She/Her, Bisexual, Demiromantic/Aromantic
A writer/enjoyer of fanfics. I post them on Ao3 (and my favirots on watpad) I will be posting fic ideas, rambles about ongoing fics, and funny storys from my life!
Ao3 name: Captain_Blue
Watpad name: @CaptainBlue27
My fandoms are: PJO/HoO/ToA/ Riordanverse (Percabeth to death do they part and beyond), DSMP (not much anymore, but I adore SBI), Hermitcraft, Lifer Series (Scar and Ranchers <3), Epic the mucical (winion certafied), and anything else I find cool :P.
My fandoms: PJO/HoO/ToA/ Riordanverse (Percabeth to death do they part and beyond), DSMP (not much anymore, but did I adore SBI), Hermitcraft, Life Series (Ranchers my beloveds <3), Epic the musical (winion certified), TADC, Hazbin Hotel, Helava Boss, Sparkbird, and anything else I find cool :P.
Favorite music: Indie folk, Rock, Musicals, love songs (an aromantic who love love songs :o )
Favorite bands/more then one artist: The Crane Wives, The Arcadian Wild, AJR, Halfy and Winks, The Oh Helloes, LoveJoy.
Favorite musical artists: Sparkbird, Boywithuke, Fish In A Bird Cage.
Hobbies: I like to handycrafts (Crochet, embroidery, sewing, painting), Art (Painting, drawing), write (fanfic, original works), and Reading (fanfics, published books). [I am very child of Athena Coded XD]
[Not so] Fun fact about me: If I am listening to Boywithuke (specifically 'Loafers') on loop, I'm not in a good mental state. I need and hug and someone to talk to :(
Favorite Hermits: Scar, Tango, Joel.
Favorite DSMP members: Sam, Karl, Phil (Techno).
Favorite World of PJO characters: Percy, Annabeth, Will.
Favorite Life members: Scar, Tango, Joel.
Favorite Epic the musical characters: Polites, Hermes, Odysseus.
Favorite Musicals: Pecry Jackson the musical, Epic the musical, Hamilton.
Favorite Hazbin Hotel characters: Alastor, Husk, Lucifer.
Favorite ship: Ranches (Jimmy/Tango [Life Series SMP])
everybody go in a circle now, say your name and tell us what animal you would ride if you were the size of a peanut (<- actual ice breaker question I once received in group counseling)
hi im... ao3 guy? i would ride a dog, or and otter
@oranjesoranjesoranjes @itz-pingu-lol @iminahundredfandoms @adventures-of-impala @mademoiselles1 @raventhecrispy-offical @weirdo-offical and all my other moots + open tag
do you ever get embarrassed by how committed you are to doing absolutely nothing? because every time you show up on my dash it's another essay about why you "needed to rest" or "had to listen to your body." at this point i don't even know what you're supposedly recovering from because your entire life seems to be one long break.
it's honestly impressive how you've managed to turn basic laziness into a moral philosophy. somehow lying in bed all day isn't procrastination anymore—it's "healing." not answering messages isn't rude—it's "protecting your peace." not following through on anything isn't flaky—it's "honoring your limits." you've got a therapy buzzword for every excuse imaginable.
the funniest part is how you act like everyone else is brainwashed because they have jobs, deadlines, chores, or obligations. news flash: nobody actually enjoys doing those things. the difference is most people understand that being tired isn't a personality trait. everyone is exhausted. everyone wishes they could disappear under a blanket for three days. they just don't build an online identity around announcing it every five minutes.
and somehow you always expect endless praise for accomplishing the absolute bare minimum. "i answered one email today 🥺." congratulations? do you want a parade because you washed a plate? because that's genuinely what your posts sound like. every tiny task gets treated like you've climbed a mountain, and everyone is expected to clap or they're "ableist" or "unsupportive."
what's wild is that you keep insisting you're "recharging," but i have yet to see you recharge into actually doing anything. you rest, then you recover from resting, then you need a recovery day after recovering, and then suddenly it's next week and you're explaining why you need another break. it's a cycle that somehow never ends because there's always another reason why today can't possibly be the day you get your life together.
i'm sure you'll post this and write three paragraphs about how cruel people are for expecting accountability, but honestly? people aren't frustrated because you rest. they're frustrated because you seem to think the world should lower every expectation for you forever while you contribute absolutely nothing. at some point it stops looking like self-care and starts looking like you've convinced yourself that avoiding responsibility is a personality.
