This took me a whopping 28h and 45min to make, which I’m pretty sure officially makes it the longest I’ve ever spent on a single piece, absolutely demolishing my previous records lol.
I really loved the rendering process, but the shading… not so much. It started getting exhausting around the 25h mark, but I think all that effort paid off in the end. Kinda my own fault, though, I didn't pick easy outfits or accessories to draw. But I can’t help it, traditional Chinese outfits have my heart. ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ₊˚⊹♡
The first gif shows almost the entire timelapse, while the second one focuses solely on the rendering process. Thank you @dustdeepsea for helping me make these gifs, you're my hero (˶˘ ³˘(´͈ ᵕ `͈˶)
Thank you @inabsolutions for putting this event together, it was so much fun. <3
"i'll take care of you, just like i've always have,"
pairing: caleb xia x reader
synopsis: you always enjoyed pleasing yourself in calebs apartment. you haven't been caught…that is, until caleb comes barging in your room and you ask him to satisfy your needs
cw: minors dni | explicit sexual content, voyeurism, inappropriate use of 'gege'(reader and caleb are not blood related), little plot just smut, p in v, praise, fluffy ending
wc: 3.7k
a/n: Hello readers! I've had this idea cooking for a while now and I can finally release it to the world…this is part of the Folded Wishes event by Lethe! I am super excited to see what all these talented artists and authors have come up with and I totally did not procrastinate till the last minute on this! Happy anniversary to our dear Caleb! I am so glad to have found this community and also fall in love with the character of Caleb! He deserves all the love and I wish you all good luck on his future cards (especially that third myth ahhhh!)
Your favorite past time to do when Caleb left to run an errand was to touch yourself. It was dangerous, you know-any moment he could come bursting back into the apartment and stumble across the sinful sight of you spread on your bedsheets, your door purposely left ajar-for him.
You sighed, that familiar warmth returning between your legs once more as images of Caleb flooded your mind. You were laying atop of your bed, Caleb having left hours ago to grab some last minute ingredients. Your eyes fluttered shut and you guided your hand down the expanse of your tummy before resting between your thighs. The excitement and fear of being caught had your veins sparking with electricity.
"Mm…" You moaned softly, letting your fingers gently rub yourself through the thin cotton of your panties. Your legs trembled slightly as you continued to draw circles above your damp underwear, sighing as you sinfully imagined it was your Caleb's thick fingers doing this to you instead. You imagined the way his face would be flushed red, a smirk pulling at the corner of his lips as he talked you through it, how his voice would dip into that delicious low tone of his that made you clench your thighs together tightly. Would he be gentle? Rough? You let out a whine at the flood of dangerous thoughts, applying more pressure as you continued to swirl your fingers in slow, agonizing circles.
"Caleb…" You whined needily, your back arching as you continued to please yourself. Your other hand clapped against your lips, muffling your moans as you grinded your hips lazily against your own fingers. You adjusted yourself above your bedsheets, spreading your legs wider. You teased yourself, rubbing your puffy clit with feathery touches, imagining how Caleb would do it for you.
"Mm…like this, pipsqueak?" You imagined him whispering against your ear teasingly. You could almost feel the warmth of his breath against your neck, the way his hard body pressed down against yours.
"Yeah-yeah, like that-!" You cried out-almost a little too loudly-and you bit the inside of your cheek hard to stifle another moan. You let your fingers to rub faster, your cries of pleasure growing louder. "Caleb-ngh..hah…" You felt that familiar tightening in your lower belly, bracing yourself for release-but right before you could reach your peak, your door slammed open and someone came into your room.
Caleb stared, standing in your doorway with a bag of groceries in his left hand. His eyes roamed over your body before his face flushed a bright red.
"I thought…you were in trouble or needed-or needed help…" Caleb said helplessly, words trailing off as he tore his gaze away from you. He cleared his throat and stepped backwards, his side hitting the wall clumsily, a rare sight.
"Caleb! What the-?!" You cried out and shut your legs tightly. He turned around quickly, the bag of groceries swaying in his hand.
"I'm just-I'm just gonna leave-"
"Wait!" You blurted out, crawling to the edge of the bed. The word left your lips quicker than you had to think-the simple word causing Caleb to freeze in place, his pants tightening. His back was still facing you, to your disappointment. Despite the shock of Caleb barging into your room, you secretly enjoyed the feeling of being caught-of being watched by your gege. "Caleb…stay. I need you…please." You begged softly. Caleb's lips trembled as he turned around slowly, drinking in the lewd sight of you in your undergarments. The thin fabric of your undershirt let him see your nipples peeking against it, and the cute apple patterned panties you had on almost made him cum in his pants.
"You…you want me?" He gulped, setting down the bag of groceries gently on your carpet. He approached you slowly, his hands on either side of you as he leaned down to face you. You pressed your thighs together, looking up at him with wide eyes. His purple gaze searched yours, thinking this was some sort of dream.
"Yes," You breathed. You spread your legs and showed him the damp patch on your panties and the way your underwear showed the outline of your puffy clit. You took his hand and guided it between your thighs, letting his fingers brush against the wet fabric. He cursed at the feeling of your drenched panties, his cock already dripping with precum in his boxers at the sight. He took a deep breath and nodded, his gaze darkening.
"Fine, I'll help you, pips," He murmured, closing the distance hesitantly, letting his lips slot against yours. You welcome his kiss, grabbing his neck and pulling him closer. He groaned softly at the feeling of your soft breasts pressing against him. "You're…I didn't know my pretty girl was so needy…"
"Mmph~!" You gasped, your moan swallowed by another of his kisses, growing more bolder each time. Any ounce of uncertainty that Caleb had was killed by the adorable moan you let out, something in him snapping-those years of yearning and want fueling his sudden confidence.
Caleb pressed you down against the soft mattress, your eyes flitting to the obvious bulge in his shorts. You gulped nervously, heat flooding throughout your body.He took your face in his hands and tilted it upwards so your gaze remained on his. "Eyes up here, pips." He whispered, a slight smirk tugging at his lips. His thumb swiped against your moist lips, sending a shiver down your spine. His hands parted your trembling thighs, his purple eyes pinning you down to the bed with an intensity you never knew he had. "You sounded so needy…do you need gege to help you?"
"I…" Your voice trailed off, your face flushing. Was this really okay? "C-Caleb…"
"Hm?" Caleb dipped his face into the crook of your neck, his warm breath tickling against your ear. "If you don't want this, tell me. Otherwise…gege wants to help his sweet girl." He pressed a soft kiss against your neck. You whined underneath him, feeling his arousal press against your throbbing clit. You had imagined this exact scenario thousands of times in your head right in this very room. He was practically offering you to fulfill your deepest fantasy. A voice was telling you to think this through-but another voice screamed louder-and it was screaming Caleb. Your body was craving his touch and his touch alone. You wanted to know what kind of noises he would make when thrusting deep inside of you-you wanted to hear his own whimpers and moans reverberating throughout your skull as he came inside you. You wanted it all. You wanted Caleb.
"Need you, I need gege…" You finally whispered. He let out a small sigh and chuckled darkly. He leaned back to look at you and smiled, a real, warm smile. He cupped your face with his hand gently.
"Caleb will take care of you real good, pips. Just like I always have, okay?" He reassured you with another kiss against your quivering lips. Excitement flooded throughout your body as he continued to talk in that low voice of his."I want to feel all of you. Hear all of the little noises you make…okay?" You nodded desperately, gasping as he continued to kiss downwards, reaching the soft swell of your breasts above the neckline of your undershirt.
"Mm…" You moaned, letting out another gasp as he lifted up your undershirt, letting it bunch at the top to expose your bare chest. He groaned at the sight, his eyes clouded with awe and lust as he took in the sight of your breasts. You blushed as he continued to gaze at them with wonder, before he finally leaned forward and latched onto one of your breasts, sucking softly. "Aah-! C-Caleb..!" You let out a high pitched moan as he sucked your nipple teasingly.
"You sound so cute," Caleb breathed, pressing open mouth kisses to your breast before moving downwards. "I wonder what other noises gege will hear?"
"Shut up," You whined, in desperate need of his mouth between your legs. "Need you there…"
"So demanding…right here?" Caleb chuckled and parted your thighs. His head rested between your thighs, his mouth hovering above your soaked panties. His hands gripped both of your thighs firmly to keep them parted. Your eyes met his and you could almost cum at the sight. He inhaled your sweet scent, letting out a moan. He let his gaze stay glued to yours as he licked a stripe up your panties. You shut your eyes tightly and arched against his tongue, letting out a moan.
"Ahh~! Caleb-! I…Oh my god…" You whined, your hands finding the back of his head and pressing him more against yourself. He pressed more wet kisses against your damp panties, enjoying every little moan and sound that escaped your swollen lips. He hooked a finger underneath your panties, his knuckle brushing against your clit. He tugged the useless piece of fabric to the side and moaned softly at the sight of your swollen pussy.
"You're so wet for me…so fucking needy…" He groaned and latched his mouth to your aching clit. You almost screamed from the intense pleasure that flared up from your tummy throughout the rest of your body. His tongue worked mercilessly against your pussy, dragging up from your glistening slick to your puffy and sensitive clit. "Mmph…you like this, don't you?" He chuckled against your pussy, the vibrations spreading throughout your body.
"Ahh~! Nngh…yes, yes..! I like it so much!" You moaned, grinding your hips against his mouth. Caleb continued to lick and suck your pretty pussy, trying to memorize every single moan and praise you gave him. He eagerly lapped at your clit, his eyes always trained on you to watch your reaction. He savored the way your mouth was parted, how your face was flushed red-how your body sang to him. "Oh my god, oh my god-!"
"Just like that, oh you're such a good girl," Caleb groaned into you, your slick coating his mouth. The delicious curve of his nose nudged roughly against your clit, your back arching once more. "Such a good, good girl…" You gasped, overwhelmed by his nickname and the way he was making you feel. The feeling of his tongue, his hands-it was so much better than fucking yourself with your small fingers. The way you were spread out for him was such a sinful sight-the soft, wet squelching noises mixed with the chorus of moans and pleasure-it was something you could only imagine in your dreams.
"Ah~! Hah…gege..!" You whined needily, feeling your climax approaching. Caleb understood immediately, and leaned backwards, the disappearance of the warmth of his tongue leaving you feeling empty. "Caleb..?" You watched as he kicked off his shorts, leaving him in tight boxers, highlighting the enormous bulge that had you drooling.
His eyes met yours, for permission. His amethyst eyes, dark with hunger, now held a delicate vulnerability. The previous dominance and control that he possessed faded, leaving an equally desperate and needy man before you, reflecting your own hunger.
"Pipsqueak, I want you. I want you so, so bad…" He whimpered, leaning forward and caging you between his strong arms. The cold chain of his necklace fell against you, the soft jingle of metal sounding like a warning. You sighed against him, feeling the outline of his heat rubbing against your bare, wet pussy as he leaned down to whisper in your ear. "Can I? Please? It'll feel so good…" Your arms wrapped around his neck, pulling him in closer. His chest pressed against your breasts, your hardened nipples rubbing against his warm skin.
"Please," You breathed. "Need it so bad…" He closed his eyes, resting his head in the crook of your neck. A comfortable silence fell, the sounds of your breath and mingling heartbeats being the only thing you could focus on. Your hands gently rubbed his back. "Caleb, please…"
Caleb took a deep breath, and you could hear the ruffling of fabric as he slipped his underwear off. You couldn't even see anything since his body was hovering over you, but you felt something hard and warm slap against your thigh. You gasped at the contact, eyes widening in shock. For a brief moment, a pang of fear stabbed you in the chest. Worries and insecurities of not meeting his expectations pulled at your thoughts, but Caleb was quick to notice. He smiled down at you, his hand caressing the side of your face, reminding you of how this all started.
"Remember what I said earlier? Caleb is going to take care of you, okay? So don't be scared," He pressed his forehead against yours, his eyes closing and you closed your eyes too. "Right now, my duty is to make you feel good. If you feel good, gege feels good too, okay?"
"Mm.."
"Use your words," Caleb commanded gently. He leaned back to look at you properly, his eyes scanning your face for any sign of you not wanting this.
"Okay, gege," You whispered back, Caleb's mouth crashing down upon yours as the last syllable of 'gege' left your lips. He rolled his hips into you, his cock splitting you in half. Your swollen pussy clamped around him, a lewd squelch filling your room. You let out a cry of pleasure mixed with pain, his lips finding your neck. Your nails dug into his back harshly as he let you adjust to his girth, the rapid rise and fall of your chest matching his frantic heartbeat. "Oh my go-oh my god…it's so b-big…"
"I know, I know…it's o-okay," Caleb groaned into your neck. the feeling of your velvet walls squeezing around him driving him crazy. Just like you, he'd been fantasizing about this very moment just a room away. He remembered the late nights of pumping his cock to a simple picture you've sent him-or the way he would wrap his member in a pair of your frilly panties and fuck himself senseless, cum spilling down his fingers as your name left his lips like a desperate prayer. "F-fuck…you feel so good…holy shit-!"
"Caleb, move-I'm ready," You breathed, pulling him tighter against you. He inhaled a shaky breath and nodded, pressing a kiss against your neck softly. He rolled his hips into you, earning a high pitched moan from you. You were completely lost in the way his body molded perfectly against you-the way steady rhythm of his cock pistoning in and out of your drenched heat. Tears spilled down your cheeks-tears of both pleasure and pain mixing as you cried out his name in a broken voice. "C-Caleb! Oh my god, oh my-fuck!"
"That's it, you're doing so well," Caleb whined into your ear, hips rolling deliciously into you. He kissed your cheek, letting out a string of pretty moans that you wished you could keep a permanent record of in your memories. "My pretty girl…f-fuck! Is this what you imagine when your-when your all alone-hah…"
You nodded eagerly, letting out a ragged moan as he thrusted deeper into you, your sweet pussy sucking him in greedily. "Nngh, y-yes! Oh-oh my god…!"
"Good girl," He groaned, his lips finding yours and kissing you more intensely more than before. His tongue swirled deliciously against yours, his mouth sucking on your lower lip. "You take me so fucking well-god…you're so perfect…" He went back into the crook of your neck, breathing heavily as his thrusts became more sloppy. He inhaled your scent, something he had memorized a long time ago-but now, he wanted to memorize your every curve, every moan, every scream-just for him. Your legs wrapped around him, inviting each powerful roll of his hips.
"M-mine…" He rasped between thrusts, kissing your neck roughly. "Say it…say you belong to gege…" He took a shaky breath and stopped momentarily to gaze down upon you. From his view, you looked simply divine. Tears streaked down your eyes and your eyes were glazed with pleasure. A pretty little mess, just for gege-just for him.
"Gege…I'm yours-I'm all yours, gege…" You sobbed, looking up at him with your glistening eyes, face flushed and lips swollen. Your words reignited the fire in his chest and he snapped. He growled into your neck as he suddenly increased the pace of his thrusts, a scream tearing from your throat as he fucked you relentlessly. The mean curve of his cock kissed that sweet spot within you repeatedly, the sound of your moans and screams rolling off your pretty, swollen lips. "Gege, oh gege, gege, anngh~!"
"Fuck, you're such a good girl for gege, taking geges cock so well-fuck you're perfect-my sweet girl-" He groaned, desperately into your neck. He chuckled, rolling his hips into you, ravaging your poor, drenched pussy. "Look at you-hah…such a cute mess…you can only say 'gege', hm? F-fuck…" He groaned as your pussy tightened around him. You cried out in pleasure, back arching against his chest.
"Gege, I'm c-close!" You whined frantically, your nails raking over his back. He hissed at the pain, a low growl rising in his throat.
"Gonna cum for me, pretty girl? Gonna cum-gonna cum for gege?" Caleb leaned back again, caging you underneath his form. The pendant of his necklace dangled between the two of you, glinting slightly. He smirked at you, his gaze darkening. He let himself thrust into you, enjoying the sight of you squirming underneath him. His hand found your wrists and pinned them above your head. You moaned, a broken 'caleb' tumbling off your lips. His other hand lifted your thigh to your chest, your eyes finding the sight of his cock deep inside your pussy. You drool at the sight and Caleb can only laugh. "Look at you…you're enjoying this, aren't you?" His grip on your wrists tightened and he let his hips thrust into you, letting you watch.
"Ah~! Gege…!" Tears once again welled in your eyes as you felt the approach of your climax-but Caleb wasn't giving it to you. "You're so mean! Hah…" He chuckled and increased the pace, his grip on both your thigh and wrists tightening.Each time he thrusted into you, he went faster, his balls slapping lewdly against your bare ass. The loud squelching sounds of his cock pumping into you only grew louder as he increased his pace even more.
"T-too much, hah~! Gege, oh gege, please, oh please, gege, gege~!" You screamed, eyes rolling back into your head as you took his cock greedily. Your own pussy spurted with your own arousal, coating his cock as he continued to fuck you ruthlessly.
"Yeah-fuck-! Oh pipsqueak…Oh f-fuck-!" Caleb let out a strangled moan as he finally came inside of you, your pussy tightening around him as you also reached your long awaited climax.
"Gege~!" You screamed, back arching as he let himself cum inside of you.
He whimpered as he spilled his hot load into you, his cum so much that it was spilling out of your sweet pussy. He kissed your lips desperately, letting go of your wrists and instead finding your face. You cried in his arms at the sheer amount of pleasure you felt, your pussy still squeezing around him as your own arousal mixed with his. Tears streamed down your face as he kissed you, eyes fluttering shut as you let him hold you through your climax. His thrusts slowed down before he eventually pulled himself out from you.
