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My name's oliver Bugs & stuff. He/it Minor

[chaos-and-bones]

tags order so I don’t get confused. Will update.

#bugs - basically everything with an exoskeleton.

#Png craze - all images.

#rats make me crazy - misc

#text - my original posts

#text crazy - fonts

#bones - bones and taxidermy

#i am a mere creature - nonhuman and gear posts

#science and plauge - mad scientist posts

#i swear it’s the stars - stuff that makes me feel strange

#the pain of living - mental health stuff

#all identities are equally invalid - all flags for identities

#50% off! - stickers & pins

#escape into the woods - nature, cryptids.

#the screen stares back - eyes

#flesh and bones - meat

#long gone memories - childish and colorful

#⚠️ wrong way! ⚠️ - signs and sighs

[starryswirly]

I'm finished with art for the semester soooo here's what I've been workin on! All assets are my own. I used a DSLR camera along with Photoshop and Clip Studio Paint

Feel free to send asks about the unaltered photos/photo locations, cause some of the original signs were pretty interesting tbh

[ominous-signs]

Official ominous sign(s)

[goobersplat]

An anon asked for more VHS stickers so here you go!

1 and 2

[mackonfire]

TW GORE, DEAD BIRD

[bored-dromaeosaur]

Walking during winter at night.

[critters-comforting-compendium]

happy new year you strange and unsettling creatures in my basement

[jesusinstilettos]

I’m about to save you thousands of dollars in therapy by teaching you what I learned paying thousands of dollars for therapy:

It may sound woo woo but it’s an important skill capitalism and hyper individualism have robbed us of as human beings.

Learn to process your emotions. It will improve your mental health and quality of life. Emotions serve a biological purpose, they aren’t just things that happen for no reason.

1. Pause and notice you’re having a big feeling or reaching for a distraction to maybe avoid a feeling. Notice what triggered the feeling or need for a distraction without judgement. Just note that it’s there. Don’t label it as good or bad.

2. Find it in your body. Where do you feel it? Your chest? Your head? Your stomach? Does it feel like a weight everywhere? Does it feel like you’re vibrating? Does it feel like you’re numb all over?

3. Name the feeling. Look up an emotion chart if you need to. Find the feeling that resonates the most with what you’re feeling. Is it disappointment? Heartbreak? Anxiety? Anger? Humiliation?

4. Validate the feeling. Sometimes feelings misfire or are disproportionately big, but they’re still valid. You don’t have to justify what you’re feeling, it’s just valid. Tell yourself “yeah it makes sense that you feel that right now.” Or something as simple as “I hear you.” For example: If I get really big feelings of humiliation when I lose at a game of chess, the feeling may not be necessary, but it is valid and makes sense if I grew up with parents who berated me every time I did something wrong. So I could say “Yeah I understand why we are feeling that way given how we were treated growing up. That’s valid.”

5. Do something with your body that’s not a mental distraction from the feeling. Something where you can still think. Go on a walk. Do something with your hands like art or crochet or baking. Journal. Clean a room. Figure out what works best for you.

6. Repeat, it takes practice but is a skill you can learn :)

[lastoneout]

I have been in EMDR therapy recently to help with past trauma and like 90% of the appointments is just this post. Which I thought was silly at first bcs I was like "well I know how I'm feeling, I feel bad" but man you have no idea. Literally JUST talking through whatever stressful thing I have going on at the moment and whenever I feel a Big Emotion stopping and acknowledging, naming, and sitting with it. I've made more progress with my trauma and mental illnesses just doing this in a single year than I have in like 10+ years of therapy.

It might feel silly or pointless at first but stick with it, it really helps.

[sunshineandteddybears]

@the-fab-fox

[groovy-rat-man]

They MIGHT be giants? Girl just get a measuring tape??

[gloomybear-vexillologist]

Can you make an eldritch pangenderfaun flag?/nf

here ya go!! ^_^

[arealarchaeopteryx]

please don't ever think that no one cares about you

I work in an ER and we see suicides all the time. And we get at least 3 suicidal ideations a night. We all care about you. I promise, we do. A team of complete strangers who have worked 3+ 12 hour shifts this week who are being screamed at all day and night and probably haven’t had lunch and trust me, we still love you and care about you.

