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⊱ lyx • 22 • heart, spilled like ink

#if you see this blog #no u don't #look away #look away now #i am cringe #this is me: raw and unfiltered

love the one-two angry-anxious combo

#lyx.whispers #i'm unreasonably nervous to be going back to work #checking my emails only worsened the anxiety djdbfn #saw a couple of my invoices were rejected and i know that happens sometimes but also like #i hold myself to extremely high standards - almost damagingly so #and to know i didn't get everything done perfectly #and to see people trying to contact me while i was away #g o d #wtv i'm gg to sleep now i cant deal with this

vibrates angrily bc why isn't my work laptop letting me do things

#lyx.whispers #i need to check my email!#and i can't seem to connect to the vpn #grrrrr

alright that's it. when i come back from my trip i'm watching fleabag

#lyx.whispers #hELP #THAT SCENE #kneel.#URNORBFNF FUCKKKKK #IM DECEASED #GONE #DEAD

georgies-ftts

The Crows + Kuwei but it’s my opinion on biggest lightweights to heavyweights

Lightweight:

1) Inej: she needs one and a half drinks and she’s good for the night, can take care of herself whilst she’s pissed and doesn’t care that she gets drunk quick cause she spends less money and has a great time

2) Kuwei: two drinks and this man can’t see, can’t walk, will puke on you, will puke in the taxi and cry so you pay the cleaning fee, won’t remember a thing

3) Kaz: this man will never admit it but 3-4 drinks and he’s absolutely cracker, will tell everyone he’s such a heavyweight that he doesn’t get drunk so he’ll chug something to try and prove a point but then proceeds to try not to vomit for an hour whilst trying not to make it obvious

4) Jesper: pretends he’s a heavyweight but just drinks his drinks really slowly so you think he’s had loads, he’s good after five drinks will be dancing on a table by the end of the night

5)Nina: she can knock ‘em back but give her tequila and you’ve signed your own death warrant, 5-6 drinks in and she’s on the table with jesper only difference is she’s also stacked another table on top and is about to break her neck to climb on them

5) Wylan: tied with Nina, people always get shocked when he can hold his drink but 5-6 drinks in and he’ll be trying to find the nearest piano so he and Jesper can belt out the rudest songs known to man, is the type to run away if you turn your back for more than 5 seconds and will wake up in a random field somehow still alive

6)Matthias: man stores his drinks in those tiddies of his and slowly releases it as and when he pleases into his bloodstream, can and will down the whole bar if he needs to, we’re talking like 10+ drinks and he still won’t stumble at all, his record is 17 before he puked on the side of the road and passed out,

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fleur-aesthetic

instagram | the.dahlia.house

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kristina100000

to put it lightly the world is doomed without devotion and love

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nickyandmikey

god i love doomed romances because it’s like. “what is grief if not love persevering” but the grief and love are happening at the same time. how do you grieve something that’s still alive? how do you love something that has always been dead? and the answer is just. intensely.

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Nesryn Faliq

i fell in love with Nesryn the first moment she appeared. stone faced woman that knew when to talk and when to keep quiet. Nesryn is reserved, so it’s rare when you know what she feels unless she shows it to you intentionally. she observes people and situations, a skill she has obtained during her work. she has a heart of gold, kind, compassionate and tolerant to everyone, especially to foreigners. she is extremely loyal. Nesryn loves her family members and carves out time to visit them even during the work in ToD. she is so loving and caring, especially with her nieces/ nephews. not to mention her courageous and adventurous side. her mother literally called her Wind-Seeker and free spirit. i also love that despite her legendary shooting skills and name (Neith’s arrow), she doesn’t brag about it like many would. Nesryn protects those who cannot protect themselves, so she is my hero. i will love her to death.

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