Know” and Whitaker stumbles over himself to get the foreign words out.
“I think Shen is looking for a karaoke partner,” you quip, nodding your head towards the doctor standing by the stage and flipping through the binder of song choices there.
The dim overhead lighting turns Jack’s silver curls a softer golden shade when he turns his head to follow your gaze. He grimaces instantly at the thought. “Yeah, absolutely not.”
“Why?” you laugh softly, with the thin straw dancing against your mouth. “You scared?”
“Yes,” the man answers without a second thought. “And I’ve been shot at before— Today, even— And somehow karaoke still feels more terrifying.”
Your eyes squint in his direction, glittering with something foreign. “That’s a little dramatic, don’t ya think?”
“Eh. Maybe a little.”
You scoff and slide into the bar stool beside him. “You don’t strike me as someone who embarrasses easily, Dr. Abbot.”
“That’s because you only know me at work,” he quips halfway into his beer, before licking the amber sheen from his mouth. “Where I am equal parts competent and mysterious.”
“Mysterious?” you repeat skeptically.
“Mm,” Jack nods with narrowed eyes and a faint smile twitching the corner of his lip. “Very tortured, you know? Very brooding.”
“Ah, yes…” you sigh with alcohol glittering on your lips like gloss. “The very brooding, tortured doctor who makes dinosaur noises to win over scared children in pedes.”
Jack pauses mid-sip, pale eyes narrowing. “Well, this is new…” he hums.
Your stomach flips at the way he’s looking at you. Heat crawls instantly up your neck. You feel very suddenly suffocated by the heavy cardigan on your shoulders. “…What is?”
“I don’t know,” he answers with a lazy shrug, though his heavy eyes dart once down your form and up again. You don’t realize, until then, that this is his first time seeing you in anything other than your dark black scrubs. “You… Flirting with me.”
You exhale a breathy laugh, if only to dispel the anxiety clawing at your chest. “Flirting? Is that what this is?”
“Hey— You’re the one who called me mysterious.”
“Actually, I was clarifying if you thought you were mysterious.”
“Still counts.”
“Does it?” you squint.
Jack smirks behind the lip of the beer bottle against his mouth. His adam’s apple bobs with a short sip before he wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. “You know… For a while there, I thought you hated me… Considering you never talked to me unless you had to.”
“You work nights, Jack— I don’t talk to you because I see you for, maybe, twenty minutes out of my day,” you scoff, and don’t realize you’ve called him by his first name until his eyes glimmer with amusement. You turn away with a shake of your head as your face burns, bringing the straw back up to your mouth. “Though, I’d be lying if I said it didn’t consider it…”
“Oh, really?” Jack hums with raised brows. “What’s the verdict now, then, huh?”
You let your gaze drag over him deliberately as you ponder the question, biting at the straw between your teeth. You scan over his toned biceps, his lean stomach caged beneath his form-fitting tee, and his spread thighs that make your head spin, before meeting his eyes once more.
“Now,” you hum sweetly, “I think I’m starting to understand the appeal…”
Jack stares at you for a long moment before he lets out a low, disbelieving laugh. The lamplight shines in his greying curls as he shakes his head. “Yeah? And how does Robby feel about that?”
Your eyes harden in an instant.
Jack raises a free hand in surrender. “Hey, I’m just sayin’— He looks like he wants to put his fist through a wall any time another attending talks to you for more than thirty seconds.”
Your chest tightens unexpectedly. You swallow hard to fight the strangling feeling — of Robby, and of his laughter in the supply closet — as you shrug a lazy shoulder in response. You don’t bother to lift your cardigan when it slips softly down your arm.
“It’s casual,” you tell him.
Jack studies you for a long moment. The corner of his mouth curls into a slow half-smile, and you feel your heart stuttering behind your ribcage.
“Casual, huh?” he hums and brings his bottle back up to his mouth. “Interesting…”
Morning arrives slowly through the veiled curtains of the quiet bedroom, where pale golden light cuts softly over hardwood floors and rumpled sheets. You rouse gradually, cocooned beneath strangely heavy blankets that smell differently from your own back home — like unfamiliar detergent, cedarwood, and musky cologne.
For a blissful wink of a moment, you don’t remember where you are. Not until you stretch your tired limbs and brush a scruffy leg with your foot, anyway.
Your breath catches. Your heavy eyes snap open. Your body prickles with heat as flashes from the night before return to you at once — of the walk home from the bar, of Jack’s laugh against your throat, of his stubble scraping your skin, of the teasing murmur in his velvety voice as he told you to cum for him.
Your thighs clench together at the memory, while a lingering ache pulses pleasantly low in the pit of your stomach.
You lift your head from the pillow and inhale sharply through your nose as your eyes scan the foreign bedroom, which you had been too busy to do the night before.
