I feel you as well! Iโm currently also going through sooo much stress rn, I canโt even sleep anymore. Letโs both just keep pushing and make it out of this dark place.๐๐คฒ๐ฝ
I know we're used to being super helpful, but it's good to help yourself too. you should always make sure you're okay first. It's important for us to be okay, even if other people don't think so. we should think so. things are gonna be okay for us. they always are. I want to do the things we like. I don't understand why you care about what people think now. I think we should try doing what we like more, even if it's embarrassing. it doesn't have to take a lot of time. it's just good to have fun sometimes. maybe you can get back into some of our old interests if you want?
it seems like this pile had to mature quickly and was overly generous in childhood. this likely led to some people pleaser habits. when the world said "be nice" and "care about others" you took it to heart, but it felt like you were the only one who did. you felt like you had to be the adult in your childhood and care for other people around you. for some of you, you may have had to care for a parental/older familiar figure or your siblings. you're used to changing your words and your personality to be more digestible and gentle because this strong fear of conflict. you were scared of people being mean to you, so you avoided making anyone mad. it was like you were always tiptoeing over eggshells. now, you don't have to, so there's no point in worrying about people who don't worry about you. you'd be doing yourself and your inner child a favor by doing what you want. it might feel wrong to be yourself, but at least try. I won't delve too much into this part, but I believe some people in this pile also dealt with being oversexualized or being hyper sexual at a young age. I think it's important to know you're more than what you can give others for this pile. please also take a break for the love of god.
๐ธ pile two,,
It's hard to feel loved if nobody shows you. at the same time, i don't think I'd want to be loved. it seems weird and uncomfortable. I'm not used to it so it's scary. I still wish that someone would care at least. it feels like nobody else cares. I'm really tired of things being silent and boring all the time. I want to do something fun. I want friends but I want to be by myself. people think I'm weird, but I think they're the weird ones. they can avoid me but I wouldn't wanna be friends with them anyway. it doesn't matter if it's lonely, I don't feel less lonely around people anyway. some people think I'm mean. I don't think I'm mean. i heard I look mean or I act mean sometimes, but what if that's just who I am? I don't try to be mean to people. I just don't want people to hurt me.
holy neglect trauma... there's a lot to unpack here ๐ first off, I hope you're alright. it seems like this pile never really learned how to interact with people and is probably still a bit of a people hater. this pile has had to keep strong boundaries and walls on to protect themselves from unfamiliar experiences (being spoken to positively.) if you've never experienced something, it can be scary but you have to stop thinking every little thing is gonna go wrong in your life. it's fine. separate note but I think someone's ancestors are very present here, might want to connect with them if you don't already. you can try to shut down the feelings of loneliness and pretend connection won't help but it does. you're probably not connected with your inner child or you're ashamed of yourself for some reason. trying to be cold won't undo anything or save you from the feelings you're hiding. you'll have to acknowledge them at some point. escapism and forcing ignorance wont help forever. hopefully it'll be sooner than later, but that's your choice. it's okay to be soft, btw.
๐ pile three,,
I know what I'm talking about. I'm serious. I wish people would take me more seriously. i get good grades, I study hard, I always prove how smart I am. for some reason, people still act like I'm too young and stupid to have opinions or that what I say is just silly, especially with emotions. they act like having emotions makes you a less rational person. some people look down on me for who I am, too. it's not something I can change. whether it's gender, age, or whatever, people always want an excuse to ignore how I feel or what I have to say. I know I'm right though. I don't want us to stop expressing ourselves. I wanna share how I feel to the world.
this pile is extremely opinionated and knows how to share their emotions. this pile is for the "bossy" kids who "should have been lawyers" or "a CEO" according to every adult around them. you were emotional as a child and it was always ignored or joked off as if your feelings were invalid. this pile is definitely natural-born leaders so if you aren't/never have been aspiration-driven or "extra" this pile probably isn't yours. the most healing thing you can do for yourself at this point is speak up. continue to speak about everything. share your opinion more, it's safe now and people will actually take you seriously. be emotional, be too much, be annoying, be talkative, be over-opinionated, be everything you feel like being and don't let anyone talk you out of it. lead your life how you want to. call everything out, even if it means being weird. I definitely feel like some people in this pile had the gifted kid experience or liked to read a lot when they were younger. there's also some unresolved anger that might need to be taken care of. I think speaking up more instead of bottling feelings up will definitely help that, though. you're not stupid or weak for being emotional. just be yourself unapologetically and that's the best thing you can do for your younger self.
ah yea ๐ญ sorry. I've been dealing with some mental struggles and it's been hard to stay active. I'll try my best to keep up with this account a little tho
Hi ๐, My name is Mohammad, and Iโm reaching out in a moment of desperate need. Iโm a father of three young children living in Gaza, and we are caught in the midst of a catastrophic war. Our home is no longer a safe haven, and the future here seems increasingly uncertain. ๐
Iโve launched a fundraising campaign with the goal of raising $40,000 to relocate my family to a safer place where my children can grow up in peace and have a chance at a brighter future.
