It's funny everyone I know is like "HYUNJIN SEXY" "HYUNJINS SO HOT" "HYUNJIN CAN STEP ON ME AND CHOKE ME" "I WANNA TELL HYUNJIN HE'S A GOOD KITTY MAN" and I'm just like "Hehe Hyunjin make brain go wee"
If you could not tell, I'm a soft stan who enjoys the ocassional sexy concept (is that the word? I dunno)
Anyways here's a screenshot I took from Yuta's insta story a few weeks ago bc I'm equally as whipped for Yuta as I am for Hyunjin ok bye ily
So I owe you guys an explanation, considering it's been 2 weeks since I said I would post the Seungmin AU
Firstly, I'm sorry for the hold up. Life's been whailing at me nonstop and I haven't had a lot of time to write, let alone be on Tumblr to begin with.
I'm really, really hoping that I can have the story posted by the end of the month, but only time will really tell with that. I'm gonna try my hardest to write when I can, but I start in person classes again on Monday, so I may only have time to write during free periods.
For after the story is posted, I'm not gonna say when any new stories are going up bc I did that while the Seungmin AU and well... Look how that went.
Though, I do have a Hyunjin oneshot planned, and it's much smaller than this Seungmin one I promise. The plot's already written out, I just have to actually write it.
I hope you all are doing lovely! Feel free to ask any questions you may have for the Seungmin AU, and I'll see you all soon hopefully💖❤
I should really find a name for you all, even if there's only about 10 of you. We'll work on it
Anywho, hi!
So, this is hopefully the last update I give before my Seungmin AU is up, I'm hoping to have that up by the 7th (which is Wednesday, today when I post this is Monday the 5th)
I currently have 1/4 of it actually written, but the entire plot is planned out and ready to be written. I'm gonna try to sit down after my classes are down and finish it, or try to get a good amount done during my classes.
I also might put up one of those little get to know me things on Wednesday? Obviously I'm not gonna put my age or where I live on there, but things like my ult groups, what groups I'll write for, my fashion style, that kind of stuff I'll put there. If you guys don't wanna see that I might wait a while to post it, and instead I'll update on what works you can expect in the upcoming weeks/month
I hope these updates aren't getting too annoying, I figured the few readers I do have may want to know where the story stands instead of being kind of in the dark.
As always, please feel free to send in requests! Here's a video of Stray Kids (mainly Hyunjin) screaming and having a crisis to make you smile (possible headphone user warning)!
Hihi lovely people!! I figured I'd give you all a quick update on future works since it's been a while since my last update
Firstly, I'm really sorry for not updating sooner, school's been whooping my butt and I started failing a class, but I'm on spring break now so hopefully I can get at least one work done during break (let's hope)
Secondly, the one I'm aiming to get done first is the Seungmin Soulmate AU, which isn't too far planned out, I really only have the characters and the tiniest spine of the plot figured out but I'm gonna try to write a bit before I go to bed tonight. Here's some other info incase you're curious:
• IT WILL BE COMPLETELY SFW
• The story will be a ONESHOT, not a series
• It will have both written and social media based parts
• There will be a one year age gap between Seungmin and the reader
• I'm going to attempt to make it as gender neutral as possible, though there's a slim chance it will be a fem!reader. If it does, when I get better experienced writing for gender neutral readers I'll go back and rewrite it for any gender neutral Stays :)
• The main soulmate arch is that when you sleep, you can meet your soulmate in your dreams, and you can tell them anything about you, except for where you live. I forget where I saw the idea, but it was somewhere on Tumblr a while ago and I wrote it down on a giant list of story ideas (which I proceeded to forget about)
• It will have a happy ending, though I'm going to try my best to put equal parts fluff and angst in it
After the Seungmin work is posted, I'll try to finish both the Ten Soulmate AU and the Yuta non-soulmate AU before I post either, because since I'll be busy for a while I want to have those two prewritten before I even remotely post them since they'll both be series (or at the least 2 parts)
If you have any more questions about any of the 3 works, feel free to send in an ask, anon or not, and I'll try to answer it as best as I can without giving any spoilers! And if you have a request that isn't any of the 3 mentioned works, feel free to send one in! I love writing for people and it'll give me a lot to do during spring break!
