Life of a transguy.

Pre everything trans guy Here to educate those who want to be educatedWill answer anything

[cazualt]

Fucking shot I just don’t want to live anymore omg

[cazualt]

Just want all this pain to end I don’t want to deal with shit anymore I just one friend who would sit with me all night just shooting the shit drinking and smoking but I guess I’m just too much of a fuck up fir that

[cazualt]

Why

I can’t take it anymore please god remove this from me please lighten my burden I can’t handle one more thing I really can’t I’m in a million pieces held together by second hand tape I don’t know what I’m doing wrong at this point I’m over the edge and I’m falling and I don’t know of there is a net to catch me or if my useless body is about to crash why must you take everything why must you take everything why did you give me life if you made it barely livable every fucking hurdle you threw at me I took all the abuse all the hate and I cane out stronger but I’m tired and it’s too much now every day it becomes harder everything I cared about has been ripped from me I am so fucking tired I’m not asking for a miracle I know it’s not coming I’m not asking for an easy life but please god make give me a carrot or a break or something please allow one thing to go right instead of just wrong I please help me please

[yokitoshi]

[cazualt]

‎Idle Painter

‎Build your own art studio, upgrade your tools, learn new styles and draw as much pictures as possible! Become a master!

[cazualt]

‎Idle Painter

‎Build your own art studio, upgrade your tools, learn new styles and draw as much pictures as possible! Become a master!

[cazualt]

‎Idle Painter

‎Build your own art studio, upgrade your tools, learn new styles and draw as much pictures as possible! Become a master!

[cazualt]

Life is nothing but pain and misery really considering driving my car into a fucking poll doing a hundred

[cazualt]

I never really fucking mattered

[cazualt]

I should put this trigger to my brain and squeeze it

[cazualt]

I will never amount to anything all I am is ignored all day everyday I can’t be happy and and soon hopefully I’ll be fine free of the pain and misery of each day I don’t want to live I don’t see the point all my hope is gone all my will is dried up

[batwizard]

what not getting out of bed really feels like

NTs often believe that when you don’t get out of bed you’re just lying around comfortably like ‘ahh this is nice’, when in reality it’s:

• aching muscles

• feeling like you want to get up and walk around but you can’t

• running out of things to do without having to move and descending into this really bad kind of boredom where you feel like all you can do is stare at a wall and think about how much you hate yourself

• dissociating

• getting really sweaty

• –> smelling bad

• not going to the bathroom until your bladder feels like exploding

• not eating or drinking properly

• always feeling either to hot or too cold and just not finding a solution

• rolling around, not being able to find a comfortable position anymore

• feeling like your whole body is trying to tell you to be active while your brain is blatantly refusing it

• thinking about how you could’ve read like 3 books by now but haven’t and don’t want to start one either

• being irritable and angry

• falling asleep and completely messing up your already poor sleeping schedule

• eating chips or other snacks in bed, getting crumbs everywhere and still feeling them days later

• feeling like a failure

+ many other things

[httpkitsune]

The person I reblogged this from is super cute and deserves to have a nice day

[cazualt]

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[cazualt]

Please be safe this summer my brothers

spring is here and summer is almost and that means warm weather so for all my brothers and masculine nbs who bind please please remember

 wear only one binder at a time

 if your going swimming remember the rule that your swim binder should be at least one size larger then the one you wear daily and make sure it is dry before you try to remove it and make sure to rinse it in clean water to get the chlorine out

 try to minimize the amount of time you spend binding i know im bad at this but try to go no more than eight hours

 dont exercise in it look online for a compression sports bra and make sure it is the right size

 please stay hydrated this is not only good for binder safety but also overall health

 only bind with a binder that is the correct size or a sports bra no kt tape or duct tape or ace bandage 

LISTEN TO WHAT YOUR BODY IS TELLING YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when it is hot out you may tire more easily as well as sweat more if you feel any discomfort at all please please take it off your safety is the most important thing the summer has more risk of passing out so please pay attention stick to the shade as much as possible

[cazualt]

Click here to support please help my friend organized by Terrance Lee Fallon

This is my friend Kyle. He is 19 years old female to male trans guy and he desperately needs your help. Two years ago he aged out of the foster care system and was thrown out of his strict group home onto the streets where he has been ever since. While he has been looking for a job it has been m...

hey guys this is my friend who really needs your help he is a fellow brother in need

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Trans people with personality disorders are incredible, pass it on