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For my rambles OR if I'm in the mood, a fic ofc 🤗 Nagumo Yoichi, Osamu Miya, Douma, Narumi Gen, Wirth Mádl & Orter Mádl

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Now my Narumi squad is complete!! I love collecting all his character 😝

Just need to max him out and it's gonna be the strongest...

Actually I was gonna recorded it and edited it like the one I make with Santa Narumi, but I got him in one 10 pull so... 😔

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Chat we're getting it, THIS FALLLL

NARUMI'S DAILY LIFE IS GETTING ANIMATED!!!! 😛😛😛

I'm so ready for the nerd gamer broooo

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The Warmth Of Ordinary Days

Synopsis: Even after you try to live your life as the second division's vice-captain, the shadows of the past continue to haunt you.

As if trying to shake your determination and belief even after being saved by Hikari Shinomiya. However, as life goes on, you learn to accept that shadow of pain and use it as strength and motivation to keep going.

CW: Parental death. Child abuse. Child soldiers. Torture. Neglect. Almost death experience. Trauma. Murder. Blood. Mentally unstable. This warning only applies during flashbacks.

A/N: So I kinda abandoned my previous fic, like I erased it from my blog. AND I THOUGHT OF THIS WHILE PLAYING BACK KAIJU NO. 8! Later this would be "reader x hoshina soichiro" ouhhh it's the older brother, a salute for soichiro girlies! I hope you liked this, and bear with me if you liked it because I'll updated it sooo slowly. But bcs now I'm entering exam season, hopefully after that I'll update another for the chap 1, and I write this using translate so if there's any mistake I'm deeply apologized. Reader has a surname to make it easier for me to write. Alas this is not proofread... but I hope you enjoy it ♡

Dividers: @angeliicide

Prologue

Becoming the second division's vice-captain was relatively easy, paperwork aside, of course.

But seriously. Thanks to Jura Igarashi's firm leadership and successful discipline among the soldiers, they quickly became trained in strength, agility, and obedience.

All that remained was weekly training, sparring, and work—

Ding.

That's when your phone receives an incoming message, bringing you back to reality.

You grumble as you check who sent the message, but you can already guess who it is because you deliberately set the notification tone differently from the others.

Hoshina Soichiro

"I got a new running record! It's even a few seconds faster than before."

"C'mon, praise me 😏"

If you could go back in time, you'd want to go back to when the Second and Sixth Divisions first held joint training in the western region and request a team change so you wouldn't be on the same team as Hoshina Soichiro.

But, the past has happened. Besides, it's not that bad that he's in your orbit, even if he's more annoying and loud than Narumi Gen.

It's just like Shinomiya Hikari told you.

"The more people you meet, the more connections you'll make and the more friends you'll have to rely on."

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Friends, huh...

Your life used to be normal, even happy with your family. You never considered joining the Defense Force, knowing your parents would worry if you joined, so you avoided it while still admiring the Defense Force.

But tragedy struck when you were only 9 years old.

All your happiness was snatched away when a Honju-class, fortitude 7.2 kaiju attacked, destroying 83% of the areas, leaving behind ruins and sorrow.

You survived, but at what cost?

Your mother was crushed by the rubble trying to protect you, and your father also died trying to save you.

All that remained was crumbling concrete, blood, and corpses.

Until help arrived, and when they saw that there were still survivors, you were quickly pulled from the rubble and from your mother's arms for the last time.

"Please, my mom and dad... th-they're still trapped down there!" You pleaded with the adult who rescued you.

But he remained silent, as if unbothered about the other victims.

He took your hand and pulled you with him, through all the chaos.

You were confused. Why didn't they get your parents out of there too?

Only as the man led you did you realize there were others like him around. But they didn't seem to be trying to save the victims.

Instead, they were simply checking the area and seeing that there were also several other children like you, who had lost their families and had been taken with them.

You looked at the man who was now leading you to a large truck, which looked very closed and isolated.

And the truck seemed to radiate a negative aura.

"S-sir... my parents, they-"

"Don't worry, your parents will be evacuated from the rubble soon. But what's more important is that you get to safety first." The man immediately rebuked your words and turned to you with a smile.

You could only remain silent. After all, what power could a child have against an adult who could smacked you to the ground?

You can only hope that after all this, life will be okay again... even without a complete family.

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...Luck doesn't seem to be on your side...

Before you could reminisce about your past, you heard someone knock and enter your office. It was Igarashi Jura, captain of the second division.

She didn't seem pleased, apparently. So you just gave her a casual smile and leaned back lazily in your chair.

