The journey of thoughts begins with a single word

It might hurt you, make you cry, make you laugh, make you angry, but whichever it is it will make you a better you ---Words

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MORE THAN BEFORE

when you said goodbye

I didn't think i'd cry,

cause from the start I was so ready,

so ready to let you go.

when you said goodbye

I didn't think i'd miss you

cause from the start you were never here

never even held me near.

when you said goodbye

I didn't think I'd love you,

cause I never felt you love me

but here I am crying, missing you,

and loving you more than

I have loved you before

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will you really be happy

when you said "I'm sorry,

but you are not the one

I will choose in this lifetime"

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Secrets

Tell me everything,

there are things I want to know.

Ease my restlessness,

I don't know where to go.

Fill me with stories,

I've always longed to hear.

Tell me honestly,

there is nothing that I should fear.

For I sit in silence,

waiting for you to speak.

You say you love me,

But there are things you still keep.

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Cold Sunshine

I can never really see your love

But I saw how sunshine came to my life

How it warmed my heart

And gave light to my darkest days.

If your love is that sunshine

Then I wouldn't want it gone

Because every time you're not with me

My days may be sunny and bright

But the feeling is lonely and cold.

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Past

I've never asked you anything

Because I never cared for your past,

Where you've been,

Whose lips you've kissed,

Whose hands you've held,

And whose heart you have loved.

What I want to know today is that,

Will you still be here with me tomorrow?

x carmiv x

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Count to Ten

One, I am afraid to fall in love Two, with someone like you Three, but you held on to me Four, like no one ever did before Five, you wiped away my tears Six, and you told me this Seven, I will always love you Eight, until we grow old Nine, forever you'll be mine Ten, even when I finish counting ten.

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Unbearable

Let me sit across you

Seeing you smile

Hearing you laugh

Not sit across you

Seeing your tears

Hearing you cry

But I did, I am and the pain is heartbreakingly unbearable.

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Existence

We are, you and I lost souls in a journey across the world, the universe intertwined with time trying to find each other to fill the emptiness of these hollow hearts but fate will never do because we, you and I Never even existed.

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Ending

I've always liked the pages where you and I existed, but not the ones how you and I ended the pages with beautiful words written in it.

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I Know I'm in Love

I think I’m in love but I don’t think he knows, ‘cause I told him no and there he goes. Tears were left and this empty heart, I never should have liked him right from the start. I am afraid of losing him yet here we are, ending things so soon when things got far. I am at fault for I am lost, I am afraid to love for the fear of loss. But I hope he’ll hear my heart from where he is, I want him in my life not this tragic goodbye of his.

x carmiv x

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The Sound

It’s the sound of you next to me of your breath whispering silently. It’s the sound of love, truth, and eternity. It’s the sound of our feelings in sync with each other beautifully, beating in the same rythm, swifty in perfect harmony. It’s the sound that only you and I, in this world of imperfect tune, can hear every prelude and finale played in our own symphony.

x carmiv x

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Time to Heal

Forgive me if I say that I don't have any feelings to give to you so don't wait for me, don't waste yours on mine. Yet you stayed, you said you'll wait, you never got tired of loving. I don't deserve your love, I don't deserve how you feel, 'cause I can't seem to find mine but then you said that all we need Is just a little more time, time to heal.

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For Something

They told me to fight for that one thing I wanted the most in life But I have to give up everything even the one that I love So I said how will I give up something That I don't even have? How will I fight for that one thing When I don't even know love?