There’s an expensive-looking record player in one corner, sat beside a crate of well-loved vinyls. There’s a bookshelf lining the far wall — cluttered with medical textbooks, old paperbacks, and framed photos from his military days. His camo bag, etched with his name, slouches by the entrance, and over the foot of the bed, you can see his prosthetic limb lying beside your shoes.
Other than that, it’s strikingly empty, with very little decoration on the wall or bedside tables. It makes sense, you figure, for a man who is working far more than he isn’t.
Your head turns in the opposite direction to find Jack sleeping soundly just beside you. The gentle rays of morning light brush over the canvas of his bare back, turning his freckles there a deeper shade of golden brown. He’s got one arm shoved beneath the pillow he folds into his cheek and the other lying loose across the mattress — from where your waist must’ve been before you slithered out from underneath it.
Your chest pinches at the sight of him. With pride, maybe, at having conquered him. And with a pang of white-hot guilt that twists when your mind inevitably drifts to Robby.
You slide out of bed, careful not to let the mattress give too much beneath your weight. You grimace when the fabric of your t-shirt twists uncomfortably around your form, only to find that you’re wearing Jack’s shirt, which had seemingly been given to you at some point last night. It falls over your thighs when you stand, bare feet padding as you gather your discarded clothes.
You bend down to drag your underwear back up your thighs and wince when your head throbs from last night’s cheap cocktails. With your dress and knit cardigan balled in your arm, you toe your shoes back on. Your breath hitches when the mattress shifts with a soft creak.
Jack squints when he raises his wild head. His mouth twitches when he finds you at the foot of the mattress. “Y’know…” he rasps, voice rough with sleep. “I’m at least grateful you’re not robbing me before sneaking out. That’s very courteous of you.”
“I’m not sneaking,” you scoff. “I just… didn’t want to wake you.”
The man inhales sharply as he twists onto his back, charcoal sheets tangling around his waist. You force yourself to look away from his lean stomach and the red claw marks you left on his scruffy chest when he stretches his toned arms above his head.
“That’s sweet,” he says with a wince. “But unfortunately, I wake up if somebody breathes wrong in the next room.”
You exhale a soft laugh.
Jack’s eyes soften around the edges at the sound of it. “You workin’ today?”
“Yep, in about…” Your eyes flit to the alarm clock on his nightstand. “Half an hour.”
“Brutal,” he scoffs.
“You’re fault.”
“Don’t say that like you didn’t have a good time,” he teases with narrowed eyes, then softens slightly when you turn away. You fumble with the stubborn back of your shoe, and his chest twists at your silence. “Do you… Do you regret it?”
“No,” you answer instantly.
“Good,” he hums, relaxing visibly once more into the sheets. “Me neither.”
Your stomach blooms with warmth. You shift awkwardly on your feet before him, even still. “So, uh… What— What now?”
“Well, feel free to use my shower, if you want—”
“I’m serious, Jack,” you insist gently, then add, more sheepishly. “But I will be using your shower, actually, thank you…”
Jack inhales deeply, considering. “Well,” he starts carefully, “I like you. Obviously.”
Your pulse rushes like a teenage girl.
“But,” he continues, as relief and disappointment tangle in your chest all at once. “I also know that neither of us is in the right spot for a relationship right now…”
“So… Casual?” you offer lightly, mouth lifted in a tired smile.
“Casual,” Jack agrees with a firm nod and glassy eyes.
You wear the night before all over, despite your desperate attempts to hide it.
Robby notices it the moment he sees you — how relaxed you are, how happy you seem to be. Whatever had been plaguing you before is now long gone, and that alone should be enough to comfort him. But still, he can’t shake the feeling that someone had gotten rid of all the aching for you — fucked it out of you the way only he could.
“You’re in a good mood today,” he observes while signing off on the chart you’d given him.
“Am I?” you hum.
“Yeah,” he nods, clicking his pen with his thumb. He glances at you over the top of his glasses before averting his gaze once more. “What’d you get up to last night, huh?”
“Nothing,” you shrug. “Other than watching Santos butcher Alanis Morrissette’s discography at karaoke… Maybe I just slept well.”
“You usually only do that at my place.”
Your brows furrow when he passes the clipboard back to you. “I’m sorry— Are you accusing me of something, Dr. Robby?”
His mouth opens to respond — to tell you that he can smell the foreign body wash on your skin, far muskier than the delicate sweet-vanilla he’s used to. But the automatic doors across the station swish open and shut before he can.
Jack enters with his camo pack slung over his shoulder and brings a cool evening breeze in with him. Robby can’t help but notice how your eyes find each other’s almost instantly, clicking like magnets and lingering together like there’s a secret that only the two of you know about. His stomach swirls with jealousy.
