So Far So Good

22, M, STL born KC living, looking for a place to share myself

[books-n-quotes]

“Sometimes you are going to miss a person who was an almost to you. And feel sad because there is no name for that feeling. You just feel it in a way that makes you tired to your very bones.”

— Nikita Gill, Almost Feelings

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Help!

Where can I find good monologues to add to my repertoire?

[tastefullyoffensive]

(via nikkikatalinic)

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I still have no clue how to use Tumblr

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Next chapter

I want to start writing stories and I need help. If you know any theatre geek tumblrs let me know!

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Friendship?

I realized today that a girl I spent five years of friendship on has left my life. Three of those years I spent in love with her, and the last two I spent analyzing how much I actually meant to her. After thinking it over I still don't know. I do believe she thought us to be friends. I do believe she appreciated the time spent with me. She understood me pretty well, and we spent a lot of time arguing. But after those five years I sit here not have talked to her more than 5 times over the last year, and feel hurt. It wasn't often she reached out to me, but when she did she always trusted me. I think she loved me (as a friend), and I know for a fact she has always trusted me, even though I had to earn her trust back. I still have no clue what our friendship has meant to her though, and I can't tell what would happen if I saw her today. Would we politely say hello, I've missed you, and move on? Or would we reconnect. All I know is every time I see her I will be happy, my only question is for how long.

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I can't wait for the day when I feel comfortable voicing my opinion.

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With so much happening around us today it's hard to take a second to focus on anything. The world around us is rushing and so are we to see it all. So much to take for granted that we have a hard time waiting. We have plenty of life to live, we might as well take our time living it.

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Youth

I feel like now a days people in their late teens and twenties put themselves first all the time. Relationships are rough because no one wants to commit if they don't have to. Oh well, I just have to do my best to commit when I can and maybe people will follow along.

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literally…..a masterpiece 

[poonany]

My shit

[ishipitlikeups]

They turned what is arguably the worst song of all time into something amazing

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did this person just say hollaback girl is “arguably the worst song of all time”??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

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Mind

I see the people that mean so much to me hurt and there's nothing I can do about it. It sucks to know I can only do so much to show the important people in my life how much I love them. Especially when they aren't always in an active friendship with me. All I can do is pray and hope they get the help they need and go to the right places on their journey in life.

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Friends

I just realized I've become friends with the same girl over my life time. Exact same personality but a different girl. And every time. Every time she drops me.

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Harry

So I think James Potter is everything Harry would have been if it wasn't for Ron and Hermione. I mean, not only did they keep him on track with his struggles, but we're considered part of the two lowest branches in the wizarding world. They taught him humility is important when you don't know someone, and that even a lowly house elf was worth care and love. You could never ask for two better friends than that.

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So awkward. So...so. Awkward.

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For Damian

I never post on here, so yea. This year feels like something special. I'm not sure why, but something feels different. I still have time to figure it out. Friends by my side, schooling looking tough but worth working for, and lots of new reading to do.

[foreverbadbitches]