cаша

wassuppp

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things i like : I like music : lana del rey, elvis presley... etc etc. . , creative writing, movies and tv shows, and pubg, cs2, cod, stardew valley, shifting, writing songs and poems, true crime ( my favourite case is the rira case ), vkei and many many more.

small info : my name is sasha and i'm 18. my cis ethnicity i am mixed — especially chinese i am half. ) but i feel connected to japanese & russian culture. i know quite a lot about the two, but i am currently striving to know more! as of right now i'm learning russian. so this is my personal journey i am up for moots / friends and what not. sometimes i would probably post about my problems as i am diagnosed with anorexia nervosa

ps : i am not radq i do not understand most of it 100%. but i would respect it

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my goal...is to look somewhat like megan fox but like ...wasian 🥹

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manifestation is freaking real because today I haven't spoken to this guy in like 7 months almost and i was kinda missing him lwk, he isn't a very active person especially on socials and well he has my phone number and i was reading our chats and stuff then i went on steam and saw he had me unadded so I was like ‘ oh ’ i almost cried because EVIL HOMEBOY WHY DO THAT 💔 but then i was like wtv i don't really play steam much and whatever then i decided ykw imma just go on with what i was actually doing ( cleaning my laptop files ) then i thought about manifesting him to message me anything hi hello IDGAF!!! anything just message me bro 💔... so I pondered and kinda was like uhhhg idk. the time was 7:12pm so I said ykw, I'll do it. I listened to a subliminal with headphones on but before I did so, I did a method with meditating BEFORE listening. so I did that, looped the subliminal and started carrying my attention to my laptop again then scrolling through my twitter feed 💔 ... By the time I was done looping the subliminals I kinda just forgot about it. my phone that was connected to my headphones was set to dnd while I listened bc I didn't expect any notifs besides other things. . it's 8:08pm I turn off my dnd and I get a message from him 4 MINUTES AGO on wechat spamming me saying hi hi and wtv bro then sending me a tiktok video a couple minutes after. I . this was the quickest I ever manifested smth.

[miamaimania]

Savior Convent, Voronezh region, Russia — rock-hewn Orthodox cave church with painted icons and onion domes carved into a chalk cliff.

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i don't think my brain can't really take it seriously with language learninganymore

i can speak Spanish fluently, mandarin conversationally my knowledge is pretty good with Mandarin since I text speak it with friends and family members sometimes, my Korean is like very small but I can understand. now I'm tryna push japanese and russian. my brain is literally about to be FRIED .

[caramelscene]

I made a esu subliminal for lightening / whitening skin and removing hyperpigmentation overall. ( including european skin phenotypes ! ) it is pretty much a very descriptive sub

[dirtypelts]

[miamaimania]

“Russia, Norilsk” (2023) by Christophe Jacrot ▢ -40°C city fog

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Even in Chinese spaces they use esu subliminals !

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there are so many times I've been mistaken as a russian person online its so funny fjskdkbb like sometimes idk it gives me an ego boost lwk .. like apparently I just give off that "vibe" even an actual russian person said they think I might be a real russian person 😭😭 But anyway, I'm reviewing my Russian language learning notes and trying not to burst my brain #sendhelp

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I'm hoping and praying when i do get into my uni, for my program i can get a chance to go to japan as an exchange student 💔

[vintagehomecollection]

On a misty day, the view from the living room of Reiko and Yoshihiro Takishita's 250-year-old home in the hills of Kamakura looks like a modern silkscreen... Flanking the door are an Edo period merchant's chest (tansu) with a Meiji era basket, an 18th century bronze temple candlestick, and a Sendai chest, also Meiji, topped by a late Edo lantern that burned camellia oil.

At Home With Japanese Design: Accents, Structure and Spirit, 1990

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Does anyone else watch the news in like the country they're transitioning to bc I do 💔 but sometimes feel even more euphoric that sometimes I don't need to watch them on YouTube because in my country the japanese embassy pushes out japanese content ( not only news tho ) on cable tv so I feel idk happy when I see japanese content on tv 💔