“Look alive, degenerates,” Jack announces in lieu of a greeting, then quiets slightly when he reaches your side. “What’d I miss?”
“I was just briefing Robby on last night at karaoke,” you answer with a polite smile. “And how I will never be able to listen to Alanis Morissette after Santos’ crimes last night—”
“Fuuuck you,” Trinity drags out from the desk beside you, still sluggish from the long day and the hangover that won’t seem to leave her.
“Don’t drag me into this,” Jack quips. “I took an oath as a physician to do no harm.”
You exhale a quiet laugh. The man’s eyes soften around the edges, as though pleased at having earned the sound, before walking off towards the locker room. He leaves a trail of musky cedarwood as he goes, and Robby’s heart drops when he finally places the scent — the one he’s been smelling on you all day.
The realization hit him like a truck.
His expression darkens instantly when he turns back to you.
“Supply closet,” he mutters lowly as he walks past you. “Now.”
Your stomach drops at his tone. He takes all the remaining breath from your lungs with him as he goes. Your chest stings accordingly — with a surge of pride at his jealousy, and with a pang of distant regret at his hurt. You follow behind him down the long hallway to the supply closet like a scolded child. He barely waits for the door to click shut behind him before rounding on you.
“You slept with him?” he shouts, eyes wide and wild.
You cross your arms tight over your chest, with your head tilted inquisitively to your shoulder. “Aren’t you the one who said I could see whoever I want?”
“Yeah, I meant random assholes at the bar,” he snaps. “Not my best fucking friend!”
An incredulous laugh sputters from your lips. “Oh, so now we have rules? What happened to just being casual, huh? If you can flirt with your coworkers, why can’t I?”
Robby’s dark eyes narrow as he takes a slow step towards you. You catch a faint upward flicker of his mouth as he asks, “So that’s why you did it, huh? You just wanted to piss me off?”
Your anger spikes instantly. You feel it prickling red-hot beneath your scrubs. Because he’s an arrogant asshole, maybe, or maybe because a distant part of you knows that he’s right.
“No, actually,” you tell him anyway. “Because not everything’s about you, Robby. I did it because Jack wanted me. Because he didn’t treat me like I was just another one of his dirty secrets—”
“Yeah, alright,” Robby scoffs a breathy laugh and turns away, running a pale hand through his chopped brown hair.
“Because being with him made me feel good—”
“I said alright!”
“Aw, what’s wrong, Robby?” you coo, voice dripping with sarcasm. “Does it bother you that somebody else wanted me?”
Robby exhales another one of his stupid laughs.
Your chest swells with a burning feeling that makes you feel like crying. “Why is it so hard to admit that you care about me?”
“I care about you! Of course, I fucking care about you!” he exclaims, red in the face. “Because I’ve spent months trying not to screw this up.”
“Oh, please,” you roll your eyes. “Says the man who practically shoved me into someone else’s bed.”
“Oh, don’t do that,” Robby squints.
“Do what?”
“Act like this is what I wanted—”
The words die in his throat when the silver knob to the closet door clicks suddenly behind him. The hinges open with a quiet squeak a second later. Your heads whip in sync to find Santos in the threshold, rubbing at her tired eyes as she steps into the room. She doesn’t realize the two of you are in there until the door shuts behind her again.
Her wide eyes dart back and forth between the two of you for a moment. “…Why does it feel like I just walked into a hostage situation?” she quips in a monotone.
“Now you know how I felt last night,” you joke back weakly.
She flips you off and walks further inside. Neither of you says a word as she retrieves a case of saline flushes and four-by-fours from the shelves. The plastic crinkles loudly in the silence.
“Please. Feel free to continue,” Santos deadpans as she leaves. “I definitely won’t be listening with my ear pressed against the door.”
The entrance shuts behind her with a dull click that sounds much louder in the quiet. You let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding as Robby pinches his nose between his thumb and forefinger. When he lifts his head against, his eyes zero in on you.
“We’ll finish this when we get home,” he tells you, firmly.
“Can’t tonight,” you shrug, lying through your teeth. “I have plans.”
“Yeah, not anymore, you don’t.”
Your stomach does a back flip at his words, at his very sudden act of dominance that makes you feel like melting into a puddle at his feet. And judging by the newfound glint in Robby’s dark eyes, he notices it, too.
stepdad!robby giving reader a vibrator for her birthday & offering to show her what to do with it when she's confused 👀👀
HELLO ANON I absolutely adore this idea it’s soooo juicy and Robby is suchhhh a nasty perv, he totally would get his stepdaughter that type of toy. I hope you enjoy this because I can assure you writing it was a blast :3
You had been so excited for your birthday today. Your mom had brought you breakfast in bed, your best friends were coming over to spend the day with you, and although you didn’t necessarily feel older - you were so happy about living yet another year!
