Fuck me, ya know?
For context this is a business who I’ve signed employment paperwork with but they haven’t yet opened. They were supposed to be open on June. Now it won’t be August, but I assume it’ll be far beyond that.
And like I’ve still been applying! Any where I can, grocery stores, offices, print shops, EVERYWHERE. Fucking big box places haven’t gotten back to me. Nothing does, and when I do get an interview you can tell immediately they’re off put by me being trans. I can’t stand this anymore, I really can’t. I want a job! I want to work! I don’t want to do this anymore, I’m so fucking tired of being hungry and being behind. I’m tired of skipping meals because I can’t make my bills. I’m so so so fucking tired of being trapped. Please god someone help me, I need help i can’t do this, I need something because I can’t save myself and I just don’t know how much more I’ve got in me. I just need a chance, I just need a chance please. Somebody please just give me a chance.















