chaotic amelay ✡🏳️‍🌈

she/they | over 20 | queer disabled jew with Opinions💛💜| no sideblogs, if i have to deal with all of me so do you | multifandom (marvel comics/mcu/good omens/pjo/l&co/musicals) | non-native on turtle island north of the medicine line (so-called canada) | ask me about limnology (please) NEVER AGAIN FOR ANYONE 🍉

[chaoticamelay]

Officially atoned for all my sins does this mean I have to start committing new ones immediately or is there like a cooldown period

[chaoticamelay]

CRIPS FOR ESIMS FOR GAZA FUNDRAISER ♿🍉

Hi friends! Even after the ceasefire, Palestinians in Gaza are still in need of eSIMs to stay connected to each other and the world. It will likely be months before telecommunications services are back up and running. The amazing organisation Connecting Humanity has been providing eSIMs to people in Gaza, as has Crips for sSIMs for Gaza, a group of disabled people who have also been collecting funds and providing eSIMs to Palestinians. Both these groups need help now!

Crips for eSIMs for Gaza has sent more than 41,000 eSIMs and top ups and spent over two million dollars CAD on a rough estimate of 600,000 gigabytes of data, but they are currently thousands of dollars in the negatives. But they are determined to keep eSIMs that are currently active topped up, and they will need to raise at least $42K CAD to comfortably send new eSIMs to Gazans again.

I want to help get eSIMs to people who need them, but i have very few marketable skills. So, if you show me that you have donated to Crips for eSIMs for Gaza, I will show you what colours your name is according to my synesthesia !

For me, all letters have a unique colour and bc names have different letter frequency, this combines to make unique name colour schemes. If you donate at least $10 to Crips For eSIMs for Gaza and show me the proof, I will share what colours I see your name as. You aren't allowed to get annoyed at me if it’s ugly though.

Ex: Alice colour combo

I will try to respond promptly but obviously I won’t on Shabbat or holidays. You can donate multiple times, but obviously you have a limited number of names.

idk how this will go but hopefully we can get some eSIMs for people who need them!

[chaoticamelay]

reupping this because internet access and telecommunications in gaza are again cut off by israel, making eSIMs more important than ever for palestinians!

So far I have done 13 name colour combos for folks...can we work together to send more funds for eSIMs?

[thejewitches]

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[chaoticamelay]

We as a society don't talk about actual child soldier bucky barnes running around killing nazis and then cutting off their ears to keep as souvenirs (until dugan found out and confiscated them) enough for me...he's a little freak i adore him

[abutchwithbooks]

I was just at a pub quiz and the question was what is captain america’s real name, and you should’ve seen the look on the old man quizmaster’s face when I looked him dead in the eye and said Sam Wilson

[aladygrieve]

sebastian stan signed on with marvel and was like cool this will definitely make everyone forget that I launched my career playing tortured homosexuals and that I'll never be as good at anything as I am at crying and kissing boys. And then we didn't

[thejewitches]

The sign that hangs in our shop.

[butt-rice]

REBLOG FOR SAMPLE SIZE

which of the great lakes is the most fuckable

lake huron

lake ontario

lake michigan

lake eerie

lake superior

the saint laurence river

Voting ended onSep 21, 2025

[chaoticamelay]

The St Lawrence river being included but not Lake St. Clair is TRAGIC :(

[damazcuz]

em dash is so fucking sexy. puts her in a paragraph 8 times.

[damazcuz]

People in the notes are telling me the opinions of Twitter and Reddit users. Let me make myself clear: redditors and Twitter users are not people to me. I do not value their opinions on my hot wife, the em dash. Puts her in a paragraph 20 times.

[chaoticamelay]

"it's not on keyboards" are you telling me you didn't have to memorise five million ALT codes like my classes always did

[sometiktoksarevalid]

[androgynealienfemme]

I am of the general opinion that the pandemic really broke everyone in a variety of ways and everyone is going on acting like 5 years on they haven’t been irreparably changed

[chaoticamelay]

agree, especially since a huge amount of y'all have post-COVID-19 condition (aka long covid, aka a multisystem condition we do not fully understand nor know how to treat) and are in denial about it AND about the fact that the pandemic is ongoing, further increasing your chances of getting long covid

[steam-junk]

I'm thinking of making a casual blog/site for just writing random wildlife informational stuff. just interesting things I've learned, or putting a spotlight on underrated or strange animals. I won't be doing my own studies or anything, just compiling information (+ sources). is there interest, and if so,

what should I write about?

comparison between a south american rainforest and a southeast asian rainforest

wetlands informational (I LOVE MARSHES)

bees/wasps and how hives function

bearded vultures

frigatebirds

birds and fossil records (possibly evolutionary history?)

Voting ended onSep 23, 2025

[chaoticamelay]

hi op we don't know each other but pls know if you made a sideblog for wetlands information i promise to love and cherish it

[spaghettioverdose-deactivated20]

homonationalism. homonationalism on my dash.

[estera-shirin]

me opening this app half the time i swear

[chaoticamelay]

sorry for disappearing for like a month with no warning!!

dw it will happen again, i am disabled

[chaoticamelay]

JULY 24 YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS… happy ninth birthday to my favourite piece of pinkwashing: the lesbian oil sands ad!!!

[zombiezinmydreams]

[eddiebloombug]

the blorbo-ification of john walker that’s been developing in this fandom lately has been.. interesting to witness. i’d be less mad if marvel built a compelling reason to root for him and his development after thunderbolts (because i don’t subscribe to the idea that characters can be irredeemable) but like.. we have yet to see a compelling reason to root for him (imo obviously). i think people just saw a man being sad and sassy and completely forgot that he was the physical representation of white privilege in the narrative of tfatws. he became cap with miles less resistance than sam would have had initially, despite steve gifting sam the shield. walker had a violent episode and murdered a civilian (who, reminder, did NOT kill lemar) in a scene that served to contrast the extreme levels of restraint and self-possession sam has to show AT ALL TIMES to even be a hero as a black man in america.

and then in thunderbolts, john is just a man with a few funny lines, and a few sad lines, experiencing (minimal) consequences of his actions (his wife leaving him, public backlash. honestly he could be in jail.). once again i’ll say, i’m not even opposed to a john walker redemption arc. i just think it’s poor storytelling by marvel to not address the themes of race/privilege so inherent to john walker’s character in tfatws if they’re trying to “redeem” him and put him in the mainstream of mcu heroes. and i think it’s an interesting interpretation by fans to ignore the themes of race and privilege in walker’s character to go ahead and woobify him into a lovable pathetic wet cat man, in love with bob and play-bantering with bucky.

the crux of john walker’s character is this: he is a white man who achieved things far easier than others with more personal merit could. he entered the us military as a young man and spent near-constant years involved in foreign intervention. he is a man who believed himself heroic enough for the serum and the shield and he was wrong. his entire life has been marked by narratives of nationalism and american exceptionalism, and thus implicit white supremacy. these are things he (and his redemption arc) must grapple with.

when it comes down to it, walker fans, i’m not saying walker shouldn’t be your blorbo. i’m asking why you’re sanitizing the sociopolitical commentary his character served to give in tfatws in order to blorbify him.