Not to mention the gifts. You were grateful for every single thing. The $300 gift card to your favorite store and the lime green mouse toy your cat had dropped by your feet being amongst the best you received.
Also, the bottle of Malibu Trinity had brought with a grin and a mischievous look in her eye. The alcohol had promptly been confiscated by your stepdad, who demanded no liquor be drunk until later in the evening. Trinity had rolled her eyes with a huff before dragging you to another room, showing off the shooters she stashed in her bag because, “I knew Robby would be a hardass! He’s the same way at work, I swear!”
Speaking of your stepfather, he really hasn’t acted any differently today. Grumbling a happy birthday to you while mid sip of coffee, shrugging mindlessly when your mother had bragged about all the money he had spent on the presents you were about to open (which you hadn’t doubted that she used his money, you just doubt he actually knows what she bought. Most of it was probably for herself, as usual). Watching with crossed arms as you hung out with your friends, which also so happened to be his coworkers. Even Jack had shown up! Lingering by Robby most of the time, but you had been glad to see him.
The day was still fresh, despite all the festivities that’s already happened. Maybe you indulged a little too much with the fireball Trinity passed you down the hall, maybe you were already sunburnt lounging in the sun by Dennis, maybe you had been a bit pouty because your stepdad didn’t actually get you anything for your birthday. You weren’t spoiled! You just thought he’d care a little more than just handing his debit card to your mom. You were family, after all!
So, maybe, just maybe, you’ve been avoiding him a little. Pouting each time he’d speak, turning your head when he’d try to get your attention, smiling ear to ear whenever someone else would pull you away from him.
It was only a matter of time before you got stuck alone with him. You had ran in to grab a snack, only to faceplant right into Robby’s back because he just had to be in your way. “Woah, kid. Watch out, don’t need you hurting yourself.”
“M’fine.” You mumble, shifting to skirt around him and end the conversation. A large hand around your upper arm cuts you short, tumbling back into your stepdads side. “Robby, let go!”
“Ah, ah, ah. Not so fast.” He tuts, and then you see it. A sparkly bag dangling from his fingertips, a birthday bag. You blink owlishly, his teasing grin turns stern as soon as you meet his gaze. “Why are you ignoring me?”
“I thought-“ It sounds silly now, you don’t really want to admit it. Averting your eyes, his grip on your arm tightens until you look at him again. Your voice is barely above a whisper, “I thought you didn’t get me anything.”
Robby raises his eyebrow, big brown eyes studying you before he snorts. As if to tease you, he swings the bag in front of your face. “Who said this was for you?”
“It’s my birthday!” You squawk, smacking his arm and thankfully he lets go. His grip was starting to hurt. You feel like you’re burning alive from embarrassment as he laughs at you, “Who else would it be for?”
Avoiding your question, he turns his attention to the guests outside. Your mom seemed to be all too infatuated with a story Jack was telling, your friends arguing about something irrelevant. “All those other presents weren’t enough?”
“That’s not the reason why!” You protest, glaring up at him under your lashes as you continue with a softer tone, “I just- I thought you didn’t care, that’s all. It’s- it’s stupid. I don’t even want it, whatever.”
“Oh, baby. Is that it? Thought your daddy didn’t care?” He’s mocking you. He’s making fun of your feelings, you scowl as you shove at him. He doesn’t move a muscle, you feel humiliated. Why did your mom have to marry such a jerk? You feel like a crybaby when angry tears blur your vision, swiftly turning away to end this conversation for good. Robby grabs you by the hair, tugging just enough to make you spin around with a yelp as you lift your hand up to slap-
The bag is in front of your face, effectively saving Robby’s stupidly smug face as your palm lands against plastic instead. Your stepdad pushes it into your hand, leaning in a little too close for comfort as he murmurs. “Watch it. It’d be awfully rude to hit your dad for no reason. Go on, open your gift. Right now.”
You were still pissed, you didn’t want his stupid gift! Still, you pull the bag closer to your chest. You grumble under your breath, “Stop saying you’re my dad.”
“You’re right. I’m not. Your real daddy didn’t care enough about his little girls special day, hm? But I do, so I think I deserve the title.” You don’t have time to process that, he leans even closer than what could be considered appropriate. “Open it.”
You do as you’re told. Plucking the tissue paper out of the bag and furrowing your eyebrows as you stare at the contents inside. “A back massager? Why would you get me that?”
The groan your stepfather lets out makes you peek up at him, confusion etching itself across your face. He drags a hand down his own, shaking his head with a smile you can’t quite place as he breathes out a laugh, “Read it, sweetheart.”
Grabbing the box out of the bag fully, you feel Robby’s eyes on you as you study the box.
Oh, that’s not a back massager! Oh, that’s not a back massager.