The intense hunger you felt earlier had been satisfied, though you knew it would return sooner or later-but for now, you grounded yourself in the present-and that was in Calebs arms.
You could feel the sticky slick dribbling down your thighs-his sweet cum marking his territory-you. Your breathing slowed, though your heartbeat remained quick. Caleb pressed his forehead against yours, his own chest rising and falling heavily. There was a brief pause-a comfortable period of silence that let the two of you process what had just happened.
Years of yearning and desire were fulfilled tonight, both from you and Caleb. Years of whispering each others name shamefully into your pillows was now transformed into something tangible-something real. It made you feel warm inside, something soft and vulnerable blooming inside your chest.
"Are you okay?" He whispered softly, wiping a damp strand of hair away from your face. You swallowed, and let out a breathy laugh, smiling up at him.
"Y-yeah, I'm okay…you?" You asked shyly despite the rather intimate experience the two of you had shared, your hands finding his face. He kissed your palm and grinned down at you.
"Oh, I'm doing pretty amazing right now," Caleb said teasingly, laying beside you and pulling you into his embrace. You let your head rested against his chest, his powerful heartbeat matching yours. His arms wrapped around you, strong and safe. "You…you're amazing." He breathed. You blushed, pressing yourself further into him as if you were to fuse bodies.
"You too," You murmured sincerely, smiling against his chest. You let him run a hand through your hand, a gesture you've grown used to ever since the two of you were children. You curled your body against him, eyes fluttering shut. "I love you a lot, Caleb." Your words were barely above a whisper. "And…we really should have done this sooner." You added with a chuckle. Caleb laughed with you, pulling you closer against him.
"I…I love you too," He whispered gently. "And you're right-it would've saved me the trouble of stealing your panties for myself." The last part slipped from his lips by accident-but you caught it and your eyes widened.
"You what-?!" You pulled back against him and punched his chest lightly. "Caleb?!" His eyes were already closed, a smile tugging at his lips. He pulled you back against him, your words muffled against his bare chest.
"Shh, we can talk about that tomorrow, okay? Right now…let's just sleep.." Caleb chuckled, letting his chin rest atop your head as your mind became conflicted once more-however, his words were inviting and you felt the soft lull of slumber pulling you further and further into the abyss. You just sighed, letting him off the hook this one time before relaxing in his embrace as you inhaled the familiar scent of apples and home, letting yourself be held by your gege.
a/n: top divider by @firefly-graphics and apple divider by @mang0smoothie
For as long as you can remember, he had been there.
Even if you pretended not to see, pretended not to acknowledge the shadow always looming close by, Caleb was always going to be there and he made sure you always knew that.
─ .✦ Bodyguard!Caleb, YoungLady!MC, possessive Caleb, possessive MC, feelings realisation, Angst
─ .✦ Content Warning: Violence, Minor Character Death
─ .✦ word count: 4.5k
─ .✦ written for the Folded Wishes Event!
When he was about fifteen years old, Caleb first met her.
A little shy at first, she didn’t dare to look at him when he introduced himself, small hands fidgeting with the hem of her dress until she was encouraged by her parents to say a little hello, a few glances aimed at him on the occasion but never lingering for longer than a few seconds.
It was nothing but a duty to him; something he promised to do without much thought behind it. Accompanying her to one luxurious event after another, making sure she gets home by the set times and occasionally stepping up to stop some stranger from coming too close — all the while holding a professional distance.
Her name is all he knew, her voice almost a mystery with how little they conversed. And for the most time, he thought that’s all it was going to be.
Until one day he catches her crouching behind a hedge in the large courtyard of her family home after she vehemently told him she wanted to be left alone, insisting she was going to relax while having some tea at the pavilion.
As he slowly steps closer, curious about what she is up to in this inconspicuous little corner of the massive garden and what exactly she is doing over there, he hears it.
Tiny sniffles.
Sobs that she tries to hide while covering her mouth but fails at, because there’s no way they would go unnoticed by him who has been dedicated to her every step and move.
“..my lady?”
She flinches, hurries to wipe away the tears that are streaming down her face, but it’s of no use: he has already seen it. The hurt behind those big doe-like eyes that shake as she stares at him in shock — wondering why she didn’t hear him coming at all.
For a moment she attempts to scramble away, hands pressed against the fresh grass, heels kicking away the dirt underneath her feet while she backs off until her back hits the large hedge and she lets out a loud gasp, realizing there’s no way out for her now.
“Are you alright, my lady?”, he asks, stepping closer and crouching down so he won’t have to keep staring at her from up afar. Because she doesn’t respond, he reaches for his handkerchief instead and silently gestures to her hands, noting the little spots of dirt and grass on her palms. She obliges this time, watching as he goes and brushes away bits of mud, then gently swipes across her palms to clean them thoroughly until her hands look impeccable once again.
“So, mind telling me what you were up to over here instead of drinking your afternoon tea?”, he asks, not looking up to her in hopes it would make it easier for her to open up to him.
She gulps, but doesn’t answer. He fears for a second that he won’t get a reply out of her, when very quietly, he can hear her voice: “...I overheard some maids talking earlier today..”, she starts and he calmly nods, encouraging her to go on, “..and they said how they felt bad for me because despite being the daughter of such influential people, my parents haven’t thought about checking up on me once since they went on that business trip. Maybe they don’t care what I’m up to after all even though I miss them so much..”
Caleb looks up this time, noticing the little waver in her voice. Her eyes have gotten teary, a little pout forming on her lips as she tries to keep her emotions from spilling, “..and that made me feel awfully lonely. I don’t have any friends here; nobody to talk to even though this house is filled with tons of people. If something were to happen to me — something really bad — they wouldn’t care at all because that’s not what they are supposed to do..” one tear finally rolls down her cheek, followed closely by another, as they drip down her face and patter against the ground.
“..and mom and dad aren’t here.. so, who would even go look for me then?”
And that’s when — for the first time ever — he felt something sting inside his chest, his body moving on its own as if on command. As tears stream down her face, he goes to wrap his hands around her body, her smaller frame fragile and delicate in comparison to him. He ponders for a moment, that if he were to grip a little bit too hard, she might just shatter in his arms any second now.
He feels the warmth of her face as its pressed against his shoulder, little sobs continuing to sound as he thinks about what to do now. An uncertainty overcomes him, especially when it comes to the emotions of others that he himself feels so unfamiliar with. This isn’t what he was taught to handle; not in the years of his training that simply involved strength and coordination only. Slowly — very slowly — he gives her a pat on the back. Then another one, when he feels her body tremble less as he continues to do so. He listens to her heartbeat, observes the way she moves — until she finally feels like she is ready to talk again.
“I will always be here for you, my lady”, he murmurs, watching the way her eyes enlarge as he continues, “I’m not going anywhere — not even if you want me to. I’ll always be by your side, don’t worry.”
“...Thank you”, she whispers, her hands reaching around his waist to hold onto him, “Thank you so much, Caleb.”
Her grip on his shirt tightens, and Caleb can’t quite understand the feeling inside his chest that starts to bloom from here on. The feeling of being needed maybe. The feeling of wanting to dedicate his whole being to one person only.
From that day on, things seem to have changed.
The once quiet and reserved young lady starts calling him by his name more often; starts looking for him when she’s out on an event and makes sure that he’s always close by wherever she goes. When she is feeling overwhelmed and unsure, her eyes will always go search for him, finding comfort in his amethyst gaze that is already there to ground her.
And he doesn’t mind one bit. Rather finds himself drawn to her as well for reasons he has yet to understand.
-
When he was seventeen years old, the young lady and him ended up spending her fourteenth birthday together. Her parents had been away for another business meeting this year and made sure to fill up her room with gifts they hoped she would appreciate to make up for it. However what they don’t know is that all she truly wanted was her parents to be there for her on her special day — nothing more.
But Caleb knows she would never tell them that.
“..How about trying to open at least one of them, my lady?”, he suggests, scanning the room and the mountain of presents before walking up to pick out a little box; it is the smallest one: pink wrapping paper supported by a little red bow. When he hands it to her, the young lady looks displeased for a moment, a little pout on her lips before she finally gives in and takes it into her hands.
Inside is a beautiful silver necklace with a little heart pendant that sparkles when she picks it up to take a closer look.
“I never wanted anything Caleb”, she mutters, fiddling with the charm like it’s a toy, “This is the third year in a row they haven’t been home on my birthday.. is it really that much to ask for? For them to at least try to make it?”
“I know you cherish them dearly, my lady, and I’m sure they have been trying their hardest to make it in time for you, too, but things are never that simple, aren’t they? Didn’t they at least manage to let you know in advance two days ago this time?”
She pouts, shaking her head, “don’t you dare take their side, Caleb! Unlike them, you have been there for me for the past two years, sat down with me for some cake and even sang me the happy birthday song when I asked you for it — that’s more than I ever wished for.. And it made me the happiest I have ever been on my birthday”
He feels a weird sense of satisfaction he cannot quite explain himself. Trying to fight the grin that is forming on his face, he points at the present in her hand, “Well then, what would you say, my lady, when I tell you that this necklace you are holding right now isn’t one of the gifts from your parents, but from me? Do you still not want it?”
Before she has the chance to speak, he is already reaching for it, but the young lady is faster: backing away while holding the necklace in her hand, she hides it behind her back with a scowl, “No! That’s mine! You got it for me, so it’s mine forever”
…hers forever, huh?
-
Caleb was nineteen when he first heard of the news in the middle of the night.
It was a terrible accident that horrified every single member of staff and left them uncertain about the future of the residence and its now way too young master.
Silence and tension dawned across the long corridors as Caleb rushed towards the one door, his feet always dragged him to, his mind in disarray as he pictured the mess that was about to await him: her painful and distressed expression as she broke down crying upon finding out, how worried she had been days prior because there has been no news despite her mother telling her she would be home soon.
He hopes that at least he can get her to talk to him.
A careful first knock that echoed in the dark.
“It’s me, Caleb”, he whispers, “May I come in?”
He waits for a moment, ears perked for any movement or sound that his trained ears would be able to make out; it’s what he prides himself on. But there’s nothing. Absolutely no sound on the other side of the door he can perceive.
Tentatively, he knocks again — this time, a little bit harder. Maybe she just didn’t hear him yet, he tries to tell himself.
“My lady, may I come in? It’s me, Caleb. I think it’s best that I see you right now.”
His ear is pressed against the wooden door, his frantic heart beat silenced as he holds his breath and listens. There’s not a single sound on the other side and he is starting to feel nervous, because this is not what he expected: he thought that she would be crying all by herself by now, loud sobs softened under her pillow as he would stay by her side and console her until she is calm enough to fall asleep again.
This, however, is unlike her and he knows it.
He is the one she is closest to after all — there’s nothing he doesn’t know about her.
His fist hits the wooden door and that’s when he finally hears a little startle behind it; it’s faint, but he can make out her voice from everywhere — the little gasp that takes him back to when he first got close to her four years ago as he caught her crying by the hedge all on her own.
A wave of relief floods over him as he proceeds to call for her name once more, urging her to open the door before he would need to do it instead. His fingers are already wrapped around the key that is always sitting in his pocket, mere seconds from taking it out to barge through the door that is keeping him away from his master.
He hears steps slowly walking closer until they stop just right before him. In his mind he’s certain he can already see her. But before he can utter another word, before he can plead to her once more, she mumbles so quietly, in a voice he has never heard ever coming from her ever before: “Go, Caleb. I don’t want to see you right now.”
And it is as if something shifted once again.
As if time has been turned back to the moment he first stepped into the large, overwhelming mansion, bowing his head to the young lady who didn’t dare look him in the eyes; rosy cheeks hidden behind her father’s body which she peeks over from occasionally as if playing hide-and-seek.
Except this time, the sixteen year old lady isn’t shy or afraid because she doesn’t know him and is wary of the stranger who is trying to draw closer. It’s because she knows him, that she changes; the same wall put up between them which makes it impossible for Caleb to reach her.
If there is a hell out there, then for Caleb, this is certainly it.
-
Caleb just turned twenty-one and for the past few months since that night, he has been living in some sort of broken limbo; a stage of pure agony and despair as he hoped every single day for a change that is yet to come.
The young lady.. doesn’t talk anymore.
She’s woken up by her maids in the morning but spends two hours inside her bedroom before she finally makes her way downstairs to have breakfast. She drinks a little bit of tea, but never finishes it, stares at her plate for minutes before deciding that she is full and will return back into her chambers without a word.
She doesn’t look at him when he offers if she wants to take a stroll outside. The weather is great, there aren’t any clouds in the sky and just recently, the gardeners finished up re-modeling the greenhouse so the flowers are currently in full bloom waiting for the visit of a certain young miss who once in her childhood danced around the flowerbeds happily as she recalled the names of plants and flowers she just learned.
“...Some tea at the pavilion then? I heard the head chef just finished perfecting his apple crumble recipe, so how about we ask him to prepare you one? It has been a while, hasn’t it?”
There’s no change in her expression, although Caleb remembers that in the past, just saying the word ‘apple’ would make her perk up in excitement no matter the young lady’s age. But now, her eyes are dim; there’s no spark inside of them anymore and he doesn’t remember the last time the corners of her mouth had actually lifted a tiny bit since they heard the news of her parents’ passing.
It is as if she is living her life on auto-pilot; breathing because she needs to and walking because that is what she is meant to do. But deep inside, she’s only an empty shell of herself — devoid of the actual desire to continue without the people she loved so dearly by her side anymore whose warmth she has been craving since the moment she has been born.
The worst are her cries at night when she thinks nobody is around to listen. Empty and tired wails that grasp at his heart and squeeze him dry of any hope that she might get better soon. Caleb can’t do much but stay in front of her door until she finally passes out from the exhaustion — wipes away the remains of tears that have been streaming down her face only for it to repeat itself the next day.
And maybe he is the only reason she hasn’t given up yet.
Because it’s him, who sends the maids into her room every single morning hoping that she might decide differently today. He’s the one who tells the chefs to prepare different kinds of meals every day, hoping that one of those days, she might want to give it a try. He’s the only one who keeps talking to her despite the way she dismisses him every single day since that tragic accident, waiting for the moment she decides to respond to him.
It’s thanks to that promise he made with her all those years ago where he promised that he wasn’t going to leave, no matter what would happen. And Caleb wasn’t the type to break his promise.
He’s going to fight for her until the very end. Until that smile on her face re-appears again that brightened up his once cold heart on that fateful summer day, where he decided he was going to live solely for her.
-
Caleb was twenty-three and his birthday’s just around the corner when he gets to hear her voice again. It’s by accident most definitely and he is sure she didn’t even realize herself given by the panic in her voice as she rushed towards him and grabbed onto his arm as tight as she could.
Hastily, she checks his hands first for any bruises, pulls up his sleeves so she can take a closer look, but except for already existing scars there’s nothing on them — nothing new to find. But she doesn’t stop there: her hands cup his face as she looks him deep in the eyes, a worried expression lingering on her face that doesn’t look quite right if you consider that for the past two years, there has been nothing that would shake her or make her as much as flinch.
“Are you hurt anywhere..?”
He figures it’s because of that commotion that took place a couple of hours earlier — a small discourse that ended in a broken nose, a couple of injuries and the dismissal of a (now) former staff member. Caleb would never be the first to raise his hand — not, when it wasn’t related to the young lady at least — and this time, it was no different: it’s just that he wasn’t the type to take a fist to his face, that’s all.
Whoever wants to try, would definitely need to deal with the consequences of him trying to defend himself in return. It’s as simple as that.
Her fingers are trembling as she is holding him, hands cold to the touch as she continues to check for any wounds and Caleb was too speechless to tell her to stop.
Her voice is different: deeper, for one, and slightly hoarse as well. He wonders when the last time was that she had heard herself speak even. There’s a little bit of light in her eyes — he can see it when she looks up at him to ask once more, gentle fingers lingering on his skin to ensure that he was indeed well.
“..I’m alright, my lady”, he reassures, half of the words he wants to tell her still kept inside, because his heart feels like it’s about to beat out of his chest.
“..Thank god”, she whispers and he can see that she is getting teary-eyed, “I’m so glad to see that you are well. I don’t know what I would’ve done if you were going to leave me as well, Caleb.”
He feels his heart drop and shatter into a million pieces.
It’s the first time in the past four years that she had left her room without anyone asking her to and it’s simply because Caleb didn’t pick her up on time today. He notices that she isn’t wearing any shoes; must’ve been in a rush when she went to search for him and ran out of her bedroom only to meet him halfway there.
Before she can say another word, he is already picking her up and walking back to her bedroom, one hand holding her by the back and one behind the knees, effortlessly taking step after step before he can put her back down on her bed again. She hasn’t said a word — not even a surprised gasp as she would do in the past when he would tease her like this.
“I’ll get you your slippers”, he says but goes to fetch a towel first so she can clean her feet on it, “do you want to have breakfast? I can ask the chef to prepare you something light ”
She shakes her head, stepping into her shoes once she’s done and then pats on the free space next to her so he could sit down as well. The weight of the bed shifts with him seated next to her, shoulders barely brushing, a comforting silence filling the room.
Caleb hasn’t felt this relieved in a while.
“Stay with me”, she mutters, taking his hand into hers, fingers interlacing together like a puzzle finally coming together, “..and I’m not just talking about right now.”
“Of course”, he answers, almost immediately, “I’m not going anywhere. I promised you.”
-
Caleb is twenty-five and for the past ten years of knowing her, he’s pretty certain that he has always been in love with her.