"Jura-san... you're always frowning, you're going to have wrinkles in your mid-20s. What a shame," you said with a nonchalant tone, seemingly unbecoming of your current position.

And Jura didn't even seem amused by your words.

"You were late to the training field, which you were supposed to be at half an hour ago."

You paused. Oh yeah, you just remembered you were supposed to be training the newest recruits in the second division after they passed their entrance exams.

Despite just remembering something so important, you responded with a faint grin and a wave.

"Oh, my bad, Jura-san. I was lost in thought earlier."

Before Jura could rebuke you again, you quickly continued.

"And I'll make sure I correct myself, yes, I know. I'll do it now."

With that, you quickly stood up and adjusted your uniform to appear dignified in front of the newest recruits.

Then you walked towards the door, where Jura Igarashi was still standing, looking unimpressed.

"I absolutely won't tolerate you being late to the new recruits' first meeting. 25 laps around the base for you after everything is over."

You seemed to be contemplating the consequences Jura had imposed.

While it might seem mocking, you were genuinely thinking about it.

You pouted slightly and waved your hand. "That's evil, Jura-san. This base is huge, and 25 laps around it? You're evil."

You paused mid-sentence before grinning slightly. "But... I've had worse. So, acceptable."

Patting her shoulder, you exited your room and headed towards the training field.

You could hear your captain sigh, utterly tired of your antics.

But everyone has their quirks, right? And this was yours.

Surely Hikari would just laugh and ruffle your hair before correcting your attitude as vice-captain.

...

Your footsteps halted as you remembered.

...

Ah, there's no point in reminiscing about such things at a time like this.

But you couldn't help but feel like it was just yesterday that Hikari had taken you on as her apprentice after saving you from that nasty place.

Before you could recall the bad memories, you shook your head and continued on your way.

Upon arriving at the field, you saw that the officers seemed scattered.

Some were chatting with each other, a man suddenly doing a workout and being cheered on by others, and some were even asleep on the benches.

You couldn't help but frown slightly at this sight. Surely 30 minutes isn't that long... right?

Even so, you didn't announce your presence. You simply walked until the officers realized the vice-captain had arrived before quickly forming an orderly line.

You stood right in front of them, before flashing a faint smile.

"Sorry for the delay, I've been a little busy in my office. I'm the Second Division Vice-Captain, Miyazaki (y/n). Before you begin your first training, I'd like to once again congratulate you on being selected as soldiers in the Defense Force, knowing the risks, yet dedicating your lives to the safety of the citizens."

You glanced at the officers for a moment, they seemed more stiff than you had seen them at the induction ceremony.

This won't do. Even though Jura Igarashi was always strict in her training, you didn't want them to feel uncomfortable being in the second division.

You quickly put on a casual smile before resting your arms behind your back.

"Welcome to the Second Division, where strength is required but discipline and effort are paramount."

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So... I'm back with the Kaiju No.8, recently I played the game again. Once I said I lost my acc right? My previous acc has a draft of Hoshina Soshiro fic... 'till now it isn't published and a video of me pulling for Santa Narumi.

Now that I'm back I really NEED a fiction about Soshiro's big brother, THE SOICHIROOOOO (this felt like cheating bcs I used to love soshiro but meh, I'll take his brother since he never got many attentions 😛)

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It's been 1 month since I've played Cookie Run Kingdom and my kingdom has been doing great! (Excluded the decorations)

So I thinked to make another account is a good idea, but mainly bcs I only want the gacha. So on I logged out, choose another email and another server to test my luck.

Play and play to get the 100 cutter cookie...

Then I got it! So with my gambling addiction I used it, all of it. Halfway it's like many epics, not that many when I first got from my main account. But hey at least here I got Dark Cacao twice. And here comes my thought, "it's funny if I got Dark Enchantress Cookie here instead in my main account bcs, totally I couldn't delete THAT acc..."

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...

Yeah I got her in my second acc, early play, still in crispia with no prep... LITERALLY JUST 5 MINUTES AFTER I THINKING THAT 😭😭😭

Why my main acc can't have this type of luck? I mean, I DID, get Shadow Milk Cookie, and even I have Eternal Sugar Cookie upgraded up to 2 stars along with SMC. But why can't I have this luck with meta char 😭

I only need her in my main and it's all complete...

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This is bad

I downloaded Cookie Run Kingdom just for another hiperfixation and I LOVE SHADOW MILK COOKIE (i'm not even get to beast-yeast yet 😭)

I mean, I got him from my early gacha, so it's acceptable ig? 🤗

I only need two beast and two ancient too to complete the collection ✌🏻 (hollyberry server luck) AND IT'S ONLY 1 WEEK SINCE I'VE PLAYED, bad ig cause I have exams waiting early may 💔

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Might try to get back into posting on Tumblr again

DAAAAAAMNNN!!!

