day one
i think i am lost. i don't know how to relate to people without becoming slime and filling up whatever shape they create. i don't know who i am.
at best i am a half living creature going on for the next high. i used to think i was a superior being, and then i didn't. i thought i was growing, and then i didn't.
i just want to be better but i don't know how to make it happen.
what do i want?
where am i going?
how will i get anywhere if i don't try?
i need to move in any direction on my own or i will end up a mindless housewife of the next guy that gives me some lovin'. i need to figure myself out.
once again, i need to get my shit together.

