Unfortunately, my previous fundraising efforts were abruptly halted when my account was terminated without explanation. However, I remain determined to keep fighting for my familyโs safety and well-being. ๐ซถ
If you could take a moment to read our story, consider donating, or simply share our campaign with others, it would make an incredible difference. Every act of kindness, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to safety and a new beginning. ๐
Thank you for your time, compassion, and support. โค๏ธโ๐ฉน
โHello, I am Dr. Muhammad Imad Abdel Latif Sharab. After the aggressive war on Gaza, we were displaced from our 3-story home, and my grandfather was martyred while checking on our house. The war has left us living in constant fear, with death chasing us everywhere, and a severe lack of resources and necessities. Our store, which we relied on to meet our needs, was also bombed. We kindly ask for your support and donations to help us recover a small part of what we have lost, as life has become unbearable. Thank you very much.
there was a rumor that yunho ateez dating a florist can you confirm that w tarot?https://www.allkpop.com/article/2022/10/ateezs-yunho-wrapped-up-in-dating-rumors
ah sorry I don't do readings on celebrities and I'm not doing free readings right now. I don't think it's good to get too involved in people's private lives :(
Block me if you believe anything is โimpossibleโ to manifest. Iโm so serious. You can manifest anything from a text to growing wings and flying. Itโs all possible. Everything is possible.
Everything is REALITY SHIFTING. Even the small โlogicalโ manifestations. You are shifting realities. There are no limits.
Hereโs my response to the post I made a few days ago about the number of future spouse and love readings on this platform. I noticed that many people were upset by that post, and some even sent hurtful messages to my askbox. I think my message might have been misunderstood, so Iโd like to clarify what I really meant.
I understand that for some, love readings are a source of comfort and an escape from the challenges of life. These readings can offer hope and reassurance, and thereโs nothing wrong with that. However, just like anything in life, too much of one thing can become unhealthy. Think about it using sleep as an escape can lead to problems, and using food as an escape can be dangerous. The same goes for love readings.
My intention wasnโt to suggest that you should avoid love readings or future spouse readings altogether. I know theyโre interesting and can be really engaging. But my concern is this: what about you? Who are you beyond the idea of finding a future spouse? Who are you at your core?
Itโs important to take a moment to reflect on yourself. How would you describe yourself if you couldnโt use your name, age, race, or any external labels? What truly makes you who you are? These are questions that are just as important as those about love and relationships.
I wasnโt trying to criticize anyone for seeking comfort in love readings. My goal was to encourage a more balanced approach. Yes, explore the possibilities of love and future relationships, but also take time to understand and connect with yourself. After all, the relationship you have with yourself is the foundation for all other relationships in your life.
Seeing they got so triggered by a simple post just shows how much healing they actually have to do.
you may be called to multiple piles, that's perfectly fine ! remember that not every message may resonate. take what resonates and leave the rest. tarot is not completely certain and things may change. do not use tarot as a replacement for professional advice. divider credit to @sister-lucifer
okayyyy ๐คญ seems like someone's self focused right now. you're dodging these desperate mfs and focusing on your finances. you oughta give yourself more credit for that at least. choosing attention from yourself over attention from others is rough. and it's clearly paying off because you are GLOWING. if you've been getting more attention that's why. you're looking better than ever right now. you don't need anyone to take care of you... but if you want that then there's plenty of options. you don't even have to put effort in. it's all self concept. as long as you acknowledge how perfect you are and what you deserve, you'll get exactly that. you've been working hard, clearing out old patterns, all that. so why would you be shocked that things are going well/going to go well? you deserve that! you worked your ass off to get to this point and you act like you didn't sometimes. whatever help you may have got wasn't near as much as you put into yourself. reap your rewards with no shame. this is your well deserved prize.
