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Best Youtube Channel to avoid a binge!!!

Guys i have to put you on “Tiktokcals” on youtube, she breaks down tik tok “what i eat in a day” videos and adds up all the calories and it REALLY puts me off when i feel like i want to binge. Watching Mukbangs never worked for me but this so works!

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letherfallasleep

PLEASE READ THIS IF U ARE ON €D/4ANABLUR.

I’m not here to help you with your mental health. That’s not my job. I can’t control you. But I’m here to warn people, especially the kids on here.

There is a very infamous internet terrorist group called 764.

They are TARGETING groups that suffer from mental health issues, very specifically £D groups online. On platforms like Tumblr, Twitter, TikTok, etc.

YOU DO NOT KNOW WHO YOU ARE TALKING TO ONLINE.

764 is known for grooming people into joining their Discord and telegram groups, and it starts slow. It’s love bombing, they’ll say they want to be 4Ana buddies, they’ll say they understand, that theyre ur age and theyre also struggling. But really theyre grooming and love bombing you. They will start slow and steadily start to desensitize you to things like g0re, s3lf-h4rm, and CSAM. Theyll ask for nvde body checks and then bam. It’s over, theyre blackmailing you, forcing you to do worse and worse and worse. It’s gotten to the point that either you’ll just kys or you’ll end up being forced to hurt someone else. MULTIPLE violent attacks and attempted violent attacks have been under the influence of this terrorist group. Please for the love of God, do NOT trust anyone on here.

The FBI has flagged this as a genuine terrorist group, they are a HUGE organization using mainstream apps like discord, telegram, even ROBLOX to promote and talk to minors and groom them into this hell.

DO NOT SEND BODY CHECKS, DONT TALK ABOUT ADDRESSES, SCHOOLS, IPS, PHONE NUMBERS, ANYTHING THAT COULD EVER BE USED AGAINST YOU.

Please look more into this group if you’re curious. Be warned, looking into it can be extremely triggering.

IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW IS BEING TARGETED OR BLACKMAILED BY ANYONE, PLEASE GO TO THE POLICE. YOU WILL NOT GET IN TROUBLE, ESPECIALLY AS A MINOR. PLEASE GET HELP BEFORE IT GETS WORSE.

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doing 500 cal a day for a week. pray for me

I dont need to eat

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6lbs lost in one week 🎉🎉🎉

I really want to binge right now

miuadore

This user is losing and gaining the same 3kgs.

I don’t think I’ve ever felt as huge as today.

A little introduction about me:

Around this time ten years ago, I first started restricting. I was already so tiny (bare in mind i was 13) and thus began my unhealthy relationship with my body and food.

I spent most of my teen years believing I was fat. I swung between feeling horrendous about this and starving/restricting/binging/purging to feeling acceptance and not really caring about my size.

The funny thing is, I was never fat. In hindsight, I was “accepting” myself as a “bigger girl” and in reality i was FUCKING TINY THE WHOLE TIME.

Now comes the tricky part. Nowadays, I’m ACTUALLY fat, like properly fat. There’s some sort of dramatic irony to be examined here where the times i was eating whatever i wanted because i “accepted my body” i was, in reality, realising a self-fulfilling prophecy. I BECAME fat because i BELIEVED i was, and ate like it until it became true.

This makes me feel sick inside. Like every time i look in the mirror i want to cry. I just want to be normal.

So, time to lock in.