Which is a stupid fact to realize this late into their relationship when things are set in stone already and too much time has passed to play these feelings off as just platonic or familiar. Not that it was ever going to matter though.
It will be a secret he’s ready to take to his grave; years of emotions that he has been accumulating for her and her only, shoved into a tiny box which he is going to dig far, far away from her reach inside his heart, hidden beneath friendly smiles and unassuming touches. Not one speck is allowed to slip through.
What he thought to be a changing point for the young lady’s silence two summers ago ended up being a short-lived moment of happiness; she went right back to her usual demeanor one day after making sure he was alright, the dismissals to his suggestions non-wavering even though just a night prior she had been begging him to stay. Caleb took it as a momentary win though.
It means that despite all the time that has passed, she’s still the same young lady he has given his heart to.
His devotion to her has been persistent, unrelenting. But recently, he feels like he is slowly losing himself in the spiral of retribution that he has been restlessly working towards.
She doesn’t know this yet, but for the past few years, he has been living every single moment for her, preparing things behind her back that he is sure she would never want him to do in the first place. But it’s not like Caleb ever wanted to hear that order from her; it’s his own wish to see her happy again — dangerous measures carried out in the shadows as he waits for the right moment to let her know.
It wasn’t hard to find out that the accident leading to her parents death simply wasn’t an accident, but it took a couple of years to figure out who was behind it.
Hours and hours he had spent digging through secret reports and listening in on classified conversations brought him to where he’s today — the right connections and leads slowly revealing more bits and pieces of sworn confidentiality.
Until finally, he has done it all and he is not going to wait any longer.
“And that’s why I’m doing this”, he whispers, a wide grin draped across his lips as he drives the blade further and further, the sound of blood dripping getting louder as it pools around his shoes, painting his soles almost luxurious, “my lady is a forgiving person, you know? I haven’t told her a word about what exactly happened that night, but that doesn’t mean I’m going to let it slide now, am I?”
The man lets out a broken gurgle, hands clawing onto Caleb’s arm as he gasps for air and attempts to break free — but to no avail. With a chuckle, Caleb stands up from where he was kneeling on the ground and presses his foot onto the man’s chest, shoving his heel down to keep him where he belonged.
Caleb has managed to ambush him the moment everything finally came together, managed to throw him down the ground and made sure that for every moment his young lady had been suffering in silence since that day, the man in front of him was going to pay for it. Be it with another scar that he slowly carves into rough skin or a bone crushed underneath his weight.
Every cut gave him comfort, every agonized scream felt like a melody to his ears and this composition was still far from over.
There’s nothing that can hold him back — every measure taken to make this moment perfect.
It doesn’t matter anymore that the incident back then was a targeted plan from another influential family to take down the young lady’s power. It doesn’t matter anymore, when Caleb had made sure that every single one of them has been punished for their wrong doings — be it by simply standing by and watching, or being the ones who carried out the plan and attempted the hit.
And now that all is said and done and the man beneath his foot has at last drawn his final breath, Caleb feels a sensation he has never felt before — his heart is racing but his head is clearer than it has ever been. And all he finds himself doing is laugh out loud, the adrenaline like a drug to him as he inhales the smell of freedom for the woman whose shackles he finally tore apart.
His steps are quiet when he enters her room, a little drip… drip.. following him wherever he goes. Luckily it’s dark enough that she wouldn’t see any color; Caleb knows the young lady isn’t too fond of blood and once morning comes around he would need to make sure the carpet is replaced with an exact copy so that she wouldn’t grow suspicious.
He sits down on the bed next to her, fingers gently tracing along her face — every curve of her features instilled into his memory like a painting he can see even with his eyes closed. Then he takes her hand, slowly brings it up to his lips and presses a soft kiss on the back of it — a silent vow for eternity.
“There’s no need to be afraid anymore, my lady. Nobody will be able to hurt you again.”, he whispers, “I won’t let anything happen to you, I promise.”
Even if she doesn’t say it, Caleb knows exactly what she wants. He can read her heart as if it were his — that he is certain about. He lowers her hand back and tugs it under the blanket, then slowly leans forward until his face is just inches from hers. She looks so peaceful like this; resting without any worries and fears — Caleb wishes it would always look like this.
"I will be your knight in shining armor, ready to take all the hurt from you and protect you with my life from any evil that may befall you. Or I can be your executioner; your blade that drives away those that have wronged you and will condemn them to hell for as long as I am by your side. For that, I am willing to give you my soul — in this and every other life."
“No matter how many times my idea of a dream home changes, one thing never does - Caleb is always there in it.”
Caleb and his little baby apple hold a very special place in my heart 🍎🍏
This is my addition to the Folded Wishes 2026 event. Following the release of the home system, I've been thinking a lot about MC and her home, places that have only briefly been without Caleb. Their shared childhood, their dependency on the other, the way that they both live and breathe the idea that one cannot be without the other
after getting into an explosive argument about your revealing outfit, caleb follows you to the club and finds you drunk.
what happens when you get him equally inebriated, and the two of you end up dancing together—where he finds himself unable or unwilling to play only the role of your perfect Gege anymore? please read the content warnings.
━ .ᐟ✧ PAIRING: caleb x female reader (afab)
━ ✧.˖ GENRE: smut, porn with some plot, porn with feelings/angst
━ .ᐟ✧ WORD COUNT: 12.2k
━ ✧.˖ WARNINGS: mdni, explicit sexual content, pseudocest dynamics/NOT blood related (Gege, Meimei, brother mentions both familial and flirtatious/teasing), voyeurism, public and drunk sex, alcohol use, dancing inappropriately, first-time calebmc, condom refusal, super unprotected, breeding kink, let me reiterate pseudocest (it's first-time, so there's a lot of mentions about it), pre-explosion au, references to canon content (lucid dreams, imperial thronesong), josephine mentions
━ .ᐟ✧ LINKS: ao3 | lads masterlist
━ ✧.˖ A/N: hi all! this is my fic for lethe's folded wishes caleb art event! highly recommend checking it out as there are MANY talented artists and authors taking part to celebrate our beloved xia yizhou. happy (late) one year anniversary to caleb. caleb is so unbelievably loved and i am so lucky to be able to share that love with you guys. let's keep giving him the adoration he deserves in 2026.
also i did this same prompt for a xav fic before. i am doing it again for caleb because i simply love this trope. :)
this is unbearably long and has…very little plot. you have been warned. please read the content warnings.
THIS IS MY ONLY ACCOUNT. I WILL NEVER POST MY FICS ON OTHER TUMBLR BLOGS. I WILL ONLY POST ON THIS ACCOUNT AND ON AO3.
✦ . ˖ ✧ .ᐟ ˖ nsfw | minors dni | 18+ only | minors dni | nsfw ✦ . ˖ ✧ .ᐟ ˖
Caleb tosses his keys into the bowl on the entryway console, kicking off his sneakers in favor of his house slippers.
"Pips? Nainai? I'm home."
He makes his way to his room, dropping his duffel bag by his closet. His lips twist into a warm smile when you call back, your voice a welcomed reprieve after a long game of pick-up basketball with some of his old highschool friends—as he hadn't seen them since he'd left for university.
"Nainai's out, I think she went to meet some old friends? She said she won't be back 'till late."
Caleb raises his arms as he peels off his damp tank top, "What d'ya want for dinner then?"
"I already ate! Going out with some friends, so we grabbed an early dinner. There's extras for you in the microwave."
Caleb's eyebrows furrow, hearing nothing after "going out." Without even putting on a shirt, he strides out of his room toward the foot of your cracked bedroom door.
"Where are you going?"
His eyes widen when you appear in the opening of the wooden door, clearly dressed to go out—dressed to draw attention.
It definitely caught his attention, but then again that didn't take much effort on your part anymore. Ever, really.
It's impossible for his eyes not to wander, following the curve of your exposed throat and bare collar. The dress you wore had a fitted corset-like bodice that seemed to push everything up, putting you on display in ways that made him feel shameful—especially when he imagined how many other people would be blessed to see that same display tonight. It sat far above your knees, tight and leaving little to imagination—the milky expanse of your thighs hypnotizing him. As if it wasn't short enough, there was a slit on the side, taunting him with visions of what you might be wearing under—
"Caleb, where the hell are your clothes?"
You force yourself to look sideways as you snap at him, cheeks brighter than your carefully painted blush when you come face to face with Caleb's slick bare chest. He clears his throat, as if that'd physically shake the sinful thoughts out of him.
Of course, you'd seen him half-naked a handful of times—growing up together made that inevitable. But, maybe because he'd moved for college, it didn't feel natural anymore—like when you'd wander into the shared bathroom half asleep and he'd be brushing his teeth in nothing but his shorts.
For whatever reason, when it happened now, it made your cheeks burn and your chest tighten in a different, much more confusing, way.
"Where are yours?"
You raise a perfectly traced eyebrow at his question before looking down at your body, "What? I told you I'm going out."
Caleb's eyebrows crinkle, making his violet eyes look darker than usual, "Not like that, you're not."
"What's wrong with what I'm wearing? Does it look bad?"
You seldom dressed up, but ever since you'd begun university you found yourself wanting to. Wanting to experience new things. Caleb had even teased you for being some big shot, learning to fly and leaving the nest.
"Wha—No. It doesn't look bad. That's not the point," he snaps quickly. He feels his cheeks burn, hoping it'd appear to just be post-workout flush.
Your head cocks with genuine confusion at his harsh tone. But before you can question him further, he's brushing past you, his clammy shoulder bumping against your bare one. He forcefully slides your closet door open, grabbing the first jacket he sees, and throwing it at you.
"Put on some actual clothes if you're gonna go out."
The cold waterproof material of the windbreaker hits your chest before your arms close over it—completely caught off guard by his behavior. As he fishes out more clothes from your wardrobe you stomp toward him and yank him away from your clothes.
"I'm not going to wear a jacket. It's summer—it's like 80 degrees out. Besides, it'll be hot inside the club too. I don't want to sweat my ass off."
Caleb looks at you, his expression unreadable. The club. His chest throbbed with inexplicable emotions, his ears ringing as you looked at him with that fiery defiant sparkle in your eyes. It only served to make you look all the more alluring, irresistible—in ways he'd been running from for years. In ways he'd denied all his life, ways that had been becoming increasingly difficult, impossible, for him to ignore.
Especially when you dressed like that. Like temptation incarnate, carefully and specifically crafted to make his life a living hell. To turn him from saint to sinner.
And the thought of you getting groped by some sweaty drunken asshole, looking like that, is more than he can bear.
"Wear it. Unless you want me to come with you," he snaps and pulls himself away from your grip, sifting through your closet once more.
"If it'll help you get that stick out of your ass, you're more than welcome to come. I'm sure some of my girl friends would be thrilled," you snap, your temper rising. You toss the jacket back at him—so forcefully that he instinctively uses his Evol to catch it before the metal zipper can hit his face.
"But I'm not changing."
Caleb sighs with exasperation, not backing down, "Well you sure as hell are not goin' out like that."
You gape at the definitive tone of his words that brooks no argument. If you'd had even an inkling of concession before, it dissipates into thin air leaving nothing but the mist of defiance and resentment behind.
Caleb sees the disbelief on your face, his own features softening in response, "Look, I know you're all grown up, that you don't need a babysitter. But if you're gonna dress like that—"
The condescension dripping from his words prompts you to cut him off, "Everyone dresses like this, Caleb! You can't expect me to dress like I'm in middle school forever!"
You found yourself getting emotional, voice trembling with frustration as you shout at him. You'd thought you looked okay, pretty even. And, even though he hadn't said anything, your confidence and excitement were dwindling like an oxygen deprived flame.
There's a venom in your tone that hits Caleb square in his chest. Perhaps, had he been around more, your hostility might not hurt him as much. But right now, it felt like a canyon had opened between the two of you and he was desperate to close the distance.
Unfortunately, that desperation manifested in the form of unyielding over-protectiveness.
"Okay. And?" Caleb sighs, doing his best to remain calm, "If everyone starts jumping off a cliff, are you gonna do that too?!"
"M-Maybe!" you yell without thinking, your voice rising, "If it means you'll stop babying me, then I will!"
The two of you stand there, just staring at each other as you fume, completely fed up by his behavior. Admittedly, Caleb had always been a touch overprotective—he'd frequently fussed over you when you went out with friends he hadn't met or stayed out too late. You'd never forget how difficult it was for you to convince him to let you go to your first high school party.
But it'd gotten exponentially worse ever since he'd left for university. You weren't sure what'd gotten into him.
As Caleb opens his mouth to speak, your phone goes off. You push past him to grab it from the charger on your nightstand, quickly reading the text from your friend that said they were waiting outside.
"I'm leaving. My ride's here," you say deceptively calmly, unplugging your phone and grabbing your purse off the dresser. You purposely knock your shoulder into him, like hitting him might make you feel better. It never did, even though he'd let you try with all your might—taking the pathetic wrath of your fists when you were so angry with him that you couldn't stop yourself.
You're unsurprised when Caleb stops you, fingers closing around your wrist firmly. He says your name sternly, laced with clear desperation and possession that he hopes you don't pick up on.
"Don't. Don't go."
People are like this sometimes. They know their words are irrational, yet they're unable to stop themselves from saying them.
You yank your wrist away so viciously Caleb stumbles backward from the sheer shock.
"Fuck you, Caleb."
—
"God fuckin' dammit."
Caleb swears as he pushes through a throng of giggling women, clearly drunk beyond belief. He rips his arm away, recoiling at the feeling of some random girl grabbing at him.
Where the hell were you?
It didn't take Caleb long, after the way you'd left things for him, to run after you. Of course you were long gone—but he'd easily been able to track your GPS location to the new club downtown.
He curses under his breath. Why had he even come? To apologize? To throw you over his shoulder and drag you home?
Truly, he had no idea. But he knew he would go fucking insane at home, not knowing what was happening to you. If you were safe, who you were with, if some drunk asshole had his hands all over you.
Especially knowing you'd grown quite the rebellious streak, seemingly doing things just to get a reaction out of him. And in this particular setting, there was no way he could sit by and wait for you to stumble home, drunk and vulnerable.
If you even came home at all.
His jaw clenches at the thought, pushing past another horde of inebriated club patrons.
He'd decide what he had come to do when he found you—saw you with his own eyes. Saw that nothing…unsavory was happening.
It was his job after all, as your big brother. Nothing more.
His eyes light up as he catches sight of you at the bar, drawn immediately to your sparkling smile—glimmering like stars under the pulsating lights from the stage. His relief is short-lived, quickly fizzling away as he watches you accept a drink from some man he doesn't recognize, who then wraps his arm around your waist, his fingers stroking the exposed skin of your hip.
It takes him less than a second to get to you, not giving a flying fuck about the dirty looks he gets from the people he haphazardly pushes aside.
"Hey pipsqueak, there you are," he says, alarmingly and threateningly cheerful. Even despite the deafening music, you instantly recognize that voice. And even drunk, you already know what game he's playing as he wraps his arm around your shoulder, yanking you away from the…friend you'd made.
"Caleb…" you warn, unable to stop yourself from slurring—which doesn't go unnoticed by him, evident by the way his grip around you tightens. Frustratingly enough, he ignores you, instead gently prying the cocktail out of your fingers and handing it back to the man you'd been entertaining.
"Appreciate it, but my girl doesn't like cocktails, isn't that right princess?" Caleb smiles at you before turning back to the nice man who'd offered to pay for your drinks, his grin turning a sickly sweet that exuded pure malice.
You sigh, knowing you're far better off letting Caleb get his way here than to correct him. You turn to the man, offering him an apologetic smile.
"Sorry, he's right. My friends though," you gesture sloppily to the group of friends you'd come with, "Love them. I think they'd appreciate it—hic—more!"
The man gives you a skeptical look, clearly peeved at having wasted his time. He's about to speak, likely to tell Caleb to fuck off, but one single glance from your big brother has him rethinking his choices.
"U-Uh. Sure," he mutters, leaving reluctantly and taking his drink with him.
"Good man," Caleb grins, his twilight eyes following his back as he leaves, particularly fixated on his hands. Those hands had just been all over you. He should probably do something about that.
Later.
Right now, he needed to attend to you and the fury you were about to rain upon him.
Before you can turn around to wring his neck, Caleb grabs your wrists and tugs you forward, spinning you around. Your feet stumble, partly due to surprise but mostly due to your drunken state. Caleb catches you easily, scooping you against his chest and dipping down so he can whisper into your ear, necessary due to the deafening music.
"Who was that?"
Your already weakened knees wobble at the heat his breath spreads throughout your body as you pull away from him so you can look up at his face.
"You're so fucking annoying Caleb!" you snap. You were well-versed with Caleb's games—he seemed to revel in trying all the different ways he could ward men off of you. And, over the years, he'd discovered many.
Including pretending to be your boyfriend.
"What do you want? Did you come here just to scare off anyone I try to talk to? If so, you can fuck right off."
Even at your harsh words, Caleb can't help but see you as an adorable pouting duckling, the same one that followed him around all throughout his childhood—begging for his attention.
Except drunk and enticingly vulnerable—inviting the gaze of him, and everyone around him.
Caleb is infuriatingly gentle as he speaks to you, still needing to bend down to your level so you can hear him over the pounding bass of the club's speakers, "No. I came to apologize. You know I don't like it when you're upset with me."
Your crackly demeanor softens, replaced by a steady trail of goosebumps that form from Caleb's warmth. But still, you force yourself to remain steadfast—to not forgive him so easily, as you often did, "Okay. So apologize."