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He looks so dumb, no thoughts at all

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There's a lot of mystery in TKaTB to me... like;

1) Why is Crowe's relationship with his family so bad?

2) What is Hyugo and Geo's relationship? They were brothers?!! (Geo stated that one of his dislikes is Hyugo, damn straight bro :/)

3) What is Sol and Hyugo's deal???

4) What is Hyugo's biggest secret...? When you chose the cinema scene, they ended it with someone said to Hyugo that he's a traitor, I assumed he betrayed his clan??

And more I guess, idk but these 4 really itching me on the edge everytime I played it again!

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Suddenly I'm invested with visual novel, AND I'VE PLAYED TKATB!!! (The Kid At The Back)

Like I said, I love game with literal lore. And they have it, the hierarchy at the campus.

Almost most of the options I've choose, almost. So this information based on Crowe from the scenes I got from them. And bcs I got too excited I haven't put full research about this and type this rant instead...

From Crowe, he said that the campus divided into two buildings, high and lower class. Summary, if you have good backgrounds, status, and money on top of that, you've got yourself a seat to the high class. Even the education and facility is more well up than in the lower class, even it's the opposite, like birds only got crumbs of bread. So they have it hard to earn a position in the high class, they need to have perfect grades to be recognized. Actually there's some from Hyugo too, but it's not that different from Crowe, since I opened the scenes first with Crowe... well I need to prioritized my beautiful man can't I 🤷‍♀️

And I have question when I opened scenes with Hyugo, if you can be placed in the high class from status (one of the requirement), why is Crowe didn't? If we ask a Deryl about Crowe, he'll mentioned that Crowe is a son from a well rich business woman??? I only remember the woman one but sure he's sure rich from how decent he looked. He did mentioned too that Crowe doesn't really get along with his family, but that shouldn't be a problem?? He still come from a wealthy family, Hyugo stated that is possible if a student from the high class lowered to the lower class, as not to "taint" the high class reputation with some troublemakers.

Just felt curious... Geo and Jess too, friends of Crowe, but they already placed on the lower class even though they come from a wealthy family.

Aside the lore, I LOVE CROWE OHMYGOD 😭

I mean, he's gentle and loving all of that, I need him irl, really. "But what about Sol? He's cute too and will protect us too."

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Do I love Sol? Yes

Do I want him in real life? NO. N to the O

I must say he did cute, when showing his bento box, immediately fluttered from our compliments, but I do NOT fuck with his red flag attitude. Stalking, drugging, even some said it's worse in the NSFW version, especially as far as he goes 'errr' Crowe on the Bad End, "No Witnesses", (heh, kind of like "No Russian" vibes). Indeed this is a yandere game and no hate to him, and Solivan is already in terms with it, but really I don't consent with that.

So, I will wait the update even if it takes 77 years... as long it's not canceled, ofc. The only VN I've played is TFC and TKATB because it's gameable for my phone, there's still many VN I would love to play, like Dead Plate, Married In Red (I already saw the gameplay though but I would love to play it myself), 14 Days With You, Kingdom Of Marionettes, Burn The Midnight Oil... sigh if only I have my own laptop...

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I just knew it, I'm sucks at making like these, should just stay in my mind 💔

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I need someone to convince me watch Record of Ragnarok. Bcs, sorry but from 2 first eps in s1... IT'S TOO SLOW FCK THIS.

I know backstory is hella important... but, do you actually have to combine 2 in 1 episode? I only got, eeny tiny bit of fighting scene 🤏🏻

Screw that I dropped the anime a few days ago now I need someone to convince me it's actually a good show and say "you need to be patience" in my inbox.

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I love freaky game with literal lore. I MEANT THE FREAK CIRCUS! From noon to evening I played but didn't understand the lore, until I opened tiktok and watched a short explanatory video and immediately understood.

But I only need the Columbina sooo...

In the game, I watched all the possibility route to the cliffhanger ending. And there's one if we chose tgt the blue tent, the Ticket Taker's tent, if we choose the option to "come closer" after we reach the mirror at the end of the hallway, it'll show Columbina before she was "devoured". At the dialog, I thought it was between the monsters, I meant pierrot and the gang. But turns out it was the humans. Worse is they sa'edl her because not only she's beautiful, she couldn't fight them like the others. That's why at first they want to relocate her, separate her from the others so they could use her (so sad 💔)

Pierrot step in because, according to Jester's story, he fell in love with her. But because they're currently weak, no power, no strength, the humans overpower him and injured him. Columbina scared, ofc, the humans are the real monsters right now. So, she asked Harleyquin if he would save her if they come again. He confused, bcs, maybe his definition of "saving" by "consuming" her... actually this is a bit tragic. Either it's because he wants to be one with her out of love (to mentioned according to jester's, he also fall in love with colum but she didn't return it) or just simply misunderstooded the meaning of "save" by eating her.

