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Artist i love horror games and bully; im the type of person who loves to make ocs plus the oc x canon trope

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Triptych (TW: blood)

Man I hope I don’t win no haters for nothing after this so shocking😯😯😯 reveal…if you’ve paid attention to my other posts you probably know very well that I’m highly against ship fights and it’s seriously something I avoid as much as possible, when I was a kid I once got in the rabbit hole of fighting for ships and that’s seriously the most ridiculous thing ever

If Johnny is someone’s most special f/o I’m totally respecting that and I’d never push my ship onto others, Johnny is my fav character of the game along with Pinky and that’s just it, it makes my connection with the character stronger when I have an OC to ship them with

Not to mention that…they didn’t just immediately become a couple, the two were just good mutuals/friends and the entire thing was pretty much one sided because I’m not removing the entire plot of Johnny just to ship it with Dimana, someday I gotta reveal her lore as well

Overall I hope you guys like my illustrations and I hope I don’t get anybody after me:”(

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Caroline…

The irony is that I’ve got to fix up some stuff on her reference sheet cause I drew it in like February😭still accurate though just with lil detail differences

I can’t even explain my relationship with her, she reminds me of past characters that bring me only pain, yet in the same time she feels like the better, the upgraded version of them and I wish to handle her as best as possible…

Also yeah her arms are veiny she’s ok just interesting genetics Diana would make fun of her ab this though

Not sure when I’ll loredrop but maybe someday when I get the courage and time..

Also is it also too ironic that I infact might be making up a bully au and might have made her and Diana yearbook pics already??? She’d be a non clique for sure, Diana would be from the bullies, I might be accidentally making up more characters from other medias as bully characters in that au but I’m not finished yet…

I let yall call me cringe ab it I’ve always been the weird kid that makes random ass multifandom mix ups

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BRO COOKED AGAIN AHHHH YESYESYES

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AHHHHH TYSM BRO😢😢💓💓

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Caroline…

The irony is that I’ve got to fix up some stuff on her reference sheet cause I drew it in like February😭still accurate though just with lil detail differences

I can’t even explain my relationship with her, she reminds me of past characters that bring me only pain, yet in the same time she feels like the better, the upgraded version of them and I wish to handle her as best as possible…

Also yeah her arms are veiny she’s ok just interesting genetics Diana would make fun of her ab this though

Not sure when I’ll loredrop but maybe someday when I get the courage and time..

Also is it also too ironic that I infact might be making up a bully au and might have made her and Diana yearbook pics already??? She’d be a non clique for sure, Diana would be from the bullies, I might be accidentally making up more characters from other medias as bully characters in that au but I’m not finished yet…

I let yall call me cringe ab it I’ve always been the weird kid that makes random ass multifandom mix ups

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"the breakup came out of nowhere"

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Istg the first moment I saw these two again I knew that they have all the doomed yuri potential on Earth

They’re joining my fav fem characters list as well I love them

Song is This Night TERRA’s version and characters are from the iconic Devilish flash game series by Spil games

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Vent(don’t read if you don’t feel like it, paragraph 1 is only most key one)

The internet world we live in obligates me to point out that I am not a predator or a groomer and I don’t think not everyone who draws in this style should be called such names. Usually you can recognize when someone is drawing in this style with the purpose to make problematic works. I do have a story with this artstyle though, that’s what provoked me to draw this.

I’ve draw in such style before, but it was for a person who is no more in my life for reasons. I obviously am in fault for letting those things happen, I was even weaker mentally, I did things out of my morals for them in the name of making them happy but instead things just went downhill. I drew their characters in this style, which were a pro ship, I was listening and talking with them about things I simply can’t talk about without wanting to cry now. I’ve done things I’d never even think of doing, nor draw things I’d draw on my own will. I can’t tell if I was groomed since they were my age and I did it back then thinking it’s all fine and worth it, I felt lonely, I wanted them to stay, I wanted to make them the happiest, but it was never enough and they’d blame me for never doing anything. And so yeah, I associate this style with them, because I drew pieces for them(I was proud with 1 of them which was also done fully on my will, it was all of those characters looking like they came out of some anime opening, so it pretty much was innocent as well) and they themselves were very good at replicating the style too.