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"i don't know if i want her or her" energy. you got options for just about everything. you're in that empress mode (regardless of gender dw.) you're pouring into your creative talents and you're doing great. keep expressing yourself, don't worry about what's weird! it's fun! that's what matters. you could have some annoying exes/haters and honestly just take it as an ego boost. they're obsessed with you for a reason. but isn't everyone? you don't have to worry about anyone. grabbing for scraps of stardust when you're the star is the life they chose. you, however, have an unlimited source and you should enjoy it. if you're thinking of going bigger with your creative talents/career. you definitely should. you have the talent whether you wanna admit it or not. "what if I fail?" then you can try again or move on. your life won't be over. what if you win? believe in yourself more. believe you'll make it regardless of what happens. if you're worried about money, let it go. god/the universe/spirit guides/ancestors/whatever applies will take care of it. just trust things will work and opportunities will reach you soon. you could have that perfect duality too is what I'm hearing. geek girl vibes (it's on Netflix still, I think.)
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the body is BODYINGGGGG. if you don't know that, you must be blind. and don't start talking about some "but hip dips ๐ but tummy but-" nobody in real life cares about that. if it's your body, it's nice and loveable by default. you're like the "airport girl" phenomenon where people see the prettiest person ever at a random place then never see them again and they're just haunted by their beauty. you're probably resting right now but make sure you're not rotting. it's good to still take care of yourself. I don't know if you're insecure or not, but if you are I will personally come through the screen and yell at you (affectionately.) because you are so gorgeous. pinterest level pretty. moodboard pretty. poetry pretty. you could have people writing like "her bosoms jiggled gracefully in the wind like hanging grapes." ๐ญ being pretty is one thing but being kindhearted on top is just extra. sweet and pretty??? fine you win ๐ save some beauty for the rest of us. you could also be an Aphrodite devotee or benefit from reaching out to her :)
you may be called to multiple piles, that's perfectly fine ! remember that not every message may resonate. take what resonates and leave the rest. tarot is not completely certain and things may change. do not use tarot as a replacement for professional advice. divider credit to @sister-lucifer
okayyyy ๐คญ seems like someone's self focused right now. you're dodging these desperate mfs and focusing on your finances. you oughta give yourself more credit for that at least. choosing attention from yourself over attention from others is rough. and it's clearly paying off because you are GLOWING. if you've been getting more attention that's why. you're looking better than ever right now. you don't need anyone to take care of you... but if you want that then there's plenty of options. you don't even have to put effort in. it's all self concept. as long as you acknowledge how perfect you are and what you deserve, you'll get exactly that. you've been working hard, clearing out old patterns, all that. so why would you be shocked that things are going well/going to go well? you deserve that! you worked your ass off to get to this point and you act like you didn't sometimes. whatever help you may have got wasn't near as much as you put into yourself. reap your rewards with no shame. this is your well deserved prize.
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"i don't know if i want her or her" energy. you got options for just about everything. you're in that empress mode (regardless of gender dw.) you're pouring into your creative talents and you're doing great. keep expressing yourself, don't worry about what's weird! it's fun! that's what matters. you could have some annoying exes/haters and honestly just take it as an ego boost. they're obsessed with you for a reason. but isn't everyone? you don't have to worry about anyone. grabbing for scraps of stardust when you're the star is the life they chose. you, however, have an unlimited source and you should enjoy it. if you're thinking of going bigger with your creative talents/career. you definitely should. you have the talent whether you wanna admit it or not. "what if I fail?" then you can try again or move on. your life won't be over. what if you win? believe in yourself more. believe you'll make it regardless of what happens. if you're worried about money, let it go. god/the universe/spirit guides/ancestors/whatever applies will take care of it. just trust things will work and opportunities will reach you soon. you could have that perfect duality too is what I'm hearing. geek girl vibes (it's on Netflix still, I think.)
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the body is BODYINGGGGG. if you don't know that, you must be blind. and don't start talking about some "but hip dips ๐ but tummy but-" nobody in real life cares about that. if it's your body, it's nice and loveable by default. you're like the "airport girl" phenomenon where people see the prettiest person ever at a random place then never see them again and they're just haunted by their beauty. you're probably resting right now but make sure you're not rotting. it's good to still take care of yourself. I don't know if you're insecure or not, but if you are I will personally come through the screen and yell at you (affectionately.) because you are so gorgeous. pinterest level pretty. moodboard pretty. poetry pretty. you could have people writing like "her bosoms jiggled gracefully in the wind like hanging grapes." ๐ญ being pretty is one thing but being kindhearted on top is just extra. sweet and pretty??? fine you win ๐ save some beauty for the rest of us. you could also be an Aphrodite devotee or benefit from reaching out to her :)
Could you help me reblog the post my account and share my story with friends with a big heart and soul. I really need help in this fierce battle for Life in Gaza!,
I hope you can support for donating any amount you can and stand by me at the beginning in this difficult time. โฅ๏ธ
Thank you for every kind gesture and thought of yours.๐
yes of course :( I'm sorry you have to go through this. I'm not able to donate myself at the moment but I would appreciate it if anyone else could donate.
reminder that this is a general reading and messages found here may not apply to everyone. take what resonates, leave what doesn't, and don't force anything if it does not fit.