We had a 16 year old patient last night who we couldn’t save. We were in that room with this patient for over an hour, we did everything we could. And let me tell you, we all cried. The EMT’s, the nurses, the doctor. We all huddled together in the doctors dictation room and cried.

I went through the rest of my shift with smudged mascara and tracks on my cheeks.

I remember the names of all the patients that have taken their lives on my shifts.

I remember squeezing the hands, smoothing the hair, kissing the foreheads, and wiping away the blood and the vomit of every patient that has left me too soon.

I can still see every face that I have zipped into a body bag.

Trust me, someone cares about you. You have never met them yet. You don’t ever think about them. They are never remembered when you talk about heroes and role models.

But someone loves you.

[shroom-goddess]

damn….

[phantomkinoc13]

This made me cry

[croatoan-the-line]

When I was in hospital being seen to, being bandaged and sedated and surrounded by medical staff, my family was ignoring my calls, my friends hadn’t cared to check in. I felt terrified and hopeless and so very unimportant that it was taking everything it had in me to not drink the cleaning products left nearby by one of the cleaners, to make sure I finished the job properly.

There was a nurse though, who came into my room with a soft smile, who held my hand, who took away the bottles when she noticed me watching them for too long. There was a nurse that plugged in my phone to charge in case my family called back, that took away the bloody cloths the paramedics had left me with, that helped me put my hair up when it was sticking to my tear streaked face, because my arms were too sore to do it myself.

There was a nurse that saved my life twice in one night, who made me feel that I was worth being looked after, and her name was Emma and she was the most beautiful person I’ve met.

Months later, I was visiting my mother at the same hospital whilst she was incapacitated with back concerns. Whilst I sat and watched my mum sleeping, a nurse approached to check up on her. She met my gaze and she smiled immediately, face lit with recognition, and she said “oh my gosh, hey! How are you doing?”

People definitely do care about us even if we don’t think they do, and to the original poster?

Your faces are never forgotten either.

You’re more than heroes to me.

[servicek9s-deactivated20180617]

Im not crying you are 

[one-braincell-in-use]

Uh, this is probably important. You all matter. You’re all beautiful. It’s fine to be hurt and messed up from time to time, but there are people who love you. Even if you don’t love yourself, they love you. You matter more than you’ll ever know. You’re beautiful. Internet stranger who may be reading this, you matter. So, uh, Internet hug to all of you reading this, to all of you who need to learn that you will always matter and that you are loved by at least one person. You matter, and you are not unlovable. You are worth it.

[imqueerandadeer]

okay I’m trying not to bawl sitting in the airport rn but I have a story also, my friend (who’s trans I swear this is important to the story) was admitted to the hospital/psych ward for an attempt and at the hospital there was this nurse that was a trans women that took care of all the trans kids (I think she also had nicknames for trans kids but I forgot) that got admitted there who was apparently very sweet and her wife was thai (which I was estatic about when my friend told me that because I am thai). There was another nurse who would correct everyone on my friends name whenever my friend got deadnamed, but point is people care I promise

[analog-autistic]

I’ve discovered my gender

genderqueer but in an eldritch horror way

gendereldritch

fuck. I should make a flag making blog

[gh0kiaha]

Well. Kind of bored

If someone wants, reblog or comment something random and i will give you a random pallette from here

[itstimetomotivate]

[willypetegk]

[stupidbeecandle]

I saw a post like this when I was 24 and it got me to go back to school and now im one year away from my doctorate :3

[kodaswrld]

Can you make some dividers with centipedes, beetles and/or slugs? Or other weird kinda creepy bugs? I love little creepy crawlies.... (Ff2 not if ur uncomfortable w bugs!)

hii ~ of course i can!!

[pngblog]

maybe some more odd/weird/huh-core eyes (human, doll, animal, anything)? I'm starting a collection and they're unfortunately pretty hard to find in decent quality but I really like the ones you've previously posted! Thank you so much either way

[sharpenededges]

[pngblog]

:) hi!! can i request some vhs stickers? like 'be kind, please rewind' 'horror' 'bargain bin' that kind of thing? its kind of a weird question but yeah >_< also ur blog is soooo cool and thanks for making a bunch of art possible. u rock !