My idea is to get over with each association I make with them, I’ve always found this style cool and can’t just let it be dirtied by the memory of this person, so now I’ve decided that I’ll make some vent pieces with all the characters I find comfort in, that are somewhat helping me heal from that part of my life that makes me wish to die everytime I get to think, even if Caroline and Diana are pretty much toxic as well, their idea is to both desire to get better, and even if they unfortunately don’t get that chance, they still pointed out their issue and addressed that it’s wrong(in the au where they’re grown up they even manage to heal).

Hypersexuality is a serious problem that for some reason is now also caused by the mass nsfw promoting with kids media. I myself thankfully have never been a victim of SA(I’m praying for all the victims of it especially those who are close to me you all deserve all the love and protection:( ) but I’ve been exposed to porn since I was like 4, my life changed after that drastically, I’ve seen things I never should’ve and couldn’t really assimilate back then. This person was the first person I opened in detail about this, sometimes I blame myself for even sharing about this, what if I fucked them up? But then I remember how “funny” and “quirky” they found those topics(and they still do), unfortunately I got adapted to think this way even if my morals were killing me on the inside, I still had my limits though. I thought it’s just because we’re edgy idiotic teens but the fact they still are being all hyped about that shit proves me it’s not like this for everybody. I fear I might get called a hypocrite, sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve to love Rule of Rose this much and feel Diana so close even with her sassy nature, I really want to cure, it’s killing me on the inside, the intrusive thoughts and everything are still destroying me, but I learn how to control them. And now every content I do is against the things I was shown all the time, I’ve always been against pedos and I never will stop no more, everyone who’s into that shit please don’t even come close to me. Their argument was that such things happen in the real world and it’s never just sunshine and roses, which I agree, and so that’s what I’m doing too, but with the difference that there’s no fetish involved.

I wish, I beg myself to forgive myself already, even if that sentence sounds quite weird.

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Kauan, Resident evil: Operation Javier OC

I mentioned this dude on my last post, yes he’s the made up love interest for Manuela Hidalgo cause she’s my fav and I just couldn’t resist making him…I won’t try on making this heteroslop at all either, they’re actually quite doomed as I said in my previous post, I’ll try to summarize why exactly.

So Kauan is the same age as Manuela, somewhere around the same height as her, he has Native American bloodline but is basically Brazilian considering the fact where he’s located (yes, his name is with indigenous origins). He has a bigger brother, their father has been a very brave and searching for justice and peace person, even when it’d include physical violence(Jimmy Hopkins ahh), maybe he has been part of the special forces in Amparo and since the Sacred Snakes cartel has been very known there for its dirty business he had an eye on Javier for a long while. Unfortunately, during an investigation, Javier’s people caught Kauan’s father and he “randomly” disappeared. Everyone assumed he was killed, but in reality Javier turned him into a B.O.W. Kauan’s mother, scared for her and her sons’ lives, went down to Mixcóatl and hid there. As assumed, they got caught on accident by Javier’s people once again, the mother got killed on spot and the boys got taken away to meet the same fate as their father(Steve burnside ahh backstory), but right when they were about to be put in the “nest” where all the “soldiers” were, the brothers attempted to escape, unfortunately only Kauan managed to run away in time because his brother got caught twice and became another zombie pet for Javier. An interesting detail is that he escapes the same day Manuela does, he arrives in Mixcóatl while she’s still searching for shelter in the jungle so basically they never really get to meet each other before Leon and Krauser’s arrival even if their events happen at the same time.

