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"True focus lies between rage and serenity"

[ccdoyeon-blog]

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Doyeon doesn’t understand college. She doesn’t understand why humans have one place for everyone who wants to learn to gather into; she doesn’t understand why they are stuck in classrooms listening to someone else speak for hours instead of actually going out to do the things they want to learn how to do. 

Humans are fucking weird. 

But this is crucial to her understanding and blending into their society-- this is something she has to do to survive; one can only hide for so long, after all, and she’s done with that. What better way to infiltrate an enemy’s ranks than from the inside, right? The humans have a term for this-- a trojan horse-- and that’s exactly what she intends to be. 

So when she’s approached on campus by some guy who claims that he needs to film her, he fights the urge to punch him in the face and to completely fuck off-- some self-restraint that would make her brother proud. She shoots him a weird look at most, narrowing his eyes at the boy standing in front of her and wondering if this is some kind of weird, human ritual that she’s yet to learn about, but she accepts it, albeit warily. 

Humans are fucking weird, after all. 

“....Um. I guess? What do I get out of this?” 

[chxander-deactivated20180808]

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ryuji’s dojo around 10am w/ @ccdoyeon     

   ryuji crossed his arms over his chest as he watched doyeon complete the moves she taught him. he was actually impressed how quick she was learning. this was something he enjoyed to do and he found he didn’t mind teaching others. when someone suggested he should open his own dojo, he wasn’t so sure, but it was fun. 

   after she finished up, he nodded his head with a smile, “not bad. you learn faster han the group class i have.”

   he sighed, “soon, you may be actually to knock me down. anyways, that was all i was going to teach you today. you finished a lot faster than i expected. you can leave or i can teach you some other stuff.”

[ccdoyeon-blog]

She tried group classes once. Didn't work-- surprise surprise-- because she had ended up punching a guy in the face a couple times. She thought that after that, she would be done for sure, kicked out just like everywhere else, but Ryuji was nice enough to pull her aside and give her a second chance. And by that, she means that he had offered private lessons with her which which she gladly accepted.

It wasn't an offer that didn't cost her a good price, but it was one she was more than willing to pay. This guy seemed like he cpuld handle more than just a few punches in the face if she were to ever lose it. In a sense, that was like category for how Doyeon chooses how to actually trust people. She can't handle weakness; must be why she can't stand her brother. (or so she likes to say.) But he is a card, after all, and that in itself already speaks a lot to how much more she actually likes him compared to most people. (which, she generally can't stand)

A few punches in the air and a nice spin kick is the last few moves in the latest routine she was working on; it was so easy that she wonders how anyone couldn't catch on to doing these kinds of things. She boils it down to human stupidity in the end-- something lacking in the way that they were made by whichever creator decided to make such fragile creatures.

She takes a second to catch her breath when her feet land on the mat, eyes sharp as she looks up at her teacher figure in front of her. Go home? And do what? Subject herself to Doyoung's annoying questions? No thanks. "What else you got for me?" She asks it in a way that's almost challenging, eyes glinting in a want-- a need-- to learn more, to improve more. "I'm game."

[asterismdrive]

fight night

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ccdoyoung:

@ccdoyeon

“hey doyeon, why won’t you let me come to your fights? you’re not killing anyone, right? why can’t you be normal?” it’s an honest question. doyoung just wanted to show his support and cheer for his favorite person in the whole wide world. 

“or maybe you’re embarrassed of me? your darling brother? i, kim doyoung, am so heartbroken that you could do this to me. i thought i raised you better.” he frowned and pouted from his spot on the couch looking at her seated in their kitchen, hopefully not making more burnt, black eggs. if he ate more of that, he’d probably choke and die. not exactly how he planned on going out.

he picked up a thick book off of their coffee table and held it up for her to see. “i read this book and it said we should do some brother-sister bonding. like watching those magic moving pictures~ we can watch it on our magic box. won’t that be cool?” he got up and smiled expectantly at her, mustering the best puppy-dog look he could to entice her. 

Fate is cruel.

Of all the creatures in the world to be perpetually stuck with, it decided to stick Doyeon with....him. Ever-smiling, bright, happy-- it’s the epitome of everything that Doyeon isn’t, and she wonders what higher entity she managed to piss off in a previous life to have to deal with her so-called ‘older brother’, Kim Doyoung. 

Rage and serenity-- yin and yang-- the humans have a saying, something about opposites attracting, but Doyeon thinks it’s all a load of bull. There is nothing she’s wanted more than to be separated from serenity-- have their ties be severed so she can finally do anything she wants without him breathing down her neck. 

But fate is cruel. 

She’s in the midst of eating a cookie when he asks his questions--- damn, all she wanted was some peace and quiet before she goes off to work, but alas, “you are embarrassing.” is her deadpan response, nibbling away at a chocolate chunk. “I have a reputation to uphold-- not that I expect you to understand that. You’re shameless.” she sighs as she finally finishes her cookie, making her way off the stool she’s been sitting on and towards the book he’s been holding. She squints, reading the cover before giving him a look. “You’re an idiot. What magic moving pictures?”

[wintergirldoyeon]

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