hades .

foes?

[chinamedchi]

goodbye

[chinamedchi]

In limbo again. But this time im the ruler.

[chinamedchi]

5

It’s worn off and now i cant go back to regular scheduled programing.

[chinamedchi]

4

I feel so savage. Thats about it.

[chinamedchi]

3️⃣

my body is currently giving up. Please don’t be scared. I’m OK it feels great honestly. I can’t feel my jaw for real, but it feels great.

[chinamedchi]

to

 it’s been like 10 minutes or so from the last one. I’m starting to see after effects on things. I don’t know if I’m going crazy or not but so be it. I’m an artist and I’m currently making a song and it’s the hardest thing ever I keep laughing, although I’m very sad

 it’s 75° in my room and I’m shaking

[chinamedchi]

 one

it’s been an hour. Im feeling the effects to be honest although i havent felt something like this in a while. I’m in my room, laughing hysterically looking at myself, staring at my dilated pupils. I put my hand over my face, laughing as I think of whos done me wrong

Im shaking

[chinamedchi]

noayeceeeyedee! n 15min. iifitT goes wrong? my soul goes to limbo. if it goes right? i become god.

[chinamedchi]

#chihades

[chinamedchi]

the ideation has almost taken me over i fear for everyones safety.

[chinamedchi]

I hate being alive around dead people

[chinamedchi]

saint chi who’s soul was withering. circa yesterday

[chinamedchi]

I try I fail. I try again

[chinamedchi]

ive never been closer to death than i have this week. i dont need a prayer i need a release

[zweizweinulleins]

[chinamedchi]

need these lil bitches

[chinamedchi]

I told myself i was gonna stop before i even started. No mas

[chinamedchi]

the journey of metaphysical evolution started tommorow . im not goan back .