Caleb chuckles, amused by your drunken demands, "Will my favorite little sister forgive me for being a jerk earlier?"
Your eyes roll, and you curse yourself for the smile that you feel starting to form.
"A jerk is hardly how I'd describe it," you slur, tapping your chin and feigning deep thought.
He finds himself absolutely charmed by drunken you, "How would you describe it then?"
You know he has to talk into your ear so you can hear him over the music, but his proximity makes you giddy, "More like…a ginormous jackass. An asshole, really."
Caleb's arms tighten around you as a group of women stumble past, pushing you in their race to the bar. His arms, previously around your shoulder, had slipped to securely wrap around your waist, "Okay then. Will you forgive Gege for being a ginormous asshole?"
Your already heated cheeks flush deeper. It didn't help that he was so close to you, holding you tightly against the current of drunk people. You shake it off, offering him your best pleading pout.
"No. But buy me a drink and I'll reconsider."
Caleb tenses at that. He'd never liked the idea of you drinking. Of course, he'd assumed that when you entered university, where he couldn't watch and monitor your every move, that you'd indulge in these types of things. But seeing it, seeing his precious baby sister, firsthand was entirely different.
At least if you were going to drink, it should be with him.
"Fine, pips," he concedes, "Just one. Then I'm taking you home."
He turns to wave down the bartender, which forces him to unravel from you, much to his distaste. Quickly, he orders something he thinks you'll enjoy, brain already searching for another excuse to touch you.
"Make that two," you quip to the bartender, stumbling a bit as you turn toward the bar. You look at Caleb with a mischievous grin, "You're drinking with me."
When he raises an eyebrow at you, you add on before he can protest, "Come on! First you act like the world's biggest asshole. Then you came all this way, scare off my friend, derail my entire night. The least you can do is make sure I don't drink alone."
"Sooo, that was a friend?"
You scoff. Of course that's the only thing he'd hear.
"Yes," you say innocently, batting your eyelashes intentionally at him, "And seeing as I don't have him to drink with anymore, you'll have to do."
Caleb's knuckles turn white as he fiercely grips the glasses the bartender hands him. Just the mere thought of you accepting drinks from anyone but him was enough to send him into a blind fury. But he controls himself. For you.
"Yeah, well," he smiles charmingly at you, handing you the second glass of whatever colorful drink he's ordered, "Thank god for that, hm?"
You grin, gratefully taking the glass, wanting to push his buttons, "Yeah, thank god. He was getting a liiiitle handsy."
You squeak with surprise as Caleb pulls you closer, almost making you spill your drink on both of you. You feel someone brush behind you, some drunk stumbling toward the bar, Caleb's swift action pulling you out of their path. He catches you easily as you trip over your own feet.
"Was he now?"
The underlying threat in his tone makes you gulp nervously, simultaneously regretting your little antics and wanting to push him more.
"Yup," you purposely pop your lips, "So you'll have to fill in."
When you clink your glasses, Caleb raises an eyebrow at you, a mischievous glint in his nebulous eyes, "Fill in on…feeling you up? Scandalous, pipsqueak."
You choke just as you take a sip, wincing as the alcohol burns your nose. Caleb hadn't thought through his words as he'd said them, but your reaction makes it worth it. There was nothing better than seeing you so adorably flustered, the way your eyes widen with genuine embarrassment.
He grins delightedly, using his thumb to wipe a mix of saliva and cocktail from your chin, "'Ya'know, I don't drink that often but I think it's supposed to go into your mouth, not all over me."
"Shut up!" you swat his hand away, looking down, suddenly feeling light-headed from the alcohol, your chest and stomach feeling bubbly, "Focus on your own drink!"
Your quickly clink your glass to his for the second time, before downing the drink. It's surprisingly good, the fresh fruit juice masking the bitterness of the alcohol.
"Yeesh," Caleb sets the glass down, his face twisting slightly at the taste. He'd drank before, but he hadn't made a habit of it. In fact, he tended to avoid settings like this at the Academy, even despite constantly being invited—whether it was parties, small gatherings, or group outings. It just wasn't his scene.
His scene, of choice, was anywhere you were. So naturally, he had no reason to attend any of those things.
Of course, that meant he had a far lower alcohol tolerance than someone might expect for a man of his physique. He could already feel his cheeks flushing, mind reeling at the idea that you'd been drinking these all night.
"How many of these have you had?"
"Not e—hicc—nough," you grin at him, the straw still between your teeth as you turn to the bartender, "Could I get two more? Same thing, please!"
And that's how, several drinks later, Caleb found himself drunk—being dragged along with you into the crowd of inebriated grimy strangers, and onto the dance floor.
Even drunk, Caleb feels like he still has a good grip on his faculties—especially since he had to make sure to keep you safe and out of the arms of the plethora of men leering at you.
He bumps into you, his chest hitting your back, when you run into your friends and stop abruptly, deciding that this was the spot you wanted. He's a bit at a loss for words as he takes it all in, the club. These were the kinds of situations you'd been putting yourself in since he'd left. And he didn't like it one bit.
Caleb gives your friends a polite as they turn to him, focusing his attention back on you—not really interested in anything, or anyone, else.
"So this is what you've been up to since I left, huh?"
"What?!" you laugh, unable to hear him over the music. Despite his stormy disposition, Caleb can't help but smile, drawing you closer and dipping down to your level. His breath is warm against your neck, the faint scent of alcohol tickling your nose.
"I said, is this what you've been up to since I've been gone?"
Your knees inexplicably buckle at the warmth he spreads throughout your body, feeling the alcohol a little more than you'd thought you would—likely having one too many. Caleb's strong arms wrap securely around your waist.
"Easy, pips. I've got you," he murmurs, lips still at your ear. You can feel heat creeping up your entire body, turning your head around to make sure your friends didn't see…this.
Caleb gently grips your jaw, turning your face back to his.
"How much did you have to drink?" his tone takes on that authoritative protective brother lilt he so often used, "Before I showed up."
His eyes are glued to your lips, unable to fight off the dam of attraction the alcohol seems to have barreled through. In the back of his head, he knows he shouldn't be touching you like this, but he can't bring himself to stop. You're left speechless as his thumb brushes against your bottom lip, wiping away the remnants of alcohol.
Someone bumps into you, helping knock you out of your trance. Caleb looks over your shoulder, eyebrows furrowing into a glare as he reaches his arm out to push whoever it was away from you.
"I'm fine, Caleb," you slur, "You worry too much."
You force yourself to unravel Caleb's arms from around you, not wanting your friends to make any unwelcome judgements, feeling their eyes on you. You didn't think they'd care—in fact they'd forever been teasing you about Caleb. But still, you pull away. You miss his warmth instantly, but force yourself to stand beside him instead.
Caleb's fists clench at his sides, but he allows you to let go, "You're the one who makes me worry so much."
You grin at that, fully aware that your best talent was making his life more difficult than it needed to be, "Maaaaybe so. But you also could stand to relax a little. C'mon, dance!"
Caleb tenses at that, hating that your words echoed so loudly in his ears, making his chest tighten and breath quicken. But he forces a smile, following your lead and trying to enjoy the music and kaleidoscope of lights, and not the way you dance next to him—your body moving in ways that made his pants uncomfortably tight and his conscious guilty.
You sneak a glance to your left, heartbeat stuttering at Caleb's side profile—the way the ball of his throat bobs slightly, leading up to the sharp slant of his jaw. His damp hair sticks to his forehead, long eyelashes fluttering adorably in reaction to being tipsy. You found it incredibly endearing, not to mention hot, that such little alcohol could have him like…this.
It seemed your own thoughts had become uninhibited by the alcohol, because you found yourself thinking increasingly inappropriate thoughts about your big brother.
It'd always been…easy to rationalize your desires—you weren't related by blood, and who wouldn't have a crush on Caleb? Besides, he'd always felt like something more. Even if it was one-sided. Even if…it was all in your head.
You're so absorbed in your thoughts that you don't notice Caleb sneaking glances of his own at you. It's hard enough to stand as it is, but the sight of you gently swaying your body to the music had him wobbling from a different affliction altogether.
A ice cold wave of shame washes over him as he realizes how painfully hard he is, trying to readjust his pants discreetly—which isn't hard to do, seeing how the crowd is packed together like sardines.
Honestly, it'd been years, years, since he'd felt like this. Why couldn't he just get over it? This weird, unrequited, pathetic crush he had on his Meimei? It'd held him captive for as long as he can remember—made it so he could never quite breathe. Unless he was with you.
How long could he live like this?
"Oh!" you gasp as someone crashes into you, spilling sticky liquid against your exposed chest and into your eyes—making you yelp with pain. With little to no coordination, you nearly face plant. But instead of hitting the filthy club floor, you land against Caleb's warm and solid chest—his firm fingers gripping your waist. His thick bicep shoots in front of you to push the man away, with so much force it's obvious a certain Evol is involved.
"Watch it," Caleb snaps in a rare venomous voice that sent chills down your spine that's firm against his abdomen. The man who'd bumped into you quickly apologizes, wiping the spilt alcohol off your chest with his hands. You don't think too much of it, trying to reassure the man that it's okay, pushing his hands away.
You watch as his unsuspecting wrist is caught by Caleb's fingers, so tightly it elicits a pitiful groan from him.
"Don't put your hands on her."
You look back with surprise to find Caleb's face set in a chilling, unforgiving warning. The violet in his eyes have darkened to pools of near black, only illuminated by the club lights.
"Caleb, it's fine. It's just alcohol," you coax him, used to seeing Caleb like this—and knowing if you didn't diffuse the situation, it could escalate. In that Caleb way that was so much more terrifying than regular anger. Just silent, unspeakable malice.
It made your stomach flutter with a healthy bit of terror and an unhealthy amount of excitement.
Caleb doesn't acknowledge your words, and still not releasing the poor man's hand—jaw slack and deathly silent. It's not until you desperately place your hand on his chest that his eyes snap to yours and he instantly softens. He releases the offending hand, ignoring when the man feebly apologizes and scurries off like a cartoon character.
"Are you okay?" he murmurs into your ear so you can hear him, ignoring the curious concerned glances of your friends that now watch the way his arms have found their way around your waist again, tightening protectively.
"M'fine Caleb," you find yourself laughing, taking his hands into yours and raising them above your head, lightening the situation and exaggeratedly trying to get him to dance. Instead, Caleb pulls you back toward him by your joined fingers, then capturing your chin to get you to hold still.
"It got in your eyes," he whispers huskily, leaning dangerously closer. For a second you think he wants to kiss you, his eyelids drooping as they flicker down your face. And for the life of you…you can't pull away.
But then you flinch, feeling a cool gust of air against your burning eyeball, realizing Caleb is blowing into your eye like he'd do whenever you had something stuck in it. He chuckles as you squirm and pout, releasing your chin and spinning you back around to face the stage.
Your heart plummets in disappointment, so dazed you don't even notice the train of people cutting in front of you—causing you to nearly collide with them as you're about to put some distance between the two of you. Of course, Caleb's arm shoots in front of you, creating a physical barrier between the group and you. You can feel the cozy hum of his Evol as he seems to create a thin force field that pulses just inches from his body, keeping anyone from touching you again.
"I know you like to make me worry," he hums into your ear, breath tickling your sensitive neck, "But have some mercy on your poor Gege, hm?"
You ignore him, trying to calm the thunderous thumping of your heart, instead focusing on the music, trying to dance the intrusive thoughts away. You expect Caleb to release you, but he doesn't, still keeping his arms around but not on you—a sturdy shield of shorts, between you and anything or anyone that might be stupid enough to touch you.
Dancing wildly, your hair sways freely with the beat of the music. You're grateful for the way Caleb uses his arms to help you stay upright—but your unrestrained movements cause you to bump into them, which in turn causes him to gently enclose them around you.
For a few minutes, it feels innocent—just your brother standing behind you, making sure you don't make a fool of yourself, don't hurt yourself. You dance in front of him, the only point of contact between they two of you being his gentle palm against the small of your back the countless times you stumble into him.
But as you continue, your body continuously brushes against his in ways that are anything but innocent. You can't even fully admit that they're accidental—especially with how much you find yourself enjoying his touch.
Caleb's entire body tenses at your inadvertent grazes, your back to his chest and his arms lifted on either side of you to create a safe little cage for you to dance in. His muscles twitch with the insatiable urge to hold you, and he knows he can't keep it at bay much longer. It's like the universe is taunting him—the crowd continuously forcing you to inch closer together. He tries, he really tries, to keep a respectable distance away from you—stepping backward when you stumble into him, catching you innocently by your shoulders.
Eventually, he can't stop himself any longer.
Fuck it.
When you brush into him again, instead of letting go he simply circles his arms completely around your waist and rests his chin on the crown of your head. He can feel the way you freeze, and he swears under his breath—it sinking in that he's crossed a line that can't be uncrossed.
But you don't pull away with disgust—instead, you seem to melt into his body, leaning the back of your head against his chest. Caleb prays you can't feel his heart pounding against your skull, his fingers flexing and digging into the exposed skin on your waist.
"You okay, pips?" he murmurs into your head, his breath hot against your hair.
"Yeah," you gulp, not able to face him—ignoring the obvious, "You?"
"Perfect."
The two of you don't speak further, not willing to speak the obvious into existence and be forced to confront what was shifting between you.
It's innocent—albeit taboo. Caleb's hands remain perched on your stomach, not pushing or pulling. And your back leans into the warm security of his chest, slowing down your movement as to not create too much friction.
But the longer he holds you, the more you desire and the less you want to hold back. The fact that he won't let go of you, inhaling the scent of your hair every few minutes, makes you feel like what you're feeling isn't completely unrequited. And that alone gives you the confidence to be bolder.
Pretending to trip backward, you press deeper into Caleb, prompting him to hold you tighter. He wants to tease you, but he knew that'd backfire—he shouldn't be holding you like this, and he was in no position to be calling you out for anything.
And as you begin to dance fully on him, he found it impossible to form words anyways.
"C-Christ…" he mutters under his breath as your soft round ass presses against his crotch. Did you have any idea what you were doing to him? Were you even doing this on purpose?
He stutters your name with much effort, "We can't. Shouldn't."
"Can't what?" You feign innocence expertly, even as you tremble with excitement.
Caleb blinks in surprise, completely falling for your faux confusion. Was he really that disturbed, monstrous, that he'd thought this was more than it was? Than accidental touches between two siblings, non-blood related but family nonetheless?
He really was a monster.
"Nothing, let's just enjoy the music and go home," he says roughly, disappointed. You should feel bad, but his reaction only makes you smugger. You make your movements just a tiny bit more obvious, rolling your hips on his lap.
His face flushes with heat as his cock lurches, seeming to slot perfectly in the dip of your plush rear. He can't stop from bucking his hips, just slightly, pressing your stomach as he grinds against your body—happily passing it off as dancing.
You gasp at the feeling of his hot hard body, your hand instinctively coming behind you to grab him, gripping the back of his neck.
"Is…is this okay, princess?" he chokes. At this angle, when he looks down at you, he's met with the sight of your fluttering lashes and your lightly heaving chest, taunting him through the neckline of your dress.
"I-I think so," you whisper, your breath against his chin. He groans, eyes shutting as you sway your hips in time with the music. Forcing his eyes open, he looks down at you again, whispering your name desperately.
"Do you know what you're doing?" he asks, dark and animalistic—a warning as much as it is a question.
"No. Do you?"
"No fuckin' clue," he growls into your neck, "W-We shouldn't though. Right?"
"R-Right," you agree. But you don't move away.
Caleb's heart soars, his fingers moving and flexing as they hold your waist, subtly guiding your movements against him. He leans down so you can hear him.
"Then why aren't you moving, pipsqueak?"
You shudder at his warm breath, "Why aren't you, Caleb?"
He growls at your provocation, getting worked up by your scent, "I will. If that's what you want." Your feet stumble at his rough words, weakened by his intimate proximity.
"I've got you," he murmurs, lips brushing your ears, "Can't even stand up straight without me. "
"Y-Yeah. Thank you."
As if that would convince either of you that that's what he was doing—holding you upright.
For a few minutes, you don't speak. After all, if you did, you'd need to address the obvious. And neither of you were ready to pull away.
You dance fully against him now, in a way that makes him unable to stop the way his body reacts. He has, what he thinks is, the thickest most painful erection he's ever had—and it fits so damn perfectly against you.
What would it feel like to be inside of you?
His breath is short as he fights to control himself, "Okay pips, w-we really need to stop. Before I—"
He groans as you turn to face him, his cock now pressed against your stomach, the uncomfortable feeling of precum starting to soak through his boxers.
"We should," you agree, "But do you want me to?"
Caleb growls, hooking his arm tighter around you, making you gasp as he molds your body firmly with his. Screw it.
"Fuck no."
You rest your forearms on his shoulders, fingers playing with his hair as he takes the lead, guiding your movements against his body now. He had you pressed so tightly against him that not even a hair would fit between the two of you, his forehead resting on yours—faces dangerously close together.
Your body follows his effortlessly, pelvis rolling against his, your panties dampening as they continuously brushed against your hardened clit.
"Still okay?" he murmurs, removing one hand from your waist in favor of gathering up your hair, tucking loose strands behind your ear, still staring deeply into your eyes.
You gulp and nod, weaving your fingers into his and guiding his hand to gently cup your bare thigh, right where the slit of your dress. You slowly inch it higher and higher, until he was nearly palming your ass.
"Caleb…"
He groans at that, flexing his hips in a bid to reposition his painfully throbbing erection so it wasn't completely stabbing your stomach.