“Robby? Why would you get me this?” You still feel lost. Is there something you’re not getting? Was there supposed to be a joke somewhere? A card to explain why you have such a thing in your hands? “I mean- thank you? But I don’t really, um… know why I need this?”
“You’re kidding.” Robby deadpans, snatching the box from you and shoving it back into the bag when Jack knocks on the glass door and beckons them to come back outside. Robby gives him the hand signal to wait, Jack puts on a show of rolling his eyes before turning away. “You’ve touched yourself before. I know it.”
“Yeah, obviously. I’m a grown woman with needs. I just don’t get why you’d get that for me! I mean… how do you even use it?” He looks at you like you’ve grown two heads, maybe you have.
“Are you… telling me you’ve never used a vibrator before?” He asks slowly, eyebrows raised in a way that has you laughing meekly in a feeble attempt to ease the tension. “Ever?”
“I’ve used toys, just not- why are you asking me this? You’re my stepdad. This is weird, I think you should take it back. The toy, I mean. Just, uh, give it to someone else.” You take a step back, and then another when Robby follows. He’s grabbing your wrist and dragging you off to your bedroom before you can even realize what’s happening. What even is happening?
Robby shuts your door a little too rough, locks it with a click, and lurches the toy at you so quickly it almost hits you in the head before catching it. You open your mouth to say something, anything, but a large finger is pressed against your lips to shush you. When he speaks, it’s low, as if he’s afraid everybody could hear him from all the way outside. “You’ve never used one of these before, right? Let me be a dad to you, baby. Let me teach you how to use it.”
You feel like you should say no. You should probably say no. You begin to shake your head, but then Robby starts to nod. It’s confusing, you’re so confused. You end up nodding along with him, smiling when he gives you a pleased grin. “Atta girl, knew you could listen to me. Need to know you’re not as naïve as you’re actin right now. I need you to understand I’m going to use this toy on you, m’not gonna do nothing if you say no.”
You suppose that’s sweet, he’s asking for your consent afterall. You’ve never thought he was a bad guy, just… a stepdad. A dad. The thought alone really makes you think the best choice is to say no. You don’t think you want to say no.
“Yes, please. Does mom know about this?”
“Don’t talk about her right now. Talk about me. Talk about us.” Robby, ever the gentleman, allows you to take the lead for the time being. Lets you unbox the wand at your own pace, lets you undress yourself however you please (naked, you want this after all), lets you edge him closer to your bed before he finally has to take charge once again.
Somehow he gets behind you, your naked back pressed up against the soft cotton of his tee shirt. His legs kick open your own, forcing them to stay put. There’s a hand around your neck, the other is holding the vibrator, he doesn’t turn it on. Not yet. “This is the best position to do it, trust me. Stepdads don’t lie.”
“Okay.” You whisper, and you bite your lip in embarrassment when he lets out a curse under his breath after realizing how wet you already are. “I’m nervous.”
“It’s fine, you’re fine. You’re being taught something brand new, it’s okay to be nervous. M’so proud of you.” The sudden praise is new, but very welcome. Would Robby have been nicer if you slept with him sooner? Or was he leading you on to unreachable heights? “You’re very beautiful.”
“Thank you.” Robby turns the toy on, lets you watch as he flicks through each different vibration settings, huffs out an amused exhale when he feels you swallow thickly. “Please just pick one!”
You feel a small wave of relief when he settles on one that looks less intimidating, allowing your eyes to slip closed in an attempt to relax.
You fail. Horribly. Because the next thing you know the vibrating silicone is bouncing against your nipple, a near screech escapes your throat and has Robby covering his hand over your entire face to shut you up. Your back arches a little too far for your age, the body behind you is far to strong to let you go far.
“Jesus Christ, kid! Be quiet!” Robby hisses, but you’ve felt his cock twitch as he scolded you. You heave for breath when he deems you’ll stay silent, the vibrator is still dangerously close to your tit.
“Don’t surprise me then!” You snap, though if there’s any bite in your tone it doesn’t show in your body language, squirming as you feel yourself getting more wet. You watch as he brings it closer, and this time you’re ready for the feeling as a low whine leaves your lips. “It hurts…”
“Does it actually?” The toy turns off.
“It’s too much.” You correct yourself, nervous. The toy turns back on.
“Oh, you’re just not used to feeling good, baby. Let me take care of you.”
Robby spends so much time paying attention to your nipples it almost gets you to cum then and there, only stopping when he deems you’ll unworthy of that sweet release. He taps your jaw lightly when you let out a pouty whimper, a reminder to stay quiet. The toy is against your hip now.
“Impatient as ever.” He tsks, yet somehow still has the mercy to not direct the toy to your aching clit and instead to tease. Every inch just to watch you gush in desire, to have your legs trembling uncontrollably from suspense.
