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[cannabisbutch]

Im so tired. Im so tired of being tired. Im tired of sounding like a broken record when pp lask how im feeling ("tired") or what im doing this/last weekend ("mostly nothing. Bc im so tired"). I just want to not be tired 24/7!!!!!!

[headpainmigraine]

This Disability Pride Month, all I'm seeing from friends, mutuals and other crips is just constant, unceasing, sometimes life threatening ableism and lack of care being given to them by medical professionals

Medical professionals hate disabled people, and they especially hate you if you're physically disabled and have mobility aids and equipment.

You can't take our problems seriously

You don't believe our self reports

You think we're drug seeking instead of figuring out that your colleagues won't help us and leave us with little other recourse than to just beg for pain relief

You leave us waiting for your oh so precious time for 3 fucking months and then give us a 10 minute appointment where you haven't been assed to prepare, don't know who we are, don't listen to us, don't read our medical notes, fling some nonsense about exercise and holistic treatment at us and then fuck off

Sometimes you'll even hold back what you're thinking and don't tell us we're lazy malingerers who just needs exercise and a positive mental attitude

I know that your jobs would be way easier without our disabled asses trying to seek treatment help and support, but you fucking chose to enter the field, what did you fucking think it was going to be?

"Wah, my job's so hard, I have to deal with sick people in ridiculous pain who expect me to do things for them, I'm gonna go on strike for more pay"

This Disability Pride Month I'd love it if medical professionals shut up and listened to us. Just for one month

You can do it, I believe in you.

Yo everyone who's had a harrowing but yet also banal too common story of healthcare professionals absolutely fucking failing you this month, and any month, I'm so sorry.

I know we say our lives have intrinsic value, but honestly, your lives have more value than theirs do.

Some of you are going through shit that abled people don't even realise could happen to another person, in pain and discomfort that is unceasing and never goes away, abused by the people who are supposed to help you, and you're some of the kindest, most thoughtful, just good decent people I've ever met, regardless of if I've ever had an argument with you or not

You are gemstones, you deserve to be here taking up space and kicking abled ass, and just existing without pity, shame or secrecy.

I fucking love you, and my fury on your behalf whenever you're treated worse than animals is never going away.

[bjoirdhnn]

Hi everybody.

It pains me to inform you all that we have found @transfaguette He unfortunately has passed on. Thank you to everybody who aided us, reposted, and had conversations with us to help find him. I wish I had better news to share.

He’s at rest now.

Please take care of yourselves and each other. You are loved, you are cared for, you are so much more important than you could ever realize.

Suicide Hotline [phone]-TALK

Trevor Lifeline 866-488-7386

[systlin]

Getting down on my knees and thanking the humans who invented dishwashers and washing machines.

[ihonestlydontknowwhattocallthis]

InsNe that dishwashers are more efficient and easier than just washing them manually but they also use less water. It’s a win win situation

[systlin]

They ALSO sterilize dishes, due to operating at a far higher temperature than human hands could ever tolerate. It's a win every way.

[systlin]

Made this post about 15 minutes after the repair guy who fixed the pump on my dishwasher packed up his tools and left, as the dishwasher was whirring along doing my dishes from that morning.

He said the exact same thing, which I did not know before that, so spreading this knowledge.

[cannabisbutch]

I wish it was easier to shake the violated snd belittled feeling after drs appointments

[nyantara]

i find anglophone plagiarism discourse extremely funny because most bollywood movies when i was growing up would be straight up ripping plots and cinematography from cinema abroad and the music in them would be interpolating and sometimes just remaking it with hindi lyrics. copyright is fake asf the world is so much bigger without it <3

[cannabisbutch]

One day we'll discover the cause of fibromyalgia, and when we do, i expect all the CNS sensitivity theories idiots to commit ritual suicide to protect the shreds of honor they might have left if any.

[cannabisbutch]

No way i can so low FODMAP i will actually starve especially bc that takes away like ALL pre prepared foods which I stressed how much i rely on bc i can barely cook. Well ill try but if i cant ill tell her i refuse to try again bc i KNOW they can do more besides self management they are just lazy, selfish, cheapsakes. I bet my dr has access to all kinddssss of awesome reacue meds for flares no way she juar foes deep breathing, lying ass stupid cunt.

[cannabisbutch]

Oh ny god they gave me someone's else mychart end of visit printout. Should i call and get her in trouble for breaking HIPAA lmao???

[cannabisbutch]

Called and reported bc the info was close enough on some visit things i wanted to make sure pur charts don't get mixed up bc i know from experience what a nighrmare for all parties gettinf that fixed is. I do feel slightly better possibly getting her trouble, tho lol, gotta love being part of the karmic cycle

[cannabisbutch]

Oh ny god they gave me someone's else mychart end of visit printout. Should i call and get her in trouble for breaking HIPAA lmao???

[headpainmigraine]

Let's be honest, you didn't say that you were a nurse, or studying to be one, but it's obvious that you are and just didn't admit to it for reasons

Reasons being, not beating the allegations that every "but drug seekers!" is a 'medical professional' of some kind.

[cannabisbutch]

She was def implying im a med seeker bc she randomly brought up a supposed amputee pt who ODd on his meds. Ok bitch im not him i have both arms and i just want to not have to chase my pain so much when i get homw from work which all drs agree is a bad thing (chasing pain vs treating immediately). I didn't even get high from the opiods from my surgery they just made me able to sleep and my back pain was completely gone!!! Give me them or D I E N O W

[crippled-peeper]

people who call themselves anarchist trans girls but are anti abortion are a huge contributing reason to why im such a untrusting person

[cannabisbutch]

I wanna cry so i think appt wrnt badly. Gonna have to process it ig

[cannabisbutch]

Got med massage bur technically EYE have to call bc my ins wont cover it but the spending account will, but ONLY if i self schedule which is maybe fine but if they give me any gruff im for real blowing up the whole building.

She think i have SIBO which maybe, and wants me to to low FODMAP which ABSOLUTELY makes me feel suicidal bc eating is already so hard which i did express to her.

Also all about stress which I CANT FUCNING CONTROL GOD I WANTED TO STRANGLE HER WITH HER UGLY COAT FUCK HER FIBRO I DEF HAVE IT WORSE THAB THIS BITCH KILL ALL DRS FOREVER

Worthless appr yet again that i waited months for. Why do i even bother. I know abt cupping and acupuncture I JUST NEED MEDS FOR WORK U UGLY SELFISH BITCH

[cannabisbutch]

I wanna cry so i think appt wrnt badly. Gonna have to process it ig

[crippled-peeper]

when tumblr users talk about “liberation!!!” and I have to clarify are you liberating us from oppressive laws and systems or are you liberating us from your insecurities . 90% of the time it’s the 2nd one

[crippled-peeper]

“therian genderfucks are more subversive and hated by the state than binary trans people on HRT!!! it’s just facts!!!” so what you’re describing is your own internal feelings of insecurity and inadequacy and not material oppression from the state. otherwise the DOJ would have running lists of therians and all of their supporters and defenders the way they do with trans minors. you aren’t “more subversive/more oppressed” you just assume you are at all times because you are deeply deeply insecure and possibly a child. stop throwing people on HRT under the bus

[nightmaretour]

The hardest part isn't actually accepting that you need help, it's convincing someone to help you when you're broke, everyone around you is either busy or struggling to keep up with their own health issues, and the government would rather campaign to be allowed to kill you than spend money helping you