I think it’s obvious now why they’re quite doomed, Manuela’s father is the reason why Kauan’s family is all dead, but since it’s my OC and I won’t make him too brainless, even if at first he gets a little ick from the info that Manuela is Javier’s daughter(he finds out at the same time when Leon and Krauser do) the little braincells he has in his brain started working and he realises its literally not Manuela’s fault for her father’s actions so he easily forgives her which helps him see the full beauty of her nature when he got to feel her closer(I mean about character and traits like yea when he first saw her he did find her extremely beautiful but he’s not a guy just for the looks)

Of course, he’s still 16 and has childish behavior in some situations, he never really had any other contact than his family so you can imagine how nervous he was especially around Manuela since she’s his age(saying this from my own experience with people my age as a teen/barely legal adult now), terrible trait he has is to make some situations awkward, thankfully the fact that everyone there was in a life threatening situation didn’t give them opportunity to have long convos, but what I love about this made up ship of mine is how similar my OC and Manuela are at times cause let’s all be fr our girl is quite awkward at times as well😔🙏but that’s why we love her sm

So yea that’s basically a summary of my OC’s story and little function as a background character in the Operation Javier scenario, it would’ve been crazy if we could make all of our ocs canon in some way🥹in the future I might post about my headcanons and possible sequels to what happens with Manuela after she gets adopted by the US government which will include my OC I’m sorry guys if you get pissed off at such stuff and find them corny please ignore my posts ab it

ALSO LOOK AT THEM IN MY TOMODACHI WORLD THEY FINALLY FELL IN LOVE Manuela was ready to propose to Kauan but GODDAMN THIS MINIGAME WAS QUITE HARD and they’re still just bf and gf at once Kauan started yapping to me about how much he loves Manuela and how much of an amazing girlfriend she is like😭😭💓I love distracting myself with this type of stuff

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Manuela Hidalgo is one of my most comfort characters

I’m a “newgen” in the Resident Evil fandom since I’m playing the games for about a year, my first game happened to be Darkside Chronicles and it’s the game that made me fall in love with the franchise. Even if many don’t know specifically this game or even tend to say it’s ass, as a newgen I can say that it was a great first game considering the fact it makes a retrospective to Resident Evil 2 and Code Veronica X events, even with many cut content it’s still a good introduction and will help me notice all the cut content when I get to play the originals. Along with that, Operation Javier is a very interesting mission imo, unfortunately it’s too short and without too much detail, yet it managed to make me get attached to Manuela so quickly, I just wish we knew what’s happening to her more further.

Thats why here comes my usual trick, making an OC to pair my fav with. So here’s my Operation Javier OC, Kauan:) he has a lore and I’ll look forward on sharing it. That ship is actually quite doomed, so they aren’t nor too sugarcoated nor too edgy(or at least I tried my best to balance them). Those two drawings where Kauan is shooting are some sort of sequel based on their interaction in game.

I have to note down that I AM AGAINST shipping wars and anything like that, I literally don’t mind whatever anyone ships, I enjoy the game itself along the lore, shipping is just an addition to the vibe for me so if you have other ships with Manuela go for it! Just don’t attempt on attacking me or something. Thanks in advance🙌

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Darling Manuela receiving the attention she deserves 🤍 What beautiful art of her!

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OMG THANK YOU!!! She truly does, or maybe she’s too much of a gem for the fandom

Your cosplay of her is phenomenal btw I love it🫶

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Manuela Hidalgo is one of my most comfort characters

I’m a “newgen” in the Resident Evil fandom since I’m playing the games for about a year, my first game happened to be Darkside Chronicles and it’s the game that made me fall in love with the franchise. Even if many don’t know specifically this game or even tend to say it’s ass, as a newgen I can say that it was a great first game considering the fact it makes a retrospective to Resident Evil 2 and Code Veronica X events, even with many cut content it’s still a good introduction and will help me notice all the cut content when I get to play the originals. Along with that, Operation Javier is a very interesting mission imo, unfortunately it’s too short and without too much detail, yet it managed to make me get attached to Manuela so quickly, I just wish we knew what’s happening to her more further.

Thats why here comes my usual trick, making an OC to pair my fav with. So here’s my Operation Javier OC, Kauan:) he has a lore and I’ll look forward on sharing it. That ship is actually quite doomed, so they aren’t nor too sugarcoated nor too edgy(or at least I tried my best to balance them). Those two drawings where Kauan is shooting are some sort of sequel based on their interaction in game.