Robby must’ve taught a lot of girls how to use a vibrator, because you don’t think you’re going to be able to last long at all when he presses onto that spot and presses hard.
He doesn’t even let up either, hand over your mouth even as you bite your lips to be good and not let everyone know what’s going on in your bedroom. Kicks your legs even further apart, presses the clothed length of his cock against you just right, and you’re gone.
It’s a miracle you didn’t die then and there, you thought. But then again, Robby is a doctor. He’d save you anyways, and then probably instantly kill you again with that absolutely dangerous toy.
Your stepdad is murmuring something to you that you really can’t understand, one hand now rubbing your side up and down while the other dips between your legs. You think you can hear the words messy and excellent before settling back into the aftershocks, only coming to when Robby grabs your chin and shakes your head roughly.
“Your daddy taught you something new. Say thank you.”
“Yes- thank you. Thank you.” Robby grins, and suddenly he’s rolling you off of him so he can get up. A moan of protest leaves you, and you roll over to stare at him with a pout.
“Does my girl need a nap? I’ll tell everyone the sun wore you out.” He’s mocking you. He has that slight edge in his tone that’s condescending, he’s challenging you. Your eyes dip from his face to the obvious bulge in his pants, you grab it firmly. Your stepdads hips jerk at the touch, he’s pulling your hand away a moment after. “Ah, be good. Haven’t taught you how to treat me yet.”
“My stepdad is a pretty good teacher.” You shrug, attempting to reach for it again. Robby’s grip tightens, you think it might bruise. You kind of like that thought.
“After everyone leaves.” He says through gritted teeth, despite the serious tone he still helps you put your clothes back on. Though you can tell his hands linger longer than they should. You don’t think you mind. He sweetens the deal, “I’m so proud of you, baby. Such a quick learner, so obedient. Just wait a little longer, you can do that for me. Can’t you?”
You nod, and he kisses the crown of your head at the agreement. Robby’s eyes flick to the toy disregarded by your side. “Better put that away before someone sees it.”
And then he leaves, not bothering to shut your door on the way out.
stepdad!robby giving reader a vibrator for her birthday & offering to show her what to do with it when she's confused 👀👀
HELLO ANON I absolutely adore this idea it’s soooo juicy and Robby is suchhhh a nasty perv, he totally would get his stepdaughter that type of toy. I hope you enjoy this because I can assure you writing it was a blast :3
You had been so excited for your birthday today. Your mom had brought you breakfast in bed, your best friends were coming over to spend the day with you, and although you didn’t necessarily feel older - you were so happy about living yet another year!
Not to mention the gifts. You were grateful for every single thing. The $300 gift card to your favorite store and the lime green mouse toy your cat had dropped by your feet being amongst the best you received.
Also, the bottle of Malibu Trinity had brought with a grin and a mischievous look in her eye. The alcohol had promptly been confiscated by your stepdad, who demanded no liquor be drunk until later in the evening. Trinity had rolled her eyes with a huff before dragging you to another room, showing off the shooters she stashed in her bag because, “I knew Robby would be a hardass! He’s the same way at work, I swear!”
Speaking of your stepfather, he really hasn’t acted any differently today. Grumbling a happy birthday to you while mid sip of coffee, shrugging mindlessly when your mother had bragged about all the money he had spent on the presents you were about to open (which you hadn’t doubted that she used his money, you just doubt he actually knows what she bought. Most of it was probably for herself, as usual). Watching with crossed arms as you hung out with your friends, which also so happened to be his coworkers. Even Jack had shown up! Lingering by Robby most of the time, but you had been glad to see him.
The day was still fresh, despite all the festivities that’s already happened. Maybe you indulged a little too much with the fireball Trinity passed you down the hall, maybe you were already sunburnt lounging in the sun by Dennis, maybe you had been a bit pouty because your stepdad didn’t actually get you anything for your birthday. You weren’t spoiled! You just thought he’d care a little more than just handing his debit card to your mom. You were family, after all!
So, maybe, just maybe, you’ve been avoiding him a little. Pouting each time he’d speak, turning your head when he’d try to get your attention, smiling ear to ear whenever someone else would pull you away from him.
It was only a matter of time before you got stuck alone with him. You had ran in to grab a snack, only to faceplant right into Robby’s back because he just had to be in your way. “Woah, kid. Watch out, don’t need you hurting yourself.”
“M’fine.” You mumble, shifting to skirt around him and end the conversation. A large hand around your upper arm cuts you short, tumbling back into your stepdads side. “Robby, let go!”
“Ah, ah, ah. Not so fast.” He tuts, and then you see it. A sparkly bag dangling from his fingertips, a birthday bag. You blink owlishly, his teasing grin turns stern as soon as you meet his gaze. “Why are you ignoring me?”
