you've disrespected my clown statue and I hate you

Malakai. 27. It/They/She.

[lesdemonium]

i made your favorite dish. i made you something you’ve never tried before. i love you. i spent twenty minutes chopping. my grandmother made this for me when i was little. i made this dairy free for you. i love you. i want to eat together. the onions made me cry. i love you. i learned this recipe for you. i love you. i made this special for your birthday. i love you. i know you don’t like peppers. i love you. i love you. i love you.

[jupitervega]

hi everyone. for those just tuning in, i'm ri (they/them pronouns). i'm disabled & caretakin unpaid for my partner mal (it/its pronouns) who has had 5 brain surgeries since last september. it was discharged from the hospital after a stay of 4 months, 3 weeks, 5 days. currently it's on heavy medication that makes it sleep upwards of 16 hours a day.

we've been homeless over a year now while we wait for mal to qualify for formal disability. i can't hold a job while already carin for it full time as it's not safe for it to be left alone (we've had one elopement already at the end of november, i Do Not want a second experience). mal's energy & endurance are critically low after such a long hospitalization. should it have to roam the streets of denver in february, i'm certain another hospital stay will follow.

we have tonight (wednesday 25 feb) but unless we can scratch up $60 for tomorrow night we're gonna have to pack out & wander until we can find a solution. i'm very frightened for mal's health & safety if that comes to pass. all we can do right now is beg for help.

c: jupitervega

v: jupitervega

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please share, & anyone who can donate we would be so grateful. two disabled queer people just wanna stay alive while we wait to get through astronomical units of red tape. thanks for readin 💙

[ob-2-kenobi]

I miss the days when Dropout doing copaganda was a ridiculous joke that would never actually happen.

No company is your friend, and though it hurts I'm at least thankful to be reminded of that.

[haiimrowie]

@k1ju02's tags:

[transbian-stoner]

@samreich

[jupitervega]

mal's doin ok for bein on the kinda medication that make a person sleep 16 hours a day. i'm doin my best to keep my partner cared for & fed while not sleepin well (if at all). it's still not safe for mal to be left alone for long so i get nervous even goin downstairs to use the microwave, & it's too weak from 141 days in the hospital to come with me most anywhere. havin to hit the bricks & wander is an active threat to its health in this current state. $43 gets us the rest of the way to wednesday night here at abt the cheapest place i can find in town. please help me keep my partner safe while we keep waitin on disability & longterm services

c: jupitervega

v: jupitervega

p: jupitervega

any & all help so deeply appreciated. thanks for readin 💙

[jupitervega]

we got 4.5 hours before we gotta pack out & wander. $43 is all we need to stay put, which keeps mal from gettin sicker. please help us. thanks for readin 💙

[jupitervega]

only short $13 now! we're nearly there!

[jupitervega]

mal's doin ok for bein on the kinda medication that make a person sleep 16 hours a day. i'm doin my best to keep my partner cared for & fed while not sleepin well (if at all). it's still not safe for mal to be left alone for long so i get nervous even goin downstairs to use the microwave, & it's too weak from 141 days in the hospital to come with me most anywhere. havin to hit the bricks & wander is an active threat to its health in this current state. $43 gets us the rest of the way to wednesday night here at abt the cheapest place i can find in town. please help me keep my partner safe while we keep waitin on disability & longterm services

c: jupitervega

v: jupitervega

p: jupitervega

any & all help so deeply appreciated. thanks for readin 💙

[jupitervega]

we got 4.5 hours before we gotta pack out & wander. $43 is all we need to stay put, which keeps mal from gettin sicker. please help us. thanks for readin 💙

[jupitervega]

only short $13 now! we're nearly there!

[furryprovocateur]

[jupitervega]

mal's doin ok for bein on the kinda medication that make a person sleep 16 hours a day. i'm doin my best to keep my partner cared for & fed while not sleepin well (if at all). it's still not safe for mal to be left alone for long so i get nervous even goin downstairs to use the microwave, & it's too weak from 141 days in the hospital to come with me most anywhere. havin to hit the bricks & wander is an active threat to its health in this current state. $43 gets us the rest of the way to wednesday night here at abt the cheapest place i can find in town. please help me keep my partner safe while we keep waitin on disability & longterm services

c: jupitervega

v: jupitervega

p: jupitervega

any & all help so deeply appreciated. thanks for readin 💙

[jupitervega]

we're literally $8 short to renew for tomorrow after my survey app payout failed to redeem. i'm dealin with migraine from stress cryin fightin the website. mal's supposed to see its doctor tomorrow (virtual) & hopefully get refills on some important meds. i can barely see to type this post my head's hurtin so bad so i'm gonna lie down. please help us stay sheltered

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v: jupitervega

p: jupitervega

thanks 4 readin 💙

[balaclava-trismegistus]

I've had a post idea Ive been trying to figure out for months. I think it's hilarious in concept but I'm not sure how to format it so I don't just look like a really weird tactless pervert.