I have to note down that I AM AGAINST shipping wars and anything like that, I literally don’t mind whatever anyone ships, I enjoy the game itself along the lore, shipping is just an addition to the vibe for me so if you have other ships with Manuela go for it! Just don’t attempt on attacking me or something. Thanks in advance🙌

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Happy anniversary to the game that helped me through one of my hardest times in life

I love you Haunting ground (I haven’t drawn Fiona in months)

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"Bullied" the PS2 game fan art

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Some days ago, I saw a beautiful fan art of Lola praying by @enbyhiro and... that piece inspired me to think more and analyze why Lola stated she wanted to "be a Nun" when she grow up. As someone who has a degree in horror history of art and a full knowledge of such in general, fan of Italian narratives and a well known Rule of Rose bonus other horror games historian, why not use such knowledge as me trying to go in deep with Lola Lombardi from Bully? Giant warning: I want you all to keep in mind that im 100% sure that Rockstar made this quote as a joke, what I'm saying in here is just me wanting to theorize and have some fun with it.

Note: I want to be extremely clear that I'm not a religious person, I'm atheist haha. I'm just here teaching stuff XD.

Fist if all, I will mention two figures:

Mary Magdalene:

A well known figure in the Bible. A woman who, despite a past as a prostitute, managed to become one of the Lord closest and most trustworthy apostles. She traveled with Jesus as one of his followers and was there to assist during the most important moments of the Son of God's life. The point of Magdalene is to expose how belief in Jesus is open to everyone, no matter what your past was... anyone is and can be a follower of God.

The Nun of Monza:

Context: I Promessi Sposi (The Betrothed) is a well-known classic book. A nun, who was forced into this religious life by her family, whicj push away entirely the belief in God for instead act "sinfully" towards it by having fun with men and betraying others throughout the book's narrative.

Connections with Lola:

Both characters unironically recall something with Lola, and based on what you may observe about this character, we could say they embody the idea of the "nun life". With Magdalene, we may theorize that the plan of following God is born of self reflection. Lola is fully aware of her actions but is possibly confused by them as well. Some days ago, my friend @cccc8889 and I had a conversation regarding Lola, wondering if she might have and struggling from "hypersexuality". If we consider this, we could think that Lola deeply wants to move away from this lustful life she has committed to (saying it like this as the knowledge that Italians are fully known to be religious people). Instead, if we consider the Monza take, we could wonder if it's a comment born out of playing around with the concept. Someone saying that, no matter what they do, they plan the "God life" anyway and this will be forgotten as if nothing happened. Lola is aware of making chaos and she doesn't care.

Personal view of Lola:

I cannot deny that Lola is a character who is growing on me. I like to think that Lola is extremely complex and not only the "bitch" stereotype like the game show her to be. Seeing how Lola acts, especially with Johnny and how much she plays with his feelings, I'd say she is fully aware of what she is doing. But I will also mention the fact that Lola definitely may have some self reflection about it and, maybe, the nun comment was a personal vent of her being fully aware of how nasty she can be, not only toward others but maybe... toward herself too? I do personally fully believe that she may have Hypersexuality and I don't like the view that people who have it are just "sluts" or "attention seekers", as this matter is most of the time born through traumas.

I apologize if this post doesn't make any sense. I just wanted to try and analyze Lola a bit, as I feel she is at times pushed as the classic "bitch" stereotype (I'm someone who deeply loves to analyze and understand women and girls in any type of media.)

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Amazing analysis💪

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A little Zoe fanfiction + artwork

Note: English is not my first language (I'm Italian), so I deeply apologize for any grammar mistakes you may see in here.

"I should have known you would not last long there, that's how you are... always messing things up for the sake of it."

She is drunk again... I already know where this is going; she is going to bring up my past mistakes and call me names while completely portraying herself as the poor, misunderstood mother who happened to have the devil itself as a daughter... im tired of this shit, "Mom please, not this again. Im tired right now", I just want this to be over. Can she, for once, shut her dirty mouth? "Tired of what? Of being a little bitch and going around with your teachers at your school?", god... "that's not what happened mom", "oh really? Be for real and admit to be a slut rather than cry out loud to be a poor victim. Always ruining the hard work I do for you", hard work? She isn't even the reason why I happened to go to that school. She did absolutely nothing for me- you know what? Nope. I'm not going to do this, I'd rather leave. She started crying, slurring her words, "I should have never tried to baby trap that awful good for nothing rich man. You are just like him. A fucking disgusting mistake... hey are you listenimg to me??? Where are you going young Lady?? Im not done here talking to you", "fuck you mom, really go fuck yourself and go eat shit", I left. I can yet hear her screams while getting away from there. Jesus... sigh... i need to smoke something.

