Alright so i feel like enough of you've asked about my existence... probably. So here's some things about me:
Louis' intro
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Hi, i'm Louis and i'm...
☆ 21 years old
☆ A trans-enby roseboy/femboy, abrosexual
☆ neurodivergent, self-/unofficially diagnosed Autism and ADHD, for both of which i'm awaiting a consultation date
☆ A video game lover, especially farming sims and rpgs, my current hyperfix is Fantasy life (both the first and 3rd game because the 2nd got shot in the legs) and The Bravely Default series
☆ You could find me on discord... if you ask nicely~ (all jokes aside i only give my discord to "trusted" individuals that i know at least surface level)
☆ Uhm... i'm employed lol. I work as a press operator so i know my ways around the tech of printing and... *shudder* color theory. So artists ask away lol (i'm one myself and all knowledge leaves my body the moment i pick up my stylus)
☆ i have a loving wife <3 (yeah sorry gang i'm taken lol)
☆ I love hoarding aesthetics, right now i'm tangled in the jungle of the academia/cottagecore/soft boy (admittedly also a dash of eboy) corner
☆ english is not my native language (some of you may have noticed by now), i'm actually swiss with german roots lol
☆ For the witchy folks, i do practice witchcraft occasionally whenever i have the energy for it, mainly divination though. For sun/moon/rising we got Pisces/Capricorn/Cancer for the astrology girlies
☆ I do photography in my freetime... whenever i have the energy lol, my job is taking a lot out of me, thus i'm actually thinking of switching my profession soon to something similar in the field that'll take less outta me on the daily
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I may edit this if i decide it's missing some interesting info. So this begs one last question: what's my page about? Well, everything really lol. I mainly rant about the mythical creature that is Gender and probably video games. Sometimes i'll repost various things, occasionally i might also vent post a little, but those will be clearly tagged so you can skip them if need be. Maybe i'll also eventually release some pictures i've taken but until then you'll have to watch a nervous wreck of a roseboy figure it out hahah
I guess that's all- i hope you'll find what you're looking for on my page ♡
I made my own version of the Roseboy flag based on my interpretation of the term (mostly because i've been confronting my gender identity and expression again recently)
Note: the order of the stripes and the pastel palette are important here
Soft pink: referring to how Roseboys are inherently feminine/non-conforming in nature also and how feminine gender identities can identify with this gender expression
Soft blue: connection to the masculine, or the boy part
Soft green: encompassing GNC people and "non-boys" (and non-girls if you will) under this term, as anyone can express themselves as a "soft and lovely boy"
The black rose: representing non-conformity and rebellion of typical gender roles and expectations
Yes yes i know "but but but blue for boys and pink for girls is too traditional wiwiwiwiwiwi", lissen, it's what i still associate with each of these spectrum ends and they're pastel for an important reason: the whole gender expression of roseboys is, to describe it in one nice word, soft. And in a way also not fully connected to any of the feminine or masculine, there's part of everything in the roseboy expression. At least that's how i identify with the label.
It's okay for you to still like and enjoy a certain media and condemn the actions of it's creator just like it's okay to like a certain character and condemn their actions in the series. No need to tell people to "kys" over that shit (Looking at you hellaverse fans). It's only a problem if:
- you condone the actions of the creator or the character
- you support the creator monetarily (and no, joining a roblox game doesn't support the creator unless you're a premium user. Looking at you pressure and grace fandom)
That being said what you can do is support the victims of recent drama (especially on roblox) so shoo, shoo, go support Ren.
Maybe you're disconnected because they didn't fully happen to you.
And maybe, just maybe, someone else is still dealing with the aftermath of them for you.
Okay this reads vaguely threatening to me and idk if i'm just misreading tone here or wtf is up. But it almost looks like it puts the blame on the alter that came out (mostly) unscathed (and sometimes a whole person that just doesn't know about their system... yet). And i've been through that experience many times with multiple alters so yeah that almost sounds demeaning. The artstyle looks cute tho i'll give it that
Heyyyy gang, i'm sorry i haven't been active for a bit, irl has been kicking my ass to put it lightly and my mental health took a nosedive. But i'll be back eventually. Until then feel free to AMA or stop by to chat <3
Am i the only one that started to question their sexuality alongside their gender identity? Like as in, what gender(s) you like, not what the label is. Like as a femme-presenting non-binary person i was trixic. Because womne,,, and femmes,,, prebby,,, but as a man i suddenly don't think i mind liking guys as well. Maybe it's also just my daydreams and possibly alters i may have.
Idk if i'm the only one but i'm having so much blast playing survival horror like The Forest series. Like, i'm the headless chicken in my friendgroup running straight forward for the bit. Yeah i'll die but it was super fuckin funny. HOWEVER. Psychological horror scares the shit out of me. At dead of night? Couldn't fucking play it. Visage? Never finished the demo. Idk why but these things scare me shitless. Meanwhile my partner has the exact opposite problem and idk which combo of fear and fuck-it-we-ball is worse
these cats are displaying remarkable theory of mind skills by not only registering that the humans can perceive them but actively trying to manipulate that perception! that requires one to be aware that other individuals have complicated interior thoughts of their own, to know that those thoughts are not always based on truth, and to quickly decide on the best possible “lie” for the situation. this is why I despise animal intelligence tasks based on obedience— some of the most clever moments stem from intelligent disobedience.
for people who identify with/as fanged creatures and are faggots about it
had werewolves and vampires in mind when making this but this isnt exclusive to just them
[start ID: a flag with 7 equally-sized horizontal stripes. the stripes colors, from top to bottom, are very dark pinkish-grey, dark reddish-grey, grey, orangeish-white, dull magentaish-red, dark magenta, and very dark dull magenta. protruding from the bottom of the centermost stripe are two orangeish-white fang-like points. end ID.]
The worst part about immersive daydreaming/maladaptive daydreaming is you literally try to focus so hard
And next thing you know you don't know what you did the past 10 minutes because you're slowly including all your OCs into the plot of that show you finished yesterday and you really liked it and expand that universe to your liking and holy shit what was i supposed to do again