"What?" he croaks, "Don't say my name like that."
"Like what?" you murmur into his ear, the music becoming unbearably loud as the beat builds.
Caleb grips the back of your head, holding unbearably tight, "Like you don't know what it does to me. What you do to me."
Your eyes are fluttering in drunken anticipation, "What do I do to you, Caleb? Tell me."
At that, Caleb's jaw clenches and he grips your chin roughly, "Don't play with me like this. Unless you're ready for me to catch you.
"I've been ready for a long time."
Caleb's eyes widen for a split second before he acts. Time moves in slow motion when he tilts your chin up, pulling you closer and descending upon you like a relentless storm. He devours your moans as his lips slot against yours, fingers digging deep into your skin, struggling to control his desperation.
His tongue is smooth, demanding, as it traces the seam of your bottom lip. You can vaguely hear him moaning your name against your mouth, hiking your thigh up to his hip, nearly completely lifting you off the ground. He pulls away, giving you a moment to catch your breath.
"D-Do you have any idea…how long I've waited to do that?" he asks, uncharacteristically stuttering and breathless. His thumb traces your jaw, holding your face tenderly and looking down at you with eyes that make it difficult to think clearly.
"M-Me too, Caleb…" you admit, tiptoeing up so you can brush yours lips against his again. He growls, aggressively pressing into you and stealing another breathtaking kiss.
"Princess, I'm sorry. I-I can't stop…" he pants, eyes dark even as the bright lights flash in them. He gulps, his Adam's apple bobbing painfully, shuddering as your palms lay flat against his chest, fingers tracing the planes of his thick muscles through his black shirt.
"Don't stop. Not now. Please, Ge."
Caleb hisses, burying his face into the curve of your neck, inhaling the intoxicating scent of your pheromones. His mouth waters, satiated only by the taste if your skin, lips exploring the delicate expanse of your shoulders, collar, and neck.
Satisfied with flowering bruises he's left there, he yanks your chin back to his. Just as your lips are about to meet, one of your friends excitedly grabs you while squealing your name.
"It's our song!"
You can't help but feel disappointed by the interruption, the ghost of Caleb's tongue still on your mouth. But you're grateful that your friend either doesn't notice what's happening between you and Caleb—or she's chosen to ignore it completely.
She wraps her arm around your shoulder, the pair of you singing along to the upbeat EDM song. It makes Caleb smile even despite the unwelcome interruption. His own hands remain on your waist, trying to maintain control as you once again begin throwing your ass against him, torturing him viciously.
Groaning, he reaches his hand further down until it slips under the hem of your dress, toying with the soft skin of your inner thighs. He delights in the way you freeze, stuttering as you sing with your friend—who hasn't seemed to notice anything amiss.
Placing his chin on the side of your shoulder opposite your friend, Caleb kisses your neck and hums lowly, "You look unbelievably beautiful tonight."
Your heart flutters and you can't help but turn your head towards him, resting it on his, "Really? I thought you didn't like what I was wearing."
"I like what you're wearing. What I don't like…" he trails off, fingers crawling up the sequins of the revealing dress, to the swell of your breasts, easily finding your nipples through it. Your eyes widen, subtly glancing to your right to check on your friend. Thankfully, she doesn't seem to notice anything.
"Is how it makes me feel."
He rocks his hips, trying to show you exactly what he means. You feel the unmistakable press of his bulge, and it makes you scarily aroused—emboldened. With one arm still around your friend, you reach the other behind you and gently brush against his massive bulge.
"Oh. This?"
Caleb hisses, knees buckling before he catches and composes himself, "Yes, that. You damn brat."
He can't hear your laugh over the music, but he can feel your body shake as you giggle delightedly. He kisses tauntingly down your ear, all the the way to your shoulders, "Besides, you're all covered up now, aren't you?"
Caleb's fingers close over your breasts, kneading his thumb against your puckered nipple—his strong forearms indeed covering much of your body as he holds you tightly against himself. You're grateful for the music, allowing you to cry out with pleasure without drawing anyone's attention but his.
The moment is exquisite. Caleb's hands playing with your tits, your hands over his swollen cock—all while surrounded by a sea of people. It makes your body all the more reactive as you sneak glances around to check that no one is watching the way your "brother" is feeling you up.
He laughs, breathing in your ear, sucking gently on your lobe, "God, you're perfect. So damn sensitive for me."
You whine, grateful when you friend unravels from you in favor of bouncing up to someone else she spotted in the crowd. You spin around, facing Caleb once more, stomach churning at how unfairly handsome he looks, the lights bouncing off his sweat-sheened skin and giving him a halo like glow.
"Touch me more, Caleb."
He groans, grabbing your jaw firmly—so forcefully it makes you tremble, and thumbs at your bottom lip. He croaks, "Just how much have you had to drink, Pips? Do you even know what you're asking for?"
You blink up at him, your eyes conveying exactly what you want from him, "I do. Will you give it to me, Gege?"
Taking his thumb into your mouth—you suck gently, watching with satisfaction at the way his eyes darken into black pools of desire. He watches with a deep twisted arousal as you suck his finger, realizing the depth of his desire for you.
He was fucked. Damned to eternity in hell.
"Turn around, baby."
He spins you around himself and hugs you from behind. The sudden movement makes your head spin, still quite drunk, and definitely reeling from his words. Baby.
Caleb palms your thigh again, his entire hand slipping beneath your dress and finding the edge of your soaked panties, tracing it with a trembling finger.
"Is this alright?" Caleb asks roughly, knowing how devastated he'd be if you answered no.
Luckily, you nod eagerly, covering his hand with yours. Slowly and gently, you guide in deeper—conveying the depth of your consent.
He uses his knuckle to tease the sensitive seam of your dripping lips through your sheer panties, whispering huskily into your ear, "God, if we were at home…D'you know what I'd do to you?"
You lean backward so your hazy eyes can meet his, chest heaving with exertion, "Why does it have to be at home?"
Caleb freezes before swallowing thickly—looking around, fully contemplating giving into what you're suggesting, "T-The hell's gotten into you? Don't tempt me like that."
"No one will see. it's packed. I can't even see my own feet. Gege, please."
Caleb curses, loud enough for you to hear even over the music, his entire body trembling with excitement and restraint.
"Pipsqueak…are you sure? I…I can't go back. I can't go back to what we were. Not after this."
You nod, the back of your head against his shoulder still, "Who said anything about going back?"
"Do you know how long I've wanted this? Wanted you?" he rasps, fingers trembling with the restraint it takes not to yank your panties off and enter your warmth—never leaving ever again. "Once I start I can't stop. Are you ready for that?"
"What makes you think I'll want to stop?" you quip, not backing down.
With a pained growl, Caleb kisses you again. This time his tongue enters your mouth instantly—all shred of hesitancy gone as he ravages you, showing you just how badly he wants you. Want to kiss you, consume you, own you.
He smiles smugly against your lips when you all but collapse at the feeling of his fingers invading your most intimate space, pushing your panties to the side and pressing softly against your clit. You try to pull away to gasp for air, but he holds you in place, not willing to let you go yet. It's too much, in the best way possible—the way he literally takes and gives you breath, the way his fingers spread you open, expertly playing with your clit before penetrating you.
All you'd ever wanted was to be his.
"God, you're so tight baby," he snarls, "Gonna snap my damn finger off."
"C-Caleb," you gasp, trying to speak over the music. You wobble, eyes darting around nervously to make sure no one can see what's happening—his forearm fully up your dress now. Maybe it's the alcohol, or maybe your big brother is simply more skilled with his fingers than you could ever fathom, but just a few languid pumps has your body coiling to explode.
"Don't tell me you're gettin' shy now," Caleb chuckles at your adorably nervous fidgeting, making sure to pull down your dress where his arm is buried, unwilling to let anyone see what was his, "Don't worry baby, I've got you."
Your bodies roll together like fluid, molded together in a sensual dance of sin, temptation, and longing. He's knuckle deep inside of you now, fingering as he grips you possessively against himself, swaying you to the beat of the electronic music pulsing around you.
Caleb's larger body shields you—absolutely unwilling to let anyone have a glimpse of his beautiful Meimei—that if anyone looked over, all they'd see is two people dancing very suggestively. Filthily, even.
"So fucking good," you mewl, gripping the back of his neck painfully, "I-Imagined this so many times."
Caleb's mouth waters as he does his best to remain upright, "Fuck princess…Me too. You have no idea."
His affirmation makes your stomach flutter, body clenching in excitement at that thought. Caleb groans, bucking into the palm your still have against his cock—wanting more.
"You get tighter when I praise you, y'know that?" he grunts, holding you firmly in place as he fingers you, all while humping up against your perfect backside.
"D-Do not," you pant, "Get over y-yourself."
Caleb's chest rumbles as he laughs, using his thumb and index finger to pinch your clit while his middle finger stays buried inside of you. He delights in your yelp, gently nibbling against your sensitive neck.
"Sure that's what you want, princess? I'd much rather get inside something instead."
He grins against your hair as he teases you, thoroughly enjoying how flustered he can render you. Of course, he wants exactly what he's saying. But he's joking more than anything—given your current surroundings. So when you turn around, eyes wide with sincerity and lust, he forgets how to breathe. Especially with your next three words.
"Do it then."
Caleb's eyes widen, Adam's apple bobbing thickly and eyes quickly finding all possible exits, "Fuck, are you serious?"
You tip toe up, taking his face into your hands and kissing him fiercely. He moans into your lips, free arm wrapping desperately around you, touching you everywhere as your tongues tangle in a frantic dance—his finger plunging back inside of you.
"Would I joke about this?"
He croaks, entire being completely on fire, "Maybe. You love to make your poor Gege suffer."
Not giving you a chance to retort, he grabs your wrist, already starting to make his way out of the crowd.
"Fuck I need more of you," he growls, dragging you through the crowd while make sure no one bumps into you, "Shit—not the bathroom…"
His thoughts swirl tumultuously as the impatience and anticipation steadily devours him. He wanted you now. But he was also unwilling to press you up against some disgusting bar bathroom wall. You deserved far better.
You tug back on his arm, body painfully on fire as you realize you're unwilling to wait, "Caleb…"
He turns back to you, wrapping his arm around your shoulder and drawing you closer—shooting a terrifying glare at someone who'd brushed against you, misreading your distress entirely, "Sorry princess, c'mere. Let's g—"
"N-No. I don't want to go."
Caleb's face softens, hiding his disappointment expertly, "Oh. 'Course. Sorry. Got ahead of myself."
But it's short-lived when you jam your body back against his, fervently mashing your lips into his. Your teeth lightly knock into his, but he couldn't care less, not when you're rutting the soft mound of your pussy against him.
He grips your waist and, with enormous effort, pulls away and panting your name, "God you better stop that before I take you right fucking here."
You wrap your arms around the back of his neck, "Why don't you? No one would suspect a thing."
Caleb growls at the thought of that, bending down and nipping at your ears in warning, "Because the first time I get to be inside you it's not going to be in a crowd of drunk idiots. I can't spread you open—taste you—properly. Not here"
Your stomach coils at his words. The way he looks at you, touches you, caresses you—you know waiting isn't an option. So you do what you do best.
Caleb lets out a string of inexplicable curses as he watches you pout up at him, eyes fluttering and cheeks puffing out. You lean your cheek on his chest, still looking at him through your lashes—and he knows he's lost before the battle's even begun.
"Ge…"
You don't even have the chance to get your manipulative purrs out, Caleb cuts you off, "God, j-just—"
He roughly grabs your face in both of his hands, kissing you ferociously. Pulling away, your combined spit trailing from his lips, he spins you around—forcing you to look ahead, deciding here will have to do. Your heart hammers when you feel movement against your ass, realizing Caleb is unbuckling his belt.
"Is this what you wanted?" he whispers roughly into your ear as holds you in place, "You want Gege to fuck you so bad you can't even wait until we get home?"
Your writhe and gasp at the feeling of his hard length, hot and damp, against your bare skin. You hadn't even noticed he'd pulled the back of your dress up, giving him access to you. He lifts your panties up with a finger, pushing his cock beneath them and thrusting into them— rutting against your panties.
"C-Caleb please. C-Can't wait anymore."
He continues thrusting against your ass, slicked with precum, easily sliding into your cheeks. His tip pushes against the soaked fabric of your panties with every movement, threatening to burst through. It reminded him of all the times he'd had to wash your laundry, your intimates, ashamedly stuffing a select few into his pockets. In fact, he probably still had those garments hidden under his pillow at the Academy dorm.
And now…he was here. With you.
"I want to be inside of you so bad," he groans into your ear, yet still not putting it in.
"I-I want that too, so just put it in," you whine. Your desperation only makes Caleb harder—knowing you want this just as much as he does.
He's mesmerized by the sight of his cock bulging through your lace panties as he continues to rut into you, the club's pulsing lights making the sight all the more hypnotic.
"Focus on the music, pips. Isn't this one of your favorite songs?" he kisses your neck, enjoying your adorable pleas—using it as fuel to retrain himself. So he can savor you.
"I-It is but—" you let out a squeal, covered by the music, as Caleb's lengthy finger finds your slit and dips in, sliding up and down so that he teases your entrance all while stimulating your clit.
"God, I'm one lucky bastard," he bites into your shoulder, "You're drippin' all over my fingers, baby."
Your knees buckle, choking on your own spit as Caleb continues to tease you, "Gege, please."
Caleb growls into your neck, "You know I hate it when you do that."
"Nnngh…you l-love when I call you that."
"Maybe I do. But I don't love how you knowingly unravel me with just one word," he sucks roughly at your neck, as if punishing you with pleasure.
You moan unabashedly, toes curling in your heels with anticipation as you feel him lining himself up with you. He gently moves your panties, now soaked and ruined with his precum, and parts your lips for him, eliciting a whine from you at the exposure.
"God, look at that…" he whistles lowly as he admires you, making you sure you hear him even over the deafening music, "So fucking beautiful."
You whimper as you feel him spit on your cunt—warm, wet, and lewd. His mouth, previously dry from the alcohol, waters at the sight of you bared before him. His thick strong arms wrap around you, blocking this sight from anyone eyes that did not belong to him.
"Ready, princess?"
His cockhead looks so damn big nestled against you that it makes Caleb's knees weak. He scoops you toward him, his forearm locked around your chest, your spine arching deeply into him. His fat tip is wedged between your lips, making you uncontrollably clench—beckoning, begging him to fuck you.
"C-Condom?" you pant, using your last vestiges of reason.
Caleb lets out, what sounds like, a snarl at the thought.
"Didn't bring one," he groans simply, "But I'm not stoppin' now."
His voice has taken on that tone he so expertly uses when he's dead set on something, Embarrassingly enough, your knees wobble in arousal. His rough words, the thought of having him raw inside of you. It terrifies you as much as it excites you.
Or maybe, it terrifies you how much it excites you.
"Aren't you the one who begged not to wait until we got home?" he snarls, "To fuck you right here?"
"But, I-I…" you groan as he starts to push into you, eyes clenching shut as you feel how big he is, bigger than anything you'd ever imagined. To feel that bare inside you?
Maybe it was the alcohol, or maybe you're simply not as smart as you'd always believed yourself to be. But you can't, don't want to, say no.
"No buts," he growls, chest heaving against your back, "Don't make me stop now, pipsqueak. I can't."
Caleb is so far gone that he doesn't even stop to think about how you might react to his demands. He pushes deeper, trying to pop his engorged head inside of your unbelievably tight entrance.
"Waait," you moan weakly, not convincing even yourself, "Caleb, I-I'm not on—"
Caleb roughly grabs your chin, forcing your neck around so he can devour your words with his lips. You gasp at the invasion, trying your best to keep up with his enthusiasm.
"Not on what? Birth control? I know," he growls, pushing against you further—almost inside of you. Your eyes widen, briefly wondering how he knew that—stomach fluttering with intrigue. Perhaps you should question him more, but all you can think about is the fact that he's fully aware and still refuses to stop.
God that turned you on more than anything he'd done tonight.
"Fuck, did you just tighten up?" he groans, "What, does the idea of me putting a baby in you turn you on?"
You whine and heat up with embarrassment and arousal as he exposes you. Against your better judgement, you nod eagerly, trying to push against him and envelope him fully. He gently sweeps up your hair, moving it to one side. The lights bounce off your perfect shining skin, his lips dipping down to kiss your pulse—shuddering to the end of his fraying rope.
"Gege always gives you everything you want, right?"
Caleb times himself perfectly with the music, thrusting into you as the song climaxes and the stage explodes with fire and light—so that your scream is audible only to him.
You must be unbelievably wet, with your own arousal and his saliva, because the combined motion of his hips thrusting and his arms pulling you toward his body drives his cock fully into you—his pelvis slapping against your ass. The motion is so forceful and intense that your dress rides up fully and Caleb has to quickly pull your dress back down, before anyone can see you.
"Fuck—Caleb!" you squeal, knees completely giving out. With all the buildup of the night, your fight, the innocent looks, the accidental touches, his possessive protectiveness, the less than PG-13 dancing—all culminating into this, your body instantly explodes. All the tension, the longing, the way he'd been fingering and kissing you, your body is putty in his hands—cumming as soon as he buries himself fully into you.
Caleb grunts roughly, his fingers bruising your skin as your walls milk him—forcing himself not to cum with you. Which is no easy feat, considering how perfect your wet warm gummy cunt was and how badly he wanted this, how long he'd waited.
"Hah—fuck, princess…" he growls against your neck, shuddering with pleasure, "No way you jus' came. You're fucking killing me."
