a disturbed person

*The Netherlands* SW: 57kg CW: 50,6g//GW1: 49kg//GW2: 45kg GW3: 40kg// UGW: 35kg

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my bestie ana after binging for 1 week straight:

ya girl is back on track

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i binged so much this week i feel so bad

my mom just came in my room and said “i can’t believe u ate that much” 😐...

I GAINED SO MUCH WEIGHT ALSO HSJSJSBBSJSJSJS I LOOK PREGNANY NO JOKE

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at this point my eating pattern isn’t even a pattern it’s a freestyle lol

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i HATE it when my mom ask me if i want some food like obviously not im starving ugh shut up annoying human

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just found out 1 sushi is 105kcal and that’s exactly what my family wants to eat lol wanna kms

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no one:

my stomach: 🐻🐻🐻🐯🐯🦁🦁

me: stfu why r u yelling?!!??! why r u yelling so fucking loud ssssh bitch shut up

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my fasting app after restarting my fast for the 5th time in the same hour bc i cant stop eating:

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me switching from cookingvideos to ana-storytimes on youtube:

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yes, yes i just said to myself im getting better for making a healthy meal denying the fact its the first and last meal of my day. ain’t got no shame bout it. 💅🏻

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nvm i threw the meal away lol

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yes, yes i just said to myself im getting better for making a healthy meal denying the fact its the first and last meal of my day. ain’t got no shame bout it. 💅🏻

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HUGE safe food for me is cauliflower rice, its only 25 cal for 100 gram. You just cook it 1-2 minutes and put some seasoning over it and ur good to go + its super good & healthy. Stay safe y’all! ❤️

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“wow recovery feels great”

*shoves 4000 calories down my throat in the span of 5 minutes*

(also regretting it right after doing it lol)

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those shits after a binge be so good

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“fuck u my child is completely fine”

*their child thinks of ways to starve themselves as long as possible without anyone noticing it*

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i binged today and i felt disgusted but i just finished my 30 min workout and i feel a lot less guilty :)

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currently binging on zero calorie strawberry gums ✌🏻😗

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if you crave something sweet and low kcal, try greek yoghurt 0% fat + lemonade syrup.

its pretty low kcal but it depends on how much syrup and yoghurt u use :3