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Cain || 24 || He/They || OCs only || Main: localplaguenurse || Pfp by @noctipherr

[cains-creatures]

Hello!

My name is Cain, and this is my sideblog for any original/non-fandom related art and writing! My main account is @localplaguenurse, which is where all my fanart, fanfiction, and pretty much everything else is. I just wanted to have a separate corner where I can post about my silly little guys.

Please note this is for ORIGINAL original characters, so characters like Nikolai or Wifey are going to stay on main with my fics.

ADDITIONAL WARNING PLEASE READ: My original stories and characters often explore heavier subject matter, including but not limited to addiction, abuse including SA, trauma, and mental health. I also do not censor words like "rape" or "suicide" or replace them with words like "graped" or "unalived" as I feel doing so downplays and even mocks the real life trauma of actual survivors and victims. While I do not go into detail, I also do not avoid these topics. Please keep this in mind if you are sensitive to these topics or if you are coming from my main blog's writing. Any and all post dealing with heavier subject matter will have a warning at the top and will be tagged accordingly.

Also while I'm not planning on writing any actual smut for my ocs, I will not shy away from sexual themes in my stories, though I imagine most people expected that anyways.

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#cain's art: anything I've drawn of my ocs

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#cain answers: whatever you guys have sent to my inbox either here or on main about any oc lore

#cain rambles: any sort of fun facts or tidbits I throw out randomly

#reposts from main: the stuff I originally put on my main blog that I am bringing over here

#oc: Howl!

#oc: Jason!

#oc: Alice!

#oc: Satine!

#oc: Victor!

#oc: Luca!

[cains-creatures]

Today’s brain worms

The imperfect mimic/doppelgänger trope

The imperfect mimic/doppelgänger trope as a metaphor for grief, your loved ones “coming back” as idealized versions of themselves before becoming distorted versions of themselves

The imperfect mimic/doppelgänger trope as a metaphor for self loathing and self love, where you can only feel contempt for this thing that bears your face or you only feel pity and solidarity for such a wretched creature

The imperfect mimic/doppelgänger trope as a metaphor for being trans where it either exaggerates the things that make you dysphoric, or as a funnier take, your mimic is the opposite gender while you’re still in the closet/in denial so you have to go “huh I wonder what this copy of me is trying to say”

[cains-creatures]

My silly spider

I’ve changed my name here and on main to Cain Silas because that is NOT my real name (Silas was actually my second pick for a new name) but they are my initials. It’s mainly for stuff I post here that I want to also post on my private ig for my family and friends.

[cains-creatures]

Green :3

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Guess what I’m gonna ask for

Luca

[cains-creatures]

Can I have Jason :3

Ivy asking to have Jason, must be a day that ends in "y" lmao

[ivysentry]

I’m gonna be so honest saying “Can I have Jason” is a stim for me now

I could be doing literally anything and I’ll feel the need to blurt “I want Jason” / “Can I have Jason”

[cains-creatures]

Bro 😭

[ivysentry]

So can I

[cains-creatures]

You're gonna use him like a stim toy

[cains-creatures]

Can I have Jason :3

Ivy asking to have Jason, must be a day that ends in "y" lmao

[ivysentry]

I’m gonna be so honest saying “Can I have Jason” is a stim for me now

I could be doing literally anything and I’ll feel the need to blurt “I want Jason” / “Can I have Jason”

[cains-creatures]

Bro 😭

[cains-creatures]

Can I have Jason :3

Ivy asking to have Jason, must be a day that ends in "y" lmao

[dinklebat]

OC playlist meme

Couldn’t find a template I liked for OC playlists, so I made one myself! feel free to use for whatever just keep my watermark :3

(transparent and filled out versions beneath the cut!)

[cains-creatures]

Returning him 🫡

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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Can I have Jason

I'm both eepy and in a good mood so sure, only if you bring him back before bedtime

[cains-creatures]

I miss my wubaboo

... your what?

[ivysentry]

my wubaboo :(

[cains-creatures]

Who????

[ivysentry]

:( wubaboo

[cains-creatures]

You keep saying that like I know who you're talking about

[cains-creatures]

I miss my wubaboo

... your what?

[ivysentry]

my wubaboo :(

[cains-creatures]

Who????

[cains-creatures]

I miss my wubaboo

... your what?

[cains-creatures]

I drew these a bit ago while I was going through a little misery spiral.

The first one started off with me just layering different scribble patterns because I didn’t really know what I wanted to draw. I liked the harshness and the messiness of it, it felt good. I struggle a lot with loneliness, I tend to bottle things up and make myself as tiny as possible so I’m not an inconvenience to everyone. I want to reach out, but I don’t know how, and I’m scared I’m beyond what my friends can offer anyways.

The second one was both more planned yet not as planned. I went into it with a specific vision in mind while the first one was drawn on the fly. While the first one drew more from my specific fears of being truly alone, this one is more about how it feels to bottle it up. I feel it want to burst out of my chest kicking and screaming and shrieking, but I don’t have anywhere to put it. So it just sits behind my rib cage, nestled somewhere between my lungs.

[cains-creatures]

I gotta stop thinking of character designs that I myself cannot fuckin draw

[cains-creatures]

(Staring at luca)

You have very pretty eyes :3

His face now shares a hexcode with cherry tomatoes instead of mayonnaise