That's all for now, lovelies! Thank you for being so patient!! Oh, and thank you for all the love on my Bang Chan oneshot! Until next time!!❤❤
UPDATE: Apparently there's a 10 picture limit on a Tumblr posts which I did not know about when I first posted this, which means there's a good chance this Seungmin AU might turn into a mini series since it's half text AU half written AU
Hihi lovely people!! I figured I'd give you all a quick update on future works since it's been a while since my last update
Firstly, I'm really sorry for not updating sooner, school's been whooping my butt and I started failing a class, but I'm on spring break now so hopefully I can get at least one work done during break (let's hope)
Secondly, the one I'm aiming to get done first is the Seungmin Soulmate AU, which isn't too far planned out, I really only have the characters and the tiniest spine of the plot figured out but I'm gonna try to write a bit before I go to bed tonight. Here's some other info incase you're curious:
• IT WILL BE COMPLETELY SFW
• The story will be a ONESHOT, not a series
• It will have both written and social media based parts
• There will be a one year age gap between Seungmin and the reader
• I'm going to attempt to make it as gender neutral as possible, though there's a slim chance it will be a fem!reader. If it does, when I get better experienced writing for gender neutral readers I'll go back and rewrite it for any gender neutral Stays :)
• The main soulmate arch is that when you sleep, you can meet your soulmate in your dreams, and you can tell them anything about you, except for where you live. I forget where I saw the idea, but it was somewhere on Tumblr a while ago and I wrote it down on a giant list of story ideas (which I proceeded to forget about)
• It will have a happy ending, though I'm going to try my best to put equal parts fluff and angst in it
After the Seungmin work is posted, I'll try to finish both the Ten Soulmate AU and the Yuta non-soulmate AU before I post either, because since I'll be busy for a while I want to have those two prewritten before I even remotely post them since they'll both be series (or at the least 2 parts)
If you have any more questions about any of the 3 works, feel free to send in an ask, anon or not, and I'll try to answer it as best as I can without giving any spoilers! And if you have a request that isn't any of the 3 mentioned works, feel free to send one in! I love writing for people and it'll give me a lot to do during spring break!
That's all for now, lovelies! Thank you for being so patient!! Oh, and thank you for all the love on my Bang Chan oneshot! Until next time!!❤❤
Ahh thank you for your response!! Nobody else has tried to ask for any other idol so I’ll make it a Seungmin x reader series! If you want to be added to a possible future taglist please let me know and I’ll be sure to do it! <3
So I currently have 3 things in the works, 2 soulmate AUs and 1 regular AU.
1 Soulmate AU is a Ten (NCT) x reader, and the other one is undecided on who it will be.
The regular AU is Yuta (NCT) x reader.
So does anyone have any ideas about who I should make the second Soulmate AU about? I don’t wanna give away too many details, all I’m gonna say is that it’s gonna be a social media/text au but there will still be a good amount of written parts.
My main candidates are Seungmin, Hyunjin or Minho from Stray Kids, a member of Monsta X or MAYBE another NCT member but I don’t wanna post 3 NCT stories back to back. However, if you have a member of a different group (or a specific member of one of these groups) feel free to let me know, and I can turn it into a request!
Or, again, you can request something completely different. Unless I have a series in the works (which I currently don’t, I plan to turn the non-soulmate AU into a series but I barely have the characters lined up lol) I’ll prioritize requests over regular posts :)
I think this is my first actual post on here so like?? Hello
Soooooo I used to be a fanfic writer on Wattpad (yk, the place practically everyone starts fanfic writing) and I hadn’t done it in a long time, I’m talking like 3ish years? I grinded myself writing so much that I burned myself out fairly quickly and kind of fell out of love with writing, or felt it was more an unpaid obligation than a hobby, so I took a step back and stopped for years.
But a few months ago, my friend prompted me to try again, and so I spent roughly an hour on an angsty self-insert drabble, and I couldn’t think of who to make the second character, so naturally I went with Christopher Bang bc when is that man not on my mind. (Also I really hope I’m calling it the right type of work, but it’s the one with y/n inserts so I’m fairly certain it’s called self-insert)
It’s been sitting on my computer since early December, and I figured “Well, might as well do something with this” And so I’m gonna post it and see if it gets any reads and if I get any feedback. If it doesn’t, well, at least I did something with it haha.
So, the link to the work is here, and if the link doesn’t work or you have any feedback, please let me know! I’d be down to get back into writing, and if you want to send in a request even I’ll put it up high on the priority list so I get it done quickly.
I hope you all have a lovely day/afternoon/evening/night! <3
Synopsis: You start to drown in your college work, and as a result, question your credibility and worth. Luckily, your boyfriend comes home just in time to catch you as you fall and remind you of who you are and what you’re worth.
Warnings: Self deprecating thoughts, mentions of nudity, established relationship.
