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sup. it's the man, the myth, the anomaly. started this as a food log but now its my disordered ass alt lmao. he/him liquor calories dont count. :)

yk tuna is a great source of protein, we all know this, but i'm always annoyed when people like. make "tuna salad" with just mayo because they feel like theres nothing else low enough cal to make it good.

well i also add mustard, relish, worcestershire sauce, onion powder and garlic powder, all basically 0 cal, and its amazing and beautiful and if you can tolerate canned tuna ya gotta try it.

#maybe its just ed pinterest that has this problem #but i promise you theres so much 0 cal flavor you can add to basically anything

ok so ignore my shit camera quality but this was like. absolutely fantastic. tuna salad w egg white on a bed of leaf lettuce. might end up being my lunch or dinner like every day lol

wow yesterday went so good until i spiraled in the evening and ate 1.5 sandwiches and like 3 cups of pasta. at least i've stayed pretty satiated today so far so i'm drinking some coffee then eating a high protein snack, then more coffee.

#idk what got into me yesterday that was Really bad #but. i can recover. i gots this.

so i've decided since my stomach is a hellscape i'm going to spend the week trying to just. eat rlly good food for me and try to get my body in check. also hoping to do stuff to fix my metabolism a bit because man is it fukt

#i will be uploading a compilation of food log pics from over the past few weeks that i liked but never posted #and maybe try to do more logs in general but like. while trying to be ~ healthier ~#ig.

well i took a really good bc while trying to recreate a pose for a dramatic ass redraw. the refs themself made me feel like ass but i got a good bc so thats all that matters

#HOW CAN MY RIBS AND HIP BONES BE SO PROMINENT BUT IM STILL FAT

how the fuck did i manage to lose so much fucking weight over a year and then plateau for 3 years. like. what was i doing different. what the FUCK im so fucking angry

#i lost 150lbs over like. a year and a half when i first developed this bitchass disorder #now i've been stuck at 135/140 for like 3 fucking years #idk what im doing differently.#kill me kill me kill me

so i fucked it up big time and barely ate any of it because half the egg was undercooked. whatever

#im not even counting it tbh #like i'm not gonna log 5% of an egg white and 1/5 of a 40cal tortilla lmao #👁️ the anomaly eats

i want to make an egg sandwich but theres no safe bread in the house :( maybe i'll make my egg white tortilla thingy. ugh.

god i gotta lock in as soon as i get my adderall back. i gotta. i also gotta lock in on NOT ABUSING IT SO I DONT END UP IN THESE BINGE PHASES AND RUIN EVERYTHING

#i wouldnt doubt if i end up having gained 10+ lbs after this one #this one was Bad #but it ok. it. ok.#just gotta get back on track

im literally so close to ending it i'm just going to purge and take a cold rinse.

okay i made the shitpost meirl diet LMAO

art courtesy of the brofriend

#👁️ the anomaly diets

i still gotta make my shitpost sims diet.

#i have a personal one i wanna make too because i'm a silly goose #idk the aesthetic ones are fun to make srry #i just dont really like sharing them but who cares

gonna be working on meal prep shit here in a bit. mostly snacks ig, and also making iced coffee bottles. i need more glass containers but for one, expensive, and two, i want to make sure they're all the same because mismatchy doesnt stack right and i Will throw up if shit doesnt look right.

#i need to get control of my finances so i can use my target credit card to get a shit ton of containers.#UGH WHY DO I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS BRAIN EATING DISORDER WHEN I SHOULD BE FUCKING MAKING MONEY OF ANY SORT

also. officially on 40mg of adderall, in which i'm taking 30 in the morning and my 10 in the afternoon. so. god this better help my dumbass binging (and excessive abuse lmao)

well i figured out if i keep my room uncomfortably hot i dont have the desire to binge because like hell i'm eating anything warm in this oven.

#lifehaxxxxxx #i'll just turn my ac on to sleep for now

ugh if i cant help but eat a lot rn at least i'm sticking with lower cal, higher protein stuff. its just. so much food regardless and i feel gross.

#i get my adderall back in a few days though thank GOD #so the binging can fucking STOP #i dont like the lack of control but like i said. low cal high protein.

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