Pierrot just... helpless, I only noticed this bcs someone mentioned, "why didn't he hold harley back from doing it? Well bcs he's injured." Yeah, while he watched his lover died and get eaten by the others, he bleed before Harleyquin force feed him to get energy too. Like, one of them said it's been a long time since they ate.

I know this explanation kinda confusing, me too while typing it. I write this because I need to let my opinion out of my head even though I know people already know about it, y'know what I mean. Also this is because the animes I watched were all in production, (Haikyuu, Mashle, KNY, SKDY, KN8, Link Click!) That I'm so bored doomed scrolling and if only my phone could hold on longer playing HSR, maybe I'm not that obssesed with The Freak Circus...

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Next month is my 17th birthday, so I thought about making my birthday cake with my anime crushes, yknow the photo thing. And suddenly I just noticed... did my type in anime men is dark haired???

Below is my collection for the photos on my cake later, there's more but Tumblr definitely couldn't handle me and 100 photos 🙄

Nahhh jokes aside from Vein and Fujimaru, I just appreciated them 🥰 (I'M MADLY INLOVE WITH FUJIMARUUU)

There's more like I said! Kuroo Tetsuro, Akaashi Keiji, Nacht Faust, Wakatoshi Ushijima, Suna Rintaro, Iwaizumi Hajime, Cheng Xiaoshi... (now I noticed too mostly these from Haikyuu :/)

ANYWAY, maybe because in southeast asia it's rare to find men with blonde hair or any color other than black or brown. Other than their great personality (big offense to Vein and Orter), their looks is a bonus for me. So... I came to conclusion that one of my type I like in men... is the dark colored hair!!! 😝

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I read new manga AND IT'S TOO UNDERRATED!!

K-9 Public Security Bureau, Division 9 – Special Abilites Countermeasure

Maaan I love hot stuff, and this manga? Full of baddie. Also the story is unique, where in their world, whenever you commit a crime there's power you gain from that, they called it "sin". The more crimes you did, the more powerful your sin power is.

Now the MC is Ren Hizuki and Oboro Yushiro. Ren is just ordinary police and Oboro is a sin user. How they'd meet? Their higher-ups think it's a good idea if they counter criminal using a criminal, that's how Division 9 is created and they're partners, one is an ordinary officer with no sin power and another is a criminal with sin power, yeah like that.

So that's where Ren is coming, why they chose her? Because she's sooo capable, I mean like powerful even for an ordinary officer. Like, Yin and Yang, right? Idk... just get philosophy here...

ANYWAY! Oboro is fell in love with her and sooo freaky (in a good way), but Ren? Nahhh she wouldn't fall for his charm just like that (i smell slow burn here). And I have another husband from this (i'm such a wh0re but idc!)

Overall this is literally another PEAK manga I read, need more attention I suggest. This is also action with a little bit of romance (only from Oboro side ig) and currently with 46 chapters. If this get animated, I'm sorry because I won't be the same if I saw Jin Fujimaru on the screen

(I NEED HIM ALREADYYYY IT'S NOT EVEN FUNYY!!!)

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Next season on Mashle, trust me 🤞🏼

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Orter you dang REMEMBER YOU HAVE RELATED-BLOOD SIBLING 😭😭😭

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It's funny in the fanbook, Wirth spends most of his time studying, even he dislikes "free time" 😭 (It was all funny 'till I remember it's because his father, bitching that he's not enough 🙄)

Another fun fact that I love about his favorite type, "A tolerant woman who accept herself as she is" GAHHHHH, he's just looking like a bad boy... but he's soft inside, I just knew it he'll make a great boyfriend and husband 🥹🥹🥹 (a proud mama)

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About Mashle.

The Mádl brothers.

Yeah they're doomed.

WHY THERE ISN'T ANY INTERACTION WITH THEM?! Like, is Orter really consider Wirth his brother???

I love you Orter but Wirth is MY adopted child! So no abuse and he deserved a raise in this ANIME! But too late, it's finished already and we didn't even get one interaction or any words about how they actually cared each other like the Ames brothers... I love my child Wirth you deserve the world, darn your old ass father I'm a better mom for ya 🥹