You're at a loss for words, eyes squeezed shut as your mouth opens and closes inaudibly—struggling to speak. You feel Caleb's fingers between your legs, catching moisture that seems to drip down like a leaking faucet. Realizing he's catching your cum before it drips onto the ground, you blush and find your voice.
"Caleb, don't. Just let it…s'embarrassing."
He chuckles darkly, "You wouldn't let me take you home to taste you properly. This will have to hold me over until then."
His words do nothing to help your weakened knees, only making you tighten more with arousal. He quickly cleans his fingers with his mouth before pulling out of you, only to push back in. You squeal, body seizing at how sensitive your walls are to his invading girth, nearly doubling over.
"That's it baby. Jus' like that. You took it all," he coos, hoping his gentle praises will ease your sensitivity , "G-God loosen up a bit, please—Christ."
He forces himself to pull back, groaning at your body's refusal to let him go, still quivering from your orgasm. Your eyes go wide as his slower, more controlled, movements ensure you feel every inch of him. And there were many.
"Mmmngh—oh God. W-Wait, jus' came. I c-can't—!" you cry, caught between begging for more and asking him to slow down. You seem to have lost all sense of where you are, because an endless string of pleasured filthy mewls continuously escape your kiss-bitten lips. Caleb hears your cries but ignores your request, instead continuing to whisper syrupy praises into your ear.
"Big, s-so big," you choke as he thrusts back into you, supporting you with his arms still. Caleb growls into your hair, breathing in the scent of your sweat and pheromones like it's his lifeline.
"Is it? But you're taking it perfectly, princess," he throws head back, sweat slickened bangs falling backward, "Mmnn—f-fuck, always knew you'd be perfect for me. Jus' fucking knew it."
Unable to speak, you continue to expel filthy mewls that are consumed by the music. Your hand tightly grips the back of Caleb's neck, refusing to let him pull away—except for the slight space he needs to pull his cock out and shove it back into you. Resting your head on his shoulder, your lashes flutter up at him, looking at him with eyes that make him unable to think.
"Caleb…" you slur, still a bit drunk but mostly disorientated from your orgasm. He looks down at you, the passionate animalistic energy slipping as he gently kisses your temple.
"Mmmnn…" you moan, wobbling on your heels at his tender affection, "I-I need you s'bad Caleb. Always—hah—have."
Caleb growls your name, driving into you harder, his tip hitting your cervix painfully as those words hit his ears. You swear you can feel him throb, maybe even swelling further. If that was even possible.
"Do you know how often I thought about this?"
Your heart flutters, and you tease him—wanting to hear him say the words you'd always wanted him to, "Mnnghh—Thought about what?"
He seems immune to your teasing, immersed fully in absolute bliss. He wasn't embarrassed of this. Not anymore.
"This. You. Being inside of you."
Your moans grow particularly louder as Caleb starts to fondle you, one hand on your clit and the other practically ripping your dress off—kneading your breast hungrily. If not for the setting, it'd be a disaster how loud and wet the sound of his body pounding into yours is, sure to draw attention. Your body seems to have recovered from your orgasm at record speed, gripping hungrily onto his cock as it presses deeply into you—already demanding more.
You were so unbelievably greedy for him. He could feel it and it drive him insane.
"Heaven," he chokes out, "You—hah—feel like fucking heaven. Paradise."
"P-Paradise?" you moan with a sly grin, "That good, hm?"
He growls playfully, "Not just good. Fucking perfect. Everything I've ever wanted."
You giggle, body on fire and feeling unbearably happy. The pretty lights hypnotize you and you find yourself half-dancing, grinding against him as he ruts into your ass. Caleb is quickly hypnotized by the sight, eyes transfixed between your bodies.
"God, I always knew your pussy would be fucking perfect. S'like you were made for me."
His hand grips your throat, pulling you tighter against himself. You can feel his movements getting infinitesimally sloppier, his grip on you growing more uncontrolled. As he starts to ramble roughly into your ear, fingers leaving bruises everywhere—even the most shameful visible places, you can tell he's close to coming undone. You can't imagine him allowing himself to lose this much control for any other reason.
And you're desperate to feel him cum for you, especially as you feel yourself drawing closer to release, once again. And this time, you refused to cum alone.
"I-I am," you gasp, pulling his face closer, already knowing what to say to ensure you get what you want.
"Haah, sh-shit…You're what?" he huffs, having a hard time thinking clearly quickly as you look at him like that.
"M-Made for Gege's cock."
Caleb's eyes widen with surprise and his hips stutter. But he recollects himself quickly, snarling and forcefully taking your lips into his, tongue quickly claiming yours in an act that is nothing short of pure unfiltered possession. He barely lets you pull away to breathe, a look of pure satisfaction in his eyes as he watches how flustered you've become, even after your bold statement.
"Yeah? Were you?"
You moan as his rhythm grows more intense, nails digging into his forearms as you held on for dear life. He holds you in place as the crowd shifts, nearly causing you to trip, keeping you upright and willing victim to his relentless cock. There's a swift pinch to your clit when you don't respond.
"Don't go silent on me know," he demands roughly, silencing your scream with his tongue, "Tell me. Say it again."
"W-Was made for you—!" you whine, completely being supported by Caleb, your legs completely useless now. Caleb grunts, his sweat beading down his temple, a dangerous sparkle in his amethyst eyes.
"No. Say it right."
He punishes you, or rather encourages you, with a poignant thrust. You yelp, giving in instantly. There was quite literally no fighting against him, not when he had you feeling like this, "O-Oh—nngh…! I-I was—mnngh—made for Gege's cock!"
He hoists you completely upright against himself, breath hot in your ear.
"And now you're going to take all of Gege's cum like a good girl, hm?"
At your brink, your stomach churns with excitement and desire. The small logical part of you knows you should protest—but even that tiny part of you doesn't want to. You nod weakly, becoming incoherent once more as every nerve in your body coils with tension that needs to release.
Caleb growls with his own twisted excitement, once again forcing you to crane your neck toward him, "Look at me, baby."
You look at him through your eyelashes, hardly able to even do that. His thumb brushes across your lip, grunting in his last final few thrusts.
"Hah—N-Need to see you when I cum."
His cock lurches as the two of you stare deeply into one another. He was actually inside of you, actually about to finish in your perfect little pussy. His precious Meimei—the one he'd done everything in his power to keep away from situations like this his entire life.
And yet, here he was. Taking you for himself.
But then again, he knew. You'd always been his.
The intensity in his eyes, twinkling like the nebulous galaxies above, would've been enough to make you come undone alone. But of course, his cockhead has found every sensitive spot inside your gummy walls, all while his fingers touch you everywhere possible, landing decisively on your chest. Physically being able to feel your thrumming heart, all while thumbing at your half-exposed nipple—it's all too much for him.
"Dammit, I'm close," he moans, "Fuck—I don't want to cum yet. C-Can't let this end."
Your heart flutters at his adorable desperation. In fact, it pushes you that much closer to your inevitable climax.
"Cumming, Caleb," you gasp for air, eyes rolling back as the pleasure rolls in like the violent waves of a high-tide, "W-Wan' to cum with you. Please."
Caleb tenses, entire body seizing as your words force him into the violent arms of his own climax, "Christ, please. Go easy on me—fuck!"
Your eyes roll back, "G-Gege…Please. N-Need your cum s'bad. Need you."
Caleb lets out a filthy tortured groan, burying his face into your neck as he finally explodes inside of you, painting you with his warm milky essence—unable to hold back when you beg like that.
"Fuuuck, you want it, baby? Take it then. Take it all."
He doesn't stop thrusting even amidst his mind-numbing orgasm, fucking it deeper inside of you. It's endless, what feels like years worth of pent up desire releasing all at once—especially when your walls force everything he has out of him as he rambles filthy praises.
"Baby…" he whispers into your ear. While he's still rocking into you, small spurts of seed still leaking into you, the intense fog in his head seems to start clearing. The music grows louder as the ringing in his ears stop, post-orgasmic clarity settling in.
"Caleb," you choke, unable to support yourself. Cum drips down your trembling thighs, a mix of yours and his, as your entire body quakes almost as violently as the music.
He holds you steady as the crowd goes wild from something the DJ must've said, holding you tightly away from harm's reach—or anyone else's reach for that matter. You try to get your legs to function, knees wobbling like a baby dear. Caleb hisses as you squirm, painfully squeezing more seed out of him.
He's filled with an unrelenting feeling of possession as he beholds you—beautifully disheveled, skin glowing against the neon lights, looking up at him with those gorgeous fucked-out eyes and kiss-bitten lips.
You were his. And he'd never let anyone change that.
Not even you.
He's drawn out of his dark thoughts when you stumble, instantly snapping aggressively as someone backs up into you, "Watch it."
You giggle at the juxtaposition of his overprotective aggression and the way his voice still wobbles from being inside of you. Like a hostile puppy.
The man twists around to, presumably, pick a fight. But one look at Caleb turns his face pale, before turning bright pink as his gaze snaps to you. Caleb tenses, arms tightening around you, subtly using his fingers to tug the hem of your dress down. Luckily, the man scurries off without so much as another word.
It reminds you of exactly where you are. What you'd just done.
Did you really just fuck Caleb in a club?
Without pulling out, Caleb wraps his arms around your entire body, drawing you closer. You squeak with overstimulation as his cock nestles back against your g-spot, making you see an explosion of stars.
"You okay, pips?" His voice returns to that familiar low, gentle protective affection that made your heart swell with unbelievable adoration and love.
"Y-Yeah, I am," you croak, which only makes him chuckle at the irony of your quaking voice—teasing you giving you a short gentle thrust.
"You're so damn beautiful," he whispers into your ear, groaning slightly at the feeling of your pussy clenching around him.
You grin happily, "Really? Then…I don't need to change anymore, right?"
Caleb nips your neck in warning as you tease him about your earlier argument. The argument that'd led to all of this. Kissing the bright sensitive hickey he's left on your neck, he growls, "Keep testing me. See what happens."
"What's gonna happen?" You stick your tongue out at him, "You don't scare me one bit."
His chuckle is as dark and sinister as it is warm and chocolate, "I think you know, pipsqueak. Let's just say…"
His fingers trace the neckline of your dress, finding bruises he hadn't even noticed he'd left there. Truly, it was like he'd completely lost all control over himself—not even able to remember everything he'd done, sucked into the black hole that was you.
"I want that dress off for entirely different reasons now."
"Y-You're such a dog. Now I'm never changing," you stutter through your furious blush, already imagining yourself naked. On his bed.
You playfully squirm away, but he continues to hold you tightly, and eventually you start gently swaying together. The romantic intimacy is out-of-place for this club setting, but his tenderness creates a warm bubble around your intertwined bodies that you never want to leave.
"You're such a brat," he whispers huskily into your ear, tilting your chin back in the direction of the energetic stage, "You're really going to torture me like that? What would Nainai think if she saw me pop a boner every time I looked at you, huh?"
"Caleb!" you swat at him playfully, not enjoying how even his lighthearted words have your hopes pathetically up and your cheeks embarassingly red—especially at the mention of your precious elderly grandmother, "Shut up before I really jump off that cliff that all my friends are supposedly jumping off of."
Caleb laughs as he realizes you're mocking his words from the argument you'd had earlier that night. He kisses your burning face tenderly, trying too smooth out the wrinkles that'd formed as a result of your incessant pouting, "Jump all you want. I'd just catch you. I always will."
You smile, sinking back into his arms—unable to stay mad at him, even for some stupid banter. Especially when he said things like that, with all the sincerity in the infinite galaxies. You knew he would. He always did—whether you wanted him to or not.
But you start to realize, just like your words from earlier, that you'd been ready for him to catch you for a long time. And that terrified you.
"How come?"
"How come what, Pips?"
"How come you'll always catch me? I can catch myself, y'know."
Caleb freezes, not ready for how suddenly the direction of the conversation has changed. He's silent, contemplating his words. He knows the answer to your question—he's known it for a while.
But as you trip over your own feet, Caleb only chuckles and hugs you tighter, breathing you in and finding a different answer. One that wouldn't terrify you.
"Dunno. It's Gege's job to always catch you, every time you fall—no matter how many times. And it's the world's hardest job, considering I have you as my Meimei," he teases as he supports your exhausted body.
He laughs when you spin around, cock finally slipping out of you, to pinch his cheeks and tug at his hair, giving him an earful about how you were world's best little sister and that he was lucky you put up with him. But still, even despite the sheer joy of the lighthearted moment, those words echo throughout his mind—his soul. And maybe one day, he'd find the courage to tell you.
That maybe it was because…he loved you a little more than you realized.
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Thump, thump, thump.
A rhythmic sound of a tail hitting the covers pulled you out of sleep’s embrace with ease. It was your favourite morning alarm, one that never startled you into awakeness, one that promised a few extra moments of warmth, ending with a dozen pecks all over your face, and a freshly made breakfast just steps away.
The first gentle kiss found its way into your exposed shoulder. Cold nose pressing into your warm neck, making you squirm as fluffy ears tickled your cheeks with every move of his head.
“Caleeeeb,” you tried turning to the other side, swatting his face away, just to be pulled closer. A deep chuckle was the only warning before another peck found its way under your jaw.
“You’re unbelievably cute in the morning.”
Who would have thought you would end with him sneaking into your heart?
The night was quiet, the cold creeping deep into your bones as you traversed through the white blanket of snow covering the world. Each step breaking the silence with a crunch that was echoing between the space of darkened houses and thick forestation. As beautiful and quiet as the scenery was, there was a shiver creeping down your spine. You swore there was another quiet crunch of the snow behind you, stopping only when you stopped. You tried to quickly turn around a few times, despite being filled with fright, desperate to know who was behind you, if there was even anyone. Was there a lost monster that wandered too deep into the city, or maybe you were just losing your mind?
Each time an empty street greeted your vision, it indicated that you really were simply losing it. Maybe it was stress finally catching up to you. The shop getting busier, new faces visiting as the quality of your tea and brews was gaining popularity, your care in what you were doing finally paying off after months of adjusting to this new place — a small town near the forest known for its great views with hot springs, peaceful atmosphere, and rich historic center.
It was your dream haven, an escape from the devastating life in the city. A place where you were finally able to breathe after all the ordeal you went through — losing your apprenticeship, breaking up, and the struggles of everyday life piling on your shoulders before you gave up and decided to take a leap of fate.
At this moment, this leap felt like the biggest mistake ever. What would you do if there was a creep following you in the middle of the night? Damn, you were really losing your mind here. Before you could dwell further, you were at your doorstep, promptly getting in and shutting the door with extra bolts, just in case.
Maybe it was time to get a protection animal just for the sake of your mind — it wasn’t the first time you felt watched.
He started coming some time ago — a new patron, always ordering black, no sugar, no milk.
The first time he stopped by, it was just a moment, in and out, efficient and precise — he must have been in the middle of his patrol, uniform on, ears perked high on his head, brown just like his hair and his tail. All business and no fun, only a few words exchanged, as you passed his order with a timid shyness under his watchful gaze. You could feel him lingering on your moves — intimidating, even scary, carefulness in his sharp eyes. The carefulness changed when looking around, like every person in the shop was a potential threat. Towering over the rest of the visitors, humans and hybrids alike.
You would not pay him a second thought (you lied to yourself), just another face — a very handsome one — in the crowd, if he didn’t stop by the next day, and then the next, and then…
“You do the best cup in the universe,” he leaned onto the counter on a quiet afternoon, almost lazy as the heavy snow slowed the usual traffic.
“Oh yeah? You can always advertise it as such” You smiled at him, following the usual way you always worked. Trying your hardest not to glance over every other moment.
“I‘ve been doin’ that” he flashed you a generous smile, all puppy-like and boyish. Without the uniform, with one of his ears flopping down in the most endearing manner you have seen and his tail wagging ever so slightly — it was almost as if he was a different person, you even made a double take when he entered minutes ago. If not for the purple gaze, a galaxy contained in the eyes, you would have bet it was a distant relative of the strict guard or officer… you weren’t really sure about ranks.
“Is that why I’ve been having more uniforms around, stopping by for a cup before a patrol?”
“Maaaybe,” he grinned, “Or maaaaaybe, they just want to see your pretty smile.” You tried the hardest not to blush at the compliment as you shook your head at him.
It was easy talking to him, even easier when his mood was playful, his posture less intimidating, eyes following your moves with more excitement than sharpness he had the first time stepping into the shop. And for some reason, maybe the warm tingle spreading through your chest at his attention, you didn’t mind when one afternoon, in the middle of rush between some healthy herbs, brewing tea, and crying kids with their grandmothers, you didn’t even try stopping him when he jumped the counter. Navigating around your busy steps with ease that should have come only with weeks of practice — it almost felt superreal.
First step to a heart comes from firm support in face of danger
There was always something unsettling about the idea of love potions. It irked you in a way that almost made you itch to sell the person some slightly weird concussion and advise them to use it on themselves, but the risk of them feeding someone else the mixture was too big. You didn’t want to be fined or worse, your licence revoked because someone thought a feeling of purest magical significance in the universe could be forced. The morality of such brews aside, those things need to be given in dosages, and the most they do is make a person a bit more giggly and susceptible to flirting. Honestly, they were bogus; they just made a person look at another one with better light due to a simple charm, not actually blindly falling head over heels for them — a common misconception of those less educated, ah, magic literacy, the dying art.
“I don’t sell that, sir, as much as the potions are not forbidden, I do not offer them.” Your brows scrunched, tone still polite, but finality rang in it.