Hours passed and soon it would be night, I didn't want to return home at all but I also didn't want to sleep on the streets again. "Should I?" I don't know... It's been a long time since the last time we talked. I don't want to bother but something inside me keeps pushing me to try. I checked my pocket and thanksfully i have some bucks for the bus tickets, oh boy... i hate being here again, Bullworth Accademy, too many awful memories returning back on my mond but is the best i can do so far. I did not realize how much things had changed since the last time I came here. The security doubled, I noticed, but it wasn't that hard for me to sneak around the girls dorm. I took a deep breath, i was there... out of her dorm window, I knowked gently. "She should be here already" I trought to myself, Then I heard some walking with a rabbling voice saying, "I swear I'm going to- uh, Zoe??? What are you doing here????", she was surprised obviously, "Hey, um, it's been a while. I'll be clear that I just need a place to sleep due..." "your mom being a big bitch again, isn't it?", she finished my own words and... oh boy i regret everything, "Yeah... look, it was a bad idea coming-", then she grabbed my arm. "No, please... stay. I wouldn't mind, really." "...Thank you." I got in, too many things to tell, not sure how to break the ice. There was an obviously uncomfortable feeling all around the room. It had been months, maybe even a year, since I last entered here. Then, she started to speak to me; telling me about her day, like nothing had happened before that. A very normal school day we could say, telling each other how shitty and incompetent the teachers were. "I'm glad you are here. I'm sorry for cutting you off. I shouldn't have. I deeply missed you Zoe. Since you left, people speculated regarding Burton and... you were right. I should have taken your side back then." I can recognize that look everywhere, those regretful puppy eyes. "I never blamed or was mad at you. This school pushes any one of us against each other with it's unfair rules. I learned this by personal experience. You did what you did to avoid getting kicked out or making your family disappointed in you. I get that." Mandy replied with, "I was a literal asshole, I should have at least called you or something." "Well, I'm here now."

Note 2: Originally, the post was supposed to have fully illustrated scenes from the fic but I got seriously busy and artblock hit like a beast so... I will leave this idea for another time I'll share more fanfictions around. I admit to having only shared my writing with my close friends and, let's say, I'm truly interested in making more content like this. I'm very hyped to show you all what I can offer! Hope you all will enjoy this by the way. :3

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lazy render of diana

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AM I TRIPPING IS THIS DIANA ART IN THE GREAT 2026????? YOU DREW HER PERFECTLY IM IN LOVE WITH THIS PIECE😧😧😧💓💓💓

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This plushie is so Jennifer coded...

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AHHHHHH

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Wouldn’t be me if I don’t make an oc for the fandom I’m in…say hi to Dimana

She’s half Bulgarian half Italian, coming from a wealthy family(not related to the Harringtons obviously)but the twist is she’s a part of the greasers, you can imagine the confusion among them and the preps. Uhhh she’s a straight ally

I won’t share more info about her yet…

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SHE'S NOT WITH PREPS LIKE MY OC??!?@? 🩷👀👀👀👀

OKAY BUT SHE SO FINE HELOO

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IT SEEMS LIKE THEYRE MATCHING!!?!👀👀

ALSO TYSMAAHHH

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Wouldn’t be me if I don’t make an oc for the fandom I’m in…say hi to Dimana

She’s half Bulgarian half Italian, coming from a wealthy family(not related to the Harringtons obviously)but the twist is she’s a part of the greasers, you can imagine the confusion among them and the preps. Uhhh she’s a straight ally

I won’t share more info about her yet…

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LOOK AT HER AHHH DIMANA HELLO 🥺💖

Bro back again at post peak content!!!! 😭💖

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AHHHH TYSM BROOO😢😢💓💓💓💓