the place that rhymes with fun.

she/her. 28. lesbian. 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞

[celltheory]

i am 100% too weak to be online in sports fandoms because i find everyone soooooo annoying. i am sorry that i want sports to be fun!!!!! not a fucking misery jerk off fest

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Vincent van Gogh - Self-Portrait, 1887 (detail), oil on canvas

[kristina100000]

i have no other choice but to go on

[celltheory]

I cannot stand my boss. oh my god.

[celltheory]

you can't tell someone not to work the entire summer, guilt them into moving clinic shifts so they can get some hours, talk to them only about july and never mention august, then get annoyed and act surprised when they aren't available whenever you want them to be!!!!! the other problem is that i know that two people she thinks are staying on full time to "take over" tasks I do are leaving at the end of august. so she's going to be fucked if she decides to soft fire me and not schedule any shifts. but she doesn't know that. but it's just insane that she never learns about summer. she always panics that it won't be busy. and then pisses off the staff that are the most important, and then goes oh fuck, we're actually busy! because she doesn't realize that me and emily^2 are good at our jobs. and then walks back everything she says and acts like it was MY idea to not work this summer. like what the fuck. and last time she told me not to work, she held it over my head when it came to bonuses, so like. i wasn't doing that again. but now im working july but not august, because i have exams and too many clinic shifts because i moved them fucking all and then im going on VACATION! for once in my fucking adult life!!!!!

[celltheory]

i am trying not to be too pissed off because she says it's "fine" BUT she is literally lying and saying that she "never suggested i take the summer off" when she literally....said that. i am so tired. like fuck off. it's not my fault she approves everyone taking time off without checking.

[celltheory]

I cannot stand my boss. oh my god.

[celltheory]

you can't tell someone not to work the entire summer, guilt them into moving clinic shifts so they can get some hours, talk to them only about july and never mention august, then get annoyed and act surprised when they aren't available whenever you want them to be!!!!! the other problem is that i know that two people she thinks are staying on full time to "take over" tasks I do are leaving at the end of august. so she's going to be fucked if she decides to soft fire me and not schedule any shifts. but she doesn't know that. but it's just insane that she never learns about summer. she always panics that it won't be busy. and then pisses off the staff that are the most important, and then goes oh fuck, we're actually busy! because she doesn't realize that me and emily^2 are good at our jobs. and then walks back everything she says and acts like it was MY idea to not work this summer. like what the fuck. and last time she told me not to work, she held it over my head when it came to bonuses, so like. i wasn't doing that again. but now im working july but not august, because i have exams and too many clinic shifts because i moved them fucking all and then im going on VACATION! for once in my fucking adult life!!!!!

[panga3ic]

collection of needle-felted ducks july 2025 - april 2026

[celltheory]

I cannot stand my boss. oh my god.

[celltheory]

everything feels so unconscious to me like i am always zoned out and i do not actively process things piece by piece. so it always feels like i get lucky or am surprised by how i end up in certain positions. cannot fathom living like this but it's also fascinating.

[celltheory]

"Lake O'Hara (John Singer Sargent) , 1916.496,” Harvard Art Museums collections

[mioritic]

John Singer Sargent (1856–1925)

"Woman in bed", sketchbook page, 1872

Harvard Art Museums / Fogg Museum

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[ambatya]

[celltheory]

boss decides that i'm only working tues/thurs in july. which is fine. i am busy. but it was HER choice. realizes immediately that she needs me more. texts to ask if i can work mon/wed too. i say i can work some when im not in clinic or at school. now she wants me to update the calendar with my "days off" which pisses me off, phrasing wise, because they are NOT days off! the opposite are days that i can work extra than what we agreed to!!!!!!!

[celltheory]

books (first half of 2026)

The Song of the Cell: An Exploration of Medicine and the New Human by Siddhartha Mukherjee Mukherjee's my goat...I love his writing and even though I found parts of this one boring because I was familiar with the content, it was still a great book.

The Open Era by Edward Schmit This one was...fine. It was way too cheesy for me and the timeline was so compressed that it ended up being annoying. I was annoyed at myself for wondering if any of it was sincaraz inspired even though i...mostly doubt it. The ending was so painful for me because I suffer deeply from secondhand embarrassment. I'm sure some people will find it absolutely charming but I did not! Also, the therapy plot is like...okay. I am sure this is actually a good idea but it is SO boring in a book.