You didn’t like dealing with customers like the man before you, even less when they were easily towering over you, looking more like lost travellers with ill intent than just some adventurers on their merry way. And this man just didn’t get the hint. Your shop being almost empty wasn’t helping your case, as the only customer just looked at you worryingly, in no position to help. The poor granny was even trying to pack, eyeing the door. You couldn’t blame her; the prime of her years of slapping idiots with purses was gone.
“Listen, lady, I can see you have everything—”
“She said no.” There was a coldness in the voice that boomed behind the man, not the same statement as yours, but something sharper, making even you jump a bit. Maybe because it appeared seemingly out of thin air, faster than the cold blast from the outside sneaking through the closing doors.
The man looked behind, meeting the stern face of someone you started calling a friend. It was so different, seeing his ears perking up, eyes almost empty. Or maybe there was enough in them — a warning, dangerous glint complemented by a twitch of an upper lip, threatening to showcase just how much a hybrid can be dangerous. Something that even looking from the side made the hair on your neck stand up, and it wasn’t even directed at you.
Maybe it was because he didn’t have the uniform, or maybe just because the man knew no better. Trying to continue a finished conversation.
“Listen, puppy, go to your owner and don’t meddle when humans are talking.”
Before your own anger could flare at the statement, one with the tone that never failed to make you see red, there was a hold on the man's arm, twisting it back and pushing him to the exit. The granny now, snuggled in the corner seat, looked cautiously at the men, her expression changing, the only warning you got before you heard a whistle of a blade cutting air.
You froze, too stunned to do more than watch with held breath at the short but chaotic exchange. Blade swinging, snarl following with a sickening crunch that echoed through the room as blood flowed and chairs dropped to the ground. The lady screamed, Caleb launched, and the door swung open with force, blasting the cold and the snow inside.
There was no finesse you could see in the exchange, just the brute force of a hybrid showing a troublemaker what happens when you challenge the wrong person. If not for the guard that ran in, lured by the high pitch of a woman's cry, you were not sure what damage would have been done.
You rushed to the lady, trying your best to calm her shaky hands, as three people exited your shop to take the commotion outside. You didn’t pay much attention to anything, then the customer until she was calm enough to accept your apology, assure you that she was able to go home herself, and understandingly pat your own hands with a warm sympathy.
Your own hands shaking as you gathered part of the mess made, before your head shot up, when the doors opened again. The small smile greeting you died quickly.
“Hey… Hey, are you ok?” You flinched instinctively at the hand reaching to you, and it made the silence that followed feel heavy.
“I am… fine” you breathed, glad of the chilliness still lingering around him; it made your breath feel lighter than it was. Just to hitch back, when you saw the red on his hand.
You sat him down in the small back room — pulling him all the way there by the sleeve of his jacket. You almost felt bad; his ears were flat, his tail still, and it would probably drag on the floor if he weren’t so tall.
Neither of you spoke for a moment while you bussied yourself with cold water and towels, getting some herbal oils into a bowl to clean the cut on his hand.
“I didn’t mean to scare you,” he cleared his throat, eyes fixed on his shoes as he sat on the small stool near boxes of vials and jars. Fingers nervously pulling on the skin near the laceration.
“You didn’t…” You tried comforting him, maybe a bit too fast with the assurance, feeling bad at how miserable he looked.
It’s not every day that you see full fangs and swinging fists. Not here at all, the place always seemed dreamy.
There was something of a half hum and half whimper that took you by surprise, of course, he could tell, he saw through the put on bravery with ease. You saw the turmoil in his eyes, a flicker of something more than being sorry, a tint of fear, disappointed in himself, and something you could not quite place, a weird detachment that was ready to break loose if not stopped.
“Maybe a little“ you admitted, cleaning his hand and bandaging it slowly, not quite letting go when you should.
“I didn’t expect him to have a weapon… I would’ve never made you watch somethin’ like—”
“I was scared that you would get hurt, and see, you did, dummy.”
“Dummy?” His eyes were locked on your face, a small smile returning, as you whipped the blood off his cheek, like the pain you assumed he should feel was nothing once you delicately cradled his face. Ears perking up at the motion, his head almost snuggling into your palm with a gaze so soft it made your tension melt from your shoulders.
You turned fast, trying your best to hide the blush creeping on your cheeks until you heard a swish and felt something hitting your leg.
You had to bite your lips, stopping the giggle.
Second step is marked with laughter and attention
A sneeze made the flour shoot into the air, a quiet squeaky sound leaving your lips in the process, which was answered with a full-hearted laughter.
Once again, the kitchen was turning into a cooking warzone, like every time you decided to work together on something in it. It started once with a simple help for a busy festival, when you were all alone, and about halfway to baking madness.
Now it turned into evenings spent cooking dinner together, or preparing for the next day's baking goods for the shop. It was your fault really. You slipped once and told him you might be skipping some meals — you never knew it would end up like this.
It was not hard for you to realise that any small thing you did with Caleb was always full of laughter, making your heart skip a beat — which still made you worried, maybe you were misunderstanding things. Maybe you were reading into things that were not there. Giving into the kindness and gentleness he provided with a greedy heart that wouldn’t mind… something more.
“You sound like a mouse, a small pipsqueak.” He poked your cheeks a few times, dragging his finger over them. Did he just draw whiskers on your face? A boop to your nose later, he was back at kneading the dough, like the whole place didn’t look like a winter wonderland. The white puffs of flour still in the air, the powder on the floor, your and his clothes, hair… everywhere. It was a baker’s worst nightmare, a kitchen war crime that you would have hated, if not for the happy humming and constant flour tornadoes from one very happy swinging tail.
“Seeing as you ripped the flour pack…” You started, getting a baking tray ready, coating it with butter.
“Oh, did I now?” his hands ceased as his head turned to look at you. You offered a wide grin, knowing well that if you really whined or teased him enough, he would… No, he will help you either way, but it was so much more amusing this way.
“I didn’t know I had psychic powers, pips.” he bumped his hip into you, getting back to his task, making sure the dough is properly done. “If I knew I wouldn’t bother with dirtying my hands with all those egg yolks, I could just magic my way outta it.”
“You cannot magic your way out of everything” you pouted, leaning in closer, and poking the mixture in the bowl. “I thought you would help me, but oh, all the hard work will be mine as always.”
“As always?” his arms crossed, head tilting to the side with amused disbelief. “I think I misheard you there, buttercup” you backed, seeing the glint in his eyes, arms relaxing, but you saw the twitch of his fingers. Something that you have trained yourself really fast to do.
“When was the last time you cleaned after our cooking sessions?” you backed another step, eyeing the exit onto the shop's floor.
Did you want to take a chance and expand the floury mess, or maybe just succumb to the tickle attack that was incoming?
Third one is safety found in the presence
“Followed?” he seemed worried, his ears flickering then flattening on his head. You were still not sure how to read those little mood flags of his.
“I… It’s probably nothing really… It’s just…” You stopped, waving goodbye to the last person exiting the shop. You bit your lips, your eyes returning to him.
“I am a bit scared,” admitting it felt harder than it should; there was no shame in it, yet it made you feel ridiculous. “I asked my friends to walk with me… But it seems they didn’t really feel it, and I was just so sure that someone was hiding… somewhere… It’s... It’s stupid.” The more you explained, the sillier you thought, but you couldn’t shake the unease you were feeling after weeks of what felt like living under surveillance.
“Hey, hey, pips” he said, catching your hands, when you started picking on the small hangnail, your attention solemnly on him now. “It’s not stupid… It’s ok, you should have told me straight away. I would walk you home every day.”
“I didn’t want to, you are so busy, and still you find some time to help me around here and… It seemed unfair.”
“Hey, I’ll always find time for you, ya know?” Seeing the frown still on your face, he smiled brighter, one thing he knew you were weak to. “I would go crazy if something happened to you.”
“Me, or without your fix in the morning?” You tried to discharge the atmosphere, which started going in a place that made you question many things you weren’t yet ready to discover.
He just smiled, his eyes glimmering like a summer night sky, as if your query should have been something you could answer yourself.
With him by your side at night, walking through the quiet streets, you could breathe again, still tense, but for the first time, you didn’t feel the looming presence of someone watching. There was no extra crunch behind you, and the night felt right — once again enjoyable. The worry slowly slipped from your shoulders.
Maybe it really was all in your head, maybe it was just his presence that soothed you.
“All good pips?”
You looked at him with surprise, his brows tight with worry. Eyes slowly roaming over your face, dropping once… twice… thrice to your lips.
“I was calling you for a while… What's brewing in that nogging?”
“Did you? I was just thinking about how nice and quiet it is now.” You smiled, bumping your shoulder with him, biting your lip, and trying to calm your heart. How funny it was that after all that stress, you could actually enjoy this view once more. It made your heart warm, the cold becoming a simple beauty of the winter, not a chill that could make your blood freeze in terror.
Your hand found its way around his, hugging it gently before you even realised it, a new spring in your step making the way seem almost new, like rediscovering a new thread of magic, filling you with glee. Not paying a sliver of attention to the gentle tension of his arm or the gentle breeze from a happily swishing tail.
“Yea… It’s nice…” the agreement was soft and breathy, easy enough to miss. “Beautiful.”
Fourth one is staying when the weather turns bad
“I should have turned him into a bloody frog!” You were pacing around the shop, angry stomps that started fast and loud and died down when Caleb set two cups of tea on a table near the big sofa seat. “No, that would be too generous! Into a worm! Let the fish eat him alive and wriggling. Better yet, just straight up poison him. Why let the fish eat the trash?”
The letter came earlier that day, the cafe closed since then as you oscillated between stomping out a circle in the middle of the shop and stress cleaning. Anger, that was your only line of defence once you heard what your ex-fiancé brewed in your home city — poor Caleb heard the full list of the atrocities twice now. Not once breaking your ranting, letting you let it all out. His eyes were watching your every move, removing anything you took that looked breakable, that he knew would leave you devastated if something happened to them.
There was no teasing, no commentary about what kind of things he himself would do to the not-so-poor soul you were raging against — he was a calm presence, offering a nod here and there. But even without the verbal queues, you felt him, saw his jaw tightening, his arm flexing into a ball until his knuckles went white, and then back to the somehow relaxed grip on his own tight.
You sat arm's length away from him, resting your hands on the warm cup he offered. They were shaking, and you decided to test your luck by trying to take a sip. If you even spilled a drop, you felt like you would break down.
You didn’t notice tears until one of them dropped into your cup, and you frantically tried to cover the tear-stained face, wiping your cheeks.
“It’s ok.” his hand landed on your back, heavy, warm, and steady. And that was when the sobbing started. Not a good kind of cry broke through when you turned to him, hiding your face in his chest.
There was no judging when the material got soaked, no pushing back, when you clung to him, sure that you heard a rip when he shifted you to sit on his lap. Hugging you in a comforting way that reminded you of a heavy blanket shielding you from any monster under the bed. An alien feeling of neutrality and acceptance washed over you — no harshness of trying to set you ‘right’, no nagging about how you should handle the way you feel. It broke you and rebuilt you in a way that supernova and white hole would work together without a means to create something new.
“I got you. I’m here. Until your heart is full of sunshine again,” he whispered until the sobs died down, in a hushed tone like you’re alone in the world and nothing but the both of you mattered. “You can always rely on me.” A quiet promise between soft rubs to your back. Simple words that carried more meaning than anything you could ever dream of.
Fifth is a routine that brings out a smile
It was a while now, a while of quiet nights and warm cheeks; of laughter echoing in the late nights; of silly banter and no shadows lurking in the back. It was warm safety that made butterflies settle in your stomach in a completely new way, unlike anything else. A presence that slipped into your heart like a well-fitted glove.
You cleaned the last mugs, setting them aside to pack the last cinnamon-apple rolls that you kept specifically for today. Something that you planned as a thank you to your charming, fluffy-tailed protector. It truly stopped being just a walk to make you feel safe at night, more than a friend and an arm to lean on. You thought, maybe even hoped that it would be much, much more.
“Ready to close, buttercup?” the pet name falling off effortlessly from his lips, like anything else he used to tease you — it was almost unfair how easily he could make your cheeks flush and heart race. The fake offence, there was none really, was gone when you saw the wide smile and slow swing of his tail. Faltering to a deeper blush once he leaned in to fix the coat’s collar, wrapping the scarf neatly around your neck.
“Ready, and with a treat.”
He stood outside for quite a while, ears flickering now and then under the snowy assault of the weather, watching through the window as she busied herself, cleaning the tables, fixing the pillows, checking on the potted plants, and cleaning what was left from the lengthy day.
He wanted to go in sooner, help her close up, so she could walk with him, but if he did that… he would only see her for a short moment. Exactly 1306 seconds before she disappeared on the other side of the doors. He took a breath and walked in.
His shoulder relaxed seeing how she almost skipped to the door, a bag in her hands, put aside as she grabbed her coat. His hand flexed by his side, before he decided to help her, making sure her scarf was properly put around her neck to leave no space for the wind to sneak under it, careful enough to not touch her with his cold fingers. How she had so much energy after a day of running around was beyond him; she was like a small pup.
“Ooooh? Did I do something to deserve it?” he leaned in closer, pretending to make a small adjustment to the scarf, his ears flicking at the sound of a soft breath, a careful sniff of her scent, eyes momentarily fixed on her flushed cheeks. How he loved the gentle pinks turning to deep tomato’s tint. It was the cutest thing he ever seen. Made his own heart squeeze tight.
He loved the way she told him about her day, her arm linked with his without even noticing. If he teased her about it, she would pull away; he couldn’t have that. So he listened, trying his hardest to control his tail that wanted to go a mile an hour just from the pure tranquility their walks offered him. Far away from the strictness of the uniform he had to wear, away from the loneliness it induced upon him.
This, however brief, felt like there could be more. A warmer version of his life.
“Come in for the treat?” she waved the bag in front of him with a gentle, shy smile, the same one she had when they first met. And even if he must have seemed like a lovestruck puppy, wagging his tail like an idiot, he didn’t care anymore.
He didn’t have a 5-step guide on how to make her his — but if he would… he wouldn’t share it anyway.
Now, months later, as she curled into his embrace, giggles erupting under assault of small pecks and nibbles to her shoulders and neck — he was happy. He had his whole world in his hands and wouldn’t trade it for anything else.
Now, he was certain that silently following her all that time back, watching her from afar at night — just to make sure she was safe — was not the worst idea he had.
I FINALLY FINISHED IT!!! this was made and written before i finished chapter 3 of sylus event story (COUGH @blessdunrest yes i read it and will be adjusting part 3 of this mini comic accordingly COUGH) once again the 10 image limit on posts had me on a chokehold 😵💫
Unrelated note: im sorry if anyone feels annoyed with my update posts about delays or whatnot (like this post). If any yall feel like i should leave those posts untagged, please let me know 🙏 i just wanna vibe and exist making fat Mephisto content
cw: blowjobs lol, dubcon, gagging/choking, pseudocest, sex, female reader | 1.2k words | Caleb x You
crossposted on my X and ao3
you're sliding down caleb's body before he realizes it, too lost in the pleasure of your hands tracing over hard muscle to register the fact that you're mouthing at the hem of his jeans. the sound of his button popping goes in one ear and out the other and it's only when he feels your mouth, hot and wet, against his briefs does he hiss and scramble up.
"wait-"
"please," you interrupt, eyes wide and lips pursed into a pout. it's devious, the way you stare up at him. you know he's always had a hard time saying no to you but even more so than before, it's difficult for him to deny you when he's hard against your mouth and his mind is clouded with pleasure.
"i haven't showered," he argues weakly and your lips purse together harder, stubborn as you begin to peel down his briefs.
"i tell you that all the time," you grumble. though he's not even fighting you any longer, just letting you do as you please. "yet you still always go down."
he can't help but huff out a laugh because you're right. you do always protest about being dirty when you've just gotten back from work or exercising and yet caleb will still throw your leg over his shoulder and work his mouth over you.
"okay," he relents but you've already got him naked from the waist down anyways. cock springing out and leaking against his stomach as you toss his clothing somewhere in the room.
he welcomes you back up with a soft hum, combing his hands through your hair as he pulls you closer. he bites back a grin when you stare incredulously at it before tugging you closer, encouraging.
"go on," he coaxes. "you wanted to try, didn't you?"
your cheeks heat up as you look back up at him, a stubborn look set in your eyes. you're never one to back down from a challenge and especially not when it's a challenge coming from caleb.
you lean forward and take him into your mouth, huffing through your nose as the taste of salt, sweat, and caleb hit your tongue. your eyes dilate, moaning around him before you push forward, trying to take him deeper into your mouth
you’re only halfway down when you gag, eyes watering and then you look up to see caleb lost in pleasure and shaking. your eyes go wide, as he groans, fingers pressing down onto the back of your scalp and pushing.
"meimei," he moans and you feel it shoot straight down to your core, heat licking between your legs. your thighs squirm together in an attempt to satisfy the desire for friction but that does nothing and so instead, you cant your hips forward and rub yourself against caleb's leg.
"look at you," he whispers, thumb stroking over your temple as his hips roll further into your mouth. you do your best not to gag again but cry out in protest when the head of his cock brushes against the back of your throat. you choke around his cock and pull back to rid yourself of the feeling of your throat closing and trying to push caleb out.
"shh, it's okay," he coos. mean and mocking. how can he go from sweet and indulging to a bully within seconds?
"you wanted to take it. let gege give it to you. relax."
you're half tempted to bite down and lord knows he would deserve it. you don't though. of course.
instead, you relax your throat the best you can and take him further into your mouth. he's hot and heavy, your jaw aching around him while your tongue moves pathetically along the underside of his cock.