A/N: Hello! This is my first work published here, and I’ve debated posting this for a few months, but figured if it gets no traction at least I had the balls to post it. If you have any feedback or want me to write something for you, don’t hesitate to send in an ask, or comment, or even DM me! I hope you enjoy!
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You had always loved your balcony. Your french door balcony was your release. It was your relief from the world’s problems and your escape from any stress or tension you ever had. You had come onto this balcony when you had fights with your parents or friends, when you needed relaxation when doing homework, when you had a bad day at college or work, or when you found yourself longing for your boyfriend, Chan.
Chan. Christopher Bang. God, you loved Chan. He had asked you out in sophomore year of high school after you two met in middle school, and you two had been a team ever since. You two had the same friend group, watching as people came and went and cried and laughed together for almost ten years now. You two had gone to great lengths for each other, never giving up on each other or your relationship. You never knew how you got lucky to be able to know the man for almost a decade, let alone call him yours for a little over half that time. And he felt the exact same way about you. You were his world, his light, his muse. He admired how you carried yourself, always holding your head high and looking for the positives in any given situation. You always found something good to say, about anyone or anything. Even the most despised teachers on your college campus had been spoken about in a light manner from you. It was incredible how you could do something so easily that not many people can do with ease like you do. Yet, he didn’t see you breaking.
You hid your bad days from Chan. You trusted him with everything you had in you, but he was the leader of an 8 man group that was currently on a steady incline in fame. His group, Stray Kids, was constantly releasing content, let alone music, and he had a hand in producing almost all of it. Plus, you can’t forget about all the variety shows the group does, the interviews, the music show performances, and not to mention his weekly Vlive show “Chan’s Room” he does on Sundays for Stays that last almost 2 hours sometimes. You went with them every chance you got, as you two were public for a while. JYP himself had come to accept the relationship. Mainly because he saw how much talent and potential Chan had, but he refused to break up with you for his career. You three compromised, and every day after college you go to JYP entertainment and help around as much as possible as your end of the deal. JYP told you a few years ago it was no longer necessary, but you insisted. You knew how much of a risk he took letting Chan date you through his trainee days into debut, and you felt like you owed the man a lot, even if he overworked your boyfriend and his group. You also went in because you got to see the boys often. You had grown a huge soft spot for them all, especially Jisung and Jeongin.
Your dedication to your end of the deal, however, is the reason you’re on your balcony at 1:48am in the freezing rain. JYP told you to take a few weeks off to focus on your studies as he was sure you were falling behind, and falling behind you were. You had a massive stack of work that was overdue, and another of stuff that’s due soon. You had always been good at your studies and well advanced in education, but even this was overwhelming for you. It’s not like it was hard, it was all rather easily. However, even looking at the stack of work piling into both your laptop and at your desk made you uneasy and lightheaded. You had already eliminated half of the stack within the last 3 days, but it was so much. You wanted to hide from the world and shut it all out, run away from it all. The demons in your head constantly were at war. Convincing you that you weren’t worth Chan or your scholarships, that you weren’t worth the risk taken on you by JYP, that you weren’t worth being so close to such kind and selfless souls as Stray Kids. That you were a failure. That you should’ve been kicked to the curb by your lover long ago and he should be with someone far more better than you. It didn’t help that your boyfriend hadn’t been around for a day or two, having to spend more time than usual on producing for the group and making sure choreography was being made for the comeback that would be announced in a few months.
You leaned against your balcony’s railing, your hair sticking to your face as the flannel, Chan’s flannel, was sticking to your small frame along with the rest of your clothes. You didn’t hear the front door to your apartment open, didn’t hear the footsteps coming down the hallway, didn’t hear the voice calling out for you, didn’t hear the bedroom door open, didn’t realize you had tears cascading down your face until you felt a warm and slightly calloused hand brush against your cheek, wiping away one of many droplets, rain or tear, before two arms wrapped around your body, immediately filling you with a sense of safety, warmth, and peace of mind.
“Why are you out here in the pouring rain, baby, and how long have you even been out here? Your clothes are completely soaked through. Talk to me, my girl.” The second name made you crack a small hint of a smile. You always loved when Chan called you his girl, it reminded you that he was your home, and that you were the luckiest woman in the world. You sniffled, only realizing you had been crying for a while when your nose was stuffed from crying, placing one of your hands gently on Chan’s arms and rubbing soft circles on the skin with your thumb.
“College has just been rough, Channie. That’s all it is. I have it handled.”