[jupitervega]

we're scramblin to get help from disability, etc. for my partner still but we are startin to hear from folks so that's a good start. meanwhile i'm doin my best to keep mal alive on a razor-thin budget. we have tonight where we are at least, with many thanks to the people that helped. it's cold through the weekend here so my main concerns are safety & warmth. to stay where we are & let mal rest we need $76 for saturday night or $142 through monday mornin. if we can just endure until mal gets the help it needs we can survive.

c: jupitervega

v: jupitervega

p: jupitervega

please share. thanks for readin 💙

[jupitervega]

we're set tonight, $52 shy of sunday night. mal's meds make it difficult to stay awake very long so i'm workin to administer meds & keep it fed/watered regularly. please help me not have to shuffle mal around in this condition. thanks for readin 💙

[jupitervega]

we're scramblin to get help from disability, etc. for my partner still but we are startin to hear from folks so that's a good start. meanwhile i'm doin my best to keep mal alive on a razor-thin budget. we have tonight where we are at least, with many thanks to the people that helped. it's cold through the weekend here so my main concerns are safety & warmth. to stay where we are & let mal rest we need $76 for saturday night or $142 through monday mornin. if we can just endure until mal gets the help it needs we can survive.

c: jupitervega

v: jupitervega

p: jupitervega

please share. thanks for readin 💙

[jupitervega]

we're set tonight, $52 shy of sunday night. mal's meds make it difficult to stay awake very long so i'm workin to administer meds & keep it fed/watered regularly. please help me not have to shuffle mal around in this condition. thanks for readin 💙

[jupitervega]

we're scramblin to get help from disability, etc. for my partner still but we are startin to hear from folks so that's a good start. meanwhile i'm doin my best to keep mal alive on a razor-thin budget. we have tonight where we are at least, with many thanks to the people that helped. it's cold through the weekend here so my main concerns are safety & warmth. to stay where we are & let mal rest we need $76 for saturday night or $142 through monday mornin. if we can just endure until mal gets the help it needs we can survive.

c: jupitervega

v: jupitervega

p: jupitervega

please share. thanks for readin 💙

[jupitervega]

hey everybody. my partner mal & i just have tonight left where we're stayin, & tomorrow it ain't forecast to get above freezin. considerin its medication makes it very tired & sleepy, the nearly 5 months in one hospital or another really drained its strength & endurance, & it's only been outta the hospital a week tomorrow, i'd say mal ain't fit to be out & about in winter conditions. as of now we're $32 shy of bein able to renew another night. i'd really like to keep mal safe & warm instead of the nearly inevitable hospital visit that i foresee if we're unsheltered in poor weather.

c: jupitervega

v: jupitervega

p: jupitervega

please help any way y'all can. thanks so very much for readin 💙

[jupitervega]

hey everybody. my partner mal & i just have tonight left where we're stayin, & tomorrow it ain't forecast to get above freezin. considerin its medication makes it very tired & sleepy, the nearly 5 months in one hospital or another really drained its strength & endurance, & it's only been outta the hospital a week tomorrow, i'd say mal ain't fit to be out & about in winter conditions. as of now we're $32 shy of bein able to renew another night. i'd really like to keep mal safe & warm instead of the nearly inevitable hospital visit that i foresee if we're unsheltered in poor weather.

c: jupitervega

v: jupitervega

p: jupitervega

please help any way y'all can. thanks so very much for readin 💙

[jupitervega]

we've managed to rest today. we're both beat, plus mal is havin to readjust to bein outta the hospital like this so it's extra tired. an actual bed seems to be makin a big difference at least. we're only $35 shy of tomorrow night which gives us another day to breathe. it's extremely dangerous to have mal movin around like this & riskin falls or worse. please help any way y'all can

c: jupitervega

v: jupitervega

p: jupitervega

thanks for readin 💙

[jupitervega]

$35 left in the next 3.5hr to secure one more night. tough one last night as mal was very disoriented. i'm exhausted from little sleep. please help me keep mal stayed put & safe. thanks so much for takin the time to read this 💙

[jupitervega]

3 hours left! please help me avoid movin mal around in this condition. we've only been outta the hospital around 48hr & i'm very worried how it will fare without anywhere to rest

[cedarsaga]

I'm really tired and sore. It would be bad if we had to go to the park again.

[jupitervega]

we've managed to rest today. we're both beat, plus mal is havin to readjust to bein outta the hospital like this so it's extra tired. an actual bed seems to be makin a big difference at least. we're only $35 shy of tomorrow night which gives us another day to breathe. it's extremely dangerous to have mal movin around like this & riskin falls or worse. please help any way y'all can

c: jupitervega

v: jupitervega

p: jupitervega

thanks for readin 💙

[jupitervega]

after 140 days & 7 hospitals (includin 3 tries on long term care), mal's gettin discharged to my care. we're still waitin on long term medicaid & disability so we still don't have anywhere to live. i cobbled together a last minute plan for tonight but after that we don't have anywhere for my partner to rest & finish healin. i'm very concerned for mal's safety.

this has been so much more complicated of a situation than i'd ever expected. please help if y'all can.

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p: jupitervega

thanks for yr time 💙