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GROUP ONE
cards ยท page of cups, eight of cups, the hierophant, king of swords, page of pentacles, six of wands, the star, strength.
channelled songs ยท light bulb by nct u. a loving feeling by mitski. poki by coa white. illusion by ateez.
hey there group one โก your crushโs crush may have prominent aquarius, leo, and/or virgo placements. this person is younger than your crush, by a handful of months and not anything that significant.
they have a childlike youthfulness about them, and a childlike naivety. the actress mia goth comes to mind, specifically how so many people online say sheโs like a victorian orphan who has been transported into the modern world.
this crush may be someone your crush has already fumbled. or circumstances may have arisen that kept them from having the relationship your crush wants to have, such as a strict parent or strict family.
yet, your crush just canโt get over them.
your crushโs crush may be a big animal lover. they may work with animals, with dogs in particular, and may either be a veterinarian or be working towards their veterinarian degree.
GROUP TWO
cards ยท queen of pentacles, eight of wands, ace of wands, the world, two of pentacles, ace of pentacles, eight of swords.
channelled songs ยท love me now by nct 127. blue by kai. crazy eyes by alex mali. pink + white by frank ocean.
hey there group two โก your crushโs crush may be an earth placement, specifically a capricorn, and may have prominent fixed placements in their big four (taurus, leo, scorpio, aqaurius.
this person is not necessarily a homebody, but they do like to stay in and meditate, read, and journal. this person is all about the mind-body connection. they are someone who likes to keep active, who likes to go out running and hiking and exercising/spending time outdoors, who likes to be at the gym.
they may have just moved into your crushโs area, and may be your crushโs new neighbour. or they may be your crushโs gym crush.
this person may be a personal trainer, bodybuilder, or yoga/pilates instructor.
the person your crush has a crush on is all about being natural. they may be vegan/vegetarian. they may rarely or never use makeup -- and may in fact hardly use anything that isnโt natural or that they canโt make themselves (even their deodorant).
they may also have freckles and red or blond hair.
GROUP THREE
cards ยท six of cups, seven of swords, judegement, the fool, the emperor, eight of wands, the magician.
channelled songs ยท i belong to you by whitney houston. wasteland, baby! by hozier. roommates only by simon dominic. fast by juice wrld.
hey there group three โก the crushโs crush is someone they have known for a long time, possibly since childhood. this is the relative of their best friend or their own best friend. this person is totally โthe friend they tell you not to worry about.โ
this crush may not be unrequited, but thereโs an unspoken rule that they would never date each other because of how important this friendship is to both of them. and because of how much they would hate to lose it.
this person may be have aries and/or aquarius placements. this person may be short, much shorter than your crush. they may have darks eyes, light brown skin, and long hair that is curly and/or dyed. this crush may also have a meticulous beard.
this person seems so well groomed. they look after themselves. dress well. keep themselves clean and tidy. they donโt go out of their way to draw attention, but do so effortlessly.
this person may be a good dancer, or just may really like to dance.
professionally, they may be a dancer, swimming instructor, pilot, or air host/hostess. they likely work an active job, one that rarely requires them to sit down, and thatโs how they prefer it.
this person may also be a tarot reader.
GROUP FOUR
cards ยท six of pentacles, six of wands, the hanged man, seven of wands, five of swords, queen of swords, knight of cups.
channelled songs ยท bambi by baekhyun. end transmission by fire from the gods. working for the knife by mitski. boy (i need you) by mariah carey & camโron.
hey there group four โก the person your crush has a crush on may have significant water placements, specifically pisces.
this person may be a single parent, or may just have a lot of animals to look after. they may also foster children from time to time. and/or they may work with small children. honestly, this person loves animals and children. they are quiet and introverted and feel that they get along better with animals than people, and children better than adults their own age.
they may have felt like an outcast all their life and they have grown to accept that they will never fit in.
this person may wear large glasses. they may have thick, black hair they wear short. they may have a stutter, and may also blush very easily. they are every bit the nerd/dork stereotype (and i donโt say that with any malice, just stating a fact).
they are a kind-hearted person, with a good sense of humour, and a cuteness about them that makes your crush look at them with heart eyes.
they may play an instrument or be a singer. and while they are generally shy, when they are performing or playing this instrument they transform into a totally different person.
๐ Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome. ๐ ๐๐๐
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