“You clearly don’t if you're in the freezing rain unconsciously crying, my love.” Chan tugged you inside, ever so grateful that your bedroom was carpeted as you two walked in soaked. He asked you to go into the bathroom and get undressed for a warm shower, grabbing a pair of panties and one of his shirts for you since he knew how much you loved wearing his clothes when you were upset. You did as he asked, knowing he was tired from work. He walked in and undressed with you, turning on the shower and getting the water to a desirable heat before helping you in, getting in behind you as he grabbed the shampoo and started scrubbing your hair gently.
“Seriously, Y/N, what’s wrong? You know I won’t judge you, whatever it is.” You sighed and rubbed your arms, still warming up from the cold outside.
“I’m overwhelmed with college. I’m way more behind in work than I realized, and even though I got through so much work while you were gone, it’s still so much, and that’s without what’s not past due. Looking at all of it makes me feel uneasy, like I’m a failure for having that much backwork. I don’t feel like I deserve you because of it. You work so incredibly hard, for the boys and for us, and here I am struggling to get my shit together like a responsible adult before graduating college this year.” Chan couldn’t help but frown as you told him your honest feelings. He was grateful that you didn’t hide stuff from him often, especially when it got really bad, but he also felt his heart ache at your pain. You were his best friend, his girlfriend, his partner in crime, and dare he say his soulmate, and he had seen you basically grow up. You were his other half. You both had similar work ethics and similar viewpoints in life, which meant you both tore yourselves down when you didn’t succeed how you wanted, and sometimes you both forgot that the other would never love you any less for not jumping over a hurdle with ease.
“My girl, your struggles will never make me love you any less. You’ve always been my number one supporter, and I will always be yours. Your struggles are what make you human, and what make you who you are. And I love who you are. I still can’t fathom how I’m able to call someone who’s as understanding and patient as you. Anyone else would’ve left as soon as I started working the way I do, but you stayed. You stayed because you know that this is my dream, and you’re willing to live my dream with me. I couldn’t be more proud of how hard you work. You’re a full time college student, work part time at the company doing basically everything, you help me care for the boys, and tend to me when I’ve had a bad day at work or get stressed from being unable to finish songs. You’re truly amazing, and I couldn’t ask for a better person to call mine than you. The boys love you, and I love you a million times over. I could never be ashamed of you, or disappointed in a little bump in the road. You’ll always be my everything, understand?” Chan rinses your hair before turning you around. Hot tears start streaming down your face again, this time mixing with the warm shower instead of the rain. You gently wrap your arms around your sweet boyfriend, squeezing his torso as he can’t help but smile and hold you against him. His fingers comb through your hair gently, knowing that’s your best relaxing tactic. Your breath is shaky as you look up at him, nothing but appreciation and love in your eyes.
“I love you, Chan. I’m so lucky that you’re a part of my life. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to put into words how much you mean to me and how much you’ve influenced me over the years.” Chan’s smile only grows at your words, knowing that you’re going to be okay. Chan’s been your rock for what feels like a lifetime. He’s not perfect, and neither are you. Neither of you expect the other to be perfect. The two of you have always only asked for the other to try, and try you do. You both steady each other, make each other whole. Any one else would see your position, bare bodies embracing the other as a promiscuous moment, but to you two, it’s another moment in your relationship that makes you realize how much you love the other. There will be more, much more for you two to face, but that’s for another day. A day that will end with the both of you hand in hand ready to face whatever the world throws at you once more. A day that will only make Chan more certain that he wants to marry you, have kids with you, and grow old with you. That he wants you by his side when his group makes it even bigger worldwide, when they eventually disband, when he retires from the entertainment industry, when he only writes songs for you as gifts. When he releases his first love song inspired solely by you, when his best friends get married, when his parents are no longer a part of this world. He wants you, only you, forever you.
“I love you too, my girl. I’ll always be the luckiest man in the world, as long as I have you by my side.”
I'm not a PRISTIN fan by any means. But seeing the news today breaks my heart.
The girls of PRISTIN trained from anywhere between 3 to 9 years, some of them giving up their childhoods for PLEDIS to just hand them a giant plate of bullshit. They got two comebacks, and two subunit songs. That's all within two years.
Two.
Damn.
Years.
My heart goes out to any PRISTIN fan during this time. I'm so sorry you all waited for the best for your girls but they got the worst. I don't know who's left PLEDIS and who's stayed (and why), but I hope all the girls will find a better company. I hope they find a company who will realize their talents, take them in, and make them the damn stars they deserve to be. There's no doubt in my mind that those girls are mindblowingly talented and that they are destined to be bigger than they were ever made at PLEDIS.