"fuck. yes, just like that."
the encouragement spurs you on and slowly, you begin to bob your head. your eyes stay on him as you move up and down his cock in the slow, familiar way he likes to fuck you.
he's huffing beneath you, panted moans that almost sound like whimpers but sounds you always revel in nonetheless. when you get to the tip, you swirl your tongue over the head, tasting the precum that gathers there and he lets out another groan.
"who taught you that," he asks, a hint of irritation in his voice but you just grin and refuse to answer him, competition in your mind as you fill your mouth with him once more.
no one taught you that. how could you ever care to put your mouth on anyone else when your gege is the only one you've wanted all these years? if anything, you'd fantasized of it. of this, tasting him, having him in your mouth, having him come apart under your mouth and hands.
besides, why answer him when you're eager to make him cum? it's a competition but both of you will be winning at the end of this.
"meimei," he calls, brows furrowed together. is it irritation? is it frustration? is it him trying to keep himself from spilling down your throat too soon?
"no one," you finally breathe out when your mouth comes off with a pop. you mouth down the sides, watch him him deflate in just the slightest and yet tense immediately after as you tongue at his balls. "i just want you. i've always wanted you."
the hands in your hair are suddenly pulling you up and your mouth is no longer on his cock but pressing to his. eager hands push themselves between your legs and the next thing you know, your panties are being pushed to the side and he's bringing you over his cock.
"gege," you whine when the head nudges against your entrance, dripping with your arousal. "i wasn't done."
"sorry," he whispers and yet his tone is anything but. "need you. you can't say that and expect me to not."
there's no need to stretch you. not even with the size of caleb's cock and he proves this when his fingers dig into the back of your thighs and pulls you down, down, down.
you cry out into his mouth, keening as your walls squeeze around him. your teeth catch around his bottom lip in retaliation of suddenly being entered and he groans, laughs into your mouth before his tongue forces it's way inside.
"sorry," he says again but you know he barely means it. he's not apologetic at all as he fucks up into you, pace quick, needy, wanting nothing more than to feel you around him.
and then, "-love you. i love you. i love you."
you barely process it. this time, it's your turn for the words to go in one ear and out the other. all you can register is the feeling of caleb's cock pressing against your sweet spot and the sound of his thighs hitting yours every time he fucks in. and yes, maybe the faint chants of caleb's affection for you burn themselves into your brain.
"ge, gege, ge."
you call for him stupidly. you call for him in hopes that he'll understand but that's the great thing about your gege isn't it? gege knows everything about you. he knows how you like to be kissed, how you like to be touched, and he knows when you're about to cum on his cock.
"i know," he shushes. "i know. gege's here. cum for gege."
he brings this on with fingers to your clit, rubs quick and hard circles into you over and over again until you're clenching around him and crying, milking his own orgasm right out of him with yours.
cw: pussy slapping/impact play (?), dacryphilia, gege mention at the end
The first slap of Caleb's hand to your pussy has you jumping in surprise, draws a surprised moan straight out of you as your eyes shoot open in shock. Your hands immediately scramble to his biceps, needing to touch him, needing to ground yourself.
Your gaze meets violet eyes, mischievous and daring before he does it again. This time, the sting travels up your hips and your walls clench around air.
"Caleb," you call but you're not sure if you're scolding him or asking for more. All you know is that Caleb's unable to wipe off the smirk donning his face, studying you, watching to see how far he can push it.
"What," he asks, mocking in just the slightest. His fingers press into your folds, dip into your dripping mess and then drag the wetness along your cunt. "Do you want me to stop?"
You can only purse your mouth in response, tongue between your teeth as you bite back a "yes" because the truth is, you don't want him to stop. But you don't want to admit that you want him to keep going. How could you dare to let him win?
It's a losing battle anyways. (Is it?)
Caleb laughs at your silence and then brings his hand down once more. Harder. Hard enough that tears spring to your eyes from impact.
He swallows the cry from your mouth with his own, tongue slipping in to taste your sweet whimpers as he fucks his fingers into you until you’re reaching your peak.
He leans in after, tongue sliding up your cheeks to clean the tears that trail down them.
“Shh, it’s okay. You’re such a good girl. Gege is sorry. Xia Yizhou shouldn’t be so mean to you.”
CW: pseudocest, dubcon, fingering, slight toy usage
Grandma is supposed to be gone for the weekend. Something about a trip to visit an old friend and, “Are you sure you don’t want me to ask Caleb to come home? I won’t be back until Monday.”
You wave her off with a smile, toes tapping against the doorframe as you bounce. Antsy.
You’re eager to send her off and get the house to yourself for the weekend. Especially now that the package that was delivered yesterday is waiting to be opened.
You watch her until the taxi drives off, wait for five minutes in the living room to make sure she doesn’t come back, and then you run for your bedroom. Even though no one is home, you make sure to lock your door. You can never be too careful about what you’re about to do.
Pulling the box out from under your bed, you begin to unwrap it.
Inside is a little pink dildo. Just something small but something that was supposed to be enough.
You’d bought it on a whim.
Your friends had been huddled together talking about having sex now that you were all in college and when it’d come to you, you’d merely given them a sheepish look before they teased you. Everyone had a boyfriend, someone who had touched them with an affection you’ve yet to know.
When they asked if you had someone you liked, you’d said no but if galaxy colored eyes came to mind, you didn’t breathe a word.
Instead, you’d gone home that night, entered incognito on your phone, and placed an order.
Whatever. Was sex even that good? Was…touching yourself even that good?
Well, you were about to find out.
The silicone feels…different against your fingers. You touch the tip of it, run your finger down the length, testing. Were you just supposed to put it inside?
Nervous, your gaze flickers from the door down to your shorts. Your teeth worry around your bottom lip before eventually, you give in. Your shorts are shucked off, thrown somewhere in your room and then your underwear follows.
The tip of the dildo is cold as you press it to your folds. Your walls flutter at the touch, clenching to keep it out and you bite your lip in determination.
You want to try. You want to know what all the hype’s about. You want to feel good.
You think back to your conversation with your friends, try to remember their experiences as they described having sex.
“It was so wet and loud,” your friend whispers, her mouth covered to try and keep the conversation amongst yourselves. “The bed was practically soaked after.”
Wet, you think to yourself. God, this was humiliating. What the hell were you supposed to do?
With a huff, you squeeze your eyes shut and press forward.
Part of this could be resolved by doing some further investigation but there’s no way you’re going to get caught watching porn on grandma’s WiFi. Caleb checked it enough that you were scared he’d see what you were looking up.
Determination at the forefront of your mind, you press the head of the dildo in, pink silicone fighting to get past your walls and yelp as pain shoots up your spine. Without realizing it, you fight it, core clenching to keep the dildo from pressing in.
A knock on the door has another yelp falling from your lips, your eyes snapping open as you toss the dildo on the blanket.
“Pipsqueak?”
Caleb’s voice is muffled through the door and yet it’s still enough to set you off in a panic.
“One second,” you shout back, burying the dildo beneath the blanket. You scramble to grab your shorts in a haste to get to the door, kick your underwear off to the side in hopes that he won’t realize you’d been naked from the bottom down just seconds ago.
“Are you alright in there? I thought I heard you hurt yourself,” he says. The doorknob shakes as he tries to open it and you thank yourself for having locked it.
“I’m fine,” you grumble out before your fingers turn the lock and open the door.
Your face burns as you look up at Caleb and yet, you can’t even really find the guts to look at him? Who even dares to stare at their older brother after having just tried to masturbate?
”What are you doing here? I told gran you didn’t have to come home,” you grumble. Caleb just laughs, reaching out to fix the strands of hair that are out of place on your head.
“When she told me you’d be alone, I thought to come check on you anyways,” he replies. His fingers linger as they skirt down the side of your cheek. You miss the way his eyes study you, how he catches the light sheen of sweat on your skin.
Eventually, his hand drops and he leans against the doorframe. His eyes flicker behind you to your room, always taller, with the advantage to snoop and see what you’re up to.
“What were you getting into? Guess it’s a good thing I came to check on you. Sounds like you were about to hurt yourself,” he teases.
“Nothing,” you shoot back. Too quick. Too defensive.
Caleb knows you better than you know yourself. Of course he knows you’re lying but at this moment, even an idiot would know you were up to something.
“What? Got a boy you’re hiding,” Caleb asks. He’s all smiles as he says it but you’re too panicked to realize how tight it is as he forces his way in.
Oh brother. What did he take you for?
“I’m not hiding a boy,” you argue, palms pressed to his chest but your elbows give in without much fight as he steps his way into your room and glances around.
“You’re being awfully secretive,” he continues to tease as he walks over to your closet. The door opens with a swish but no boy. While he’s distracted, you scramble to your desk, grabbing the package the toy came in and hiding it behind yourself.
“And you’re being awfully nosy. Get out of my room, ge,” you argue.
You hear him huff out a laugh as he scans the room. His eyes don’t falter at the lump under your blanket and you let out a sigh of relief when instead, they fall onto you.
Except maybe you relax too soon because suddenly, your hands feel light when moments ago, the packaging had been in them.
To your horror, Caleb is floating the package over with a smirk on his face.
“So you are hiding something,” he says and he looks all too delighted as the package plops into his hands. You make to grab for it when suddenly, an invisible weight presses you back against the desk.
“What’d you buy, pipsqueak? Something for me?”
Dread floods through you as Caleb pulls open the tabs of the box and then stills.
For a second, he says nothing and then his gaze darkens as it flickers over to you. Your breath catches in your throat as the blood rushes to your cheeks.
The both of you stand there in silence, the tension suffocating the both of you and then you feel the weight of his evol loosen. You surge forward to grab the box out of his hands but he’s faster, catching your wrist and pulling you in.
Something inside of you stirs.
Being this close to Caleb has never affected you before and yet now, your skin burns where his hand touches. The arm he wraps around your waist to steady you leaves your body tingling and when you lock eyes, you wonder what he’s thinking.
“What do you have this for,” he questions, gaze searching yours. His breathing is slow but heavy, as if he’s trying to keep himself from losing control at any moment.
“Are you trying to have sex with a boy? Meimei, you shouldn’t be having sex. You should be focusing on-“
”I’m not trying to have sex,” you interrupt, embarrassment flooding through you as you look away. You can feel your pulse quickening, thrumming as you try to squirm out of Caleb’s grip.
“I just- I was just trying it. I don’t know. Don’t ask, ge.”
Caleb huffs out a laugh but his grip doesn’t loosen. If anything, he pulls you impossibly closer, presses your wrist to his chest so you can’t escape him.
“You were just trying,” he asks, brow cocked as he leans in. His face is inches from yours, breath hot as it fans across your cheek.
Something shifts and suddenly, you understand what your friends were saying when they had mentioned being wet.
“I just— I was just— I wanted to know how it felt,” you whisper. Your gaze drops down to his lips. They’re dry because Caleb never knows how to bring a tube of chapstick around and yet you still find yourself wanting him to lean in.
“They said it felt good. I tried it but I couldn’t— it just didn’t feel good, ge.”
You’re breathless as you finish your last sentence and when you look back into Caleb’s eyes, they’re still dark. For a moment you think he’s angry but his brows don’t furrow like he is angry. Rather, it’s a look you’ve never seen before. One you can’t read.
“You touched yourself,” he asks, thumb stroking along the inside of your wrist. His head turns, nose brushing along your palm. Your breath hitches as you wait in anticipation, wondering if his lips will accidentally skim along your wrist.
“Yes,” you breathe out. Small. Obedient.
A good meimei always listens to her gege.
“But it didn’t feel good?”
His cheek finds its way into your palm and you can feel the heat of his skin. Your eyes shift back and forth. When did Caleb get flustered? Why was he breathing so heavily?
“No.”
His heavy exhale reaches your collarbones, teasing the skin there.
Heat licks between your legs as you stare at him, waiting.
What is going on? Where is this going?
”Do you want gege to teach you,” he asks. His face turns just slightly and this time, his lips do brush along your wrist. It makes you whimper and you nod without a second thought.
There’s no hesitation.
Not when Caleb’s offering to help you. Not with his body hot and hard against yours. Not when you want him so badly.
“Alright,” he exhales. “Gege will teach you how to feel good.”
You don’t know how it happens but before you know it, Caleb’s got you with your back to the headboard and your legs spread. You watch him as he crawls between your legs before his fingers brush at the hem of your shirt.
“You’re okay with this,” he asks and yet he’s already lifting up before you can even nod. You don’t find yourself protesting though. Instead, you just nod for confirmation.
Caleb takes the consent to reach out and grope your breasts.
The air between the two of you is stiff and yet the tension breaks the moment his fingers pinch your nipples.
A yelp passes your lips, eyes fluttering shut as he flicks his fingers along the buds and then the worst part comes.
“You need to start off slow, meimei,” Caleb whispers. “What were you doing? Did you try to put that dildo in you without prep?”
You don’t dare look at him but you nod. The fact that he knows you immediately rushed into it is embarrassing enough but to have him touching you all the while?
He clicks his tongue and then pulls again, drags a sweet moan out of your mouth as he continues to tease you.
“Next time, work your way into it, okay? I wouldn’t want you to hurt yourself.”
His hands drag down then, finding the waistband of your shorts before dipping underneath. You hear his breath hitch when he feels bare skin and then he pulls as if to confirm his suspicions.
Nothing.
There is nothing underneath your shorts to cover the way your folds glisten with your wet heat and you’re tempted to shut your legs but Caleb’s already between them, finger dragging down your pussy.
“You can’t just push things inside of yourself without stretching yourself open, baobei,” he whispers. You squirm under his touch. Even just this feels a hundred times better than what you tried earlier.
Caleb hasn’t even slid a finger in and you’re already delirious with desire.
“See how wet you are though? You gotta be just like this. Then you can go inside.”
His fingers gather up the slick along your folds, spreading the essence around obscenely so until it trails along your inner thighs. And then:
“Like this,” Caleb exhales before he slithers a digit inside, watches your cunt flutter around it. His breath catches in his throat, gaze flickering to meet yours.
You look beautiful. Strung out, mouth dropped open, face flustered, and eyes glazed over with desire. He has half a mind to kiss you, lean in and delve his tongue into your mouth until you’re moaning into him but he holds back.
This isn’t about him. This is about you.
His curious little meimei. His sweet girl who’s so desperate to find pleasure that she’s allowed him to pump his finger inside of her.
“Gege,” you stutter, breaking him from his train of thought. Caleb’s finger inside of you is odd and yet welcome, your legs parting to show him you’re ready for more. “Can you- please. Need it.”
Fuck. He almost cums right there.
Instead, he bites back a grin and places his free hand on your hips, keeps you still with a click of his tongue.
“Shh, I’ve got you princess. Gege will give you what you need.”
He intends to make good on his promise too, he thinks as he curls his finger up inside of you. You’re so wet around him, walls clenching his finger as if it’s not enough.
His thumb slips up your folds, underneath the hood of it to find your clit. With just the slightest brush, your hips jolt into his touch. There it is. Beautiful. Perfect. All for him.
“Gege.”
“Gege’s right here baobei,” he coos, pushes another finger in, watches your eyes widen with surprise before you let out another moan. It echoes through the room, buries itself into Caleb’s mind. Sounds he’ll remember the next time he’s got a hand fisted around his cock.
“See, it feels good right here, doesn’t it?”
His thumb circles your clit, slow and easy, feels it throb underneath his touch. His breath catches in his chest and he urges himself to continue.
“If you touch here and then push your fingers far into yourself and curl them-“
A strangled breath as he narrates his actions. Another satisfied grin to hide.
“-it’ll feel really good. Stimulates the inside and outside. Twice the pleasure.”
He’s so sure you’re barely listening though. How could you be paying attention to anything but the feeling of Caleb’s fingers fucking you open as your own curl into bed sheets? His fingers are so long, you’re convinced you’ll never be able to reach the places inside of you that Caleb has.
The slick sounds of Caleb’s fingers spreading you open fill the room, matching the volume of your moans every time Caleb fucks in. You can feel the slick trailing down your thighs and every time your hips even remotely drop back onto the bed the wet spot beneath it meets your ass.
“Gege,” you cry again and it’s the only thing you find yourself really able to say in all of this. How else should you call for your brother who touches you so sweetly? What more can you say to let him know you're beyond satisfied with the things he teaches you?
“I know, baobei, I know,” he whispers, fingers flicking faster, harder, deeper. He stretches open your core eagerly, as if his life depends on it.
“Cum for me. You can let it all out. Gege will take care of you,” he drawls. He can feel it, your orgasm peaking. You tighten around his fingers every time they press deep inside. Your hips rise to meet his movements. Your moans escape from your lips louder.
You cum with an arch of your hips, legs spread like an offering and he coaxes you through it. Unable to stop himself, he mouths along the flesh of your thigh, catches just the slightest hint of your honeyed essence in his mouth.
His tongue laps at your slick, hopes you don’t notice how he’s taking when he’s supposed to be giving. Maybe you’ll think this is part of the pleasure. Maybe you’ll begin to crave more than just his fingers inside of you.
“There we go. Just like that. Gege promised he’d teach you how to feel good didn’t he,” Caleb murmurs into your thigh. His fingers eventually slow before he finds himself crawling over your deflated form, pressing a kiss to your forehead.
“Sleep,” he whispers, “I’ll take care of you.”
You hadn’t even realized you were tired but with your body sinking into the bed sheets, and Caleb’s body warm over yours, you find yourself lulled to sleep.