“I thought-“ It sounds silly now, you don’t really want to admit it. Averting your eyes, his grip on your arm tightens until you look at him again. Your voice is barely above a whisper, “I thought you didn’t get me anything.”
Robby raises his eyebrow, big brown eyes studying you before he snorts. As if to tease you, he swings the bag in front of your face. “Who said this was for you?”
“It’s my birthday!” You squawk, smacking his arm and thankfully he lets go. His grip was starting to hurt. You feel like you’re burning alive from embarrassment as he laughs at you, “Who else would it be for?”
Avoiding your question, he turns his attention to the guests outside. Your mom seemed to be all too infatuated with a story Jack was telling, your friends arguing about something irrelevant. “All those other presents weren’t enough?”
“That’s not the reason why!” You protest, glaring up at him under your lashes as you continue with a softer tone, “I just- I thought you didn’t care, that’s all. It’s- it’s stupid. I don’t even want it, whatever.”
“Oh, baby. Is that it? Thought your daddy didn’t care?” He’s mocking you. He’s making fun of your feelings, you scowl as you shove at him. He doesn’t move a muscle, you feel humiliated. Why did your mom have to marry such a jerk? You feel like a crybaby when angry tears blur your vision, swiftly turning away to end this conversation for good. Robby grabs you by the hair, tugging just enough to make you spin around with a yelp as you lift your hand up to slap-
The bag is in front of your face, effectively saving Robby’s stupidly smug face as your palm lands against plastic instead. Your stepdad pushes it into your hand, leaning in a little too close for comfort as he murmurs. “Watch it. It’d be awfully rude to hit your dad for no reason. Go on, open your gift. Right now.”
You were still pissed, you didn’t want his stupid gift! Still, you pull the bag closer to your chest. You grumble under your breath, “Stop saying you’re my dad.”
“You’re right. I’m not. Your real daddy didn’t care enough about his little girls special day, hm? But I do, so I think I deserve the title.” You don’t have time to process that, he leans even closer than what could be considered appropriate. “Open it.”
You do as you’re told. Plucking the tissue paper out of the bag and furrowing your eyebrows as you stare at the contents inside. “A back massager? Why would you get me that?”
The groan your stepfather lets out makes you peek up at him, confusion etching itself across your face. He drags a hand down his own, shaking his head with a smile you can’t quite place as he breathes out a laugh, “Read it, sweetheart.”
Grabbing the box out of the bag fully, you feel Robby’s eyes on you as you study the box.
Oh, that’s not a back massager! Oh, that’s not a back massager.
“Robby? Why would you get me this?” You still feel lost. Is there something you’re not getting? Was there supposed to be a joke somewhere? A card to explain why you have such a thing in your hands? “I mean- thank you? But I don’t really, um… know why I need this?”
“You’re kidding.” Robby deadpans, snatching the box from you and shoving it back into the bag when Jack knocks on the glass door and beckons them to come back outside. Robby gives him the hand signal to wait, Jack puts on a show of rolling his eyes before turning away. “You’ve touched yourself before. I know it.”
“Yeah, obviously. I’m a grown woman with needs. I just don’t get why you’d get that for me! I mean… how do you even use it?” He looks at you like you’ve grown two heads, maybe you have.
“Are you… telling me you’ve never used a vibrator before?” He asks slowly, eyebrows raised in a way that has you laughing meekly in a feeble attempt to ease the tension. “Ever?”
“I’ve used toys, just not- why are you asking me this? You’re my stepdad. This is weird, I think you should take it back. The toy, I mean. Just, uh, give it to someone else.” You take a step back, and then another when Robby follows. He’s grabbing your wrist and dragging you off to your bedroom before you can even realize what’s happening. What even is happening?
Robby shuts your door a little too rough, locks it with a click, and lurches the toy at you so quickly it almost hits you in the head before catching it. You open your mouth to say something, anything, but a large finger is pressed against your lips to shush you. When he speaks, it’s low, as if he’s afraid everybody could hear him from all the way outside. “You’ve never used one of these before, right? Let me be a dad to you, baby. Let me teach you how to use it.”
You feel like you should say no. You should probably say no. You begin to shake your head, but then Robby starts to nod. It’s confusing, you’re so confused. You end up nodding along with him, smiling when he gives you a pleased grin. “Atta girl, knew you could listen to me. Need to know you’re not as naïve as you’re actin right now. I need you to understand I’m going to use this toy on you, m’not gonna do nothing if you say no.”
You suppose that’s sweet, he’s asking for your consent afterall. You’ve never thought he was a bad guy, just… a stepdad. A dad. The thought alone really makes you think the best choice is to say no. You don’t think you want to say no.
“Yes, please. Does mom know about this?”
