hi lovelies 🩷 the very first thing i want to say is i love you all, genuinely, with all my heart having been here since i was 15, i’ve made so many friends who have helped me through some of the hardest times of my life, have helped me and supported me in understanding my own sexuality, and who have just genuinely been there for me. it has meant so much.
i’m so so sorry. if you’re reading this i’ve died.
my mom is publishing this post for me and has access to my whole tumblr and if you feel inclined to send her a message or an ask about me, i think she would really love to hear for herself how wonderful the relationships i’ve cultivated here have been. don’t worry about scaring her off with fandom-related things, she Knows me.
this might be one of the hardest things i’ve ever written. fuck. today is september 4, 2025. i desperately hope you’re reading this at least in 2026. god im scared.
i honestly can’t think of anything profound to say. shoutout to friends i’ve had for 15 years, for 10 years, 5, 1, those i’ve only connected with in the past few months. you guys really and truly have made my life so much better. i can never thank yall enough.
with all the love in the world,
amber 🩷
