One Golden Summer by Carley Fortune* Absolute classic...I'm still mad at how much I hated the every summer after tv show btw. I do think Charlie > Sam, sorry. Alice is so charming to me. I really can only re-read Carley Fortune books, everything else just does not hit the same.

The Whole Truth by Haley Cass Too long as usual, but still good. The first quarter was not selling me at all on their "rivalry" because it was clearly so one sided. Their chemistry overall was pretty good. There's one incidence with the mom that I really thought would come up again, but it's just never addressed.

Birdwatchingwatching: One Year, Two Men, Three Rules, Ten Thousand Birds by Alex Horne Unfortunately low-key boring and I really like birds. I wanted to be more charmed than I was. It was funny that the worm definition comes up in this and was on the most recent series of Taskmaster too.

On the Calculation of Volume III by Solvej Balle I had fun. I fear I am too stupid to actually Get It, but.

Running Home to You by Samantha Saldivar She's done it again! I really loved this one, even with my weird aversion to softball. I loved Abby, I loved Kate. The rest of the teammates were given a chance to be Real People which was a nice change of pace. I think she manages to make everything come together well in the end which I was slightly worried about.

Yesteryear by Caro Claire Burke Um. Bad book but I had fun solely because I read it with Erika and we texted each other the entire time. The ending is nuts to me and I think it's low-key crazy that she dedicated it to her daughter the way she did. But! Also, my opinion of it was worsened because she seems so annoying. Sorry. Reposting a very obviously AI essay hyping your book IS embarrassing.

Our Perfect Storm by Carley Fortune Charmed, again. Frankie wasn't my favourite, but I still liked her. I liked George more than I wanted to.

The Second Draft by Carrie Byrd Was really, really close to being too much secondhand embarrassment for me to handle, but overall it was cute.

Make Your Move by Melissa Brayden I can't remember which books of hers I've liked, but I'm pretty sure there was at least one. I did not like this one at all. I don't really care about F1 but the setting wasn't what I didn't like.

This Summer Will Be Different by Carley Fortune* Probably my favourite one of hers. Felix over everyone. I do always feel slightly guilty for finding the men more charming than the women in her books with the exception of Alice tbh. I liked that the drama between Lucy and Bridget actually mattered but wasn't handled stupidly.

Set Point by Meg Jones I barely remember reading this book. I didn't love it. Again, the rivalry ended up not mattering and didn't find the tension believable or interesting.

Praxis by Robert Johnston I had no choice in reading this <3

On the Calculation of Volume II by Solvej Balle I am getting 2 and 3 confused, but I think I liked this one.

Climbing Free: My Life in the Vertical World by Lynn Hill I enjoyed reading this one but weirdly some of the stories gave me the ick.

Meet Me at the Lake by Carley Fortune* My least favourite one of hers but it's still good.

Every Summer After by Carley Fortune* I do love this book. The show almost convinced me that I hate Percy, but then I re-read this and I do not.

On the Calculation of Volume I by Solvej Balle Faltered with this one in the middle but overall I liked it.

The Boyfriend Candidate by Ashley Winstead A Perfect Match by Rachael Sommers Both unremarkable but readable enough.

The Seduction by Sara Torres Really did not enjoy this one even though I wanted to. Reminded me of Eva Baltasar but bad.

The Impossible Climb: Alex Honnold, El Capitan, and the Climbing Life by Mark Synnott Very funny to read about how insane and weird Alex Honnold is. Synnott has a weird complex about him sometimes but I also found that funny.

Ski-Crossed Lovers by Allison Temple Barely readable.

Hamnet by Maggie O'Farrell Beautiful and I cried and I loved it.

The Other Wife by Jackie Thomas-Kennedy Barely remember reading this, but I think I liked it. I had issues with [redacted] because of my own [redacted]. But! That is life.

Rooting Interest by Cat Disabato It was fine.

Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke Read with Jen. Had a fun time. Wish I had thoughts in my brain.

Play You For It by Samantha Saldivar A solid, good time. I liked her second book better, but this was still really good. There was a weird part in the middle that I found annoying but that was it.

[celltheory]

genuinely keep giggling every time i remember the paul george/jaylen brown trade....

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Calvin and Hobbes - It’s July Already

[celltheory]

i really do find "not suitable for work" good and charming, but i feel like it is not going to get renewed