“Don’t talk about her right now. Talk about me. Talk about us.” Robby, ever the gentleman, allows you to take the lead for the time being. Lets you unbox the wand at your own pace, lets you undress yourself however you please (naked, you want this after all), lets you edge him closer to your bed before he finally has to take charge once again.
Somehow he gets behind you, your naked back pressed up against the soft cotton of his tee shirt. His legs kick open your own, forcing them to stay put. There’s a hand around your neck, the other is holding the vibrator, he doesn’t turn it on. Not yet. “This is the best position to do it, trust me. Stepdads don’t lie.”
“Okay.” You whisper, and you bite your lip in embarrassment when he lets out a curse under his breath after realizing how wet you already are. “I’m nervous.”
“It’s fine, you’re fine. You’re being taught something brand new, it’s okay to be nervous. M’so proud of you.” The sudden praise is new, but very welcome. Would Robby have been nicer if you slept with him sooner? Or was he leading you on to unreachable heights? “You’re very beautiful.”
“Thank you.” Robby turns the toy on, lets you watch as he flicks through each different vibration settings, huffs out an amused exhale when he feels you swallow thickly. “Please just pick one!”
You feel a small wave of relief when he settles on one that looks less intimidating, allowing your eyes to slip closed in an attempt to relax.
You fail. Horribly. Because the next thing you know the vibrating silicone is bouncing against your nipple, a near screech escapes your throat and has Robby covering his hand over your entire face to shut you up. Your back arches a little too far for your age, the body behind you is far to strong to let you go far.
“Jesus Christ, kid! Be quiet!” Robby hisses, but you’ve felt his cock twitch as he scolded you. You heave for breath when he deems you’ll stay silent, the vibrator is still dangerously close to your tit.
“Don’t surprise me then!” You snap, though if there’s any bite in your tone it doesn’t show in your body language, squirming as you feel yourself getting more wet. You watch as he brings it closer, and this time you’re ready for the feeling as a low whine leaves your lips. “It hurts…”
“Does it actually?” The toy turns off.
“It’s too much.” You correct yourself, nervous. The toy turns back on.
“Oh, you’re just not used to feeling good, baby. Let me take care of you.”
Robby spends so much time paying attention to your nipples it almost gets you to cum then and there, only stopping when he deems you’ll unworthy of that sweet release. He taps your jaw lightly when you let out a pouty whimper, a reminder to stay quiet. The toy is against your hip now.
“Impatient as ever.” He tsks, yet somehow still has the mercy to not direct the toy to your aching clit and instead to tease. Every inch just to watch you gush in desire, to have your legs trembling uncontrollably from suspense.
Robby must’ve taught a lot of girls how to use a vibrator, because you don’t think you’re going to be able to last long at all when he presses onto that spot and presses hard.
He doesn’t even let up either, hand over your mouth even as you bite your lips to be good and not let everyone know what’s going on in your bedroom. Kicks your legs even further apart, presses the clothed length of his cock against you just right, and you’re gone.
It’s a miracle you didn’t die then and there, you thought. But then again, Robby is a doctor. He’d save you anyways, and then probably instantly kill you again with that absolutely dangerous toy.
Your stepdad is murmuring something to you that you really can’t understand, one hand now rubbing your side up and down while the other dips between your legs. You think you can hear the words messy and excellent before settling back into the aftershocks, only coming to when Robby grabs your chin and shakes your head roughly.
“Your daddy taught you something new. Say thank you.”
“Yes- thank you. Thank you.” Robby grins, and suddenly he’s rolling you off of him so he can get up. A moan of protest leaves you, and you roll over to stare at him with a pout.
“Does my girl need a nap? I’ll tell everyone the sun wore you out.” He’s mocking you. He has that slight edge in his tone that’s condescending, he’s challenging you. Your eyes dip from his face to the obvious bulge in his pants, you grab it firmly. Your stepdads hips jerk at the touch, he’s pulling your hand away a moment after. “Ah, be good. Haven’t taught you how to treat me yet.”
“My stepdad is a pretty good teacher.” You shrug, attempting to reach for it again. Robby’s grip tightens, you think it might bruise. You kind of like that thought.
“After everyone leaves.” He says through gritted teeth, despite the serious tone he still helps you put your clothes back on. Though you can tell his hands linger longer than they should. You don’t think you mind. He sweetens the deal, “I’m so proud of you, baby. Such a quick learner, so obedient. Just wait a little longer, you can do that for me. Can’t you?”
You nod, and he kisses the crown of your head at the agreement. Robby’s eyes flick to the toy disregarded by your side. “Better put that away before someone sees it.”
And then he leaves, not bothering to shut your door on the way out.
Stooop that gif you posted is so dad!robby and daughter!reader
OUGHHH FASHA UR KILLING ME !! Just started giggling and squealing like yeah that is Robby with his little girl !! She’s always so desperate and eager to be good for him so how could he not make that gif come true :((
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