maybe the reason people don't take you seriously anymore isn't because they're heartless. maybe it's because you've cried wolf so many times that "i need to rest" has become your default answer to literally everything. eventually people stop seeing someone who's overwhelmed and start seeing someone who just doesn't want to put in the effort.
do you ever get embarrassed by how committed you are to doing absolutely nothing? because every time you show up on my dash it's another essay about why you "needed to rest" or "had to listen to your body." at this point i don't even know what you're supposedly recovering from because your entire life seems to be one long break.
it's honestly impressive how you've managed to turn basic laziness into a moral philosophy. somehow lying in bed all day isn't procrastination anymore—it's "healing." not answering messages isn't rude—it's "protecting your peace." not following through on anything isn't flaky—it's "honoring your limits." you've got a therapy buzzword for every excuse imaginable.
the funniest part is how you act like everyone else is brainwashed because they have jobs, deadlines, chores, or obligations. news flash: nobody actually enjoys doing those things. the difference is most people understand that being tired isn't a personality trait. everyone is exhausted. everyone wishes they could disappear under a blanket for three days. they just don't build an online identity around announcing it every five minutes.
and somehow you always expect endless praise for accomplishing the absolute bare minimum. "i answered one email today 🥺." congratulations? do you want a parade because you washed a plate? because that's genuinely what your posts sound like. every tiny task gets treated like you've climbed a mountain, and everyone is expected to clap or they're "ableist" or "unsupportive."
what's wild is that you keep insisting you're "recharging," but i have yet to see you recharge into actually doing anything. you rest, then you recover from resting, then you need a recovery day after recovering, and then suddenly it's next week and you're explaining why you need another break. it's a cycle that somehow never ends because there's always another reason why today can't possibly be the day you get your life together.
i'm sure you'll post this and write three paragraphs about how cruel people are for expecting accountability, but honestly? people aren't frustrated because you rest. they're frustrated because you seem to think the world should lower every expectation for you forever while you contribute absolutely nothing. at some point it stops looking like self-care and starts looking like you've convinced yourself that avoiding responsibility is a personality.
maybe the reason people don't take you seriously anymore isn't because they're heartless. maybe it's because you've cried wolf so many times that "i need to rest" has become your default answer to literally everything. eventually people stop seeing someone who's overwhelmed and start seeing someone who just doesn't want to put in the effort.
do you ever get embarrassed by how committed you are to doing absolutely nothing? because every time you show up on my dash it's another essay about why you "needed to rest" or "had to listen to your body." at this point i don't even know what you're supposedly recovering from because your entire life seems to be one long break.
it's honestly impressive how you've managed to turn basic laziness into a moral philosophy. somehow lying in bed all day isn't procrastination anymore—it's "healing." not answering messages isn't rude—it's "protecting your peace." not following through on anything isn't flaky—it's "honoring your limits." you've got a therapy buzzword for every excuse imaginable.
the funniest part is how you act like everyone else is brainwashed because they have jobs, deadlines, chores, or obligations. news flash: nobody actually enjoys doing those things. the difference is most people understand that being tired isn't a personality trait. everyone is exhausted. everyone wishes they could disappear under a blanket for three days. they just don't build an online identity around announcing it every five minutes.
and somehow you always expect endless praise for accomplishing the absolute bare minimum. "i answered one email today 🥺." congratulations? do you want a parade because you washed a plate? because that's genuinely what your posts sound like. every tiny task gets treated like you've climbed a mountain, and everyone is expected to clap or they're "ableist" or "unsupportive."
what's wild is that you keep insisting you're "recharging," but i have yet to see you recharge into actually doing anything. you rest, then you recover from resting, then you need a recovery day after recovering, and then suddenly it's next week and you're explaining why you need another break. it's a cycle that somehow never ends because there's always another reason why today can't possibly be the day you get your life together.
i'm sure you'll post this and write three paragraphs about how cruel people are for expecting accountability, but honestly? people aren't frustrated because you rest. they're frustrated because you seem to think the world should lower every expectation for you forever while you contribute absolutely nothing. at some point it stops looking like self-care and starts looking like you've convinced yourself that avoiding responsibility is a personality.
maybe the reason people don't take you seriously anymore isn't because they're heartless. maybe it's because you've cried wolf so many times that "i need to rest" has become your default answer to literally everything. eventually people stop seeing someone who's overwhelmed and start seeing someone who just doesn't want to put in the effort.