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I can't with this man istg

people get really reactionary when it’s suggested that sad awful things can and do happen to people and that this reality can be explored through fiction

forestgreenandgray

Hey do you know what rumination is?

Rumination is probably the most common type of OCD compulsion, but I rarely see anyone talking about it. I've talked to multiple people diagnosed with OCD who didn't even recognize it as a compulsion.

Basically, if you have OCD you have terrible intrusive thoughts. They can be about anything, but common themes are fear of being a bad person, fear of hurting someone, fear of contamination. etc.

Rumination is when you get stuck in a spiral. Rumination is when you spend hours catastrophizing, overthinking, analyzing, telling yourself it's going to be okay.

I'll say it again:

Rumination is a compulsion.

Rumination is a compulsion, and that means you have to stop doing it.

I did ERP (exposure response prevention) for my OCD with a therapist! For 9 months! And it did help, but the idea didn't really click until I found this website a couple years later.

And Oh My God. It made things make so much more sense, and I was able to pull myself out of an episode even though I wasn't in therapy or on meds at the time.

Genuinely if you have OCD, or even if you suspect you have OCD, I'm begging you to read some of these articles.

Like this was genuinely life changing for me.

Here are some of the ones that were most helpful to me:

Defining Rumination

How to Stop Ruminating

ERP Exercises for Compulsive Rumination

What to Do When You're Triggered

eldr1tch-cr0w

number one rule! never believe ur thoughts after 10 pm . unless its about The Character then believe all of your thoughts wholeheartedly

eosphoroz

Reminder that Anne Rice was always fierce.

(From Anne Rice: Playboy interview, 1993)

demonpoppyseed

You're not going to come in and politicize my imagination.

bunnygirl1998

#cielle cielle cielle #yes yes yes #prev yesss!!

griffithtruther

took a break from boarding pages tonight ... Madonna and Child ! WIP

astruma2

sashayed

has anyone figured out how to turn off the thing where you love your pet so much it slides inexorably into grief-borrowing

boomstab-papa

your-cosmic-creature

“For me this glass is already broken. I enjoy it; I drink out of it. It holds my water admirably, sometimes even reflecting the sun in beautiful patterns. If I should tap it, it has a lovely ring to it. But when I put this glass on the shelf and the wind knocks it over or my elbow brushes it off the table and it falls to the ground and shatters, I say, ‘Of course.’ When I understand that the glass is already broken, every moment with it is precious.”

nondelphic

writing tip: put words on page. hope this helps. i will not be taking questions because i have not done this

so so nervous about posting chapter 7 of my rivaere fic.....this is the first step onto the path of no return.... I should've written another chapter in between, this is like goodbye, goodbye to a version of Eren that no one will ever see again....I'm not ready....

#don't hate me ya'll I'm shedding tears too #rivaere #riren #ereri riren #my fanfiction #my body's made of crushed little stars

Hi, it’s anon who sent the Zekere ask. I’m really glad my message made you happy. You have no idea how much you hooked me with what you said about Eren and Zeke’s relationship being weird from both sides.

I love messy, dysfunctional dynamics so it’s going to be such a delight to read. I also get why some people might dislike the idea of Eren having something with Zeke when the main ship is Rivaere but honestly i think it would just make the story spicier especially with the possibility of jealousy.

hello! I’m so happy to hear I could provide some zekere intrigue<3 actually, ever since I received your message I’ve been drafting so many zekere scenes and discovering an even deeper side to their relationship ^^

messy, dysfunctional, horrorshow relationships are truly my bread and butter, and in AoT they are plentifully found! as much as this is a rivaere fic, every relationship is so so important to me, and so fascinating to explore. & that’s what I think! (& I hope others share the vision) I mean, I was writing Levi being so insanely jealous of Zeke even before I started planning to write Zekere implications😂 Levi has been like this from the beginning - and I think it’s fair to say Zeke shares the sentiment. I cannot wait to introduce Zeke....and he will be coming very, very soon....

also, random fact about Zeke I just came up with today: in this fic he likes birds. Like, he has a bunch of books about them, goes bird watching, builds bird houses and feeders in his free time. He and Eren actually have a conversation while bird watching.

#my fanfiction #my body's made of crushed little stars