Suicide Hotline

there are plenty fish in the sea. There are also whales, crustaceans and shipwrecks

[cameronspoems]

Drove here drunk

Now im sober

i feel this whole world turning over

i think im losing my mind

[cameronspoems]

I slept on your side of the bed tonight

everything with my mind simply dosent feel right

I polished off the bottle we had

just so i can sleep through the night

i'll be alright.

i hope

[cameronspoems]

Human emotion nearly replicates the ocean. Ones composure may be calm on the surface but somewhere underneath holds a complex level of intricacy and furocity upheld by diverse currents and life itself.

- Cameron C Hoquist

[heightenedheartbreak]

“She had galaxies in her eyes and her tears were falling stars, but you had no use for astronomy.”

- (C.B)

[cameronspoems]

"A place where the wind dosent blow nor do leaves fall from trees is somewhere I wish I could be"

CCH

[cameronspoems]

a poem i think

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Latley ive been writing meaningless rhymes, trying to make sense of how much i feel like "unfortified wine" maybe i just suck a poetry, someone who cant make lines flow or, im just a shitty poet whos hit his all time writing low.

[cameronspoems]

i have a dream of becoming famous. i dont know what for, but i'll do it somehow.

[cameronspoems]

- C.C.H

[cameronspoems]

- C.C.H

[cameronspoems]

what's life to be alone

a haunted man must suffer on his own

in the end its just us and our box

with mourned corpses left to rot

C.H.

[cameronspoems]

Brave

/brāv/ ready to face and endure danger or pain; showing courage.

kicking the chair takes courage

and if i were to be brave i'd be dead

[cameronspoems]

I've made a happy home

with this not so happy mind of mine

and when my blood is full of alcohol

i tend to feel fine

but when night comes and i lie here restlessly

I wonder if i'll move out

hiring a rope as my moving company

[cameronspoems]

i miss you

its difficult to sleep when all my blood has left my feet

only to warm my slow heartbeat

i cant help but to wish i was beside you

because you're all i need

tonight i wont fall asleep to your beautiful voice

but to the low hum of my heater within my cold room without the presence of you.

[cameronspoems]

my life is like a novel in which i keep tearing the pages out.

cch

[cameronspoems]

my thoughts have become so destructive

im eating away at my brain

im half dead, half alive

and i wish i could survive

but i cant..

[cameronspoems]

[cameronspoems]

my mind feels like a foreign language my thoughts make sense at least to me and i feel crazy if i tell anyone how i feel

they appear to be.. lost in translation